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World wassupp 
I would like to share a story to all hltvians.. I was beaten by 15 guys and I was standing alone there.. all my friends ran when they saw those guys with baseball and hockey bats. They broke those bats on my back and then took me to an unknown place, there they offered me a life or death, i asked for life and they ordered an apology in exchange of life, so i had no other choice other than asking for an apology although I did nothing wrong.. Later, I told everything to my family and I was in such a depression that my close relatives told me to take Lexotanil which reduces depression but may lead to addiction of it.. May also cause internal issues within private body parts. It all happened on Thursday'25th of February 2016. I don't know the reason for sharing..but I just wanted to..since hltv is love :)
2016-03-08 23:09
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What should I do with my friends? Should I still be friends with them? Or just leave them as life taught me a lesson..
2016-03-08 23:09
3 replies
what country is this?
2016-03-08 23:22
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brazil?
2016-03-08 23:41
you shouldn't be friends with those people anymore, trust me
2016-03-09 01:13
PM me bro, we can talk about it, I got an depression too after losing most important thing on my life...
2016-03-08 23:11
2 replies
sure..
2016-03-08 23:12
your global rank? xd
2016-03-09 00:59
Why didnt you run m8?
2016-03-08 23:14
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I was too close to those fucking bastards..They just attacked me wasn't expecting that..neither did I saw my friends running I was outside a shop they were a bit far..
2016-03-08 23:15
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that's not true ,u didn't because fear crippled you and now ur sad and can't get over it . and u won't ! unless u keep this small drops of semen inside u and keep challenging urself until u beat yourself then you beat ur fear and then u become normal again,if this process takes you 5 years u will be lucky and true winner cause at that time u have wonnerd ur self ,otherwise this fear will cripple u furthermore until it becomes a huge wall that u can't get over ,the rest after that is pretty obvious i'm sure.
2016-03-11 02:06
Those aren't friends.
2016-03-08 23:15
7 replies
I know.. one of them was my closest friend....
2016-03-08 23:19
6 replies
I'd honestly think over if it's worth having a friend like that. I'd try to help you in that situation. If I'm unable to help, I'd get authorities involved. A real friend would help you in one way or another.
2016-03-08 23:21
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They're doing nothing..I mean that same guy who almost killed me called my closest friend and said to him that i just want to end this all bullshit and guess what? My friend said that he would be glad to do it.
2016-03-08 23:24
4 replies
Idk man, I don't know your friends. Whatever you choose to do, make sure it's the right outcome. If something happens to you, everyone is affected. On top of that, go with choices that will help improve you as a person and make you feel better. Thats all I can say my friend :(
2016-03-08 23:26
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I still miss the old me.. I would laugh would smoke for fun.. But now I smoke to forget.
2016-03-09 00:38
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in "to smoke to forget" lies one of the only dangers in smoking weed, but i assume its still better than this shit medicine made from greedy bastards... maybe find yourself in music or so, if you like concious oldschool hiphop i can suggest you some that maybe will help you, especially combined with weed, when you love both you can go like inside of yourself, almost like meditation and maybe youll find the right desicions. :) im feeling like a psychologist, but fuck it, whenever i can help, i do so :)
2016-03-10 21:59
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I'd love you for helping me..help me with the music..might work out for my thoughts maybe..
2016-03-10 22:41
Indeed, friends would help you out, If I were you I would stop talking to them at all and beat their ass off, but its me
2016-03-08 23:16
you did nothing wrong but were randomly beaten by 15 guys who brought baseball bats (meaning they were prepared for it)? sounds legit.
2016-03-08 23:16
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That guy called me and said he wanted to talk about something I said alright then..wasn't expecting him to bring fucking gangster and beat me up.. He said something wrong about my girlfriend so I just went to ask him whether he said that or not.. He punched me right in my nose and it started to bleed. I don't have a witness right now..but im not lying either..
2016-03-08 23:19
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let me get it straight, you were randomly shopping with your friends when a random guy (in a company of 15 people i assume) you don't know calls you and for no reason says shit about your gf, you ask him to repeat what he said and this gang mops the floor with you? that doesn't add up. tell us the whole story.
