Blog: I'm sorry for cheating (apology to Hiko for "SLP" and Valve as well)

Posting this here because r/globaloffensive mods misunderstand the post's intentions. This post is not an attempt to get my VAC removed but merely to turn a new leaf.

This is a wall of text. I'll try to do a TL;DR but you'd be missing out a lot.

For starters this is not the first time I've apologized but would be the first time I've done so on HLTV as I feel I owe this community in particular an apology. So here we go:

1. I did not cheat in league matches back in 1.6 (apology to hiko here)

Before that gets brought back up I was clean in actual leagues such as CAL, CEVO and ESL back then, but due to the questionable teams (and back in the day IRC clubs), I was lumped with (I was a young kid back there and wasn't as experienced back then to tell who was clean and who wasn't 100%) I got a pretty nasty reputation early on. i.e., I have one good round in a match and in the past, as a part of a dispute, the argument "hes in _bM_ a known 'cheating club'". I also was kind of immature and a bit outspoken on forums such as GotFrag back in the day and while what some of the things. When I was 15, I looked up to hiko's former teammates, pondfiller and weymo and my friend randomly made a team called SLP (which was the exact name as hiko's team, SLP). The team was called Stacked Like Pringles, hiko's team stood for Stacked Like Pancakes, and there was some misunderstandings between me and hiko where I said "I was on SLP", and while back then it was just a playful joke/homage to hiko and his teammates that I respected, I can see , looking back at it now I can see why he got upset about it. So I'm sorry hiko for the "SLP thing".

2. I went to LAN in 2009 and was happy with how I did individually at a local LAN against some oldschool CEVO-p pugs considering the pug I met with I met at the day of the LAN and had no strats and no communication going.

This is a clip of me on LAN when I just turned 18 and was able to start going to LANs:


-------- Where things went wrong just before CS:GO ---------

3. So just before CS:GO I got banned from ESEA for a long time. Not for a cheating related reason. The ban was put in place by BiGG under "Malicious activity" after I had an argument with what constituted as baiting on T-side of nuke prior to RWS (when people still played for FPR). After the argument I got banned for 30 or so years? Much later on down the road I tried apologizing and just got re-banned for 60+ years. The account can be found here:

4. Because of this I would play the remainder of 1.6's lifespan in ESL against Euros (with a 150-200 ping handi), doing exceptionally well in their built in MM system back then. A movie of me playing on the ESL MM service can be found here. I did not cheat, therefore I received no cheating ban ever:


This is also me playing ESEA (legit) before my "malicious activity" ban:


-------- When CS:GO came out, and where it all went wrong --------

5. So CS:GO comes out. I play the first year or so of it legit, meanwhile constantly trying to find out how I could get unbanned from ESEA and be able to play and compete again (since imo, my ban was unjustified in it's length especially considering I would later go on to apologize several times just to get denied). This was around the time I was making guides and such.

6. Around the time of the bitcoin scandal ESEA had I realised that a competitor service was a very long way off. And it became more and more apparent BiGG would never unban me which would disallow me from ever having the chance to compete in the game again. It was around this time Leetway/ALTpug tried to compete but ultimately ended failing in the end (as most ESEA competitors usually do, except for FACEIT).

7. So I had to ask myself how I was going to continue in the game. I was banned for essentially a lifetime ban from the only league in NA that was relevant at the time. Apologizing didn't seem to work. It wasn't even for cheating. And people were (around this time) questioning if I was legit because my early murky past in 1.6 was resurfacing and people like hiko still despised me for the "SLP thing". So I started making frag movies like I did for 1.6. Except this time I made the mistake of constantly using hacks if I deemed I wasn't pumping out creative enough frags/content alongside the guides I was making. If I didn't have that much time in a week, I would cheat a few MM games just to get footage faster and try to pump out regular content. Are all of my videos cheated? No. Are most of them cheated? No. And a lot of videos you'd swear are cheating actually aren't. I made the mistake of cheating, just for the sake of consistency and getting the clips out more regularly to try to keep videos coming for the YouTube channel.

8. I realize now that the decision I made was horribly wrong, even considering the fact that the entire reason I started was related to my lifetime ESEA ban which was NOT related to cheating. If I had not been banned from ESEA for so many years before CS:GO I would have had something to strive for other than just perpetual MM games and making highlight videos. I know a lot of you will see it as an excuse, but I can tell you (as can PostmaN a good friend of mine who played in the ESL with me back in 1.6), that had I never been banned from ESEA long before CS:GO, that I never would have gone down the path I did and been practicing in ESEA all this time, hoping to one day make it competitively like everyone else who's been really devoted to the game.

9. However I am still incredibly sorry for what I did. I know that I'll never be allowed to play in a Valve major, and ESEA will probably never unban me (especially not now after all thats happened in CS:GO after the initial ban).

10. As for the manual VAC ban scenario, as far as I understand, it actually was manual. Overwatch bans do not turn into VAC bans ever. Untrusted bans do. Make no mistake I, did eventually begin to cheat on my main account, but I have no idea what game I got Overwatched for. I can have the same rounds I would have without cheating, just not as consistently. You'd be surprised just how many of my CSGO videos are legit. But I'll just assume that it was for cheating and apologize in advance, even if that's not the case.

11. I'm never going to cheat again. And I am more than willing to help any leagues or LANs (without pay) with anti-cheat endeavors in the future.

12. The reason I'm never going to cheat again is because of this:


LG inspired me. They moved from home to live in another continent full-time to pursue CS. And to see it pay off for them really touched me and I couldn't be happier for them. The amount of respect I have for this team even rivals the respect I had for the original compLexity from 1.6 (w/ Warden). I never want to be on the dark side again. I only want, wholesome, beautiful CS. The same CS I loved in 1.6

13. I know I've burnt bridges and I know how the community feels about second chances (ie. steel, swag, etc.). I know Valve will never remove my VAC ban. But I'm not here to seek second chances. I came here to simply be honest and inform you all you will never have to worry about cheating from me again.

14. I did NOT cheat in FACEIT. Every frag you see in my FACEIT movie is legit. I was banned for their policy about VAC bans on other accounts. FACEIT has a policy about having VAC bans from what I've heard. You can't play on FACEIT if you have a VAC. After I made a frag movie of me on FACEIT it got attention and I was banned via their policy of my past mistake. However elsewhere on their site they said if your VAC ban in CS:GO is on another account, and older than 2 years, you can play on FACEIT again. Apparently neteX said otherwise but thats what I was told in an e-mail from support from FACEIT so I don't know what the deal with FACEIT as it stands. I'd love to be able to play FACEIT over MM but I never will know unless someone directly speaks about my case I guess. For the record as of now, the VAC ban is 517 days old. It will be 2 years old in June of 2016. I doubt I'll ever be allowed to compete in the FPL sadly, but I still enjoyed their daily tournaments and winning those.

15. In 2016 I plan on making a team for CEVO and if it does well potentially plan on attending the Fragadelphia LAN if we are unable to qualify for the CEVO LAN finals. I've gotten a lot of death threats but I'll be attending anyway so long as Sasquatch doesn't change his mind and ban me/my team from the LAN before attending as did the previous CSGO LAN I tried to attend did. (The Tampabay Esports LAN). For the record I would not have cheated at the LAN. I have no interest in ever cheating at a LAN or an actual match of any kind. I love the team vs team dynamic of CS and would never cheat in an actual match of any kind. I love real CS far too much to ever do that (hence why I never cheated in actual CAL/CEVO/ESL matches in 1.6 either).


16. (TLDR TL;DR) I'm sorry. I fucked up. I regret it more than most of you will ever care to know. But I hope to show in 2016 (unless Spangler deems me not worthy of CEVO) that I am a capable player even against the big names once I put in the hard work I put in back in 1.6. Anyone who watches my stream knows I've spent hours and hours in LAN/listen servers just finding every little nuance in the map/game I can and develop strategies with the hopes it'll come into play into real CS like my hard work did in 1.6 (actual matches). I'm sorry and see you guys around.

17. / bonus: I have no idea why LOLYOU hates me. I never cheated while I was playing with him. But for whatever I did to him, I apologize as well.

And sorry for the wall of text as well. I just of needed to do this, and didn't really look back over any of this. Just kind of said it all as it came to mind.

