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Life is weird
Europe I_lost__ 
So yeah, this might be not the best place to write down or ask for such things but I'll atleast share it with ya.Like 3 years ago (when I was 18) I wasn't happy with my looks at all but I'd get many good looking chicks.But in early 20's I got gifts from genetics. My face got cleaner,face features got a lot prettier and I can say I'm a good 9/10. As I turned 21 life hit me harder than I'd ever think it can do. I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder and it was a tough one. I gave up on life in the beginning. It was a period of 3 months laying down on the bed and literally crying cuz I wasn't even able to get out of bed I'd get extreme anxious so I'd stayed laid down 24/7. I got a lil bit strenght during the time and I visited Psychiatrist for 5 times and I decided not going there anymore cuz I didn't get much better. I decided to fight my all fears which were in tons and the first step was I went to gym. As I was getting more muscle on It was like a shield to most all my fears. I gained like 10kgs of muscle mass in 4months. They said it was impossible to fight it fully but I succeed it after 8months of fighting. Maybe it was enough to share this with you but I'll ask you a question. Why I can't get attention of even average girls now when I look so much better in every possible aspect? I can't find a way to their hearts even now when I'm so much inspired and confident and got that real model look.
2018-06-03 19:10
#1
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Latvia s1^ 
Cuz u play cs /closed
2018-06-03 19:13
I do only on weekends
2018-06-04 17:01
its not about how you look, for a man if women liked good looking things, they would all be gay and date other women think about it
2018-06-04 21:02
Really nice story , tbh. Try to be nicer , girls likes compliments for example , good talks. Stop trying to hook up girls with painted of makeup faces and big bras (if thats your imagination of 10/10 girl , i really feels bad for you).
2018-06-04 21:17
The right girl for me is the one makes me smile and feel good in her company.Looks are not that big of a deal
2018-06-04 21:20
Well guess you're doing something wrong. Acting like " badass " , being rude or smth , personally im getting distanced or smth like thi, something like " fear of realationship "
2018-06-04 21:54
if it isn't mimi,then why should you care?
2018-06-03 19:16
cuz im wondering what im doing wrong
2018-06-04 17:08
#5
freddieb | 
Sweden carvin 
tl;dr
2018-06-04 17:09
how tf did you manage to gain 10 kg of muscle in 4 months??? were you on roids or some shit??
2018-06-04 17:11
#7
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Germany Chivezz 
he gained 10kg probably with fat and water without that maybe 5kg muscle i bet
2018-06-04 17:13
ok that makes more sense then.
2018-06-04 17:21
It is not a really big problem at the start. But I think he meant not 10 kg of muscle but 10 kilo + overall
2018-06-04 17:18
makes more sense.
2018-06-04 17:20
10kgs overall but its pretty much muscle
2018-06-04 17:19
ok i was gonna say you must have some really intense diet and workout or roids if that was completely muscle lol.
2018-06-04 17:20
Play fortnite with me /closed
2018-06-04 17:18
no sorry
2018-06-04 18:36
WHY :C
2018-06-04 18:37
Real life and csgo are the games I play
2018-06-04 18:39
oke
2018-06-04 18:43
You still don't feel confident and girls can sense this.
2018-06-04 17:22
This. Confidence. Is. Everything.
2018-06-04 17:36
I feel like I'm enough confident with them
2018-06-04 17:55
Life is strange.
2018-06-04 17:57
was looking for this :p Do you know if they'll make an expansion?
2018-06-04 20:21
"didn't get much better", you dumb, mate? Do you cure cancer overnight?
2018-06-04 18:00
I was visiting him once in a week or even once in 2 weeks so It took one month and a half
2018-06-04 18:02
Are you sure it was a psychiatrist? They don't do what you say.
2018-06-04 18:03
Yeah it was psychologist and psychiatrist
2018-06-04 18:05
what is panic disorder it cant be that bad
2018-06-04 18:08
Trust me it is something that none want experience 1% of it. There are different types of it . I was hit by tough one. I'd get scared and anxious for no reason, got so many fears in so many different ways. I couldn't even get up to eat cuz I'd get extra anxious so I was forced to lay down back. Even understanding that this won't make you go crazy wouldn't change 24/7 thinking you'll go crazy. Scared of thoughts and addicted to thinking too much was the part that took me longest recovery time. Gym+med terapy did the biggest part of recovery progress.
2018-06-04 18:15
med therapy? like what?
2018-06-04 20:35
Bromazepam, in the beginning used dose of 6mg a day and It took me about 7 months to get rid of addiction.