2016-03-08 23:22
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well listen up now.. one of my friend was outside the college where that guy who studies with us shows up and asks my friend whether my gf is single or not, my friend replied 'it is better to ask him(me) and such questions bring problems not solutions' and that guy replied 'what will he(me) do i would fuck him in the ass' Surprisingly i was absent that day so my friend showed up at my house and told me what that guy had said about me.. next day I went to college and asked him whether he said shit on me and my gf and then he punched me on my nose it started to bleed and everyone behind me started to beat that guy..first situation ended there..he then called me to talk about all the stuff and to finish it i said fine okay lets meet up and talk..he then showed up with 15 gangsters with fuckin baseball bats and shit..that day my friends ran away from that place and I was left alone
2016-03-09 00:21
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No offence, but that's not worth a depression, it's ok, your best friend is a coward, and you got beaten by a gang, that does happen a lot now adays I would man up and move on dafuq, this thing happened to me before, but it was more of a WTF moments, not oh my life is over moment, man up my brother!
2016-03-09 00:59
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They made a video of me asking for apology.. and it's been leaked.. what do i do now?
2016-03-09 01:00
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Ask for a fight head to head if you're not afraid, neat him up, next thing to do is to confront him infront of everybody, if he brought a gang, maybe it's time for you to bring either your family to help you out. Idk how it goes for you, but if I were you, the guy would fear to look at me like tomorrow, cause I would fuck him up anyday
2016-03-09 01:09
its not a big deal , anyone above average IQ wouldnt care about that video .
2016-03-09 01:11
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people have started to talk about me. whenever i cross from my classroom to basement.. they watch me like i'm a fucking loser.
2016-03-09 01:12
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its easy to say but ... just dont give a fuck dude . any smart person knows there is nothing to shame about beeing beaten by 15 gangster. you are the last person to feel ashamed in your story . Try to ignore what other people thinks .
2016-03-09 01:23
yeh dude, the 15 chickens (and maybe your friends) are the onlyones who might be ashamed Even an MMA fighter dont have a chance against 5 guys with weapons
2016-03-10 23:11
now that sounds much more plausible. thanks for the explanation. why aren't you doing most obvious thing and contacting the police? since your friend witnessed him punching you in the nose and i assume that if they broke hokey bats on your back you had some kind of injuries. it's an assault or perhaps even an aggregated assault considering they had bats and a life threat. you have witnesses and i assume some kind of physical trauma that's evidence too. with all those factors in mind this fucker should get some prison time (even if you can't find the gangsters) and he can kiss his diploma goodbye as well as getting any decent job as an ex convict. wouldn't that be great to relieve some of that depression? as for your friend, what did you expect him to do?
2016-03-09 00:59
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One of that guy's friend is in police..i am not lying.. so..his friend would get that guy out at any cost.. i thought they would be by my side..they would help me in my difficult situations they were my pride you know.
2016-03-09 01:02
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so what if his friend is in the police? if you have an eye witnesses, injuries that you either got treated by a doctor and can use his testimony or at least provide some footage of and the other guy has a motive why would it even matter if he got some friend in the police? if it get's to a lawsuit what would his rookie friend be able to do? no offense mate but it sounds like you are a third worlder living in some village or something. if that's the case solve it a real third worlder would. get your friends together catch the guy and break him up a bit, in third world they don't give a damn about stuff like that. what does it mean to be by your side? to get their shit pushed into them together with you? i don't know how many people were with you but assuming you had no chance the only thing they should have done is called for help, police or whatever. in any case you should reevaluate whom you trust. what i also find so strange in your story is that your family doesn't give a fuck and instead suggests you to take some crap to feel better about yourself.
2016-03-09 01:18
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the family part..is true..they're angry but the anger is just in their mind. his friend isn't a rookie haha..
2016-03-09 01:26
Dude, just step into a bar with some known aggressive idiots and ask them to assist you when you retaliate. It's the best thing to do. Make sure those guys will back you up. I've done the same in a similar situation where being attacked by 10 guys. Only thing was I got back with 15 hooligans and beat the shit, literally, out of them. Funny story though, I went into the bar, punched the 'leader' right on the nose and ran out of the bar (i was scared shitless :):)). But there's were my group waiting outside, out of sight of the camera...
2016-03-10 13:52
buy my cheats then you'll be fine again!
2016-03-08 23:16
Did they care about you when they decided to run and later on?
2016-03-08 23:18
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no they didn't but like after two hours they showed up at my house and saying sorry and blah..fucking pussies
2016-03-08 23:21
2 replies
Well I guess they don't care at all. It wouldn't really hurt that much if you got beaten up together with your friends. I bet it would be more like a "fun" memory after some days/weeks. But running away without looking back? That's unacceptable.