Happy holidays. :]
2015-12-17 03:24
Laz | 
Japan magic_kaito 
play a lan fodder
2015-12-17 03:27
fodder? The GAME is OVER for you FODDER. The sooner you realize it, the sooner you can focus on other things in life, this is ridiculous. every few months i see a Fodderblog, you are like a Tripper from Thailand bro, just move on with your life, OR: get a plastic surgency, change your face, change your name, change your nickname (obviously) and start competing again. what you are dooing now is completely useless. You are like a rocking chair, always in motion, but not really moving.
2015-12-17 04:22
Well I'll be able to play CEVO (and hopefully) FACEIT in 2016. From there I look forward to going to lans like Fragadelphia more often with the CEVO team (under this name). The LAN owner Sasquatch said I'm welcome.
2015-12-17 04:42
I still remember when i told you that you can appeal an overwatch ban. If im correct you answered something along the lines of "Well i don't get any response" I legitimately hope they don't unban you, not because i feel any hate towards You, but because you just couldn't admit that you were a cheater where sometimes it was just too obvious. You got banned, something everyone was expecting for a long time. Move on with your life and enjoy your day.
2015-12-17 05:32
I've attempted appealing an Overwatch ban for the past... 6 months? My main account is essentially gone and replaced, I had a total of 6,000 CS hours and spent over $2,000 directly to Steam in CS:GO. There is a very long list of reasons why I'm astonished that I can't get any sort of real response from Steam but those are the main ones. Literally the only thing I've been told is "We will not unban your account because you ask us to." - And it took 4 months to get that 1 sentence response. It completely fucked up any chance of me being able to compete professionally if I chose that route (I was only in CEVO Main at the time it happened - I was immediately banned and team was deleted). I played no different that time than I ever do, I had no super special plays during the match it happened in, but I can't get any attention from anyone who can help, it's unreal.
2015-12-17 07:51
I wish you luck. That's why I don't play competitive anymore. My level is just higher than the kids expected to exist in this planet. I do have 50 win and now I don't play it at all. It's over while OW is on.
2015-12-18 14:44
wtf did i just read
2015-12-19 08:46
Just another kid on hltv.
2015-12-19 22:11
I do have 41 and have been playing for almost 15 years, since the very start.
2015-12-25 04:25
OK kid.
2015-12-25 15:21
Hey dude look i beat u ez))) I got overwatch ban after 3 wins (im sure it was about first 2) )))) ME > ALL Thing is ive done it legitly xaxa
2015-12-24 18:08
get fucking banned you cheating scrub
2015-12-18 16:39
You're telling me to do something that has already happened. Quit being jelly because I'm good enough to get a false OW ban xD Seriously though, you don't know any details of the situation other than what I posted and it's a really fucked up situation. I would probably care more if I didn't get a job by now working random ass hours where I would likely miss matches anyway.
2015-12-20 07:35
2015-12-17 19:06
see you in philly... pal
2015-12-18 09:40
tldr plz
2015-12-22 00:12
Fodder. I'm not here to bash you bro but such talent wasted. The cheating hurts the community deeply and removes trust for our beloved pro players. Cheating also infects the legit players getting constantly accused of it. For the love of God people, learn from Fodder ... Don't fucking cheat or stop if you are. It's not worth it and it's a classless act.
2015-12-23 06:07
You are like a rocking chair, always in motion, but not really moving. damn dude
2015-12-17 07:35
2015-12-23 06:09 Actual footage of FODDERs atempt to come back to CS:GO.
2015-12-17 08:19
Singapore Nephalith 
2015-12-17 10:44
2015-12-17 12:02
seems pretty autistic
2015-12-18 09:03
why r u saying "obviously" after the nickname? that is the only thing of those u listed that actually isnt neccessary...
2015-12-17 17:16
That rocking chair analogy was really good. Did you come up with that, or is it a common colloquialism.
2015-12-18 05:59
2016-01-09 07:35
best advice i ever saw in a fodder thread
2018-01-30 23:09
2015-12-17 04:15
Fodder, your streaming and videos have not helped you. Your efforts in your LAN servers while streaming are nothing more than throwing flash-bangs and glitches. I remember one moment watching your stream, you were throwing decoys at the cannons on de_cobble. You ban people from your chat based on the slightest thing that irritates you. You banned me from your twitch because I disagreed with you about a bug on de_cache. I have seen your youtube channel with videos coming out about "game-breaking invincible glitches" even after valved has long sinced patched them. I like you as a player, but your actions and reactions as a person caused a spiral. You dig yourself into a deeper grave when you insult people ex. Flom, launders etc.
2015-12-18 04:40
With this much fantasy, skill surely must be there somewhere. Write a film script, put that mindful creativity of thought to good use. Become a writer, get rich, host your own Lan and own :)
2015-12-18 05:26
LOL This entire wall of text is you saying you didnt cheat. Only in some kind of off the wall, non chalant mention do you even come close to admitting to cheating. I didnt cheat here, I didnt cheat there, im sorry for cheating. Nice. You seem like a tool. I have never met you, I played you back in the 1.6 days, and based on this giant wall of, I didnt cheat here, I never cheated here, sorry for cheating, you are an absolute tool bag. Best of luck though!
2015-12-18 16:39
Funny thing new players (or just idiots) don't realize is that you don't play legitly for so long, especially if you're decent/good, and then suddenly go "oh, well, I'm going to start cheating today.....cause why not?" like...wut? kid's been cheating since way back when, too immature to admit it.
2015-12-23 00:09
Well said. God I can't stand cheaters and scammers. They've ripped the new community an extra ass hole with toxic incentives.
2015-12-23 06:11
Germany EDWR 
2015-12-17 03:24
fodder <3333 pls reply and you will make my hour
2015-12-17 03:24
2015-12-17 03:27
fodder masterrace <3
2015-12-17 03:29
its over bro go away the only reason you admit it is because EVERYONE regards you as a cheater and it's the only fucking think you'll ever be known for
2015-12-17 04:00
No, the reason I admit it, is because it was something that needed to be done. And I hope to right my wrongs further in 2016 by competing in CEVO, potentially FACEIT, and LANs like Fragadelphia. Sometimes in life there are certain things you just need to finish before moving on.
2015-12-17 04:53
Do you think there are other pro's in the tier 1 teams of counter strike who have or are cheating, how do you feel about the fact valve is doing absolutely nothing about them? Valve likes to pretend they are doing something by screwing up and coming players like you but the established will neve get the same treatment, they are basically propping up the people at the top with their policies.
2015-12-17 13:04
FODDER answer this or you will cheat again!
2015-12-18 23:02
"No, the reason I admit it, is because it was something that needed to be done." hilarious, even when you're admitting to cheating you still take the moral high ground. he's right, literally everyone knew you were cheating and literally nobody ever fucking cared who you were. you've always been irrelevant and i guess in some final attempt at retaining some of your vast self-importance you made this thread. guess what? nobody fucking likes you and nobody cares about you outside of you shitting up the community for the past fuck-knows/cares-how-many years you're a narcissistic piece of garbage and i hope you die very soon
2015-12-17 17:26
LOL this whole post of his is still full of lies. Hes now claiming that when he said hes on SLP it was some other random SLP team that no-one else heard or gave a fuck about. Hes been caught out so many times lying about his past history of teams, claiming to be in CAL-i/CAL-p teams when hes always been an open scrub. Cant this guy just fucking die of aids already?
2015-12-19 00:20
You're a nobody like the rest of us.. Just quit it.. You were never going to go pro even without all this shit. Shitty person Shitty player Shitty overall No friends Get the fuck outta here.
2015-12-18 03:19
He could have gone pro though?
2015-12-18 06:29
No he could not. He's shit.
2015-12-18 16:09
Poland dalaylama 
I want to see you playing on one of the majors... good 1.6 frags tho
2015-12-18 04:27
The majors probably won't ever happen due to previous VACs but LANs like CEVO and Fragadelphia may be a possibility.
2015-12-18 04:31
Poland dalaylama 
Ok ill change my sentence... I would like you to have a chance to play vs best teams..anywhere
2015-12-18 04:39
goddamn it's a video game, why give a shit, go do something productive with your life. i probably wont read your reply soon because i have a life
2015-12-19 08:36
Denmark silfize 
You're commenting on a website for competitive CSGO and judging peoples' lives? lol. howbout just let people do what they want and are interested in who gives a fuck.
2017-03-24 11:32
You didnt admit anything in your post. I am going to re post this here. LOL This entire wall of text is you saying you didnt cheat. Only in some kind of off the wall, non chalant mention do you even come close to admitting to cheating. I didnt cheat here, I didnt cheat there, im sorry for cheating. Nice. You seem like a tool. I have never met you, I played you back in the 1.6 days, and based on this giant wall of, I didnt cheat here, I never cheated here, sorry for cheating, you are an absolute tool bag. Best of luck though!
2015-12-19 00:48
Portugal reNyX 
foder in portuguese is so wrong xd
2015-12-17 08:14
Canada reizel 
wat m8
2015-12-17 09:40
Portugal reNyX 
2015-12-17 09:43
Canada reizel 
What does it mean "com quantos paus se faz uma canoa"?
2015-12-17 09:49
Portugal reNyX 
How many sticks to make a canoe
2015-12-17 09:52
Canada reizel 
Hey hey, let's calm the fuck down or I'll call the admins. Now tell me what that means.
2015-12-17 09:49
Portugal reNyX 
ahahaha expected
2015-12-17 09:50
Canada reizel 
wat m8
2015-12-17 09:50
Portugal reNyX 
are u portuguese or are u using the google tradutor? xD
2015-12-17 09:51
Canada reizel 
Neither of them.
2015-12-17 09:51
Portugal reNyX 
so how do u know portuguese?
2015-12-17 09:53
he is portuguese.
2015-12-17 11:43
Portugal reNyX 
2015-12-17 13:40
Canada reizel 
I am a simple japanese person who has taken spanish classes on college and eventually learned a bit of portuguese.
2015-12-17 13:47
Portugal reNyX 
oh ok nice xd
2015-12-17 13:51
Canada reizel 
Just kidding, I am brazilian
2015-12-17 13:51
Portugal reNyX 
ok fuck u jk
2015-12-17 13:53
Canada reizel 
No m8, why fuk me? Why not fuk yourself right on the cu?
2015-12-17 13:56
Portugal reNyX 
"on the cu" haha
2015-12-17 14:07
Canada reizel 
Ops, I meant right on the cogu.
2015-12-17 14:27
2015-12-24 01:26
Canada reizel 
2015-12-24 09:33
expected from a red dot
2015-12-17 10:06
Portugal reNyX 
dont be rude...
2015-12-17 10:08
Canada reizel 
Dudeeeee, come on. I am not just a simple red dot, I am the white bangladesh.
2015-12-17 13:49
What cheats did you use, who was the provider?
2015-12-17 16:44
are u fucking serious?
2015-12-18 04:58
Why wouldn't I be? Was just interested in what kind of cheats that were used, if it was aimkey, EPS etc. And if the provider was someone like ko1N or Supex0, or just some kind of shitty random aimware shit. Why wouldn't I be serious, fucking shitstain.
2015-12-18 13:53
who ?
2015-12-17 03:25
2015-12-17 07:07
2015-12-17 10:39
2015-12-17 03:25
"Who gives a shit we're rich as fuck"
2015-12-17 16:40
Pour the champagne in the sink
2015-12-17 18:35
Denmark fujiYEEZY 
Jeppe K style ayy))
2015-12-17 21:31
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta.
2015-12-18 00:27
2015-12-17 03:26
2015-12-17 03:26
Nobody cares. 'Chance knife' was your 5 minutes of fame.
2015-12-17 03:26
roman | 
Palestine ndr[o] 
LOL I must say you put some time into that writing. give this man a 2nd chance or at least allow him to play at a local florida lan to prove himself.
2015-12-17 03:37
Canada reizel 
Make a team with 4 germans and it's GG.
2015-12-17 09:43
roman | 
Palestine ndr[o] 
he already has the german mentality gg no re
2015-12-17 09:44
Germans defending cheaters Expected
2015-12-17 17:11
roman | 
Palestine ndr[o] 
I forgot to add the kappa but sarcasm is hard to understand/read on the interwebs without smiley faces/emojis etc.... whatevs man. sorry for confusion. sry, sry for insultes.
2015-12-17 17:48
He's been given a second chance. Don't fucking steal if you want to keep shopping at a store... Don't cheat if you want to compete, it's a real simple thing to understand.
2015-12-23 06:13
for the amount of time he obviously put into this, i say he really is sorry and regrets what he did. #UNBANFODDER
2015-12-17 03:30
+1 He put a lot of time writing this apology, and for that, he deserves a place back in CS. #UnbanFodder
2015-12-17 03:35
sorry, but you are retarded. Just like fodder
2015-12-22 15:05
nt silver
2015-12-22 20:32
Nt fatmerican
2015-12-23 02:19
nt purple oreo
2015-12-23 02:24
2015-12-23 13:19
watt | 
Greece wattxD 
more fake than my ex gf
2015-12-17 03:30
Canada reizel 
Did she even exist?
2015-12-17 03:50
watt | 
Greece wattxD 
ofc she did... am i a true hltver now :/ ?
2015-12-17 03:57
Canada reizel 
nudes or didn't happen
2015-12-17 07:05
Nt soft Bangladesh
2015-12-17 16:43
Gtfo already!
2015-12-17 03:30
Sweden fued 
2015-12-17 03:31
Dont worry about it , fodder. :) I enjoyed your frag movies if you cheated or not i hope you will be able to qualify. gl
2015-12-17 03:31
Depending on which ones, you may not have to worry about it. People would be surprised by what's actually legit on my channel.
2015-12-17 03:34
watt | 
Greece wattxD never cheated in 1.6 ? SO LEGIT OMG
2015-12-17 03:39
The first clip in that video (the laggy one) is heavily edited. The smoke actually was not there when I was playing live but in the demo it showed up. In that clip those also aren't noscopes, but quickscopes. Right clicking then holding fire, even if the scope doesn't animate that it's zoomed, will still be 100% accurate. It became very popular in 1.6 around 2005 onward. This mechanic no longer exists in CS:GO.
2015-12-17 03:50
watt | 
Greece wattxD 
Why am i even bothering when you are lying to yourself
2015-12-17 03:51
I don't know what else to tell you. I already apologized for cheating. If you think I'm going to continue to cheat then do so.
2015-12-17 03:53
Wow you apoligized... congratulations.
2015-12-22 15:06
Once a cheater, always a cheater.
2015-12-29 18:03
In french it rymes : "cheater un jour, cheater toujours" And I don't completely agree: I cheated a couple of times in 1.6 at the age of 14-15, and then never cheated again. I hate cheaters actually
2016-07-26 07:54
watt | 
Greece wattxD 
2015-12-17 03:52 0:23 for more tracking of the head
2015-12-17 04:08
watt | 
Greece wattxD 
