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My grandma :(
United States J R 
She's in coma now. My mom has been crying since the last hours. She can't go to grandma's hospital because she can't afford the flight. She's crying and she says she wants my grandma's grandchildren, me and my brothers, to see her before she passes. I can't stand it. It's really painful to hear her cry. Me and my brothers have never seen my grandma since we were very little. My mom wants her to see us. I mean, she will regret for the rest of her life if my grandma hasn't met us before she dies. To not let my grandma meets her grandchildren who have grown up, I can't even imagine. It's killing me.. Please, pray for my mom and grandma. I hope everything will be okay :(
2012-05-30 19:08
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Everything will be alright buddy.
2012-05-30 19:12
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United States J R 
When I heard my mom crying and telling how the bond between her and grandma was, how she always did what my grandma was saying, I realized that my goal of life should've been dedicated for my parents. These past 5 years, I've been blinded and very egoistic. I always think about myself, my goal, and everything up to my own benefits. I even reached a point where I swore to myself everyday that after I finished college and had my own job, I won't be meeting with my parents and family anymore and lived my own life. But, after I noticed how pure the love between my mom and grandma was, everything I've been through these years was just felt wrong. I feel very bad that my grandma had to die for me to realize this right way.
2012-05-30 22:37
You just had realization of your life. Fulfill it my friend.
2012-05-30 22:39
looks like your mum was thinking only about herself for all live because she was remember hers mother only when she is 1 step to death.. otherways you would see your grandma way before and more often... sorry for sad true All the best to your grandma
2012-05-30 23:51
United States J R 
You judge too early dude..
2012-05-31 00:13
it´s never early to judge he is right i have one grandma that live 2000km away and i see her once a year and the ohter lives 600km and i see her 5 time in a year at least. if i have kid one day i would leave them with my parents(my child grandparents) the max i can
2012-05-31 03:05
That was kind of judgemental. Life doesn't always make it easy to see your loved ones. The only family (at least biological) I have in Norway is my mum, my dad and my sister (and her kids, I guess.) The rest is in a different country. Both of my grandmothers, one of them not my biological grandmother, have passed away the last couple of years, and I didn't get to see them as much as I wanted to. Unlike J R's situation however, my mum had the opportunity to rush to Iceland to see her unbiological mother while she was on her death bed, and the sweet old woman didn't let go until she was by her side. I hope something positive comes out of his situation, too.
2012-05-31 13:21
its hard,but accept that,everyone is gonna die ..
2012-05-30 19:17
United States J R 
You'll know that I'm not worrying about my grandma's death itself actually if you read the original post carefully..
2012-05-31 12:24
yeah,i saw it now.
2012-05-31 13:08
Norway kakkopp 
sad story i hope everythings works out <3
2012-05-30 19:17
United States J R 
2012-05-31 12:25
everything will be fine Don't worry. And ur grandmom will definitely see u :)
2012-05-30 19:18
United States J R 
I hope :)
2012-05-31 12:29
Everything gonna be okay bro! Be strong.
2012-05-30 19:19
United States J R 
2012-05-31 12:29 really? try to listen this and relax :)
2012-05-30 19:26
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Denmark Enk3lt 
oh yeah, listening to: "Rack city bitch, rack, rack city bitch Ten ten ten twenties on ya titties bitch" will defenately calm him down
2012-05-31 23:09
that was irony
2012-06-01 13:20
Close please. If I call him/her attenwhore I'll get banned but it's nothing that should be on tyy edit: Dying is natural anyways.
2012-05-30 19:31
what he said
2012-05-30 19:34
+1 haha
2012-05-30 22:26
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Brazil th3W 
2012-05-30 19:39
2012-05-30 20:29
This guy
2012-05-30 20:42
He killed yo' ass man.
2012-05-31 15:11
I know
2012-05-31 15:51
He really killed yo' ass man.
2012-05-31 17:56
Did he?
2012-05-31 17:57
Do you love me?
2012-05-31 17:58
Do you love yourself?
2012-05-31 18:19
Of course. Do you love me?
2012-05-31 18:29
Then we have one more thing that isn't similar because I don't.
2012-05-31 18:46
Are you trying to tell me that you love me so much that you got to the point of being delusional about it or just plain not loving me?