2016-03-08 23:48
1 reply
Yeah sums up the situation.
2016-03-09 00:39
Just end it
2016-03-08 23:19
7 replies
What do you mean just end it? That guy is in my college..
2016-03-08 23:22
6 replies
If it's me, he would be fucked, if you were my friend, I would've blasted his face :>
2016-03-09 01:00
2 replies
..
2016-03-09 01:04
1 reply
You need to man up and go head to head with him, or maybe let him bully you more
2016-03-09 01:10
#130
Xeno | 
Netherlands Xenoo
He meant your life you fucking retard.
2016-03-10 01:41
2 replies
You need to back the fuck up you piece of shit.
2016-03-10 10:27
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#138
Xeno | 
Netherlands Xenoo
EleGiggle
2016-03-10 13:35
Why would u be in depression just because some guys beat you up for no reason. It seems like they are a bunch of losers which are going to fail in life. Change ur mentality about it and move on.. for sure u must be a better guy than them and that's the only thing that should matter atm. "He who laughs last, laughs best". ps: keep those friends just as normal friends and get some REAL best friends.
2016-03-08 23:26
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Thanks for your advice, sir.. :) It feels good to share.
2016-03-09 00:41
imo fuck friends like this. u should also try to forget about this whole situation. i know it will be hard, but u should set ur mindset from beginning now. life is brutal indeed, but only these guys who are tough enough will win it.
2016-03-08 23:23
srly shoot them all in the head ...ez :D HS
2016-03-08 23:24
I don't know what to say since my little fears are about to beat me... I understand that you would say it's not that easy, but try to get some fun. You're younger than me, so you have plenty of time to exploit yourself somewhere. How many people knows about it?
2016-03-08 23:30
#34
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Other ZmajOli
Real friend would stand by your side in that situation even if he couldn't do anything to stop them and get his ass kicked. But what do i know i have no real friends. Just a tip, when you are in that situation at least beat the shit out of one guy so you can have some company in hospital. Sorry for bad london hope you understand me xD
2016-03-08 23:34
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True bro..true.. i often think what if my friend was in my place.. i would've helped him would've stayed by his side..
2016-03-09 00:31
I dropped my friends and now have none, I'd say keep them it's better than having nobody Maybe they realized they shouldn't have run away, or they will realize
2016-03-08 23:39
2016-03-08 23:40
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don't click screamer
2016-03-08 23:41
is this another copy-pasta? I can't take anything serious on this site that isn't cs related.
2016-03-08 23:40
1 reply
you don't have to reply if you are not sure about trolls or truth
2016-03-09 00:23
it could be worse. i gave a guy a black, cut up eye on his birthday like a few weeks ago. his gf dumped him a few days later on valentines day. he avoided work and stayed indoors because he was too embarrassed to be seen. then he tries to go to a club to celebrate his friends bday a week later and he gets his head stomped & danced on after his friend says the wrong thing to about 10 dudes when drunk. this happened in front of a glass window of a bar. he and his friend had picked up two girls who ended up leaving with the guys who battered them. now his friend has a broken jaw, and he has another two black eyes. so he's had 3 black eyes in the space of two weeks and everyone knows about it.
2016-03-08 23:49
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gg russia
2016-03-09 00:09
Lets just pray for that guy.. He would be on his legs soon.
2016-03-09 00:27
You did the right thing, they asked for dishonesty and they got dishonesty. Apologize for what? There are retarded people whose just want to get a response from someone to make themselves to feel better, no matter how superficial and fake that response is. It's obvious that you had to do it because you had no other choice in the situation, but you doing it isn't the same as you actually meaning it. All that force just to get a single blatant lie from someone.
2016-03-08 23:58
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the problem is they made a video of me asking for apology.. and now they're leaking it.. i can't feel anything nothing.. even though from outside im fine but from inside it's all dead.
2016-03-09 00:26
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#57
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Brazil SuperAfim
Wheres the video? Proof or i aint help u. Thx.
2016-03-09 00:37
2 replies
You can fuck off.
2016-03-09 00:40
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#63
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Brazil SuperAfim
Fake, this thread is fckg bait, 0/8.
2016-03-09 00:40
I have to ask you... How old are you and your "friends"?
