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cancer :(
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
not even joking my stepfather works in ambulance, his father and grandfather both died to colon cancer. I started getting symptoms yesterday. My mom told him and he said that its literally what happened to them. Going to doctor tomorrow to see, but he said hes nearly sure its colon cancer. what should I do? Im a huge pessimist, I already believe its cancer, idk what to do or how to feel. Told it to my girlfriend already and she told me she doesnt want to talk about it until its official. I have no one to talk to right now :(
2018-09-15 20:00
#4
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Mexico Ch4vez 
[*] hope its just a fake call GL in with the DOMEGALULC
2018-09-15 20:01
doesnt work like that
2018-09-18 16:59
#6
Snax | 
Russia raintnt 
MGK < Eminem
2018-09-15 20:02
#8
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
whatever
2018-09-15 20:03
#52
Snax | 
Russia raintnt 
sorry :(
2018-09-15 20:13
#9
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Hungary Shiron212 
I hope you are ok :/
2018-09-15 20:03
#47
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Poland slamcsgo 
boy.
2018-09-15 20:12
#51
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you :(
2018-09-15 20:13
rip hltv will remember u
2018-09-15 20:03
reMEMEber who
2018-09-15 23:51
#11
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Germany lloyd6077 
say x hi from me
2018-09-15 20:03
#25
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
oh man, as a last wish i would love to see his grave
2018-09-15 20:06
stepfather lmao cuck
2018-09-15 20:04
my stepfather works in ambulance, his father and grandfather both died to colon cancer. niggs he yo stepfather u aint sharing that dna
2018-09-15 20:04
+1 but I still hope whatever he has is nothing serious
2018-09-15 20:05
yeah.
2018-09-15 20:05
#245
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Finland BillNye 
nt prockdass
2018-09-16 02:36
I’m not prockdass WTF
2018-09-16 02:43
#27
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
and? who said we sharing same dna?i said that he knows about it a lot since it killed his 2 relatives
2018-09-15 20:07
#256
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Luxembourg Hargreaves 
hahah you must be 12 and the family is making fun of you for being so gullible
2018-09-16 03:05
#14
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Latvia lnx1 
What symptoms u have?
2018-09-15 20:04
#61
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
rectal bleeding & blood in stool my stomach is hurting diarrhea
2018-09-15 20:18
#73
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Bulgaria squezzi 
You got hemorrhoids?
2018-09-15 20:22
youtu.be/dcm-xrBEz_Y?t=569 enjoy bro edit: open in another tab
2018-09-18 17:07
#124
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Switzerland noxer* 
Much more likely to be Ulcerative Colitis / Crohns. Both suck, but are manageble
2018-09-15 20:41
Hes young so colony cancer is rare. He need colonoscopy anyway.
2018-09-15 20:48
#145
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Switzerland noxer* 
That's what Im saying. It's much more likely to be something less serious
2018-09-15 21:03
#191
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i hope so
2018-09-15 22:37
#238
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Switzerland noxer* 
Good luck for tomorrow!
2018-09-16 00:43
#307
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Spain madrileno 
do u have mucus in stool?
2018-09-16 12:25
#273
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Bulgaria kr9ptonn 
i have that aswell, its hemorrhoids, dont worry too much about it
2018-09-16 08:28
#349
Xyp9x | 
Czech Republic Prokcla 
dude no worries its probably just IBS. I have it.
2018-09-18 13:50
So because of this u already believe u have cancer? Lmao chill dude
2018-09-23 09:34
Good luck
2018-09-15 20:04
#16
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Algeria Sawsell 
repent to the almighty GOD.
2018-09-15 20:04
if it were real ...
2018-09-15 20:20
#75
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Algeria Sawsell 
IT IS.
2018-09-15 20:22
yeah sure, as if it were logical that there is an "almighty GOD" that needed to create us in order to judge us once we die just to what? with what purpose? u dumbass, keep believing in all that GOD-ly bs, it just makes ppl dumb and ignorant about their biological nature
2018-09-15 20:25
#103
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Algeria Sawsell 
LOL i pity you :(.
2018-09-15 20:27
then answer the question that I put right there, why did GOD needed to create us? why? and then why does he have to judge and "select" people based on some arbitrary rules who is gonna be "living" after death?