2012-05-31 18:47
If you had a brain then you would be able to read what I wrote above :-)
2012-05-31 18:52
Would you like to sniff my asshole?
2012-05-31 18:58
Sniff it yourself. That's what you do. You might find a bomb up there somewhere.
2012-05-31 20:55
You hurt my feelings man.
2012-05-31 22:42
You have no feelings :-)
2012-05-31 22:43
I love you though! That's a feeling, isn't it?
2012-05-31 22:50
How would you know, you're retarded?
2012-05-31 22:57
I wouldn't, that's why am asking hahaha. Feel retarded now?! Anyhow, back to the subject.. Would you like to sniff my asshole? Last time I'll offer this.
2012-05-31 23:00
Nah, sorry, I don't know how it feels being on your level. :-) Like I said, don't want to get bombed. :-)
2012-06-01 14:10
2012-05-30 21:47
Gotta agree on this one
2012-05-30 21:51
Oh come on..
2012-05-30 23:19
United States J R 
Yes, death is natural, I don't disagree.
2012-05-31 01:15
Hope she gets well bro.
2012-05-31 15:12
While people can surprisingly tolerate topics on religion (utter nonsense), girls, penis size, it suddenly becomes a big deal if someone wants to share his/her grief. It's clear from the title of the topic he's going to talk about an old person, you may rather not click instead of saying how inappropriate it is for a gaming website. Calm down. If you don't want to read it, simply ignore it.
2012-05-31 08:56
2012-05-31 21:02
ur a real fagget
2012-05-31 18:47
If dying is naturally then die asshole.
2012-05-31 23:56
Kazakhstan Trapptrapp 
ah! best wishes for HER!
2012-05-30 19:34
Brazil th3W 
Dont worry bro, she'll be fine
2012-05-30 19:38
Ukraine velm 
Such a great community, only one hater detected so far.
2012-05-30 19:43
Yeah, but he is from Germany so we can forgive him.
2012-05-30 19:45
But can we?!?
2012-05-30 20:17
but he got also a point. do you always post your drama here? now i am sad as well :-(
2012-05-30 20:21
the 2nd hater, the hater of germany :)
2012-05-30 21:56
haters comments have been deleted, check it we have no #1 and #2 (#1 was a hater comment, #2 was an answer)
2012-05-30 20:40
What's your problem? I've got my own opinion about it. My grandma is about to die too, and? She doesn't even know my name anymore. If I see her staring into the air without reacting to anything I feel bad for her because it seems better if she leaves. Probably there should be a funeral day for every person who dies. Oh wait..there's not enough time. Do you care about persons who die by drugs, accidents, killed by soldiers and others? I don't get your point about calling me a hater anyways. peace
2012-05-30 20:45
Ukraine velm 
My comment was all about how great this community was, not of how you couldn't keep your opinion to yourself.
2012-05-30 20:58
You don't, some do. Get over it.
2012-05-31 08:58
waiting for ur grandma to be in coma so that u visit her?? Bunch of hypocrites. Seriously why not do it when she was fine. i hope she gets better so that u ppl dont make the same mistakes!!
2012-05-30 19:45
United States J R 
Regret always comes latter..
2012-05-30 22:41
i hope she gets better and beat the crap ou of them if it was my mimo she woould yell to everyone: "you bastards only come to see me die han, biches!!!"
2012-05-31 03:09
Cheer up bro. Its ok its ok..... its ok.....
2012-05-30 20:08
well if none of you got in touch before that bad moment happend it doesnt sound like you had the best relation anyways :-( sorry if i insulted you with that. really sorry. lets hope for a wonder.
2012-05-30 20:15
United States J R 
Don't worry, you didn't insult me :) I just feel bad for my mom.. Imagine if you have a parent/parents that have always been living in a small town/village.. They aren't capable of moving into a big city or having a better job/quality of life, because they've never had the chance to do so.. Then, now that you are luckier and have better chances, you are having an aspire, a dream, to carry them to travel the world, to show them the world/countries that they've never seen or experienced in their very long 50 years of life.. But then, before you have ever accomplished your mission, they die.. I can't even imagine.. Imagine my mom's pain is something similar to that.. It's making me crazy..