2016-03-09 00:16
3 replies
im 19.. my friends are over 18-21.
2016-03-09 00:25
2 replies
Listen to me my friend, those guys are totally cowards beating you 15 v 1 and your fuckin friends are a fuckin cowards but dont be depressed, you dont deserve that. If you give me your steam profile ill add you and we talk whenever you want. I can be your spanish friend.
2016-03-09 00:29
1 reply
I know i don't deserve it..it's all fucked up..I can't do shit. Check your personal messages.
2016-03-09 00:34
#54
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Brazil SuperAfim
15x1, sounds legit. And you count them xD
2016-03-09 00:32
1 reply
They were on 4 bikes.. 2-3 of them on one.. trust me or get the fuck out of here..
2016-03-09 00:35
Only one thing left to do... kill yourself Jk man, you'll be fine. He obv wants your girl and is jealous. Just go fuck your gf knowing that piece of shit wishes he was you.
2016-03-09 00:39
1 reply
hahaa ;)
2016-03-09 00:46
#65
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Brazil SuperAfim
0/8 bad bait, nt btw.
2016-03-09 00:41
1 reply
I hope you never get into the situation in which I am.
2016-03-09 00:43
you are the strong here bro. you have a friend here
2016-03-09 00:42
2 replies
*hugs*
2016-03-09 00:47
alien people are not friends
2016-03-09 01:01
solution is you stab this dude and say it's self defence. when you do it threaten his family too. make him so scared at what you do that he never even dreams of being near you ever again. when the police come, say it was his knife and that you turned it on him. by the end of it you will be free of all this nonsense and everyone will know not to fuck with you.
2016-03-09 00:52
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ez there kauboi
2016-03-09 01:00
From what i have read here, hes jealous of you for having a hot GF Just ignore that,i mean, go to the police tell them what happened You will see that those 15 were the cool kids at school and the future beggers in the streets soon You will get your regenve eventually, and you wont need to act alot He who laughs last, laughs best 15x1 How can 1 guy be só afraid on the point To bring 14 with him
2016-03-09 01:08
3 replies
I had my friends with me but they ran. #47.
2016-03-09 01:09
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Like the other guy said, keep those as normal friends If u are 18 and they are about 18-21 (i think thats what you said) and just ran like pussies those aint ur real friends Good luck now on, focus on your girlfriend, if you really love her this is the best time to prove it, and also if she starts to protector you your relationship will get even stronger! Srsly i might be 15 but i know what im telling you, im not dumb. Life goes on now man, GL once more
2016-03-09 01:15
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Thanks a bunch!
2016-03-09 01:16
Fake. theres no Hockey Sticks in South America. only Fotballs. but srsly: Take care dude,
2016-03-09 01:09
#104
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Sweden DanDolme
Well. Something like this happened to me a few years back, I understand how you feel. Don't let these pussies bring you down, you're alot better than them! I don't really know what to say, but I hope you'll recover from what happened. Have a good one.
2016-03-09 01:10
Your explination sounded good, till you said "that guy knows a guy at the police office and he would do everything to get him out" or some shit like that, sounds like some bullshit you find in a movie tbh
2016-03-09 01:11
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well..what can i do..i can't change the way you think..but it is the way it is..life is a bitch.
2016-03-09 01:14
typical hltv user
2016-03-09 01:12
Well you gotta admit, if a person assaults someone as badly as you claim. And apparently you have evidence too? They made a video where they wanted you to make an apology, right? You have bruises probably and friends who saw this. Do you really think that if this person just so happend to know a person at the police office that he'd be free'd of all charges?: ) I think that one guy at the police office becomes quite irrelevant in his case then.
2016-03-09 01:17
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Yes he still can be from all the charges. His friend would get him out at any cost. Corruption at its worst.
2016-03-09 01:21
Why didn't you run away too? You wanted to clutch 1v15? It's almost impossible.
2016-03-09 01:19
Well its s1mple... fuck your friend right in the pussy!
2016-03-09 01:33
:(
2016-03-09 07:12
#126
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Brazil NaScene
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't do it!
2016-03-09 07:29
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#131
Xeno | 
Netherlands Xenoo
NA scene should do it. A permanent solution for a permanent problem jklmao elegiggle.