2018-09-15 20:30
#114
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Algeria Sawsell 
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2018-09-15 20:31
nice string format, nice debate, nice 20 IQ, nice way of defending ur ideals and thoughts, n1 mate
2018-09-15 20:34
wow, that's 16-0 for u mate
2018-09-15 21:00
ty brah, the warm-up proved very helpful
2018-09-15 22:01
#305
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Algeria Sawsell 
"random" distribution and thermodynamics, look into that! ;) oversimplifying everything to a divine being does no good for no one, not because u think that "being able to breathe" has a mystical content behind (omg it's too good to be a consequence of random DISTRIBUTIONS) means that some "smart" being designed that process, look how it works (maybe u know how, maybe u don't) and u will notice that there is no divine intervention over the underlying mechanism. Also u are fooling urself if u think that ur special just because the universe is infinite, u ain't, and it is most likely that we ain't the only intelligent species on the universe, that's a mathematical certainty, give it a deeper thought, not because we see "beauty" it means that things were "made" by something that conceives "beauty", those kinda concepts are human, and we see things in our reality as a consequence of our human brains, not because god designed us to be that complex, it makes no sense, again, why would god wanted to create us? because if we were at a point were humans weren't created yet, then something happened, god have must felt o thought something to arrive to the conclusion that we needed to be created. I never talked about big-bang tho, so well, I wont refer to that because for me it's an incomplete description and has no empirical verification yet, but as I was saying, if u think that because we can shit and breathe then something designed us with those "skills" and not because those "skills" are needed to keep certain chemical conditions inside our bodies because that's how our predecessors survived (and thats why we are here), well, I should say that again, u are oversimplifying things. God is a human creation, we conceive god as something that kinda thinks as we think, that kinda haves certain goals that we assume as our goals (e.g. love, offspring) and under that fashion we believe that this humanized-god-idea rules everything because under that idea we feel good, we feel better and feel no threats and that's what ur brain encourages u to believe, is a defense mechanism, that's why people join together, because they feel safer, that's why they act different when in groups, it is THE BRAIN, not THE GOD. The same goes for the "after-life", that's just ur brain convincing urself that ur gonna be still alive after dying because u feel more comfortable with that "believable" lie than with the "terminal" reality (that u will be just dead and nothing else happens)
2018-09-16 12:18
#211
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Spain PittaZor 
if you think the existing of earth in this infinite space and galaxies with the right conditions that allows you to breath and take a shit everyday is random because big bang ur the dumb one.
2018-09-15 22:55
earth is a statistical anomaly. you should look up what that means.
2018-09-15 23:21
"random" distribution and thermodynamics, look into that! ;) oversimplifying everything to a divine being does no good for no one, not because u think that "being able to breathe" has a mystical content behind (omg it's too good to be a consequence of random DISTRIBUTIONS) means that some "smart" being designed that process, look how it works (maybe u know how, maybe u don't) and u will notice that there is no divine intervention over the underlying mechanism. Also u are fooling urself if u think that ur special just because the universe is infinite, u ain't, and it is most likely that we ain't the only intelligent species on the universe, that's a mathematical certainty, give it a deeper thought, not because we see "beauty" it means that things were "made" by something that conceives "beauty", those kinda concepts are human, and we see things in our reality as a consequence of our human brains, not because god designed us to be that complex, it makes no sense, again, why would god wanted to create us? because if we were at a point were humans weren't created yet, then something happened, god have must felt o thought something to arrive to the conclusion that we needed to be created. I never talked about big-bang tho, so well, I wont refer to that because for me it's an incomplete description and has no empirical verification yet, but as I was saying, if u think that because we can shit and breathe then something designed us with those "skills" and not because those "skills" are needed to keep certain chemical conditions inside our bodies because that's how our predecessors survived (and thats why we are here), well, I should say that again, u are oversimplifying things. God is a human