+my parents is stubborn they don't want to change their mindset
Continue grinding. That's all you can do.
You got ranking system in class ? lol
until you realize that some things are more important than other. in your situation studys and cs nothing will really happen. once you understand that it will be easy i ain't played since the beginning of this month because of the finals. i really want to play but i understand school is more important. gl dude