2012-05-30 22:54
it is maybe a lesson that you might (if you ever going to have kids) do it better. and there are always other ways to achive your goal even if this not the same. as someone earlier said webcams would be also a way in our modern community pretty sure the hospital could arrange something from their side. for sure its not exactly the same. but at least you could make your mother happily when the time comes. good luck mate. you really made me cry and it was also a lesson for us the others here at hltv.
2012-05-30 23:37
Dude, I think your grandma had a good and long life before the comma, so now it's time to die :( I was in pretty the same situation a year ago, so when my grandma passed away my mum had fallen in the depress, mine feelings weren't ok also, but then I understood the thing that I have known all my life, but didn't care for it, so the thing is in my grandpa's fraze "All have to live, then they have to die", so after I heard this I felt a bit happier, then I talked to my mum, that the depress is not the way out of all problems, and said that my grandma was really kind and great. I suppose your grandma had a big, nice life too, and also she has nice grandson.
2012-05-30 23:54
is okey buddy , i hope everthing will be fine
2012-05-30 20:16
Costa Rica Hosh 
good luck dude
2012-05-30 20:17
Best of wishes to you. My prediction is she will be be fine in 4 days as of this post.
2012-05-30 20:26
2012-05-31 00:16
Your predictions are full of shit. What do you know about his grandma's health? Nothing.
2012-05-31 03:59
You only can see throught the walls ingame mighty FODDER.
2012-06-01 12:47
take it easy bro, and god help :(
2012-05-30 20:27
you just need to have hope and will be fine
2012-05-30 20:30
Sad, praying won´t help you though. Best of luck to her.
2012-05-30 20:47
it will mentally .. if u are nonbeliever than ofcourse it won't.
2012-05-30 21:04
its obvious he's a nonbeliever
2012-05-31 08:08
and it´s obvious that you are a believer
2012-05-31 09:01
same goes for #139?
2012-05-31 10:29
Sweden ejjz 
Damn that sux... Just stay positive and try to help your mom in some way.
2012-05-30 20:51
man you must be strong to support your mother, bothers and family and trust in God cuz only he will attend your pray and will do the better for your grandma... take it my prayers and positive energy. I'm cheering for the best bro <3
2012-05-30 20:54
my grandmother had a brain stroke. when i visited her, she was moving her head automatically, it was hard to watch her. the next day when i visited her, she was like she never had a stroke and i was really happy :) hope everything will be ok with your grandmother and i hope you will be able to go and visit her
2012-05-30 20:59
United States J R 
I'm also happy for you. I hope the situation will be the same with for my grandma :)
2012-05-31 12:15
i wish her a speedy recovery....everything will be okay
2012-05-30 21:10
God help you and she. Come with some news soon..Hope it will be all right.
2012-05-30 21:11
will be ok ;)
2012-05-30 21:19
be strong dude
2012-05-30 21:49
I cant belive you didnt see your grandma whole life :S, everything will be alright bro, my brother been in coma, so i have exp...
2012-05-30 21:53
United States J R 
Yes.. My mom always believes that God won't take my grandma until my mom has accomplished her mission. Sad :(
2012-05-31 12:17
hope everything will be okay.,,i was in the same situation when i was 16 be strong gl :-)
2012-05-30 21:55
don't worry, her soul will stay at Earth with her body for a long time, just pray
2012-05-30 22:04
best wishes ..
2012-05-30 22:26
Thanks all that you could enjoy, I know it's sad, but in other cases (like mine), I never met any of my grandparents. Things in life are to be addressed. Be strong : )
2012-05-30 22:29
United States J R 
I've never really known my grandma my whole life, so I have no bond with her to be cried for in the first place.. I'm just feel bad about my mom's feeling and goal..
2012-05-31 12:20
i've just meet my grandma and she died when i was 9years old .. i don't have any grandparents right now too :/ .