creation, we conceive god as something that kinda thinks as we think, that kinda haves certain goals that we assume as our goals (e.g. love, offspring) and under that fashion we believe that this humanized-god-idea rules everything because under that idea we feel good, we feel better and feel no threats and that's what ur brain encourages u to believe, is a defense mechanism, that's why people join together, because they feel safer, that's why they act different when in groups, it is THE BRAIN, not THE GOD. The same goes for the "after-life", that's just ur brain convincing urself that ur gonna be still alive after dying because u feel more comfortable with that "believable" lie than with the "terminal" reality (that u will be just dead and nothing else happens)
2018-09-15 23:36
#301
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Spain PittaZor 
my friend GOD exist and from the wisdom of the Creator that after he created you, he gave you the freedom of choices in your short life so at the end when you stand before GOD you can't deny anything, you did this your self. so you can do what ever you want you're free, but dont try to tell people what to do :)
2018-09-16 11:02
#306
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Algeria Sawsell 
+1k
2018-09-16 12:18
but u haven't answered my question, which is the justification for creation? where does that appears? If god did truly spoke to his "chosen ones" (those who spread his word in any kind of language) he didn't told them what the hell was going on? why he created us? Maybe people that spread and wrote his word down never had a clue about it and the funny thing is that people just wanna believe because it is easy, so please, enlighten me
2018-09-16 18:14
lmfao 20 IQ logic
2018-09-26 04:38
#318
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Algeria JaMesBLIND 
hey looks like you need help cuz you believe game engines were made by developers but not our reality which is so much better and feels real and your just a gamer joined and you ll leave it soon because were not meant to live here , now talking about why god testing us , he already knows who is going to be bad and who is going to be good but is it fair to throw ppl directly to hell because you just know without proof for them , guess you just wake up one day in hell asking why im in hell i didnt live to make bad life to deserve hell , so now you gonna live and your life ll be recorded from tiny things to the big ones nothing messing , now once again you dont have to run arround asking ppl why dis and that some ppl dont have enough knowledge and answers to your question , now to clarify everything , once you going to sleep ask : god if your real give a sign i want to believe insist about until you get your own sign because ppl are diffrent and every human need kind of degree of sign to believe and some ll never believe and they ll never see those signs because of what they are doing , your living a simulations you die twice you live twice , second is forever in another realm and new rules of life . not this logical one that lead lot of ppl to deny because they fail to observe and they are arrogant by their money fame and life style , if you want to talk about why there is lot of diffrent religions , well prophets and messengers were coming by1000s some were belived some were rediculed and killed and because the hand of humans and war and lack of knowledge they failed to preserve the books by falling in the wrong hands adding verses which god didnt say and creating ideas of god that are wrong which created diffrent god . most recent religions jewish , christianity which failled to keep the idea of one god and finnaly islam which is still preserving the book in his original language and form talking about jews and chritians and what happaned btween them that lead to this groups of faith , now because god sent his last book he let signs for all diffrent ppl now its your turn to givr a look on it openly . im gonna leave some hints in the second comment about jesus as human from bible and some science from quran . cya there
2018-09-16 19:14
#320
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Algeria JaMesBLIND 
God is not a man nor a son of man’ (Numbers 23:19) ‘For I am God, and not man’ (Hosea 11:9) ‘a man who has told you the truth’ (John 8:40) ‘Jesus the Nazarene, a man attested to you by God with miracles and wonders and signs which God performed through Him in your midst, just as you yourselves know.’ (Acts 2:22) ‘so will the son of man be’ (Matthew 12:40) ‘For the son of man is going to come’ (Matthew 16:27) ‘until they see the son of man coming in His kingdom.’ (Matthew 28) ‘But so that you may know that the Son of Man has authority’ (Mark 2:10) ‘because he is the son of man’ (John 5:27) Jesus spoke to a man who had called him ‘good,’ asking him, ‘Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone.’ (Luke 18:19) ‘My Father is greater than I’ (John 14:28) ‘My father is greater than all.’ (John 10:29) ‘When you pray, say Our Father which art in heaven.’ (Luke 11:2) ‘The hour cometh and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth; for the Father seeketh such to worship him.’ (John 4:23) ‘that they might know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent.’ (John 17:3) ‘he continued all night in prayer to God.’ (Luke 6:12) ‘Just as the son of man did not come to be served, but to serve’ (Matthew 20:28) ‘he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, ‘My Father’ (Matthew 26:39) ‘During the days of Jesus’ life on earth, he offered up prayers and petitions with loud cries and tears to the one who could save him from death, and he was heard because of his reverent submission.’ (Hebrews 5:7) ‘The God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, the God of our fathers, has glorified his servant Jesus.’ (Acts 3:13) ‘God raised up his servant’ (Acts 3:26) ‘We must obey God rather than men! The God of our fathers raised Jesus’ (Acts 5:29-30) "I CAN OF MINE OWN SELF DO NOTHING: AS I HEAR, I JUDGE: AND MY JUDGEMENT IS JUST; BECAUSE I SEEK NOT MY OWN WILL, BUT THE WILL OF THE FATHER WHICH HATH SENT ME."[John 5:30] "Jesus answered them and said, "MY DOCTRINE IS NOT MINE, BUT HIS WHO SENT ME." [John 7:16] "He who does not love Me does not keep My words; and THE WORD WHICH YOU HEAR IS NOT MINE BUT THE FATHER'S WHO SENT ME."[John 14:24] "For I HAVE NOT SPOKEN ON MY OWN AUTHORITY; BUT THE FATHER WHO SENT ME GAVE ME A COMMAND, WHAT I SHOULD SAY AND WHAT I SHOULD SPEAK."[John 12:49] "Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows " James 1:17
2018-09-16 19:18
#321
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Algeria JaMesBLIND 
"And it is We who have constructed the heaven with might, and verily, it is We who are steadily expanding it." (The Qur'an, 51:47) "Do not the Unbelievers see that the heavens and the earth were joined together (as one unit of creation), before We clove them asunder, and We made from water every living thing. Will they not then believe?" (The Qur'an, 21:30) "It is He Who created the night and the day, and the sun and the moon. They swim along, each in an orbit. " (The Qur'an, 21:33) "We made the sky a preserved and protected roof yet still they turn away from Our Signs.." (The Qur'an, 21:32) Then He directed Himself to the heaven while it was smoke and said to it and to the earth, "Come [into being], willingly or by compulsion." They said, "We have come willingly." 41:11 "You will see the mountains you reckoned to be solid going past like clouds." (The Qur'an, 27:88) forming of stars from dust - smoke And We sent down iron in which there lies great force and which has many uses for mankind...." (The Qur'an, 57:25) "And We send the fecundating winds, then cause water to descend from the sky, therewith providing you with water in abundance." (The Qur'an, 15:22) "No indeed! If he does not stop, We will grab him by the forelock, a lying, sinful forelock." (The Qur'an, 96:15-16) Or [they are] like darknesses within an unfathomable sea which is covered by waves, upon which are waves, over which are clouds - darknesses, some of them upon others. When one puts out his hand [therein], he can hardly see it. And he to whom Allah has not granted light - for him there is no light. 24-40 internel waves and darkness deep ocean. So whoever Allah wants to guide - He expands his breast to [contain] Islam; and whoever He wants to misguide - He makes his breast tight and constricted as though he were climbing into the sky. Thus does Allah place defilement upon those who do not believe 6:125 oxygen is less dancer going up to sky talk about montain climbers . ok
2018-09-16 19:26
Good luck bro, hopefully its nothing. Keep us updated <3 what are the symptoms btw?
2018-09-15 20:04
#63
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
#61
2018-09-15 20:18
Well, do something different than them - fix your diet. "Genes" are bullshit, it's the same diet everybody has. Barely anyone would be sick if people wouldn't be constantly sucking on cow udders, processed foods etc.
2018-09-15 20:04
#20
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Serbia BalkanGuy14 
Everything is gonna be okay buddy! Stay positive brave and strong. Life is hard and you have to overcome the fears and pains of it. Yes you can and you will! Good luck!
2018-09-15 20:05
#48
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i dont know man. im actually from slovakia and if you google a bit, slovakia is a state where colon cancer is the most usual cancer in the world by statistics. thats why im negative af right now
2018-09-15 20:12
internet doctor here, colon cancer is usuall something u get wen ur old, ur probably a nuts americano
2018-09-15 20:05
#23
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Netherlands 072 
Life is just understatement
2018-09-15 20:05
Your stepfather is not a biological father.
2018-09-15 20:06
#26
shox | 
Serbia ravi0ll1 
Everyone dies, try making the most out of your time left.
2018-09-15 20:06
hes not dieying!