2018-06-04 20:38
#24
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United Kingdom cowbunga 
learn an instrument or something to make you stand out
2018-06-04 18:10
Been playing keyboard for 7 years when I was younger
2018-06-04 18:16
#27
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United Kingdom cowbunga 
then keep it up, get more female friends
2018-06-04 18:20
#28
ScreaM | 
Brazil HLTVolt 
That's really nice to hear dude, keep it up, you're not walking alone in this path, just remember that
2018-06-04 18:20
<3
2018-06-04 18:22
#29
NiKo | 
Bosnia and Herzegovina Nikolino 
yes life is weird _________________________________ twitter @fallenzeraSK mail: fallenzeraSK@outlook.com
2018-06-04 18:21
#31
REAL | 
Norway duffz00r 
Ur cute "lolz wanna get weird"?
2018-06-04 18:23
what?
2018-06-04 18:25
life is strange
2018-06-04 18:40
yas
2018-06-05 15:22
#37
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Korea XigNw0w 
Life is pretty weird overall.
2018-06-04 18:40
yep
2018-06-04 18:48
I have a thought: it says "gym and social networks saved several lifes out there" Well done dude Gift: youtube.com/watch?v=-IuSX8tP34s
2018-06-04 19:19
what is this song about?
2018-06-04 19:50
The strange world (title)
2018-06-04 20:04
i dont know how is going on this place everyone is more younger than me i pushed good memories thinking about nothing standing by door with you i know you mood is set to turn i see you from back seat your boyfriend is a kind guy but he never stop talking i want to be with you, and you want me like this im done, waiting till the end i know what is worst but this is the best version of me why? why you leave without notify? your neighbors always look at me as hell doesnt ignore the beauty of this strange world indeed you got it but act as if you dont i want to be with you, and you want me like this im done, waiting till the end i know what is worst but this is the best version of me My best
2018-06-04 20:41
thats one dope love song
2018-06-04 20:42
haha you sounds like a grandpa
2018-06-04 20:59
i'm so much experienced cuz of shit i went through thats maybe why
2018-06-04 21:02
Maybe dude, see you there
2018-06-04 21:06
get ur ass off social media and the internet in general for some weeks, it can really help u alot to calm ur mind
2018-06-04 20:05
thats what I did
2018-06-04 20:11
step 1.google: jokes that makes girls laugh :)
2018-06-04 20:15
ive got good sense of humor imo xd
2018-06-04 20:17
girls dont like buff people. 10kg in 4 months= watery, fat fucking roidhead go back to being leanand stop eating so much fAT FUCK
2018-06-04 20:18
I'm not even fat, 1.87m 83kgs.
2018-06-04 20:20
LOL im 188cm, 83kg for me personally its a good weight if you are lean. i look athletic, around 12 % bodyfat
2018-06-04 20:23
I look defined. Used suplements and followed Athlean-x tips, it gave me surprisingly good results.
2018-06-04 20:26
yeah, he helped me with that pelvic tilt.
2018-06-04 20:27
Same
2018-06-04 20:28
btw, i had the same experience as you. i had easy going with girls at age of 18-21. most girls in this age just look for some fun and experience. after that age they arent so much into ONs and look for men with goals and attitude towards life.
2018-06-04 21:24
It's after 26 imo , at this age its still about looks and having lots of fun
2018-06-04 21:26
well maybe thats true. but in my student life, i rarely meet those girls who have that loose attitude. (germany) only in freshman year its very likely to get laid. after that they get serious and look for healthy relationships. im 24
2018-06-04 21:28
skinny af and not even shredded@12bf:/ gl tho
2018-06-04 21:00
depends on your type of body, fucking endomorph kid. your bones alone probably weigh 50kg. fucking disgustin animal. for a lean, slim body type my body is perfect and i only get positive feedback. fucking fat fuck.
2018-06-04 21:22
Dude im pure ecto thats why i know how bad you gotta look 12% bf for ecto isnt even close to lean muscle you are probably skinny fat but still thinking that u aint piece of shit xD also 0 muscles, 83kg with 12bf just cant look good lets be real here lmao
2018-06-04 21:44
12% bodyfat, you know how much that is and how that looks ? i can see my abs and i have good lines. every muscle round and popping. you think just because u got abs and look somewhat lean that u got 8% ? i did fitness for years, you are deluded if u think 12% is high, or that you got 8%.
2018-06-04 21:47
Yeah i know a lot of guys that are braggin like i can easily see my abs and they think they shredded but still got 90cm waist and im pretty sure you got 80+ also
2018-06-04 21:48
nop i have great abs genetics. very slim and good structured. last time i measure it, it was 77, but i was heavier back then.
2018-06-04 21:50
8% is when u start to see striations 10% looks very lean 12% healthy lean
2018-06-04 21:51
You have to be like me.Which means that you need to have around 60kgs(since I have 56kgs with 1.80-81)
2018-06-04 20:25
Thats too skinny mate
2018-06-04 20:27
I know it xD,but I am just 16 years old,soo It is a little bit more normal.Just a little bit.