Also we can see how fake and delusional you are by this video .... WHO PLANNED ON DOING THIS ? XDDDD
2015-12-17 03:45
Like I said, I apologized for cheating. I recognize it was a mistake and that I needed to come clean and turn over a new leaf. That was the point of this post.
2015-12-17 03:51
every time i come across your pathetic sorry ass threads it fills me with joy and hilarity. all those blatant annoying scrims against you can rest in peace. thank you -karma
2015-12-18 05:21
North America noahB_ 
tldr but #unbanfodder
2015-12-17 03:32
I still think someone should give him a shot at LAN to see if it he's legit.
2015-12-17 03:33
Well unless Spangler says otherwise, I'll see how far the CEVO team I'm making in 2016 can go. If it does well we'll go to the Fragadelphia LAN since sasquatch said I'm allowed to go (although I've gotten many deathreats to both me and my teammates there).
2015-12-17 03:35
well gl then excited to see where you guys go (shit didn't see the death threats part, hope you guys will all be fine)
2015-12-17 03:46
Well someone is "sharpening their knife" for next Fragadelphia in case I show up so we'll see.
2015-12-17 04:06
hehe dont be scared of 15y nerds no sympath, u never answered mr back on facebook, was thinkin wr r bff :(
2015-12-17 09:56
LOL idk if ur trolling or what but you shouldnt rly take death threats from internet (especially from cs community) seriously
2015-12-19 21:25
Spangler never says otherwise unfortunately lol something is very wrong with his brain.
2015-12-17 04:47
just out of curiosity, are these new players you are playing with worried at all about their reputations being immediately damaged even before they are known, since they will be playing with you? Because although you have come clean, many people will still associate your teammates as playing with a cheater.
2015-12-17 05:12
Estonia swag420weed 
lol, you really think these deaththreats are real? lol wtf is wrong with you
2015-12-17 13:31
he should do something online first but he is dmg with cheats, no reason for him to go to lan but you are probably one of his alt accounts anyway
2015-12-17 04:09
wow fodder wow
2015-12-17 03:35
csgo is so great now. cheaters are the stars. awesome!
2015-12-17 03:35
WOW "13. I know I've burnt bridges and I know how the community feels about second chances (ie. steel, swag, etc.). I know Valve will never remove my VAC ban. But I'm not here to seek second chances. I came here to simply be honest and inform you all you will never have to worry about cheating from me again." DONT EVEN DARE TO COMPARE YOURSELF TO THEM YOU SCUM! and btw...GET a life you are such a delusional adhd kid
2015-12-17 03:38
I didn't make the comparison, someone else did and used them as a reference about how people feel about second chances in CS:GO in general.
2015-12-17 03:40
I like the iBP guys but, stop having autism pls
2015-12-17 05:22
typical kid who brings autism brainless kid
2015-12-17 05:24
ure an autist tho
2015-12-17 11:30
sure kid
2015-12-17 14:04
umad mr. capslock?
2015-12-18 13:41
We all knew you cheated :D
2015-12-17 03:38
Depends on the video. Again it was always a mix.
2015-12-17 03:41
In all honesty, the bust movie you made a movie about, proving it wrong, did you cheat or not?
2015-12-17 16:50
Japan kitzune 
now that flusha is fnatics IGL, maybe its time to make your move ;) gl anyway
2015-12-17 03:41
what lol?
2015-12-17 03:41
Japan kitzune 
he might "understand" you
2015-12-17 03:42
I doubt flusha still cheats (if he ever did).
2015-12-17 03:51
Japan kitzune 
just banter. watched your videos they've helped me alot :)
2015-12-17 05:18
2015-12-17 05:21
nice troll post. didn't read.
2015-12-17 03:42
Guys I'm sorry for bumping this, but I just want to reply at this annoying bastard cringed hard.
2015-12-17 03:44
This is 100% do i know? From a single kill out off all these 20 kills or so. At 2.48 and on FODDER is in the tunnels waiting for the 1st guy to peak (around car/toilet).Would been an easy kill. But then another CT decides to peak tunnels from B plat. Realising that the 2nd CT will actually peak first, FODDER quickly moved his aim on B plat. Blatant! Not saying other videos are made while hacking, cause I havent watched them yet but this one huh huh...obvious :D
2015-12-17 10:58
Cyprus leoreoseo 
nice b8
2015-12-22 00:05
Well, at least you took the time to explain yourself. It´s a start.
2015-12-17 03:45
Canada reizel You should also apologize for this. Why the fuck would you act like that, tbh?
2015-12-17 03:52
There is a backstory to that that I'd rather not get into. That video does not tell the full story but since its in the past and has nothing to do with cheating, all it would do is cause drama which is exactly what this post is hoping to end. But I'll say it to Launders as well: I'm sorry Launders for how I acted in that video as well.
2015-12-17 03:55
Another reason why nobody cares to read what you wrote.
2015-12-17 03:56
WHY DO YOU THINK ANYBODY CARES?? It's not like its already fucking blatantly obvious that you DO cheat, this was never a question and I don't think anybody wants to read a wall of text about some bullshit apology from some random troll who is the biggest attention whore the world has ever seen.
2015-12-17 03:55
I'm not doing it for attention, I'm doing it so people will know that if they wind up against me in MM, or CEVO, or FACEIT, that they won't have to worry about cheating, and that any kills I get, no matter how BS, are not cheated in any way.
2015-12-17 03:57
Please tell me in a brief few sentences why I would have any doubts as to you NOT cheating when the main thing that you're known for aside from being an attention whore is a cheater. People literally think 'cheater' the second they hear the word fodder even if it has a completely different definition, and I don't think that's gonna change anytime soon (maybe never) The fact you made a long blog post about it doesn't mean that you aren't attention whoring again and just fucking with everyone for your own amusement for the billionth time. Which is actually the real reason why people dislike you, you dont ONLY cheat - your entire attitude is fucking ridiculous.
2015-12-17 04:44
If I was doing this for attention/my own profit, I would have made a monetized YouTube video off of it rather than a free to read, HLTV blog. I did it because it was something that needed to be done, as a step that could be towards doing everything in my power to show that I show remorse for what I did and that I am truly sorry.
2015-12-17 04:56
Well if that really is that case then grats to you for manning up. Also that first clip you posted wasn't very special but I very much like the fact that it was an pre-2006 In Flames song, I applaud that.
2015-12-17 05:16
It was a reference to NumLOCKED, a known 1.6 movie maker who used the song like 10 times in well known movies lol.
2015-12-17 05:17
That's pretty ironic actually since I was editing a lot of videos around that time and I would have continued on that path and probably would have been able to make a career out of it if I hadn't had a total piece of shit laptop that I was using the entire time. I got really discouraged because of how badly my PC performed but I actually made a decent amount of vids around that time with other In Flames song's as well xD
2015-12-17 05:21
ITT FODDER posting with his alts.
2015-12-17 03:55
I don't have any ALT HLTV accounts as admins can verify.
2015-12-17 03:57
OK :^)
2015-12-17 03:59
2015-12-17 04:00
no they cant and nobody cares if you cheated
2015-12-17 04:08
Well I don't have alt accounts on HLTV. If you don't believe me, then so be it. It's not something I would bother doing.
2015-12-17 04:15
Norway kakkopp 
We all know thats bullshit
2015-12-17 08:45
i dont really like fodder but whats the point in having an alt account for hltv you cant get banned for cheating on here
2015-12-18 02:48
hes trying to influence peoples opinion and get attention by using alts to agree with himself. Its like all those youtubers who suffer so much under 'trolls'. They are alt accounts made to generate a shitstorm and with that comes views and money and attention.
2015-12-18 15:50
For once I agree with you, you Netherlands stoner.
2015-12-19 05:00
I do not hesitate to agree with the popular opinion when it is, imo, justified.
2015-12-22 01:58
Estonia swag420weed 
wtf, how can one feel so bad for something so little It is not like you killed someone and then raped the body, :D Chill, dude +you are some random no namer, so why should I care :D
2015-12-17 03:56
I felt the need to say it so that people would not have to worry/waste their energy being worried about me on CEVO/FACEIT/LAN in 2016 with doubts of cheating and whatnot.
2015-12-17 03:59
you wont play cevo/faceit/lan sorry bro
2015-12-17 08:10
And just tell us how you can decide that =)
2015-12-19 07:02
Brazil 1kuNg 
sorry, apologies not accepted.
2015-12-17 04:01
Sorry to hear that. Thankfully that wasn't the point of the post either. It was just a headsup they won't have to worry about cheating disputes in such in CEVO/FACEIT/LAN
2015-12-17 04:05
Brazil 1kuNg 
but you should you know, cheating is not just about you breaking the rules, it's more about you ruining the game for the others.
2015-12-17 04:29
Thats the thing. I'm sorry for doing it, and I'm just giving people a future headsup that when they play against me from now on, in MM, CEVO, FACEIT, LAN, whatever, it's all clean, no matter how weird, or through how many walls, or smokes its through.
2015-12-17 04:35
You really think you are the centre of the universe dont you :DDDD You're a horrible person,not for cheating, couldnt care less about that part since basically you're a nobody within the scene anyway and there are 10301003 cheaters in MM right now for example, but you're a horrible person based on the way u acted towards people in general on your stream/forums. Get a job and start building a real career, CS won't give u anything in the end. GL with whatever u choose to do
2015-12-17 04:10
I'm not leaving CS until I put certain demons to rest. And my attitude towards other (particularly less experienced) players is something I also am striving to work on.
2015-12-17 04:12
Ya, I can see that. Just a shame you decide to waste your youth on this, there's so much more to life than this ^^
2015-12-17 04:15
I can't move on in life until I right the wrongs I made in CS. I just can't do it. It's just something I NEED to do.
2015-12-17 04:20
Then perhaps a psychologist is in order for you, you'll just regret all the time you wasted when you are older
2015-12-17 04:36
I don't need a diagnosis. I already know what's needed. Good, wholesome, CS being played on LAN.
2015-12-17 04:40
Praise Gaben. You do know its shit like that that makes us hate you right? You literally are the defintion of a basement dwelling tool who wasnt good enough at the game and cheats to get noticed. Im not good at the game but damn I have the self respect to work through it and improve rather than cheat. You give gamers a bad rap man. Just leave and we'll all act like you "righted your wrongs" or whatever. I'll even start a gofundme to get you psych evaluated because I really want to know what the fuck is wrong with you.
2015-12-19 05:03
you lost me at needing to right the wrongs you made in a video game man no one is gonna care but you an hour after they play a game with you and call hacks you're gonna be all cocky and happy hurr durr am 2 good 4 dat guy xd but they're gonna forget get a life man, you've really got some problems if you think you owe something to a video game
2015-12-18 02:51
I don't owe it to the game, I owe it to the people playing it, including myself. I don't perceive CS as just a game, just like South Korea didn't perceive Brood War as just a game. To me, CS is a way of life much like Starcraft is in South Korea and I betrayed it. So now I need to do everything in my power to right the wrongs I've made. As many as I can.
2015-12-18 02:57
lying piece of shit, u did cheat everywhere and anywhere u could
2015-12-17 04:10
I did NOT cheat in actual MATCHES. And not at all in ESL or ESEA.
2015-12-17 04:13
but you dont play actual matches either
2015-12-17 05:07
don't take all of these responses to heart FODDER, I think it's a pretty brave thing to admit this on HLTV of all places, and you seem like a guy who can sincerely apologize GL in the future :3
2015-12-17 04:10
Thanks man, appreciate it.
2015-12-17 04:14
still delusional roflz
2015-12-17 04:10
was cheating back on 1.6... apologising now.
2015-12-17 04:10
What kind of cheat did you used?
2015-12-17 04:15
Aim assist
2015-12-17 04:17
I got overwatched 3 times and even for cheating you have to be good, lol. But I don't really care about overwatch and being hated by my friends, I had so much fun playing with cheats, no regrets. Well, good luck in the future.
2015-12-17 04:27
Well I know from my performances against the likes of hiko + moe (before cheating in CS:GO) that I have the capability to be something greater. For instance, most people would swear that this is cheating: It actually wasn't. And I'm honestly surprised that didn't generate a legit OW ban lol. So many of my clips that look suspicious like this are actually clean.
2015-12-17 04:30
This overwatch system is a joke. There's is legit people getting bans and there's people like me cheating and nothing happens. I cheated for 6 months until my first ban, 6 fucking months dude, this is so fucked up. Look at Xantares for example, he got overwatch just by playing a random MM, what the fuck? Professional players need to play in private servers to avoid these bans.
2015-12-17 05:02
Well theres been so many moments I've had legit where I was petrified of getting Overwatched because at times it was frags/decisions that were seemingly more blatant than when I WAS actually cheating.
2015-12-17 05:06
Lol, at the wallbang for silo, you turn ur crosshair 2 cm to the left just right at the headshot. Legit? NO
2015-12-18 11:15
2015-12-18 00:54
Brazil RisenNTC 
LG to change minds and charm hearts PogChamp #LGLOYAL
2015-12-17 04:15
Yeah LG is an amazing team. A truly amazing group of individuals that have really changed my life.
2015-12-17 04:18
"changed your life" dude u really got to find life outside of cs... just saying
2015-12-17 04:50
I'm not just referring to quitting cheating. I mean in general, their devotion and work ethic really moved me.
2015-12-17 04:51
obligitory "fodder the great" LOL i miss gotfrag.
2015-12-17 04:18
Yeah GotFrag definitely had some great mmeories. I miss the DVT crowd. And that one guy. cyrex? cyrad?
2015-12-17 04:21
2015-12-17 04:22
And that one guy from Brazil that got banned. 3 letter name. or 4 letters. and he had '1g' in his name. ring any bells?
2015-12-17 04:23
VacaN1g Kappa
2015-12-17 07:34
2015-12-17 12:53
that was actually him LOL oh god
2015-12-19 05:52
yep ROFL. he was a good troll. not like these shit trolls of today.
2015-12-19 18:19
I admire you you could be one of those losers who take the easy way out and go `it was all a joke, fooled you guys haha!!´ instead you keep up the good work, putting in some good effort good on you man good on you
2015-12-17 04:23
Thanks that means a lot. :]
