I say good luck to you if that is your dream... You do realise your thread WILL be removed, right? You have no right to post screamers to other users, it can be very dangerous to those with heart conditions and can cause psychological mishaps to those who have a low mental capacity.
You're a terrible person for posting this on HLTV... I only hope your sake it's only a thread removal and not a ban.
I'll reply no further. Once again as digressed above without knowing what the link was, shame on you for posting this.