2012-05-31 22:41 is hard...but be STRONG...dont give up this lyrics should make u stronger.... Pray to God...and he will listen ur prays! I think everything will be more than OK.... Dont forget, be strong and pray
2012-05-30 22:45
LOL @ the song
2012-05-31 01:19
lol @ pray to god
2012-05-31 10:25
psychological forum o0
2012-05-30 22:55
It may seem harsh, but that's not the right place for seeking help for such problems bro. Everyone on this site got his own problems ,where would we be if everyone shares them ? Talk with your family about that, they'll find the right words. and for the end...I hope you grandma will get better. :)
2012-05-30 23:00
United States J R 
Well, actually it's more complicated than it appears to be.. My grandma is not my mom's biological mother.. Her parents died in a car crash when she was still a baby, a few days old to be exact.. And fortunately, there was my grandma in the hospital who had also just given birth to her baby.. So, the doctor asked if my grandma would share the breastfeed and my grandma accepted.. Then, my grandma took care of my mom ever since.. I don't know the exact story though.. However, things have never been good between my mom and her 10 siblings.. She said the siblings had never liked her and were jealous of her all the time.. So, it's kinda complicated..
2012-05-30 23:31
if u can afford to go u go, but if u cant, well theres nothing u can do, mate. hope she gets better
2012-05-30 23:02
United States J R 
I haven't mentioned it earlier, but, actually my mom's 'siblings' (see #95: they aren't biological siblings of my mom) prevent my mom to see grandma.. They threaten to not pay the hospital administration fee if she comes..
2012-05-31 12:22
well, i think theres not much u can do. they r idiots.
2012-06-01 02:15
Stay strong and carry on. God bless you, your family and especially your Grandma.
2012-05-30 23:08
is she coma Aladeen ? God bless her
2012-05-30 23:18
i bet when she was young she was every man's dream. take that as a compliment
2012-05-30 23:31
well i feel sorry for you mate but too much drama...way too much drama and cmon ? what do you want us to do for you ? watch your meeting with your grandma trough livestream or hltv ?
2012-05-30 23:42
Im not pry because im not a religious guy. but i send my good vibrates man. im srry for you, i lost my grandpa and its hurts so much. i hope you don't live the same...
2012-05-31 00:31
have faith, u and you brothers gonna see her soon!
2012-05-31 00:40
Not the right forum bro, you should talk to your family instead of hltv. Don't know your situation over there but I would try to get a job and for my brothers to do the same and just save every single money you earn and make an effort instead of praying. just my opinion.
2012-05-31 01:06
United States J R 
Thanks for all the support guys btw.
2012-05-31 01:24
go see her. Here we say that if the last wish of a moribund is accomplished,his soul becomes lighter. If u dont go see her in these last moments you will never have the chance to do it if you change your mind.
2012-05-31 02:27
I will personally IP ban all you heartless idiots who think of replying with some wise-ass shit in this thread for an undecided period of time. Sad to hear about your gran, OP. How far away does your mum live from your grandma? Crossing fingers.
2012-05-31 01:28
nice to hear that there is a lets say serious border which you can not just pass and troll at serious topics.
2012-05-31 01:58
United States J R 
Thanks, Pus. We are parted for about 1000 miles away but we're at different islands.
2012-05-31 12:39
sad story :( Stay strong, everything will be fine
2012-05-31 01:44
Good waves for u, and you family
2012-05-31 02:35
Don't worry man, everything will turn out alright.
2012-05-31 02:52
Hope she will be ok soon. Hug your mother
2012-05-31 03:20
How's it going? I've read some of your posts and i'm afraid it's too late but... Just try your hardest to be there with her. Stay strong, try to keep focused in your life-goals and don't lose your mood.
2012-05-31 04:03
United States J R 
Yesterday my grandma was in coma and she couldn't be waken up. She didn't respond. Her blood pressure was very low at about 60/40 if I'm not mistaken, maybe lower. Everything had been done, but the condition kept worsen. She had been diagnosed to have fungi (?) in her blood and the doctor said that he had given up. However, my grandma had not and the doctor noticed this. So, he asked the family, "she's waiting for someone. Who's not here?". The family knew it that it was my mom that's missing, so out of necessity, they let my mom to have a speech with my grandma by phone. My mom talked and cried. She also said to me that she heard everybody crying through the phone. Well, I don't know how it could possibly happen, but the doctor told that after my mom's call, my grandma's blood pressure rose.
2012-05-31 12:58
pray to God
2012-05-31 05:04
that's the way it is... we humans get accustomed to things you can't imagine. stay strong!