2015-12-17 04:24
Did you cheat in the 'chance knife' video? Honest answer please.
2015-12-17 04:24
Yeah it was aim assist.The chance knife against moe in a video before this was clean though: 0:40 lol its a shame our 5th got ddos'd 2nd half and we had to play 4v5.
2015-12-17 04:31
i cant believe you expect anyone on earth to believe a single thing you say. pepperonis
2015-12-18 00:57
They can choose to believe me or not. I know that I've finally taken the 1st big step towards a better path.
2015-12-18 00:58
true that. i hope you have thick skin man because the hate is incoming. good luckedit: and i dont mean that in some kind of cryptic death threat kind of way i know you said that someone threatened to sharpen a knife with your name on it. meh, i would pull a steel and just try to teach the community some pro lessons. be a pro youtuber and streamer and dont ever fucking think about using hacks ever again. glhf
2015-12-18 01:07
The hate's always been there. It'll just have to be something I deal with for the rest of my life as a consequence of the error of my past ways.
2015-12-18 01:07
yeah i already trolled you three times. im done. everyone will get their licks in and they will chill. dude just watch the new video of steel talking about his realizations. 50% community support and the other half is hate because hes marked. just watch it will probe help u realize some shit
2015-12-18 01:11
tell me what you think. have you seen this?
2015-12-18 01:14
nothing? nada? ok nm. get rekt
2015-12-18 15:47
Chance apology
2015-12-17 04:28
Do u have some cheap skins? i would like to buy cs:go to play but im 3rd world country :(
2015-12-17 04:34
If I didn't lose the 500$ I won off of betting on LG during their amazing run at the last major I would.
2015-12-17 04:35
GL in the future
2015-12-17 04:34
Any chance you could say which videos are cheating and which ones are legit? Regardless, I enjoy them, especially the comments. People get so salty, but I don't have any personal vendetta against you so whether or not they were cheating I didn't care. Still though, get better music.
2015-12-17 04:42
I'd have to look over all of them, and people might not believe certain videos in the list so thats why I didn't really go towards that approach. Some videos were also a mix of both.
2015-12-17 04:44
Alright, but seriously, get better music ;)
2015-12-17 04:48
lol a lot of it was troll music for a reason/backstory/inside joke to it with friends.
2015-12-17 04:50
Did you ever cheat on stream?
2015-12-17 04:52
Yeah with aim assist.
2015-12-17 04:58
What you NEED to do is get professional help man, I'm not laughing or joking or trolling I'm really serious I'm at work and when I saw this I was like wow is mister delusional coming clean? But actually you still don't and you still put your faults (cheating, being toxic towards others etc.) not on your own behave but on others!! You received your ban on ESEA (for what reason that may be) so you take the blame not a guy like BiGG or some1 else. And the people above who said FREE fodder are derps. I'm really a man who believes in 2nd chances but I work as a security guard in a mental institution and I see all kinds of people and you are without actually knowing you (only going from HLTV footage posts) a narcistic anti social even maybe some kind of psychopath. And all this wall of text of saying sorry is actual the fault of others like BiGG. Pure manipulative cover up to get attention and people to make posts like FREE fodder. Why would you say free fodder and not free kqly or any other nobody cheater, at least players like kqly DID achieve anything in this game without cheating you didn't. You only posted clips of you cheating and maybe few clean parts but mostly cheating. So that said I honestly think you wont get any help yourself and it will go so far you will some serious bad things in life and get up in a place where I work or even prison. Just because you make such a big deal out of only this being busted cheating and stuff. You'll never get a 2nd chance in cs. Not from Valve, ESEA or CEVO. And btw nice try with those ESL clips also cheating back than it was ez to cheat on ESL with programs like organner every shit newb knew that. You're not even good in this game and you talking about going to a Valve Major haha dude get a life cs is over and out (never professional carreer begin but ok)
2015-12-17 05:05
I can see there is no pleasing certain people. I made a mistake. I apologize profusely for it, and then you think I'd lie about cheating in ESL when I'm already coming clean. I did not cheat in ESL, at all. My teammate and good friend PostmaN can attest to that, as he's played with me long enough to know when I'm legit and when I used to not be. I did not cheat in ESL, as ridiculous as those wallbang/100% flashed kills look. Also my bans are expiring on CEVO (and potentially FACEIT). The only second chance I don't expect to ever get is with Valve majors for obvious reasons (VAC).
2015-12-17 05:04
hello? you will never go to any fcking major even if you didn't have any ban there is you delusional coming up strong again, you are simply not good enough and talking about some wallbangs and flash and smoke shots, I'm an awp'er myself If I made clips and post them people willalso think some are very dodgy shots but that's cs I know but the difference between us is I don't cheat and you do and you even got busted 99x times so stop it and just let it rest and go on build a real life before its over, I lost 3 good friends on age of 22, 24 and 38 I would trad eyour life in one of theirs any fcking day you are a sad piece of shit trying manipulating people over a game you suck in and cheated for years. Shame and waist of life.
2015-12-17 05:10
I'm sorry for your losses but I'm not worried about potentially never being able to go to a Valve major. Thats what CEVO/FACEIT/Fragadelphia/other LAN events are for.
2015-12-17 05:19
you sound like emilio. i smell lan-proof hax rich boi
2015-12-18 00:58
Netherlands SharpS 
Did you cheat your way to global?
2015-12-17 05:10
After all these years havent u understood? the community jst doesnt care for a faggot like u? and yea m gonna miss your chance knife videos
2015-12-17 05:17
The only thing i can say atm is good luck man,mistakes happens, shit happens, i would give u a chance to play on lan and finnally people could see what u can do at lan, but i'm not "in charge" well once again, good luck
2015-12-17 05:20
Thanks man I appreciate it.
2015-12-17 05:20
Canada ryxze 
u need a real life.
2015-12-17 05:27
Some things just have to be settled before you can move on.
2015-12-17 05:31
jesus christ you are so delusional thats beyond fucking real
2015-12-18 16:20
FODDER on lan? i ARE think that gl m8
2015-12-17 05:28
Well memed
2015-12-17 06:00
xantares on lan? xd
2015-12-17 07:26
pls make team with jOELZ
2015-12-17 05:43
everyone feels remorse and regret after the verdict is imposed - nothing special about you m8, move on.
2015-12-17 05:44
from the "Nicest HLTV user"
2015-12-22 01:38
i am nice to nice people m8, won't go to a cunt and say how are you doing will ya?
2015-12-22 07:19
fodder you live your life like it's a drama. it's pretty amusing to witness. and i'm sure it's pretty interesting and exciting when you do smth. but i'm sure that i, along with many other people can tell you that it's not a healthy way to live. live a quiet, positive life from now on and try to look at cs only as a hobby. all the best.
2015-12-17 05:45
Thanks. But I'm not leaving CS until I have some loose ends tied up. But thanks for the kind words and take care. :]
2015-12-17 05:49
2015-12-17 06:02
Soooo.. You do this for the fuckin "lols"? Or what m9? Ur 'chance knife ' is literally what your legacy is. I hope you the best if you are actually for rizzle about this
2015-12-17 05:48
Well theres more to me than that, and I'd like to show that in 2016.
2015-12-17 05:50
And I'll be here waiting. Soooo... Why is this BiGG kid a cunt?
2015-12-17 05:54
I don't know why BiGG hates me so much.
2015-12-17 06:16
You kinda wasted your chance by constantly denying and attacking other people. Look at fxy0's apology, it was perfect timing. You won't ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever be allowed to play in any tournaments.
2015-12-17 05:55
That's not true as I'll be able to play in CEVO in 2016, Fragadelphia LAN, and potentially FACEIT.
2015-12-17 06:16
Argentina YH!one 
2015-12-17 05:59
just another hacker in MM, cya
2015-12-17 06:05
i would like to make the 161th reply and add to your happiness, although i personally loathe all cheaters in any human activity and hope they die in agony.
2015-12-17 06:07
2015-12-17 06:10
lol autism is hard in this
2015-12-17 06:12
I never was a fan of the 1.6 NA community (except for n0thing) so I never heard of you until I saw some of your blogs and posts on hltv and reddit and, once people started making comparisons (like calling "FODDER" to a balant cheater) I read a bit of your story. This is my honest opinion. You are a "marked" member of our community, and you will always have a criminal background so, like those many places that don't hire ex-cons, the Counter-Strike community acts the same way. Everything you say will always be just your word, nothing more than that. And what does a word of a convicted man means? Nothing. The "justice" principles are the same, you could be the most innocent man on earth, heck, you can some day dream of having a song like Hurricane, but you are a convicted man! There is no reason to talk more about it, just put everything behind and grab everything you can, while you can. And if you mess up you will just end up without any kind of opportunities until there's nothing left than give up, so it's up to you, not the community, do you own thing, the correct way this time...
2015-12-17 06:26
Once again the sick kid is seeking for attention. You cheated in literally all of your clips. I also remember you stealing 1.6 clips from random German players from and upload them on your channel. lol'd You play pathetic without cheats it's obvious as fuck and also you playing with cheats is obvious as fuck. I just hope that some day a family member of yours will find out what you do with your life on the internet.
2015-12-17 06:25
I never stole clips what? What on my channel is stolen? And no, there are quite a lot of movies that are legit, some that are mixed. I don't think I've uploaded a video that was entirely cheated frags thinking back at it now. At any rate I apologized for what I did, I realize any amount of cheating is wrong, and I hope to put in a lot of hard work into doing well next year.
2015-12-17 06:29
My bad, it was tromhaT. A delusional idiot on your level if not you.
2015-12-17 07:37
I was about to say...
2015-12-17 09:13
I never stole clips from nobody, I used to upload all the good CS 1.6 frag videos to my youtube channel which I eventually deleted them all and I only left the most popular one which has 300k views Also in every video I uploaded to my youtube I mentioned that the video wasn't mine.
2015-12-18 05:27
well, we all make mistakes and go through dark periods in our lives. good on you for finally owning up.
2015-12-17 06:28
srsly dude no one cares about you, like actually, i get that you want to be relevant in the pro scene but it's just not working for u ok dude, everyone knows you cheated, it's over, no one believed u when u said u didnt cheat. just stop
2015-12-17 06:29
wtf roflmaolol fodder plays minecraft
2015-12-17 06:30
2015-12-17 06:32
SpawN | 
Bosnia and Herzegovina nessaja 
Didnt read lol. enjoy vac hahahaahahahahahaha
2015-12-17 06:38
2015-12-17 07:07
Ukraine gungrave 
just fuuuuuuuuuuuu
2015-12-17 07:10
autistic bot
2015-12-17 07:23
United States ferdog 
Nobody cares.
2015-12-17 07:25
Wauw its hard to believe that a person can be so full of shit. fodder go seek help or die pls.
2015-12-17 07:28
First thing that crossed my mind
2015-12-17 07:29
Didnt actually read the wall of text but damn that lg video though
2015-12-17 07:41
2015-12-17 07:42
zero respect for you until you lan, until then you're still a delusional sad kid who fapped on camera
2015-12-17 07:43
Well... finally an admission. Respect
2015-12-17 07:52
You can't half-ass an apology... this really just drives the scum-bag image home, and it's also one of the biggest reasons you will never get a second chance. You can't say "I didn't cheat, but I did sometimes" and think it will matter. Quite the opposite. Especially since everyone already knew you cheated. Either you cheated and you're sorry, or you're not. None of this bs shit about "I only did it to do this" or giving us excuses... that's not how you apologise.
2015-12-17 08:01
I did apologize. I was simply stating the main contributing factor which lead to me making the mistake. I still take full responsibility for the mistake I made and recognize that I fucked up.
2015-12-17 09:12
Well... Im amazed how dedicated people are here, even asking you to die, its a pretty horrible thing to say really, without namedropping i can say that some pros today were pretty blatant in 1.6. Im still considering 1.6 as CSGO in that way, without 1.6 and source(witch i did not play) most people wouldn't be pros today, so if they cheated then and got away with it(some did NOT), CSGO was their second chance. Ive been awake for way to long and this probably didn't make any sence at all but i think everyone deserves second chances, especially after 2 years imo. GL
2015-12-17 08:09
Fuck you cheater
2015-12-17 08:14
gl in the future
2015-12-17 08:16
The saddest thing about this blog is you actually believe your own lies at this point. just leave this scene/game and seek help because you clearly need it
2015-12-17 08:22
2015-12-17 08:31 You claim this clip is legit? Now keep in mind i watched this is SUPER slow motion. Every bullet of your jump scout prior to the kill was hitting the EXACT same spot on the wall. Usually with wall bangs you have marked the terrain of where you KNOW you will get the hit. FOR SOME REASON, on the actual kill you moved your crosshair slightly LEFT to the guys dome, thus killing him with headshot. I just don't believe you, and i never will. You're the boy who cried wolf, and will never hold a credible voice. I hope you stay banned forever.
2015-12-17 08:44
Actually that video is legit. I already linked that same video earlier in the thread (ctrl+f). That was an example of "one of the movies you'd think was cheated and actually wasn't". Make no mistake there are videos with cheated frags on my channel, but ironically that video is not one of them.
2015-12-17 09:09
fuck up idiot u just happened to move to the left and up on that one shot at the perfect time, and then do it again next round. What do you take us for? Like has been said a thousand times, forget about it, you're nothing and anyone running a comp will have enough brains to work out you're a delusional cheater.
2015-12-20 08:33
Didn't think I would live to see the day this guy admits to cheating, let's be honest here you were never legit and you will never stop cheating this whole apology contradicts itself it's an elaborate troll and hltv should ban you.
2015-12-17 09:06
