3 Years! I used to be confident as fuck but a while back my headphones started to stop working and my sound in game got fucked for some reason, at that point I lost confidence in my game for some reason as I kept hearing footsteps from the wrong directions. I no longer could play as I used to and even after I fixed my sound issue, I never got my confidence back. I used to be very confident of pushes as I was sure I'd hear steps and react but now Im always afraid, checking everything, lookig at the radar all the time. I'm afraid. When they push, I feel afraid, I'm scared to shoot, I always feel like I'll miss my spray and I'll just die. It's been getting better though. I've been spending 2-3 hours on deathmatch and now I can spray people pretty well when I'm on a team with good players. When others are communicating I can trust myself and concentrate on playing well but when we start losing and teammates stop calling, I doubt myself once again and start missing shots. I need to fix it.