2018-09-15 20:07
#31
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Serbia ravi0ll1 
Well everyone is dieing and you cant change that, even if he doesnt have cancer and lives 60 more years what i said still stands :)
2018-09-15 20:08
yes, Man. but he has more time left. i think but we dont know whats going on. or if experimenting?
2018-09-15 20:09
maybe +1
2018-09-15 20:10
Everyday we are one day closer to death FeelsGoodMan
2018-09-26 04:39
And +1 for that i can't wait for my turn any longer ;/
2018-09-26 04:41
Don't skip the line buddy I'm going before you.
2018-09-26 05:03
I don't know if this is troll or nah i hope nah. Im 21y old rn and im fighting sinus cancer since i was 14y old had 4 surgery and ill have one more till the end of this year i hope that will be the last one that i need to do. I never lost hope and never thought about "what if" just believe in urself and keep fighting. Love u bro <3
2018-09-15 20:08
#35
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
no, its deffinitely not a troll :( happy for you, fighting so long. however, i guess i would rathe have it fast behind me than keep fighting few years and end up losing anyways. hope it wont happen to you <3
2018-09-15 20:09
Trust me if u believe enough it will all be good. I had luck tho there are 2 types of cancer the bad one and the good one and i have the good one. Like i already told you. If this is a troll it's very bad one because that's not something you joke about. If it's not troll just keep fighting you'll make it.
2018-09-15 20:11
Jesi sa Kosova ? GL inace
2018-09-15 22:49
Ne brt iz Srbije sam Loznica i hvala
2018-09-16 15:35
Jesus my dude... Wishing you good health man.
2018-09-16 21:03
Thank you brotha <3 All gonna be good i believe in it :)
2018-09-16 21:11
I got really sad while reading this, efforts.
2018-09-23 09:28
#32
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Ukraine mple 
It;s not confirmed yet, but please update us on your situation. Just know that we stand with you.
2018-09-15 20:08
#34
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Sweden bbq2213 
good thing is that ure experiencing it now, so if its cancer ure hopefully gonna get treatment sooner, before its too late wish u all the best bro
2018-09-15 20:09
#38
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you. some people on hltv are actually kind
2018-09-15 20:10
#42
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Denmark RasmusAS 
Rip bro :L
2018-09-15 20:12
#43
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Romania xBlackDragon9 
I wish you all the good in the world
2018-09-15 20:12
#45
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
But cant u cure cancer when its spotted early?
2018-09-15 20:12
#64
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
how do i know if its not late now?
2018-09-15 20:19
#82
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
doctor will tell u the truth
2018-09-15 20:24
Dude... Life is fickle... Supposing the sands of your life are trickling to an end, I'd suggest spending time with the people that you love... I lost my parents the same way.. back in 2016... I was 17...Trust me.. All i wish is that i spent more time being there and less worrying.. Let us know what happens... We're all here with you, troubled stranger..
2018-09-15 20:12
#78
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
sure i will spend a lot of time with family :( thank you
2018-09-15 20:23
#49
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Bulgaria squezzi 
What symptoms do you have dude?
2018-09-15 20:13
Ye Im curious too
2018-09-15 20:17
#65
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
its #61 i think
2018-09-15 20:20
It could be a lot of other things not just cancer. If you are young Im sure it is something else. Still it could be serious, but you wont die, dont worry. Always be positive!
2018-09-15 20:41
#50
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Russia @Slava 
If it isn't a bait. dont worry, head up, and everything will be well
2018-09-15 20:13
#80
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i hope :(
2018-09-15 20:23
#56
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Brazil PrettyMuchItt 
Cancer these days are treatable most of the times. I bet you're young, so if it actually is cancer (it prolly isnt, i thought i had cancer tons of times tbh), but even if it is, you'll just treat it and be fine
2018-09-15 20:15
#85
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i would not be so sure. slovakia is pretty shit, i doubt i would get a good treatment
2018-09-15 20:24
#58
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Israel ShadowMuffin 
nah ull be fine cancer =/= commit die
2018-09-15 20:16
#60
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Germany 'ezpz 
get well soon and hope it's not cancer!