Because of LG, I will never cheat again. Not in CS, not in anything. They really helped me realise the error of my ways and I'm very grateful for that.
2015-12-17 09:14
LG or not you've never been a legit CS player and you never will be. This whole apology is to fuck with ppls head, you know if CEVO unban you, you will cheat on CEVO its pretty obvious especially after reading this apology you just want ppl to NOT think you're cheating but you're so shit and blatant you can't EVER hide the fact. The shit you say is legit is not it's funny how you lie that much there is no difference in the clips you say are "legit" and the ones you said you "cheated in" you're full of shit at the end of the day. This is for all the kids you played online over the years and ruined the game for them, talked shit like you were a fierce competitor but really was cheating, the 10+ years of denying cheats, the 10,000+ hours of cheating and talking shit like you were a good player, all the NA top pros you disrespected over the years. Fuck you and stay banned forever.
2015-12-17 19:05
2015-12-18 16:24
ur still a faggot
2015-12-17 09:13
iM deStiny has been vac'd and ow banned many times and competes in AUS why not fodder
2015-12-17 09:18
wow the staged frag @ 1st video 0:31 .. so pathetic once a cheater, always a cheater you got what you deserve idiot
2015-12-17 09:23
Once a cheater always a cheater? n0thing doesn't still cheat? moe doesn't still cheat? Happy doesn't still cheat?
2015-12-17 09:30
well happy does
2015-12-17 12:36
Well, one could argue it's different to cheat once or twice vs. ten years.
2015-12-17 15:40
Lmfao are you out of your delusional retarded mind. You're a nobody a never was. How are you going to compare yourself to established players. You started cheating 10 years ago in 1.6 seeking attention and 10 years later it's the same thing ina new version of cs. You are such a joke its pathetic. To top it all off there's a video of you out there now eating your own jizz and giving head to a shampoo bottle. Someone is hosting it at this website: You couldn't be more of a pathetic piece of shit if you tried. Just be happy you conned some brand new retards into viewing your shit cheating videos on YouTube and donating to you on twitch. Now fuck off you sociopathic retard
2015-12-17 17:34
United States Sweg Bucket 
I respect that, I cheated a couple years ago (On TF2) and after I recieved my VAC ban I haven't cheated ever since. Just because someone cheats once doesn't mean they will always cheat.
2015-12-18 15:36
good story. didn't read tho. you are a pathetic piece of shit.
2015-12-17 09:28
Vietnam piem0l 
You rly have issues man, plz go to a shrink. Id say ur Either a sociopath or narcistic or Both. The trut Will set you free brother.
2015-12-17 09:31
Well, at least you see what you did wrong and admit it. Will you ever be able to play competitive cs again though?
2015-12-17 09:32
In CEVO and LANs like Fragadelphia. Not sure about FACEIT but possibly.
2015-12-17 09:44
Didn't read lol! Oh ure still a pathetic cheater.
2015-12-17 09:37
hahaha who tf cares about this noname loser :DD chancefap4lyfe
2015-12-17 09:39
Oh wow I never thought you would actually speak some truth. I unsubscribed from your youtube when you started claiming that you weren't cheating even when a csgodev tweeted that you did. Just lost all credibility back then. Anyway props for you for speaking up and best of luck with the cevo thing
2015-12-17 09:39
2015-12-17 09:52
World breezy0 
why did you cheat?
2015-12-17 09:54
1) Once a cheater, always a cheater. 2) You care too much about yourself. 3) Go away already.
2015-12-17 09:59
You're done with this game go fuck a shampoobottle
2015-12-17 10:04
at least he didn't try to matchfix and steel from people. Fodder obviously loves CS. We all make mistakes. There are cheaters everywhere including sports. People will always hate, but some of us are okay with letting him have his own clean slate. I do think he should delete any videos on his youtube that could possibly have any cheating in it... or delete them all and really start with a clean slate.
2015-12-17 10:06
How is cheating better than matchfixing? LMAO
2015-12-17 10:10
The other one steals money (Yeah yeah, virtual skins aint worth of money) And the other one steals the joy of his enemies. Imo matchfixing is much worse than cheating, unless you cheat in tournaments where you can make money. That's stealing too.
2015-12-18 12:46
so kqly, who earned tens of thousands of dollars alone from salaries and prize money, has stolen less than the miniscule $1000 per person on ex-iBP?
2015-12-18 12:51
"unless you cheat in tournaments where you can make money. That's stealing too." topkek
2015-12-18 16:08
fodder also made money off his youtube highlights
2015-12-19 01:00
Im sure he doesnt have partnership to get ad revenue
2015-12-19 01:57
I'm a firm believer in second chances. Although I think that you should remain banned for at least 1.5 years, your circumstances were admittedly very unfortunate and I sympathize with you. Good luck on your future endeavors.
2015-12-17 10:09
Delusion finally stopped? Good for you.
2015-12-17 10:12
Slovakia exomor 
gtfo you delusional cheater
2015-12-17 10:49
solo | 
Switzerland CHEDEL 
People here are more mad at you than emilio and all those top/sub-top who used to cheat all their life. Nordics are known for cheating...
2015-12-17 10:59
yaya whatever. just make your peace with everything and leave us finally. man, the attentionwhoring.
2015-12-17 11:04
How is this fucktwat not permanently IP banned? "I did not cheat in league matches back in 1.6" just fucking LOL. After over 10 years of cheating, after tens of VAC bans you still try to sell your bullshit? Hltv camoon ffs, delete this shit.
2015-12-17 11:08
FODDER : "knife chance" RIP
2015-12-17 11:23
man, you get caught for cheating, it's over, and this text is clearly an attempt to get the support of the community. cheaters shouldn't be able to play in official games EVER AGAIN. go get a job at mc donald's and cry for the rest of your life
2015-12-17 11:23
you're a lying heap of shit and you always will be. "never used to cheat in 1.6", lmao get lost retard
2015-12-17 11:26
again this retard, every month i see a post from this idiot
2015-12-17 11:28
well... even tought that i dont like you its pretty nice of you to admit that you cheated. even tough that was obvious. rip chance knife.
2015-12-17 11:30
Netherlands Nieroth 
tldr; "If I admit to cheating once or twice but still continue to lie about me cheating all the time, will you guys now finally think of me as a good player?" You lie to everyone all the time, why do you think that anybody is gonna believe one of your many excuses this time around? Just save yourself the trouble man, you cheat, we know it, just leave.
2015-12-17 11:35
Estonia Qlity 
2015-12-17 11:46
"I regret it more than most of you will" Make sense
2015-12-17 11:47
"regret it more than most of you will ever care to know" helps to read the whole quote back
2015-12-17 11:57
why are you even here? nobody gives a shit about you. the only time people talk with and or about you is when you come to hltv and post something retarded.
2015-12-18 00:19
fk this guy
2015-12-17 11:51
Dont reply to this thread anymore.
2015-12-17 11:57
Ukraine rim 
2015-12-17 11:58
Ayy lmao just stop playing already
2015-12-17 12:05
"I know that I'll never be allowed to play in a Valve major." OH NO! :O
2015-12-17 12:06
2015-12-17 12:24
chance knife?
2015-12-17 13:08
No, to normal life! :)
2015-12-18 00:16
And, thsat's the next episode things2know?
2015-12-17 12:30
2015-12-17 12:29
allu | 
Finland Fherrera 
whole text sounds fishy.. but everyone deserves second chance, i mean what the fuck some random player cheating have affected to your life?
2015-12-17 12:30
ROFL none of this proves anything but...Go say hi to XTINA :)
2015-12-17 12:35
11. I'm never going to cheat again guilty hands have got no rhythm, though it's easy to pretend I know Valve you're not a fool (8)
2015-12-17 12:44
I do like apologys, but I hate excuses. Excuses ruin the apology's. Just say sorry and take responsebility for your mistakes. Just sorry for cheating! And not this, well I did cheat sometimes but it was because of this ESEA ban, and because no-one listens to me, and because no-one will unban me. That are still no excuses for cheating. There is only 1 person you can blame for this and that is yourself. I had some big game servers in CSS and every time there were bans or problems with cheaters, they always come up with this same excuses. It wasn't me, it was my little brother on my account, I was forced into cheating because everyone else is cheating, it is not that bad because I only did it 2 times... blablabla. If you deserve a second change, I don't know, it is not up to me. I can understand why 15 year olds try it and I do think sometimes they deserve a second change. But if you just want the community to give you some respect again, I really think you should apologize without any excuses or without blaming anyone else for the decisions you made.
2015-12-17 12:54
I fought, and fought, and fought until he finally admits it. I did it for a year straight, and the time has come that he finally gave up. Busted!
2015-12-17 13:02
Not this autist again xD
2015-12-17 13:03
OMG nobody would have ever expected
2015-12-17 13:05
fodder never change <333333
2015-12-17 13:11
noone gives a shit about you m8. you're an attention whore and whenever your name dies down you start shitposting. also everyone knew you were cheating, you were deluding no one but yourself. hope you get cancer you americunt
2015-12-17 13:12
2015-12-17 16:21
600+ replies "no one gives a shit", good one mate
2015-12-19 07:49
2015-12-17 13:15
We feel you fodder
2015-12-17 13:24
lool give him more attention plz 12 y/o kids
2015-12-17 13:26
Good toilet read )) ty for info
2015-12-17 13:27
I read the entire thing and i completly understand you man... I hope it works out for you <3
2015-12-17 13:41
Last week FODDER threads came back on the front page and now this ? coincidence ? i aren't think that illiminati confirmed
2015-12-17 13:50
2015-12-17 14:15
Czech Republic csl1337 
He fought, and fought, and fought until he finally admits it. He did it for a year straight, and the time has come that FAGGER finally gave up. Busted!
2015-12-17 14:30
FODDER CHEATED?! NO WAY!!! LOL. The most obvious secret in CS. I'll never forget playing you in MM and you sitting t roof and spamming me every inside upper...on the floor, standing on a vent any position I took. Which was the most retarded of blatant cheating you did in MM vs me but wasn't the only time you cheated vs me. Then have to sit there and listen to you all this time pretending to be legit. You did everything for attention because you have a problem. You conned brand new people to CS and the community to support you who don't know like the rest of us who have been around for 10+ years who you are and how pathetic you really are for attention. All the donations all the viewers and all the support you got you did not deserve any of it. You deserve to never be unbanned and that's the truth. Your malicious activity ban on ESEA stems from the fact you're cancer to the community. LOL I'll never forget the fake gotfrag posts on your multiple accounts.
2015-12-17 15:12
Don't listen to him, he's still trying to manipulate the community. FODDER you are a complete piece of shit, you denied it for years and years and now that all your avenues are closed you think making up some bullshit about "I was only cheating a little bit" is gonna work? Get absolutely fucked. You are a toxic little man child; it's the reason you were banned for life in ESEA, it's the reason Hiko (who is widely known as a calm person) hates you, and it's the reason you would have never made it anywhere in the CS community. You are STILL lying to yourself. You are a habitual liar, a pure embodiment of narcissism and you are desperate for attention probably because you're shit cunt mother, who raised you to be the cancer that you are, never gave you enough of it. Anyone who believes your cock and bull story is a fucking idiot. Stay out of this community; no one wants you here. You've forever tarnished your name because you refused to admit it and the longer it went the worse it got. Forget it mate, it's been over for you for a long time. Even after all this "opening up" you still fucked up. Do you know where? If you were serious about making amends the first thing you should've done is EXPOSE the people who supplied you the cheats! You don't come out and ask people to feel sorry for you, that's not a fucking apology that's manipulation. You're forever a scumbag and I swear to fucking all that this whole community hold dear that you never reproduce. Good riddance.
2015-12-17 15:25
I realize that me taking so long to admit it was fucked. And the longer I waited, the harder it was for me to do so, especially considering the hatred as it built up greater and greater. I didn't bring up the medical scare in the main thread/post because people would see it as another sob story/excuse but one of the things that made me open my eyes is when I had a scare with what I believed was a pulmonary embolism (where a blood clot travels to the heart directly and can cause sudden death/stroke). That, in combination with LG's inspirational story made me think twice about my actions and how I spent my time and I didn't want to have anything to do with it anymore. And the main reason Hiko has always hated me WAS because of the "SLP thing", because it was such a long ongoing immature joke I had going as a kid in 1.6 and looking back at it now in combination to how I behaved in general back in 1.6 I can see why he would be upset with me. Especially now with the decision to cheat in CS:GO that I wholeheartedly regret making. But I am sincerely sorry for everything wrong I've done to this community. And I really can't begin to express the true remorse I have for what I did. I feel awful about it, and with good reason. It was really shitty of me to keep it going for so long. But I am now trying to make things right, one step at a time and I never said I cheated "a little". I just said, that people would be surprised by some of the clips that are ironically legit on my channel. Make no mistake, I cheated a lot in CS:GO after a certain point, but I vow to never do so again.
2015-12-17 22:39
Did you cheat your way out of a pulmonary embolism too?
2015-12-19 14:48
It is quite funny that you use your "appology" to promote yourself, and brag about clips, and how clean you are. Good job on admitting to cheating at least ;)
2015-12-17 15:27
2015-12-17 15:34
Yugoslavia ToBeHonest 
Kqly not cheter , its just a mistake
2015-12-17 15:35
but fodder what fun did you get out of cheating? you always denied everything everywere and kept on acting. How in the hell can you even do that lol
2015-12-17 15:37
It was a mistake that I deeply regret making, and even worse so I regret denying for as long as I have. It was a terrible thing to do but I'm going to do everything I can, one step at a time to make things right.
2015-12-17 22:42
