the floods took everything from me. everything i loved. my children, the love of my life, my possessions, even my PC. i can't even frag on scrubs in pugs anymore, i'm losing my mind. the only solace i can take is to turn to songs of beauty to channel my emotions through them. these songs are the only things that can still make me feel. tears fall down my cheeks as i listen to love story by taylor swift as i write this comment.