You should definetly control yourself if u wanna achieve anything on this game.
Why don't you find a 5-man premade?~
I strongly suggest you to disable chat, like for real.
Also most of the times i feel like i need to bash in anger teammates but i keep it to myself and that way i dont ruin mine or other guys experience.
It's a shame you waste your decent level of cs with these behaviours. And also you are ruining your health being mad half the time.