Do you think people are ever going to believe/respect you after what you did? You act like it didnt matter to you but now it does?
2015-12-18 09:36
Why didnt you admit it way earlier. You always said that you are not cheating. So why to admit now that you have cheated few times?
2015-12-17 15:42
Spain rezpekfull 
fodder u r a trash guy please stay away from that community and tryna do smth with ur life fgt
2015-12-17 15:43
Hands up, does anyone except FODDER even care?
2015-12-17 15:44
raining salt over here
2015-12-17 15:47
Fodder says he never cheated... then he says he cheated... now he says he'll never cheat again... then he __________. ^what comes next?
2015-12-17 15:51
fell in a river and drowned
2015-12-17 18:44
2015-12-17 18:57
takes a chance fap
2015-12-18 13:46
2015-12-17 15:52
Portugal Djidji1993 
who gives a fuck ?!
2015-12-17 16:00
Japan jia 
2015-12-17 16:16
You havent earned nor deserve a second chance. Go crawl in a hole and die please....
2015-12-17 16:18
lol fodder, even if you were allowed to come to a LAN, your cheater ass wouldnt dare show up
2015-12-17 16:19
Maybe you should remove ALL your fucking youtube videos on you constantly saying that you're not cheating. Remove ALL the youtube videos that you are cheating in. Then... Maybe THEN I'll start believing that you wanna flip the page and become a better human.
2015-12-17 16:22
I plan on doing exactly that, unlisting every video that has ANY cheating involved, once my copyright strikes expire. Unlisted feature is locked when your YT account is not in good standing.
2015-12-17 22:29
Anyways you are esea banned so you can uninstall cs & play cod
2015-12-17 16:27
ok nice story
2015-12-17 16:36
Thanks Obama
2015-12-17 16:44
Brazil Collee 
tl;dr he did cheat in a few(3 or 4) MM games just for fun, he has 53.000 hours of CS and cheated in 3 hours of these. He's still better than any player without cheats, and people who don't accept his apology are braindeadened
2015-12-17 16:58
Sweden BBW 
Pretty much. I don't think anyone will ever reach his level in CS. Kind of sad that he threw that away but we'll see what happens. Majors would be kind of out of question for him forever. The positive side to that is, majors are getting less and less relevant except for glory. There's just so many tournaments and leagues that pretty much pay better. Valve tournaments definitely out of question forever, but like I said it doesn't matter too much anymore... unless they decide to make it as big of a deal as Dota 2 makes it to be. (Too late with so many tournaments with big prizepools)
2015-12-17 19:08
I think you deserved a second chance, please dont ruin it <3
2015-12-17 17:31
fuck off cheater
2015-12-17 22:55
2015-12-17 18:14 Yeah it was a manual VAC ban LoL
2015-12-17 18:36
fuck me, get a life, JESUS CHRIST.
2015-12-17 18:43
You know a hell of a lot of this game and I could imagine seeing you as a coach because of your knowledge. But, and this is no offense, first thing is to become a stable personality. I don't know a lot of you, just things from the internet. But reminding the last year... well, there's some potential I guess. Honestly I won't believe all your kind words unless I see your activities the upcoming time. Good luck for your team.
2015-12-17 18:46
Sweden BBW 
This. But coaching would be a waste of him.
2015-12-17 19:10
he knows basic shit as he should since hes been around for over 10 years and brand new retards like you who are brain dead are impressed by it. this retard literally spent 10 years of his life cheating in 1.6 and then cs go to gain notoriety and con brand new morons like you into supporting him by watching his youtube videos, twitch and donating to him. hes is literally shit without cheats. hes done NOTHING in cs all this time but make a retard of himself. when he used to blatanty cheat in mm he would spam his bind key promoting his youtube and twitch channel. kids a fucking loser and did this all for attention from clueless retards like yourself. gg
2015-12-19 13:08
Being so apoplectic seems to endanger your reading comprehension, which is obviously exceptionally poor. This is called "displacement". Google it and learn to improve your analysis skills, upcoming Freud. Thinking --> writing. This is the sequence.
2015-12-19 22:40
Sweden BBW 
Sup Fodder. You have any idea if FPL NA is going to qualify players anytime soon? EU did and if you play/win a lot you basically get in. I doubt NA would have that much competition in qualifying to FPL tbh. Kinda would have to pull a #news1mple though. You gave a lot of denial about things and that pissed off a lot of people xD
2015-12-17 19:04
You cheated You got banned GeT_FuCkeD loser
2015-12-17 19:10
Sweden BBW 
Tbh theres at least 7 pros specifically on the top level of CS;GO atm who have cheated before, but because no VAC then it doesnt matter. S1mple cheated on ESL Wire and only got a year ban, it ends in a month. I know i know so what, fodder got ban on vac and thats it.. but its manual, which imo isnt really fair :Dif valve gave fodder a vac proving he had cheats or the automated system, it would be ok...
2015-12-17 19:14
It wasn't manual, Valve doesn't manually vac people like that. Overwatch bans turn into vac bans if the cheat signature he was using gets added to their database. Plus, Valve's csgo team actually TWEETED at him saying they detected cheats running on his system. If anyone genuinely believes the "my vac ban was manual because volvo hates me" bullshit then you're just as autistic as Fodder
2015-12-17 19:35
Sweden BBW 
no but why did valve tweet @ him stating the vac? it makes no sense valve has probably NEVER EVER not once in their lifetimes except once done that, to fodder... again, makes no sense, that they took time of their work lives to tell a famous person their vac was legit
2015-12-17 21:14
The VAC was manually applied, but a detection was probably made retroactively somehow. I don't know. drunken_fool got manually VAC'd (his VAC got removed when he got hired by Valve). Manual VAC's have occurred in the past in unusual situations. But mine was well warranted more than likely.
2015-12-17 22:44
Sweden BBW 
There you go man. Go work for Valve. In fact... I have some contacts, i'll have them email you
2015-12-17 22:45
can you pls join cro and disappear? you two could be brothers, both psychos with serious problems in their 'life'
2015-12-17 19:17
Sweden BBW 
Agreed unless this fuck changes xD
2015-12-17 19:14
United Kingdom krucial 
what happened
2015-12-17 19:12
Go hang yourself you piece of shit
2015-12-17 19:13
517 day(s) since last ban This comes 517 days too late to be exact... Even villiG, KQLY & Co had more courage than you will ever have. Fighting almost 2 years to get unbanned even though, you knew all the time that the ban was justified. Even further, you argued with the csgo_dev on twitter, with out even thinking to ever be honest. And now 517 days later, you got the balls to come here and tell us that you lied the last 2 years and you are sorry? I cant take this serious and its a joke in my eyes
2015-12-17 19:40
2015-12-17 20:03
yeah a "manual" VAC ban... suuuuuuure...
2015-12-17 19:46
Sweden eck 
It's great that you apologize about this. I've always tried to "defend" you and be on your side. I didn't actually think you cheated, but whatever. It took some time for it to get out here but it's good for yourself that you put this out.
2015-12-17 19:50
nt fodder
2015-12-17 20:04
Finally you admit to cheating, only aim assist though. Next step is to admit to wall-hacking...
2015-12-17 20:43
I used the aim assist as a form of non visual wh.
2015-12-17 22:27
What about the 3 overwatch bans, or VAC bans on stream? You didn't cheat there? Hahahaha
2015-12-17 20:45
You're a true scumbag and you've been going along with it for so long, never changing, you have zero credibility for the rest of time, no body except the truly gullible and ignorant will ever believe you've "turned a corner." But goddamn it is slightly awe-inspiring how much time and energy you dedicate to being such a lame obvious CS troll. Just bizzare.
2015-12-17 21:34
fuck off cheating scum
2015-12-17 22:49
For 14 months ago I stumbled upon your stream, a few days after buying csgo(a suggestion from my brother). I watched you for some hours a few weeks and learned a few handy tricks, I played matchmaking just to compare myself to you for a few weeks. Got GN2, this was around the time where you had GE and suddently you were back to MG/DMG. I noticed the times you played superiour and the times you played even worse then I did after a couple of weeks. I watched a few other streams at this time because I got into the game again, played a couple thousands back in the days at the earlier versions of the conscept, never pro tho. The thing about your playstyle was the principe of a one man army, your teamplay was poor(atleast heavy lacking), your shouting and flaming at teammates were awful but at sometimes fun to listen to the comebacks from fellow players. I did see your gamesense as your biggest attribute, how you sometime read the meta of the current game or round, I now belive it was mostly because of heavy history and the experience of probably years of cheating. I watched you kill people at normal wallbangs and iv watched you do what I thought at sometimes were insane shots, I know now the diffrence thanks. I watched a nuke game were you got a clean hs with deagle from ladder in vents to a guy at cat, I watched the overkill scout/mag7 play on dd2 and the chance knife incident(wich my knife is renamed as). You have played way to much of this game as an illusion, as a joke, a fake, as a attentionwhore. What buggers me is your ego at most, your delusion of your selfgiven skillset. Why would any pro team bother to take on Fodder at anytime, even in 30 years on? Without cheats you play like a woman(sorry but males are superiour), you are right at the place as these silly streamers that stream the game for hours each day for months.... but still in goldnova/dmg. I don't think anyone could hurt you with words over what you think of yourself, but please don't take it the wrong way. Seek help, get out of this hullucination and grow up. In your mind, you are still the attention seeking child who thinks he's moms special boy. But in reality you will never be anything more in cs go, or what follows til yours or the gamings death anything other then a cheater, because you lived and breathed for this lie to much and the dumbest of all is that you have activly advertised for it. So FODDER, fuck off, even I got GE after 3 months and decent@esea, but who cares? I don't advertise cheats or my "talent", have fun growing up the next few years.
2015-12-17 22:56
I'm not really sure what you're on about but I didn't cheat to get to GE. Not like I see GE as an accomplishment but it's the best means of practice I have until April of 2016 when my CEVO ban expires. And as for your belief that I did this for attention, if that was the case, I would have went the whole 9 yards and made a monetized video about it directed to my YT channel. Not a free-to-view online blog on someone else's website. I also do recognize that I've had issues with raging in the past. I'm certainly not the only streamer out there that shares that problem, but I'm doing what I can do get better at how I treat strangers in MM/pugs. I never talk to actual teammates like that though (as in people I play on teams with). I've just had the bad habit of acting that way in the past when it came to people I wasn't on a team with. As for your prediction that I'll never amount to anything in CS:GO that's going to rely a lot more on my bans than my own capability. But I look forward to proving you and others who share your mindset wrong.
2015-12-17 22:59
Please continue with the tutorials you were making before
2015-12-17 23:33
np BB
2015-12-17 23:34
go away nobody cares you cheating fucking loser.
2015-12-17 23:35
2015-12-17 23:35
fodder who the fuck is fodder ? oh i remembered, its that autist that had a camera pointed at his screen while streaming, enjoying playing club penguin
2015-12-17 23:42
North America Mub 
2015-12-17 23:41
good that you finally apologized but dude you would be doing yourself a favor if you'd get a proper job an actual girlfriend and friends irl you are actually an intelligent person and still young and i believe that you have every chance to make something out of your life but i dont believe that your future lies in cs its over and you just have to accept it i would also recommend that you quit cs as a part time hobby to get away from your gaming addiction no offense just my opinion
2015-12-17 23:59
I'm never going to leave CS. At least not until I put certain demons to rest. I have some loose ends to tie up before I'll be able to "move on".
2015-12-18 00:42
Holy shit you live your life like it's a fucking heroic action movie. Quit all this pseudo-intellectual stuff and just focus on something else instead of CS.
2015-12-18 12:22
Stop bumping this you morons
2015-12-18 00:26
but why did YOU bump it then. ROFLMAO FOCL
2015-12-18 01:27
Get baited 3Rd world jew
2015-12-18 08:12
Slovenia 3rd world jew ...ok retard.
2015-12-18 20:35
2015-12-18 01:32
Fodder, out the other cheaterino's!!!
2015-12-18 00:45
If people want to decide to admit their faults I'll leave that to them. If I can do it, as hated as I am, than anyone can if they really want to change.
2015-12-18 01:00
alright alright how about this...what % of the pro's you know use cheats?
2015-12-18 13:46
stop you fucking mormon
2015-12-22 20:47
Atleast you admitted you cheated.
2015-12-18 00:52
It only took a manual VAC ban, an overwatch ban, the entire CS community hating you, death threats, pros making fun of you and ESEA permanently banning you to confess Kappa //
2015-12-18 00:59
The main 2 things that made me step back and look at myself was LG and their unbelievable devotion and work ethic in the game. That and a bit of a medical scare over what I believed at the time was a pulmonary embolism (blood clot to the heart). But I'm glad I was finally able to come clean and just put an end to the cheating lies.
2015-12-18 01:02
how we know it ended? before you dont show skill on a lan event, with provided setup, nobody will trust you. and why would they? you have been lying all the years, why should any body think you stop now? because you said so? well you said a lot of things, and not a whole lot were true. still a long way to go, you took the first step out of many more to come.
2015-12-18 02:01
Denmark diOnysos 
12 steps program @ 7 i see .:.
2015-12-18 01:01
Guis I only cheted to make movies 4 u :'((((((((( LMAO
2015-12-18 01:03
What a lad
2015-12-18 01:09
Vietnam NaMNaMNaM 
cs:go &#8207;@csgo_dev Jul 8 @itsFODDER As we stated in our email to you, the VAC system detected a cheat running on your account. Your VAC ban will not be lifted.
2015-12-18 01:18
2015-12-18 01:21
I think it's complete bullshit that LG made u confess instead of the whole fucking world accusing you/vids etc. So u are implying that if LG had not come to the cs scene u would still be denying that u were cheating? fucking ridiculous..
2015-12-18 01:22
2015-12-18 01:23