2018-09-15 20:17
#67
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you <3
2018-09-15 20:20
#66
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Malaysia kitchai88 
Honestly man good luck You seem like a nice guy
2018-09-15 20:20
#71
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
no im not, especially not on hltv, but im glad to see so many nice people but thank you :(
2018-09-15 20:21
Two comments with #71 is the reason you MUST STAY ALIVE and why you are a legend of HLTV
2018-09-15 20:29
#188
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
hehe
2018-09-15 22:35
#71
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
no im not, especially not on hltv, but im glad to see so many nice people but thank you :(
2018-09-15 20:21
#134
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China NA_LUL 
hltv legend stay stronk
2018-09-15 20:45
#69
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Malaysia kitchai88 
Good Luck
2018-09-15 20:21
#70
ISSAA | 
Japan LiLeX 
hope it all goes well!
2018-09-15 20:21
Your girlfriend doesnt want to talk about it? wtf what a supporting girlfriend. Hang in there keep your head up and when you find out its not cancer you dump her and find a new gf
2018-09-15 20:23
#91
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
no, she doesnt. i told her whats going on and he response was literally just "i dont want to talk about it until its official" :(
2018-09-15 20:26
Yeah thats just not okay. Gl mate hope it goes well tho
2018-09-15 20:27
#77
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United Kingdom Dimwit 
you got this brother, fuck cancer like Astralis fucked MiBR, 16-0 that bitch <3
2018-09-15 20:23
#92
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
well thats positive ^^
2018-09-15 20:26
#83
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Germany Merkelistan 
Lots of love from the whole hltv community. Hope you are okay!
2018-09-15 20:24
#87
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
for now I am. at least i feel ok. idk what will be on the monday when i go to doctor :(
2018-09-15 20:25
#84
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Sweden Yokern 
If its true thats sad as shit. Hope it will go well!
2018-09-15 20:24
#86
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you man :(
2018-09-15 20:25
#88
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Turkey Balbaros 
best of luck to you, hope it's not cancer, or even if it is it is not too late to cure it
2018-09-15 20:25
#94
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank youu <3
2018-09-15 20:26
i had blood in stool 2 years ago, it can be hemroids or anal fissures too
2018-09-15 20:26
good luck bro
2018-09-15 20:26
#97
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Kyrgyzstan XcmlX 
that's literally what happened to my father this year. and it's going to happen to me eventually too. stay strong, bro <3 much love
2018-09-15 20:27
#111
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Bulgaria squezzi 
GL dude
2018-09-15 20:30
everything will be ok bro be strong
2018-09-15 20:27
all the best my man. hope its not the cancer
2018-09-15 20:27
#102
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Denmark Raz95 
I think its anal fissure
2018-09-15 20:27
#104
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Portugal Leg_day2 
chill bro could be cancer or could be nothing, just be happy and dont think about it
2018-09-15 20:27
#105
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Portugal Leg_day2 
good luck man ;)
2018-09-15 20:28
#107
s1mple | 
Israel beMer 
I hope it's a false alarm i wish you the best.
2018-09-15 20:29
#108
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United States ARKTYC 
i feel bad for you because i know how you're freaking out but I tell you it will be good and you'll get treated enjoy life, I support you and I want you to get past it, PLEASE keep me updated
2018-09-15 20:29
#186
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i will let you know on monday. thanks for the kind words
2018-09-15 22:34
He has two comments with #71 so I declare him a legend. I wish him the best
2018-09-15 20:29
#115
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Moldova rain420mlg 
You have to be optimistic, this is very important in such situations. Hope you get well soon.
2018-09-15 20:32
#116
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Ukraine pm108 
gl hf
2018-09-15 20:32
#117
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Denmark monroEski 
Well try not to worry too much atleast until you've got diagnosed. Even though if it is cancer, then remember there's always a way out of it. You're still young (i guess?) and it does sound like you have family and people caring for you, so just stay optimistic no matter what. Beat the shit out of this fucking cancer for you, your granddad and great grandads sake
2018-09-15 20:34
#184
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i will try. thanks for the kind words <3
2018-09-15 22:33
STEPfather???????????
2018-09-15 20:36
Welcome to Pandemonium!!!
2018-09-15 20:39
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2018-09-15 20:40
cancer can be treated if it's in the early stages.. wait for your test results before panicking
2018-09-15 20:42
Good luck.