2018-06-04 20:27
Still too skinny, used to be one and I know what struggle it is to gain some mass
2018-06-04 20:31
ok nice
2018-06-04 20:29
tnx
2018-06-04 20:32
#61
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United Kingdom drackula 
looks aint everything, now its time to work on your personality, start with being more humble after rating yourself a 9/10
2018-06-04 20:37
thats well said. ty
2018-06-04 20:40
#71
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Indonesia AzZzzz 
+1
2018-06-04 20:44
+1
2018-06-04 20:51
#62
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Indonesia AzZzzz 
>humor >money You must have that one :D
2018-06-04 20:37
goth both, but obviously I don't know how to use it
2018-06-04 20:40
#70
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Indonesia AzZzzz 
It depens with the girl, maybe she likes romantic one, make her comfortable with you bro
2018-06-04 20:44
i tried it all, the only thing that makes sense is that i tried to make out with wrong type of girls.
2018-06-04 20:46
#75
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Indonesia AzZzzz 
+1
2018-06-04 20:47
idk if this story is real or not but if you are really that narcissistic and think you're a model, then that is the reason why you're not getting girls personality >> appearance
2018-06-04 20:39
im not saying that im a model but i got that looks, atleast been told many times.
2018-06-04 20:41
"even now when I'm so much inspired and confident and got that real model look." ye ofc
2018-06-04 20:51
had to get ppl in my story..
2018-06-04 20:52
ure that polish guy who posted here before right?
2018-06-04 20:46
I'm not polish and I dont think anyone posted about panic disorder here
2018-06-04 20:47
my bad then
2018-06-04 20:51
I make her laugh
2018-06-04 20:52
tell me a joke
2018-06-04 20:52
that's never a joke but I still make her laugh somehow
2018-06-04 20:53
im a girl and you're approaching me, what do u do? :D
2018-06-04 20:54
Depends on the situation but usually compliment her in a funny way
2018-06-04 20:55
i can see that being awkward, girl'd feel forced to answer you in a way that requires her laugh, idk
2018-06-04 20:57
The last girl I tried to get in realtionship with was a 6/10 girl with hottest blues eyes I've ever seen. She slept over in my bed with me twice and she invited me to go to club with her and her friends but when I asked to go for a walk or drink I got denined everytime. Not friendzone or something similiar but similiar what happens with everygirl.
2018-06-04 21:05
#74
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Estonia teremartin 
ok
2018-06-04 20:47
:D
2018-06-04 22:49
1. You are not confident. You are writing here asking for advise. You don't believe in yourself. 2. Girls choose guys not by their looks but by their behavior. 3. What attention go you need? Do you make steps or wait for girl's steps?
2018-06-04 20:55
I make the first step than waiting for hers that I almost never get.
2018-06-04 20:56
Keep working on your confidence. Go with another girls, don't focus on one.
2018-06-04 20:59
aight
2018-06-04 21:10
maybe start with being more humble?
2018-06-04 21:04
that could work
2018-06-04 21:05
#99
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Brazil xkzad4 
After almost 2 years I discovered that I was betrayed during the relationship, I was always a good face to her, she had nothing, I opened my house to her and did almost everything she liked except going to parties, nightclubs to be exact. I wanted to take care of someone, to have a company that truly loves. She wanted a new place to stay without her parents around and do what she wants. Two points that can connect my experience and yours. 1 - Every human being is moved by his wishes (cliche I know) but from the moment you do not pay attention to that person's wishes you will not be able to find the right match. I fell in love with an idea of ​​a person, not the person itself, you know? 2 - Love is like work. You strive to fulfill that feeling and be the best for someone. It always seems to me that people do not understand this way and that is why relationship in the majority does not go forward. I hope I have added, Peace
2018-06-04 21:13
That's some serious educational content you wrote down there.. Tnx a lot for sharing ur story and trying to explain how certain things work.
2018-06-04 21:23
#107
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Brazil xkzad4 
Sorry for the little drama. In fact, this whole story is in case you are looking for someone who truly loves and who is loyal. In this case know what you want and run after someone who needs it - The universe will do his job as long as you do not corrupt your feelings. In case you are chasing girls just for fun or sex, do the same, be real with your feelings, know what you want, and show that. The problem is that we are afraid to show our intentions or even accept them and maintain the convenient posture, what you will achieve with this is a girl with the same disorientation, feel me?