2012-05-31 05:08
sad to read :( hope she will get well so she can see her grandchildren before she pass away :/
2012-05-31 05:09
You were going great until you asked us to pray. Just embrace it and carry on, there's nothing you can do. The only reason I cried at my grandparents funeral was because I saw my mom sad and crying.
2012-05-31 05:43
United States J R 
Yes, I also feel sad about my mom's feeling bro.
2012-05-31 13:01
You don't have a friends ?
2012-05-31 07:41
Don't be so rude.
2012-05-31 21:05
omg this is a site of cs no about "my grandma" my father dead and i dont write on my dead :( omg people ...
2012-06-01 14:09
I'm in the same EXACT situation as you right now. Except I'm here in the U.S. and shes in Korea.
2012-05-31 08:13
United States J R 
Let's hope for the best, then!
2012-05-31 13:03
Everything will be fine my good friend :)
2012-05-31 08:50
you need to have hope and you shouldn't be thinking about this all the time, it hurts you and it make it worst
2012-05-31 12:15
United States J R 
It's about my mom..
2012-05-31 13:03
but if you think about that, about your mom being sad, you will be sad aswell and you can't
2012-05-31 13:17
United States J R 
If you put it that way, then you ask me to stop worrying about my mom being sad, while also letting her to feel all the grieve by herself? It's being egoistic bro..
2012-05-31 13:25
not like that.. i know it's normal to be thinking all the time when our mom is sad, but it won't help, it will only make you sad and unable to help ur mom
2012-05-31 14:23
I'm with you man. I know it's hard and painful.
2012-05-31 12:17
2012-05-31 12:22
Hi xen! +1
2012-05-31 20:59
No matter how sad this is... There is nothing can help you with... Stupid thread for attention imo, even if your grandmother is dying.
2012-05-31 13:00
i'm sure he was looking for nice words, some kind of comfort
2012-05-31 13:18
How would you feel if everyone posted threads about their dying grandma's?
2012-05-31 14:42
so what? each one of us has their own problems and their own ways to deal with it, if he feels fine talking to the community let him talk, if you dont like you aren't forced to view the topic and to answer lolol
2012-05-31 15:54
What I'm trying to say is that there are loads of people in the world that are experiencing much more serious problems. His grandma was old I'm assuming. It's how life works, everyone dies when you're old. I just don't see the reason why you should cry about something like this in public? Sure, it's tragic that she's crying, but still, there are far more serious problems going on. And yes, I know I sound like I'm on my period. All I'm doing is trying to sound realistic. I know his feeling though, I lost my dad quite recently. It's tough, but you just have to get on with your life. Be strong!
2012-06-01 00:43
yes and posts it on, wake up people ... -_-
2012-05-31 14:59
Be strong dude...And take care of your mother... And pray for the best...
2012-05-31 13:52
Wish you all the best man and your grandma, best of luck and my condolences.
2012-05-31 15:22
All good wishes from here :)
2012-05-31 18:02
Hungary sprayK1NG 
Best wishes bro! :(
2012-05-31 18:48
dont worry bro, everything gonna be okay :)
2012-05-31 18:55
Sad =/ I hope she get well.
2012-05-31 18:57
Be strong, she'll survive :)
2012-05-31 18:58
I don't understand you post this on ? you have friends to talk with ?
2012-05-31 19:00
I really hope that this isnt a joke... But yeah if this is a truestory, I really hope the best for her and that everything ends well. :)
2012-05-31 21:01
Macedonia pzycloN3 
Everything its going to be okay. BE STRONG :)
2012-05-31 21:06
i really hope everything works out for you it's really a sad story and moments like this bound a familly and i wish it happens to your family because family is everything never forget that!!
2012-05-31 21:14
i wish the best for you .. be strong man like pac said : "so no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out keep your head up, and handle it"
2012-05-31 22:45
be strong... !!!!
2012-06-01 00:04
I know how it is to lose all my grandparents.. When my Grandma did die my mother didn't show a feeling just to keep me and my brothers strong wich i think is bullshit because she is the best parent that i ever could have! I wish you the best m8 i really hope that she will be great..
2012-06-01 08:43
Family is everything.
2012-06-01 10:53
god bless u
2012-06-01 10:57
stay stronk
2012-06-01 13:21
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