No, you got me wrong. I knew I would be viewed like that. The thing I wanted to say is, I don't expect a gift like that, I never got it, perhaps never will. I always pick guys somehow, that never have any money, but I still love them. However, I really don't understand girls who have GUYS who LOVE them, PLUS they are willing to buy them something so expensive, and they think of it like it is "standard for every girl" to receive something like that, and don't appreciate it at all :) My birthday present for my birthday 2 years ago was wallpaper for my phone, because he was not able to buy anything. He simply took pictures of different flowers and arranged them together in collage, and believe me, that was one of nicest presents I ever got. This year we probably won't even buy presents for eachother, because we don't have means to. But more than anything, I am just happy that I will be able to spend christmas and new year with him. I don't even know how I would accept a gift like that, usually whenever/if ever i got anything nice for gift, I felt TERRIBLY bad, like I don't deserve it, did nothing special to deserve that. I never was used on receiving gifts, when I was little we never had any money, me, my brother and sister never really got much. I am bad at accepting presents and always feel like I owe person something for that/have to return/pay back with something equal as soon as possible, because I was never really given much for free in my life.