2018-06-04 21:26
I feel you fully. Thank you
2018-06-04 21:30
#104
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Sweden MuriN_ 
Just wait, man. The success will come 'cause you deserve goods things on your life :P
2018-06-04 21:25
I hope so <3
2018-06-04 21:27
Hello mate. I'll try to help you. First of all, love yourself more than anything. That means if anything goes wrong/bad (even if it is something that you really wanted) put yourself in first place with love and say to yourself that other good things will happen. Sometimes, bad things happen so a good thing can happen in a unexpected time/moment. Follow me: If something that you really wanted you finally get but you didn't know in that time that it was "bad", something that would be better wouldn't happen because you were into the "bad thing". That was just an introduction. After you start loving yourself, try to be 100% in everything you do. I'll try to explain: If you are in a park, doing absolutely nothing, be 100% there, there is never "nothing going on". It's always happening something. You are breathing, it's windy, you can see and you don't need anything that is in your brain (I call it "take out the trash"). Just feel everything like it's your last time. Be 100% present in everything. That said, start to laugh more. There is 3 things about life that never change. 1. Life is a Paradox. Don't try to understand it, it was not made to be understood. 2. Change. Everything changes, nothing stays the same. 3. Humor. Have a sense of humor, especially about yourself. It's what defines all of your actions. About girls, just start enjoying being around them. Don't worry if you are going to kiss or lay with them. Just have fun and, if possible, make them have fun. Enjoy the moment of fun, the humor. Be 100% every time. If someone is talking to you, forget about everything else and listen to it. Give everyone that comes to talk to you, you attention, 100% attention. If it's girls, just listen to them, they really have the need to talk. Just listen to her being yourself 100% present. Everything else will happen as consequence and if it didn't happened yet just give time to time so you can build/make something that will have valor in your life. Tell people (anyone close or not) if you like and if you don't like something that happened. Ex.: A girl laugh with you, tell her that you liked it. A girl just made fun of you, tell in a fun way that you disliked it (Oohhh you can't believe you said that, you are so evil hahaha or something like that... I speak portuguese and don't know with this phrase that I said do means what I wanted to you) I watched a movie that changed my mind about many things, especially the ones that I told here. It's name is: The Way of the Peaceful Warrior (same name as the book and, as usual, the book is better). Ps.: I really have to compliment you for having the courage to share what you are feeling and what's happening to you nowadays. Just stay confident in yourself, you are unique and noone can change that. Remember everyday that you can only be you, love yourself by it, act like it's you, advices are good but make YOUR understanding of it (if advice were good as they say, it would be charged not given) and be assured that only people that like you will be around. If you became or act as a character, people will like/love your character but not you... and you can't act as a character all the time but you can be you all the time.
2018-06-04 21:30
That effort and time you put into this made you already a good human being, don't need to mention all the useful stuff you said . This all makes sense especially putting 100% you into something especially cuz I suffered from depersonalization due to panic attacks and all that negative thoguhts I had in my head. Big thank you my man <3
2018-06-04 21:38
I'm very happy and pleased that I was of help to you. Making it short, just try everyday to be 100% into life, into being awake, into seeing the sun, the moon, having family/friends/coleagues/known persons even the ones that you don't like, at least they exist and knows you too. Remeber to tell the ones you like that you like them, that can be anytime, just tell them if you remember this post, a simple 'I like you' will do it. I'm not the religious kind of guy but I will add here 4 Indian Spiritual Laws that really helped me to be 100% at being alive and thankful for it. (Already thought about ending my life several times in the past). 1st Law - THE PERSON WHO COMES IS THE RIGHT PERSON. That is, no one comes into our lives by chance, all the people around us, who interact with us, are there for some reason, to make us learn and move forward in each situation. 2nd Law - WHAT HAPPENS IS THE ONLY THING THAT COULD HAPPEN. Nothing, absolutely nothing that happens to us in our lives could have been any other way, not even one more insignificant detail. There is no such thing as ... "if I had done such a thing ... such a thing would have happened ...". 3rd Law - AT ANY MOMENT THAT START IS THE CORRECT MOMENT. Everything begins at the right time, neither before nor after. When we are ready for something new to begin in our lives, then it will begin. What happened was what could happen, and it had to be this way for us to learn that lesson and move on. Each and every situation that happens in our lives is perfect, even if our mind and our ego resists and does not want to accept. 4th Law - WHEN SOMETHING COMPLETE, IT COMES. Just like that. If something has ended in our lives, it is for our evolution, so it is better to let it go forward and to advance already enriched with this experience. I believe it is not by chance that you are reading this text. If this text comes into our lives it is because we are prepared to understand that no snowflake falls into the wrong place.
2018-06-04 21:48
Thanks for everything you wrote It'll surely be helping to me <3
2018-06-04 21:51
#125
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Brazil xkzad4 
you are as rare as fuck victorias secrets hole
2018-06-04 21:55
link me your insta
2018-06-04 21:47
Link me your insta
2018-06-04 21:51
not happening, just my best friend knew about this and I don't want any risks that could ruin my life in some way.
2018-06-04 21:52
send me in pm and i will try to help you, you can't just make these kind of threads without posting your social media
2018-06-04 22:17
#118
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Sweden spizzy 
very weird
2018-06-04 21:48
indeed
2018-06-04 22:02
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