2018-09-15 20:42
#129
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Germany uRaguuu 
my grandma and big brother had cancer, so im afraid that i can get easily cancer too thats why i watch anime
2018-09-15 20:42
#131
BnTeT | 
China NA_LUL 
you don't share dna with ur STEPfather and his family, dont despair
2018-09-15 20:43
#295
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France Nez_Aigre 
+1
2018-09-16 10:58
Oh...Gl.Thats Sad
2018-09-15 20:44
best of luck man, be strong
2018-09-15 20:44
your grandfather and great grandfather lived in different eras. you can be cured. it's very early. STAY AWARE. best wishes my friend
2018-09-15 20:46
I feel really sorry for you bro, I hope it's not true but even if the worst happens tomorrow don't give up. Cancer is not a death sentence, you can win it, please fight against it. I really hope to see you in a couple years posting here how you defeated cancer or tomorrow telling us it was a false alert. I wish you the best of luck and hope.
2018-09-15 20:48
#183
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i hope its just false alert. thanks for the kind words
2018-09-15 22:32
#138
fnx | 
Poland neverbait 
if you are young you will get health, take care!
2018-09-15 20:49
#181
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you
2018-09-15 22:31
good luck.
2018-09-15 20:55
Stay strong brother, dont think about the worst. And even if it is the worsr, fight it til the end, dont give up!
2018-09-15 20:57
+1111111111111111111 well said
2018-09-15 21:04
#142
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Switzerland AlexTenebrae 
Try to persuade yourself that all will be okay, and never think about it again. Placebo effect can kill you aswell it can heal you
2018-09-15 20:58
stay strong <3
2018-09-15 21:02
#147
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Iran kazpr^ 
first get some weed and then change your board greatly. we must be bigger than this dont be kind, at least you have the conditioning living in USA
2018-09-15 21:06
She should talk with you even if its not confirmed. Hope you best of luck. Try to enjoy smallest moments.
2018-09-15 21:07
#151
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Czech Republic Mrnousak 
just fuck with your gf all day, and do something good for the world, like i dunno, save someones life, write a shitty poem
2018-09-15 22:04
good luck, I hope all be fine bro
2018-09-15 22:08
my stepfather works in ambulance, his father and grandfather both died to colon cancer. if its not ur biological father, u dont have reason to be afraid of ereditar cancer, its ur stepfather and step-grandfather, 200 iq bro, chill. ur good.
2018-09-15 22:08
#178
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
.... i never said anything about genes... i said he has experience with colon cancer... since his relatives died to it...
2018-09-15 22:30
#154
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Russia sneakyboy 
what the symptoms?
2018-09-15 22:09
Hope you get better.
2018-09-15 22:10
axxaaxax
2018-09-15 22:11
#158
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Faroe Islands memento_1 
if you are dying, i recommend you to play cs for the remaining time.
2018-09-15 22:11
Hope you are going to stay alive , gl
2018-09-15 22:11
Not sure if this is a troll thread or not, but if it's not, I'm sorry to hear that and stay strong please. This not the end of the world, you can still fight it, if it's in-fact what you think it is. A lot of people have overcome it, I personally know a person who did that. Just keep a positive mindset, and believe that you will overcome it for thousands of people have you can check their stories online. Keep the positive mentality up, and I'm sure you are going to prevail eventually.
2018-09-15 22:11
#177
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
im trying to stay positive, but even people who overcame cancer, they got it again. my mothers friend is an example of that... so its like giving it a pause fot few years... and then it might come back. i would rather have it fast than fight my whole life and die to cancer anyways
2018-09-15 22:30
youtube.com/watch?v=8hVGXE4wI8k hear this 1 hour a day until you get treated, trust me our mind is very powerfull
2018-09-16 03:33
all i got from this is that your girlfriend is an asshole
2018-09-15 22:12
#176
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i guess she is :(
2018-09-15 22:28
gl tho bro hope u survive, cancer sucks
2018-09-16 21:37
Actually she is not an asshole, maybe she's just very worried, horrified with such and just wants to avoid this a for bit while. She would be an actual asshole if such situation was truth and she didn't support it, or just leave him alone
2018-09-23 09:36
I hope you're ok, but never think something is negative before it is confirmed.
