First of my post I dedicate to all ppl who are playing FPS games or they are day – traders like I was for short time.
You are not able take power over the world but If You take control over emotions You will gain even more.
When I was writing this short staff grin broke on my face as I know how hard it is. Taking emotions down rushing in bomb site in CS or taking some serious action on trade platform – sell & buy instantly with huge stress. All those two ways of spending time or even an occupation are similar. Sweating, fidgeting, all those fakes and deceptive indicators caused Us hesitate, make our days rainy or even blow out money. Playing is always making trade off this for that or reverse.
Being successful CS player or trader – with decision making system is always based on emotions. Through all that time I devoted to it I am sure of emotional impact with all due solemnity. Counter Strike competition is strictly relate with momentum and possibilities of breaking even the wrong attitude during the game. How was it happen in my specific example.
In CS after being killed easily in every round I started comparing my in game behavior to those one represented by pro players. Its obvious that’s is just for fun and I was fiddle around with this but I its getting more and more important to get progress specially when I realized how much time I have dedicate gaming – once You start You can’t stop.
Just try to imagine with what kind of emotions have to face up with pro player for whom gaming is sole income. Maybe motivation is rapidly hitting the roof in those contest days but in general it could also hit opposite and makes our stability downhill.
One of the most helpful advice I have gone through was observation of my own. The first spot was strictly based on score table where I founded that even If I played well almost every round I was killed. I would be deceitful to myself if I didn’t confess it. The more I was rushing the more often I was stopped. Its true that being first in the line is the most risky and the easiest way to blow money out. However all mistakes are based on emotional state which is straightly based on over hype feelings. Its not the matter of intelligence, You don’t have to be a quick witted person. Having huge analytical, memorable skills will not bring You level headed. It could make You more confident but not necessary in right way.
First step into breaking through is to realize, reveal and understand all emotions. Mistake by mistake arguably make me hesitate and unsure of my right route. Observation and thinking about my own helped to anticipate the failure. It seems to be very easy to do, but in real its very difficult work. Kicking bed habits and introducing the right one is very hard. To compile it you need to put a lot of effort, find motivation and being concentrate till the changes turn to habits. For some of us taking constant improvements would not be possible as its impossible to change vastly our personality. Heavy burden shouldn’t scared us from taking attempts.
Always remember that water doesn’t crumble rocks by its force but by its frequency.
Stay eager for positive changes