2016-03-10 01:41
very wise words tbh
2016-03-10 01:47
Dude when I opened this thread I thought I made this post and forgot somehow.. I was also beaten with bats, stabbed, had guns to my head, was about to get my hand chopped off by a machete, kneed in the head repeatedly, beaten with metal pipes, and punched in the face. one of the attackers was my own brother. and i had kissed a girl for the first time the day before, and she fucked the guy that stabbed me. They made me get on my knees and say sorry too although I did nothing wrong. (I said it kinda disrespectfully and they all gave me a black eye haha) I know exactly the feeling man. I smoke pot but it's not a solution only temporary relief. I don't know what to say man. Shit sucks but we can't change the past only our future. Dont let them win.
2016-03-10 02:04
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and my friend was spending the night, he jumped out the third window after they said they were going to carve our eyes out while weilding a machete. So my friends ran too.
2016-03-10 02:06
my God that bitch. I am so sorry to hear that bro. Stay strong..that's what I tell myself everyday
2016-03-10 10:28
this has nothing to do with a depression
2016-03-10 13:42
Life is brutal, the only thing you can do about it is deal with it, dont be depressed about this, when i was a bit younger i got jumped by 5 people with hockey sticks, what i did was fight back, but then ofcourse i had a friend that saw the situation and came for help, we ended up fucking them up. also i think you should find new people to hang out with.. also there is 1 more thing you could do, this is not a joke/scam. you should go get some Super grapes! at www.noscamgrapes.com or mail me at 420sniperfragfag@hotmail.com
2016-03-10 13:54
"they broke those bats on my back..." like literally broke them. sad story but yo're a fuckin' lier. You woulda' died. Even if they beat you with brommsticks you woulda' ended up in hospital,police, ect. Don't believe your shit story. been in too many fights to *sallow this bs. edit *swallow
2016-03-10 22:11
4 replies
I did end up in a hospital you fucking idiot. If you don't know the story atleast calm your fucking tits and fucking ask before you fucking start to type you fucking burger
2016-03-10 22:34
3 replies
LOL! I read the OP where it says "later I told my family", which doesn't make it sound as if you told them from your hospital bed. And I know if you were hospitalized that you were required to make a police report. and I know that "took me to an unknown place" sounds shady as fuck. You think you're depressed...think about the 15 armed dudes who beat you senseless 2 weeks ago. I know if I beat someone with a baseball bat, and they were able to make HLTV posts about it two weeks later, I'd be depressed. Hopefully you wouldn't even be able to sit up or use your hands...thugs these days *sigh*
2016-03-10 22:43
2 replies
You can fuck off now, thankyou for your kind words.
2016-03-10 22:44
1 reply
well..."lifeisbrutal", man. I feel bad for people...but I fuckin' hate liars.
2016-03-10 22:45
if you have no broken bones or brain damage. YOU.ARE.FINE. DEPRESSION IS IN YOUR HEAD,YOU CAN GET OUT OF IT IN A DAY. DO IT
2016-03-10 22:34
1 reply
It's easy to say but hard to implement.
2016-03-10 22:35
it's not depression if you say you are depressed, just fyi
2016-03-10 22:36
6 replies
You're not in my situation so you don't know about it either.
2016-03-10 22:37
4 replies
trust me i know about depression as my mom has it, she keeps saying she's fine and gets angry when we talk about it.. you are just scared about the event
2016-03-10 22:43
3 replies
This is what happens to me..
2016-03-10 22:45
2 replies
get some professional help then dude
2016-03-10 22:45
1 reply
I just can't tell you how it feels..I've got my Cambridge exams after like 2 months..what am I supposed to do..my family isn't understanding me either
2016-03-10 22:47
You want to do something but something is holding you back, whenever you try to do something for your own good you can't do it you want to but you and your thoughts won't let you..they would hold you back. I just can't use words to tell you how it really feels.
2016-03-10 22:43
He who laughs last, laughs best fuck them, don't let this incident ruin your life.
2016-03-10 23:20
Friends that don't have your back aren't real friends
2016-03-11 00:23
Hire freakzoids ass and counter bully them.
2016-03-11 00:27
#172
tezay | 
Brazil tzy
Where you from buddy? And, in my opnion you should stop to talk with those "friends", they are not real friends, you know it right ? Hope you will be fine, it's not depression buddy, you are just mad about what happend, in one week it's gone and you will be fine, stop thinking about it, okay ? cya!
2016-03-11 07:55
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