They weren't the only reason. I didn't include a medical scare with a potential pulmonary embolism I had a scare with a month or so (blood clot to the heart). But I felt like I included that information people would just see this as a sob story. There were a lot of factors that made me take a look back in this. LG was a big factor, and I have a lot of respect for them, and wanted to cite them as a key reason.
2015-12-18 02:32
So u are saying if there were no external factors such as health etc. u would have never confessed to the community who deserved your confession more than anyone?
2015-12-18 11:04
you made vids trying to disguise your cheats as an overly massive brain becoming its own aimbot.... ob you was never gonna confess. Then CS gets huge again and you realize how good it would be to be apart of it. unfortunately all bridges burnt. must suck to be a compulsive liar and have to deal with the years of shit talk. you prob wont be accepted as you actively tried to cover yourself for YEARS. evakki seems to know some stuff that would be relevant.
2015-12-19 04:42
cs:go &#8207;@csgo_dev Jul 8 @itsFODDER As we stated in our email to you, the VAC system detected a cheat running on your account. Your VAC ban will not be lifted.
2015-12-18 01:22
never too late to apologize i suppose
2015-12-18 01:29
i forgive you buddy long live fodder
2015-12-18 01:44
That Fodder crushes ESL vid is bananas.
2015-12-18 02:25
fucking retard loooooool
2015-12-18 02:32
LOLYOU hates you? Haha, LOLYOU is a chiter ))
2015-12-18 02:45
Chile shinteiner 
better late than never but you are still a cheating cunt
2015-12-18 02:55
fuck fodder deserves lifetime ban /close
2015-12-18 03:04
fake account? fodder never cheated
2015-12-18 03:07
the fact there is 472 comments prior to me making comment #473 is why this dude is still relevant in this community. Everyone who posted a comment on this blog is worse than FODDER's 12+ years of pathological lies. If you want to be literal and include me in this category of people who've commented then go ahead, I really don't care. Fodder has been saying this type of shit in comments/blogs for over 10 want them to stop? Do not respond when this fucktard posts some stupid shit :)
2015-12-18 03:35
I signed up to ask these questions so I hope you'll answer them. How did you acquire your cheats? Did you make them or did you buy them? If you bought them who did you buy them from? A popular cheat provider or from someone you met? You say you've been playing since what was it 1.3? In a post above you say that you turned 18 in 2009, so have you been playing since you were like 10? Or is that a lie too? Anyways it's good that you came clean I hope I get to bet on you on csgo lounge one day. Best of luck.
2015-12-18 05:18
Nah I've been a PC gamer for ages. My grandfather is actually the one who got me into PC gaming pretty early on because he used to be a casual gamer playing shit like Wolf3D lol. From there I heard about Quake, Half-life and so on. The cheat was made by a really good friend of mine, nobody you would know. And thanks for the kind words.
2015-12-18 05:25
Sadly you will ever have the stain of a "cheater" under your name even if you haven't cheated on csgo, now the thing is, i'm hoping that you get into lans and cevo & faceit, so you can prove that you don't cheat or that you've changed, whichever the case is.
2015-12-18 05:40
Nice Post Fodder. I totally understand what and why you thnk some things after reading this post. Hope it gets better for you. However I still feel you should not be allowed for any major
2015-12-18 05:46
2015-12-18 06:04
2015-12-18 06:19
2015-12-18 06:42
2015-12-18 08:16
c9 pick him up
2015-12-18 06:58
Australia vamped 
I feel for you a little honestly. If it was me, I'd change alias/steam account/ip and forget and old teammates and friends and start again from scratch. Play online without anyone knowing who you are and when your ban is lifted (if ever) come back with the fodder alias and build from there. At least then you can keep playing competitively online somewhat.
2015-12-18 08:40
I already told you that: Cheetah for one day, cheetah everyday. Do not forget it.
2015-12-18 08:47
i am want autist translate anyone help pls
2015-12-18 08:52
I am a cheetah, cs is my life, forgive me please.
2015-12-18 08:55
2015-12-18 09:02
eat my shorts
2015-12-18 09:02
cry more cheater ;D
2015-12-18 09:35
he isn't crying though.
2015-12-18 13:38
lol this kid..... his delusion is stronger than ever. "i cheated because bigg wouldnt let me play esea" "i'll never be able to play in major because vac" "lg inspired me" kill yourself
2015-12-18 09:36
kys. rofl dude disappear you're pathetic cheater scum. once a cheater always a cheater, once a nolifer 4ever nolyfer.
2015-12-18 11:24
2015-12-18 11:33
Tl;dr - I cheated for youtube
2015-12-18 11:41
This guy
2015-12-18 12:26
Another cheater pussy, should be banned from every multiplayergame.
2015-12-18 12:42
Cancerous cheating fuck.
2015-12-18 12:50
2015-12-18 13:05
wont help you :)
2015-12-18 13:23
nobody gives a shit, you are anonymous like before.
2015-12-18 13:49
People say he's irrelevant to this community. Yet I'm the 541 comment.
2015-12-18 13:51
irrelevant to the comp scene, relevant to the hacker\cheater\lying\faker scene.
2015-12-19 07:32
Slovenia Badm0n 
1. Looked at name. 2. Wrote this comment. Next step is me exiting.
2015-12-18 14:07
ay lmao
2015-12-18 14:09
I think you're an exceptional player and could go far in the cs scene unfortunately it's not very forgiving as you know yourself. Anyway I wish you the best and appreciate your honesty to us all. PS: I was banned in your twitch channel for following the hype train and calling you a cheater after hearing about it through other streamers, I apologise for this and I continued to watch your stream Regularly and realised I had been wrong. If you could please unban me I would be very grateful my name is Simplysignify. Anyway gl with everything, I would love to see you compete.
2015-12-18 14:17
he knows basic shit as he should since hes been around for over 10 years and brand new retards like you who are brain dead are impressed by it. this retard literally spent 10 years of his life cheating in 1.6 and then cs go to gain notoriety and con brand new morons like you into supporting him by watching his youtube videos, twitch and donating to him. hes is literally shit without cheats. hes done NOTHING in cs all this time but make a retard of himself. when he used to blatanty cheat in mm he would spam his bind key promoting his youtube and twitch channel. kids a fucking loser and did this all for attention from clueless retards like yourself. gg
2015-12-19 13:11
I have nothing against you, but get a job. Life goes on.
2015-12-18 14:31
Sweden Beefyjonez 
dont come back to the game
2015-12-18 14:32
You're still scum and you should still kill yourself. Piece of shit.
2015-12-18 14:45
Sweden Kasidro 
Sure he is scum but to tell someone that they should commit suicide because of cheating and being a scumbag is both pathetic and stupid and makes you as much of scumbag as fodder.
2015-12-18 15:47
Actually, it makes him alot worse ;)
2015-12-19 07:55
Sweden Kasidro 
True that
2015-12-19 13:42
Makes him seem like a 12 year old pleb piece of shit actually no grown man or even a teen with a developed brain would be spewing this shit, really his parents must not even pay attention to him at all. I feel kind of bad for him in a sense cause normal people don't act like this, it takes some form of mental disease or lack of attention/abuse from parents that leave you like this so show him some sympathy.
2015-12-19 17:45
Sweden Kasidro 
Well yeah just wanted to point out that someone who tells someone else to commit suicide is a morron :)
2015-12-19 22:42
Oh look, a couple of Swedish kids who take offense over the Internet, yet it wasn't for themselves. Time to quit spending time on the Internet and maybe grow a couple of nuts.
2015-12-29 17:01
Sweden Kasidro 
Didn't take offense personally but if you can't see how dumb your comment is than you are as mature as 10 years old, kid.
2015-12-29 17:22
"bonus: I have no idea why LOLYOU hates me. I never cheated while I was playing with him. But for whatever I did to him, I apologize as well." Everyone hates you Fodder.Once a cheater, always a cheater.
2015-12-18 14:57
France daGriLL_Anna 
nt cheatcoder
2015-12-19 15:04
Says German lmao
2015-12-22 09:24
Germany Dayjay 
fuck off retard
2015-12-18 14:57
oh wow fgt fodder cheated and now admits it... shocker... who cares #stillirrelevant
2015-12-18 14:57
Fuck off cheater scum
2015-12-18 15:19
Nt phoon.
2015-12-18 15:44
I cheated, Happy holidays. What?
2015-12-18 15:45
2015-12-18 15:47
is this real life?
2015-12-18 16:26
suNny | 
Argentina Sunnie 
Well I didn't read the entire wall text, but some points I did, so I believe in second chances, it is really inspiring what LG did as you mentioned, so if you really believe on that, hope you can get your chance to redeem yourself! Best of lucks!
2015-12-18 16:29
lol wat?
2015-12-18 16:29
You absolutely do NOT deserve a second chance. You are a liar, and always were. You cheated, you are lying about cheating in leagues, as per usual. You are saving face, and being selfish and some sort of hope that you may get unbanned or participate in CEVO/FACEIT. You KNOW people don't by your lies (expect you de_lusional fans) and you know you have to come clean to have ANY chance at all. You cheated in leagues no matter what your lying ass says. You are not being "nice", you are trying yet another fucking attempt at getting what you want. FUCK YOU - from all the people that had their games/MATCHES ruined by your pathetic, loser ass.
2015-12-18 16:41
"I know that I'll never be allowed to play in a Valve major" I survived up until this but this just cracked me up. Dude, you'll never be able to play in a major because you're nowhere near the actual level needed to play there and you will never be on that level. All your supposed 'achievements' in 1.6 or CS:GO are inexistant. That's it. But you still delude yourself and struggle to understand it. Worst of all, this isn't even your biggest problem, even cheating isn't. Your problem - the one you really, really have to understand, accept and work on - with the help of a professional if needed - is attention craving. CS is just an effect, it is not the cause. You're absolutely desperate for people to pay attention to you, to recognize you as something. No trolling, no insulting here, just sympathy. Even though it's quite probable that you don't really deserve it. But get treatment, dude. For your own sake.
2015-12-18 16:49
holy shit, there are smart people on here.
2015-12-18 16:50
this guy still alive ? ROFL i thought he hanged himself already
2015-12-18 16:56
You both have many similarities.
2015-12-18 17:54
i can imagine how u sound saying the word " similarities" with that indian accenTTT
2015-12-18 17:59
You're just as toxic as f0dder, Java go fuck yourself weirdo, fucking plebs online these days.
2015-12-19 17:41
It'snot just cheating. You're a delusional asshole with no clue of actually playing the game. I hope for a swift ending to your esports life and hope you end up doing a legit job where you can't scam people.
2015-12-18 18:55
plz don't bug community with your shit you are noname and forever will be rot in peace
2015-12-18 19:02
He is forever alone for sure
2015-12-18 22:54
fucking cheater this you made me lose my rank that we are all retards in HLTV chat
2015-12-18 19:11
please help to report he's messing cs go to community using chlenix
2015-12-18 19:14
You were garbage with cheats lmao. You aren't even T9. Why do you think you have any chance at all of going pro even if you get unbanned.
2015-12-18 19:23
is it too late now to say sorry
2015-12-18 23:21
2015-12-22 20:26
So sorry
2015-12-22 21:19
Norway duffz00r 
Took a while woah
2015-12-18 22:55
You are one of the greatest psychological liars i have ever witnessed.
2015-12-18 23:04
You mean pathological liar? :D
2015-12-20 07:42
Guys, seriously... It's not some "LG enlightenment" moment. The reason for this blog is the same as reason why he answers almost every comment here. Need for attention. And, like, mental disorder level of craving to have attention on him. I guess better this than swallowing bleach FODDER, god speed.
2015-12-18 23:54
fuck this guy
2015-12-19 00:23
I like your whole attempt to say some truth (you cheating) so that it makes it seem as though you arent lying (i am sure you cheated alot and most of your videos involve cheats) just to save face and come off as a good guy
2015-12-19 00:53
good luck dude
2015-12-19 00:56
Gl at fragadelphia. Hope you make more things to know episodes
2015-12-19 02:24
I'll just leave this here: (hi fodder)
2015-12-19 05:21
ofc you are sorry, you got caught.
2015-12-19 06:17
Fodder- I read through the whole blog, and after being sick of you for my entire relationship with CS, I can now say I respect you for this. To be honest, it is nice to truly see your side. I wish you good luck in your future endeavors in Counter Strike. But the community will never accept you back, I personally think it is a bit ridiculous how some pros can do worse things and yet people are desperate to get them back (the banned iBP players), while they will never want you back. But I guess you did infuriate people and kind of get everyone to this point. I'm sorry you kind of got screwed over in doing something you love so much, so I hope your luck gets better.
2015-12-19 06:44
b8ed he is fooling you bro.
2015-12-19 07:29
Isn't this the "Chance knife" guy?? Banned by VAC ?? Dude, you were attempting to compete at the top level and you were caught with cheats on your client. Their is no retribution for you. Fall back, most of the people in this scene hate your guts. You'd be wise to move on and to learn something from all of this, instead of trying to vindicate yourself pointlessly. Just my 2 cents, I hope you go to these LANS and fail miserably when you realize you're not good without your precious cheats <3 PS: Your excuses for cheating are absolutely pathetic, at least you can be a man and admit you wanted to cheat because you wanted to be better than players who clearly showed themselves superior to you. Anyone who believes you for a second is just as big of an idiot as you are.
2015-12-19 07:14
India RrOuTe_FoRcE 
2015-12-19 08:46
2015-12-19 11:02
France daGriLL_Anna 
stfu u sound like....a stupid kid.
2015-12-19 15:05
Dud smoke a jay and Chill.hes not worth it. I have no respect for cheaters.u fuck with ppl passion the easy way will make u pay.and the day u get accepted in the pro scene is the day cs run out of customers thsts the prize and the thing is u dit it at the worst time ever againgst important ppl who now ar ply in tier 2 teams. Somehow thier forgivness may be importent for u and i gues thats why u lay press on that hiko subject. But seen from distance u have to realize u had the chance and BLEW IT .there ar no seconds chanches in life my friend its over accept it move on and built a new life before u built ur life up on excuses.
2015-12-19 15:57
Turkey Mustafa- 
2015-12-19 13:10
didn't expect that
2015-12-19 13:14
No one cares.
2015-12-19 14:59
2015-12-19 15:05
Estonia muruw 
