>Top 0.1% of CS players
The level of the 25th percentile player at this event was ESEA Main. There are currently about 190 teams in North America that are ESEA Main and above. I'll be generous and round that up to 1000 players, making the level of this LAN to be top 1000 players NA. There are over a million CS players in North America. 1,000/1,000,000 = 0.1%. That's just straight facts.
"I can currently dry peek any player in the world" When you've played for 6,000 hours and you haven't met someone who could hold your angle, I'd say this is a fair thing to say.
"maybe I would if I thought I'd never be good enough to have actual fans, but I don't." That's just my hope for the future. Wouldn't be a stretch as every player in premier has at least double digit fans, as do some in advanced. It's far from delusional as I would only have to cut the number of players better than me by a factor of three, and I realistically have at least four years to do so and it wouldn't be out of my current trajectory given how much I've been improving.
Now to what you were saying:
"you will never have "fans"" I have quite a few already from combatarm, and honestly I've earned a handful in this game as well.
"there are at least 30 000 other players whom you don't even belong in a server with" Lets be strict and say North America is 20% of the playerbase. You can't make a case that I don't belong in the server with main players because I have beaten main players on LAN, so that leaves the 80 or so in advanced or higher. That's 2,500 players I don't belong in a server with, not 30,000. YOU are delusional.