it's ok, nip hire him now thx /close
2015-12-19 15:05
2015-12-19 15:05
sorry, no more attention for the attention whores
2015-12-19 16:09
2015-12-19 17:27
who gives a fuck if you cheated (fodder) or threw for skins (IBP). Get banned for a year and you should be able to return and if it happens again you get lifetime ban. gg
2015-12-19 18:41
well tell valve that lol
2015-12-20 04:53
Cyprus leoreoseo 
Fodder. After reading all you have wrote here, it's easy to see you have some psychopathy problems.
2015-12-22 00:10
retarded asskisser
2015-12-20 05:00
fuck yourself equinox
2015-12-21 19:36
Thank the Lord I am reading this. FODDER, you should also apologize for denying cheating for the past decade. Idiot.
2015-12-19 19:58
tl;dr anyone? I guess it's something like: Guy who has been convincing people about being innocent finally admitted that he cheated and now made a big blog to try to stay relevant.
2015-12-19 20:32
When Delpan sees a smoke he saves. When FODDER sees a smoke, he frags someone through it.
2015-12-19 22:13
2015-12-19 22:43
fodder and his autistic bunch of followers. I was in his stream 1 time and I accused him of cheating, and all his asskissers jumped to his defense. Where are they now?? And I dont understand why the admins doesnt close this stupid thread.
2015-12-20 04:59
i are not readed
2015-12-20 07:40
PR Balrog is trying to go major with SFV. I'm so hooked! Watched 5 hours of him streaming the other day while I worked.
2015-12-20 08:39
It's nice hat you have the power to come and apology to the cs community... But it sadly won't change my opinion on you. You were like emilio - caught cheating and you denied it which was very stupid of you. You should have come and said sorry the momment you got vac'ed much like KQLY did and that's why i still have some respect to him - he had the guts to do it. Sadly I can't believe much of your story - you lied to us once, you can do it again. I'm up for second chances, but not for people, who betrayed the community and sadly FODDER you are one of them...
2015-12-20 18:38
stop trying to be relevant, move on with your life, become a bread maker or something.
2015-12-21 01:39
nt fodder
2015-12-21 01:44
United States BrandonS101 
why cant he play cs:gp his ban is on cs:s
2015-12-21 08:00
im here
2015-12-21 08:15
2015-12-21 08:57
Nt and good riddance you cancerous fuck. Hope you never get unbanned.
2015-12-21 18:33
I honestly think you never should be able to play on a valve major, same applies to any big lan tournament that can be considered a major. Yet, i find it retarded that people threaten others with death threats over a game. - Its big of you to apologize, yet it was too late.. you lied a lot about not being a cheater, i read the whole thing *its 10:30PM here and nothing better to do* and i understand that you are not admitting to cheating everytime but from what i hear from everyone is that you cheated and you might as well just admit it all. Goodluck with ur life.
2015-12-21 20:40
You got bodybagged cunt
2015-12-21 22:00
hahahahahahhahahahahhahaahahhahahaaa srsly hahahhaahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahha " I've gotten a lot of death threats" - lies :D chance knife is legit - lies "most of my demos aren't cheats" - lies My nickname is fodder - lies "I would never cheat again" - lies "I am a man" - lies "I never cheated, I was on LAN' - lies "I am good at cs" - lies I am a pathological liar and there's not 1 day community is not taking me like a biggest cs joke - TRUE Just go play solitare or something zero.
2015-12-21 22:20
way too far dude, he never EVER claimed to be a man!
2016-01-09 07:43
Tell the chance fap story ( )
2015-12-21 23:07
gl on lan
2015-12-21 23:08
2015-12-21 23:39
You're a delusional fuck that needs to gtfo, aight? Sure everyone deserves a 2nd chance, but do you remember that you fucking denied the cheating accusations even after VALVe said that you were using cheats and the VAC ban WILL NOT be removed, just get over yourself and accept the fact that you won't do shit in CS scene, ever.
2015-12-22 00:17
Europe DeusCUTE 
u jerked off on skype call
2015-12-22 00:56
Hey... A quick question for you FODDER.. Did you also cheat while streaming? If the answer is "yes", then how did you manage that?
2015-12-22 01:57
Looks like a first post of FODDER with sense, at least some
2015-12-22 02:15
2015-12-22 02:15
I'm sorry for cheating "I'm so great at LAN, pls unbanned me" k...
2015-12-22 02:15
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA we all knew you cheated dipshit
2015-12-22 04:25
This isn't even an apology so fuck you you mentally ill faggot
2015-12-22 04:34
2015-12-22 04:42
Quit being a fucking nerd and get a life, this seems like a drug addict confession but instead of drugs it's an nerd adult cheating
2015-12-22 05:04
2015-12-22 05:01
2015-12-22 05:09
Stop bumping your own thread fodder. Jesus no ine cares Move on
2015-12-22 05:13
What doesnt kill you makes you stronger FODDER, except a fking VAC BAN that will haunt you for eternity you cheating skum...
2015-12-22 05:34
autist | 
Sweden ujinx 
as u can see i preapologize that spot every round
2015-12-22 05:34
2015-12-22 05:39
While your apology may seem admirable, I like the fact that you continue to reiterate most of your videos "don't contain" cheating. I truly find that hard to believe. You are widely known for cheating, yet here you are, claiming the majority of everything we see doesn't actually contain cheating. Obviously lying does nothing to help in an apologetic post but I'm still not convinced. Your reputation will forever be ruined. Apology or not, this post won't do anything to help you. Regardless of the fact that your VAC ban wasn't cheating related, this post won't do anything to help you. You cheated and have admitted to it. You've spent time streaming, talking trash to pro players (more random players though), and probably cheating in the same games. You started to slowly dig your own grave a long, long time ago and now you're in too deep to be able to do anything. Putting up this post is like having a rope thrown down to you without tying one end at the top. I sincerely hope you never get to EVER compete at any type of LAN or event for the rest of your life. Even if you are a good player and want to turn a new leaf, you've absolutely ruined your reputation for reasons beyond the VAC ban and cheating accusations.
2015-12-22 05:46
you cant just say sorry im not a cheater anymore. you cheated for years and years so go play dota
2015-12-22 05:49
dream team: fodder kqly joelz villig warowl
2015-12-22 05:51
Don't forget Xen the best aimer in Deutschland
2015-12-23 20:53
that one is hilarious too. Wasn't that guy who tried to steal a pc during a local lan?
2015-12-24 01:24
I know, I am replying too, but people really? This is the sole purpose of his life. To get attention. And with over 650 replies you encourage this severely mentally handicapped person to continue with this shit. I find it pretty funny, even for a mental case, to upload a frag movie titled FODDER @ Gigabits when he wasn't even there :D FODDER has always cheated, always. He has been VAC banned like a hundred times. FODDER has never played on LAN, not once. He has also been ip banned countless of times from pretty much any site related to CS because of the disturbingly fucked up shit he comes up with. So I ask hltv to PLEASE just ban this fuck.
2015-12-22 06:01
Sri Lanka 1v1meRust 
NICE FODDER! you're my inspiration my favorite player good luck on lan FODDER BEST
2015-12-22 06:08
Richard Lewis's VOD about this guy
2015-12-22 06:41
Pakistan $Bills$ 
Hey FODDER just wanted to know how your friends like postmaN felt about your cheating? Did they approve of your ways and why didn't they try to help you.
2015-12-22 06:41
2015-12-22 07:36
why even bother posting this lol no one cares about you
2015-12-22 07:41
10. As for the manual VAC ban scenario, as far as I understand, it actually was manual. No it wasn't, and since you're aware of Valve's statement about it, you can't possibly claim "as far as you understand" or you're admitting having troubles with reading:
2015-12-22 07:57
why would anyone believe you were legit in your endeavors prior to CS:go?
2015-12-22 07:58
no one cares about you
2015-12-22 08:37
Apparently @RLewisReports made a video about my apology. He'll likely always hate me as a person but I hope as a player in 2016 that changes fodder said on twitter, here is the link : So now fodder is trying to dismiss all the logical facts/statments Rlewis layed out by saing he hates him :) NT fodder :) He rekt you in the sense, that ppl whit low iq even understands it.
2015-12-22 08:43
" but I hope as a player in 2016 that changes" ROFL this delusional kid still thinks he will be somewhat important in 2016+ wow..PLS someone help him...he needs some mental richard said in his video...
2015-12-22 13:16
2015-12-22 09:02
hope you will never be unbanned
2015-12-22 14:12
fuck off
2015-12-22 14:57
2015-12-22 16:22
JW | 
Finland Ilucs 
''I never cheated in a real game'' Yeah sure mate
2015-12-22 19:21
"Make no mistake I, did eventually begin to cheat on my main account......" epic
2015-12-22 19:29
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Denmark Mrnobody 
You will never be accepted anyway fucking scrub
2015-12-22 23:36
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD what an idiot.
2015-12-23 01:54
fodder, even when admitting to what everyone knew all along, youre still full of shit. and this post is still full of shit, and self-aggrandizing lies. i'll be waiting for the follow-up post admitting that youre a delusional egomaniac. until then, honestly just shut the fuck up.
2015-12-23 04:05
2015-12-23 04:33
Valve has proven one thing: they wreck kids that get caught, deny everything and try to slander client admins and valve itself. If it means this much to you, have your name legally changed.
2015-12-23 05:53
SpawN | 
Bosnia and Herzegovina nessaja 
Die! 3,2,1 now
2015-12-23 06:37
Xyp9x | 
Denmark DFTBA 
fuck of cheating cunt face noone likes you.
2015-12-23 07:13
fuck off
2015-12-23 09:39
Cya noob also everyone knows you were a league cheater in 1.6 rofl
2015-12-23 16:19
don't know who are you, but thanks for the lg fragmovie, it's amazing
2015-12-24 01:42
Finland Acoz 
How are you supposed to get to lans when you have to cheat in MM x)
2015-12-24 18:31
fodder just go kill yourself you cunt , i really hate it when i open hltv and i see another shitty blog from you :')
2016-01-09 07:36
xd i love fodder
2016-01-12 02:04
Glad that at least some of you pathetic cheating cunts are getting caught, you'll never get your chance again kid
2016-03-16 04:38
i feel quite similar to you, i did cheat alot back in the day, i was mod for, i got banned in esl, esea for cheating. and i also played legit without cheats most of the time i spent playing cs(around 25k hours cs1.6,css,csgo combined) and because of an illness i got when i was 16 that constantly took away all my energy and my focus i started cheating whenever i felt like i wasnt performing the way i could be. But you know, things change, at some point i stopped cheating, stopped visiting the sites and communites i got tied to. now i havnt cheated in more then 2 years, but my name still is tied very closely to cheating and people tell me every match i play in that i am a cheater. Some people dont get that theres good players who cheat, not because they are shit without cheats, but because they are for whatever reason(i do think everyone has their own reason which can be very different) very inconsistent and just cant stand losing when you know you should win/get the frag/the clutch etc. Right now i can do everything i did with cheats without cheats. And i think you can too. I think its pretty brave of your twisted fucked up mind to try and come clean after all these years, even tho it will probably change nothing. But i too feel the need to confess to my sins, so its done qwtih this post. I cheated first time on fy_pool_day in 1.6 with pandasex(ecc [sruh] copy) i played 80% of the 25k hours clean and 20% with cheats. I was mod for for 3 years and i was the main uploader for the site after Campstaff's dad died and he had to leave the site and in some sense the community. What made me join the cheat community was more then just the "need" to win. I joined because i could learn. campstaff teached me how to analyse files, reverse engineer and all this kind of shit. I got pretty hard into coding and so on. i also tested cheats for organner in 2009 or sth. I think i could compete with most players from the top10-top20 teams in the world. But i never will because of what i have done when i was younger. Because it will surely get digged up if i tried to go hard and apply for some teams. sad, but true. gl holyraider
2016-03-16 04:59
expected from german
2016-03-16 05:10
2016-03-16 05:18
I hope you eat way too much Taco Bell, then accidentally get locked in a bathroom with no toilet paper and only a pine cone.
2016-03-16 05:01
2016-03-16 05:04
get rekt cannon fodder
2016-04-12 18:22
2016-06-30 20:13
Turkey HLTurkeyV 
2016-07-21 12:20
Finland f1nch 
2016-07-26 05:57
inspired by more cheaters why stop cheating when you get inspired by a bunch of monkeys that do cheat
2016-07-26 06:17
never heard of this retard in my life
2016-07-26 06:36
Fodder deserves a second chance
2016-07-26 06:45
United States sayNt 
lol no he doesn't. a second chance may have been on the table in the very beginning, but since this all happened, he's been a total dickhead to all big-name personnel related to CSGO. he hasn't done anything to help the community an only shits on people like RLewis, Megaman, etc. enough with this guy, idk why you guys come back to these things just so it shows up on my active threads. stop giving him attention.
2016-07-26 07:17
fuck fodder....every other mIRC scrim back in the day was vs him aliasing. made my childhood so miserable lmfao
2016-07-26 07:29
Haha cheaters inspired cheater. NT
2016-07-27 19:48
i agree
2016-12-19 04:14
FODDER wake up cheaters unbanned wohoooo
2017-03-24 10:51
lul 5/7
2017-03-24 11:24
5/7 of what? what did you rate?
2017-03-24 11:26
Comment. 7 is 100% ebin lul. 1 is 0% no lul. Your comment made me lul above average, so I rated it 5/7.
2017-03-24 11:30
2017-03-24 11:31
Venezuela Playcalixto 
Fobber i quit CS competitive in 2005 when i realized that a guy on enemy team was cheating and got undetected. My team lost the finals in the cyber i used to play back then. So i grab a pc to practice before the loss and i realized the guy forgot to turn off the cheat. I was hiting the enemy 100% of the time even my crosshair wasn't aiming the enemy. Frustation make me quit. Beauty game ruined by cheats. btw thanks for apologize
2017-03-24 12:10
Heartfelt apology, tears were shed. Valve pls unban this angel.
2017-03-24 12:13
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Norway fen0m 
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2017-03-24 12:21
tl;dr Hey, who remembers this video? #FreeSvvag
2017-03-24 12:50
Sweden RaketHopp 
rip fodder
2017-06-27 13:50
2018-04-10 19:14
god will bless you :) nice one tho
2018-04-10 19:15
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