2018-09-15 22:14
#163
TACO | 
Russia eVEAr 
Anyway, Sovngarde waits all of us
2018-09-15 22:16
please dont die i like your hltv name
2018-09-15 22:17
#175
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
hope its gonna end up good
2018-09-15 22:28
#165
mir | 
Slovakia TatKo 
Good luck, hope it will be negative
2018-09-15 22:17
Sometimes we get fake scares, he might have said that to make sure you did go to the doctor just in case, because if you don't and it IS cancer then you are truly fucked. Colon cancer is one of the most embarrassing forms of cancer and the symptoms are uncomfortable to talk about. A lot of people who died to colon cancer (my stepdad included) did so because they did not get themselves checked before it had spread. My suggestion is honestly just go watch videos, movies, play games or any type of escapism, you will only psyche yourself out until you get the results.
2018-09-15 22:18
#174
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thanks for the tips
2018-09-15 22:27
#167
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Poland matijo 
it's sad that a friend from the same "business" can be sick, it could be any of us STAY STRONG MAN
2018-09-15 22:21
In most cases, people who have these symptoms do not have cancer. Still, if you have any of these problems, it is a sign that you should go to the doctor so the cause can be found and treated, if needed: A change in bowel habits, such as diarrhea, constipation, or narrowing of the stool, that lasts for more than a few days A feeling that you need to have a bowel movement that is not relieved by doing so Rectal bleeding Dark stools, or blood in the stool Cramping or abdominal (belly) pain Weakness and fatigue Unintended weight loss
2018-09-15 22:21
#171
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
yes, i read that article already... im going to see a doctor on monday. hope its gonna be okay
2018-09-15 22:26
#201
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Bulgaria squezzi 
dude, if you type 2 symptoms on the internet, you can have all the diseases possible Stay calm
2018-09-15 22:46
#169
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Brazil IguiN 
Good luck m8, be strong and i will pray for you. We will win this fight :>
2018-09-15 22:24
i was diagnosed with hair cancer 3 years ago :(
2018-09-15 22:25
#172
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Poland exsemple 
if u need someone to talk here i am just a random guy, and i know that it will be all alright
2018-09-15 22:27
Keep your chin up and wait for the result.
2018-09-15 22:27
Why Americans always get ass cancer
2018-09-15 22:31
#180
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Sweden KarlXII 
Sorry to hear my friend. If you have the same cancer as your stepdads father & grandfather then live your life, go travel, do the stuff you wanna do before you die (if we assume the worst ofc, i hope you survive IF you infact have colon cancer) Many people in my family had cancer (My grandfather past because of that and some other stuff), my grandfather on my mothers side had bladder cancer (Its gone now, but he basically can never in his life pee like we do), my mother survived cancer, but still suffers from the Chemotherapy (same with my mothers father). Good luck dude, we on HLTV are rooting on you <3
2018-09-15 22:31
#182
EliGE | 
Portugal ArturS 
good luck wish you the best
2018-09-15 22:31
#187
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Europe Autumn7 
GL man, hopefully you will be ok
2018-09-15 22:34
hope u ok dude :( 1 advice , you shouldn't've post this on hltv , this forum is 99% kids that will make a joke about it
2018-09-15 22:36
#276
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
only a few are retarded enough to joke about it. im actually amazed to see so many nice people
2018-09-16 08:32
#190
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Serbia DavidSRB 
check this youtube.com/results?search_query=dr+rich.. you are from usa , search for him on google, find him
2018-09-15 22:37
#196
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Bulgaria squezzi 
fake news
2018-09-15 22:41
#220
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Serbia DavidSRB 
its not fake news dude, this is richard schulze best dr of natural medicine ... try to type on google something for dr richard schulze on bulgarian facebook.com/Izleci-se-tinkturi-43747496..
2018-09-15 23:23
#224
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Bulgaria squezzi 
2-3 months ago a Bulgaria woman's condition worsened while treated with natural medicine. She was treated in Brazil, the guy was very famous. That girl is dead now.
2018-09-15 23:28
#227
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Serbia DavidSRB 
not true...you belive in voodoo story
2018-09-15 23:36
#192
NBK- | 
Estonia BlameS 
who cares, you live and you die.
2018-09-15 22:38
dude what the heck are you retarded?
2018-09-23 09:39
bad
2018-09-15 22:39
#197
fnx | 
Portugal lovessd 
just kill a toxic uk player they are cancer on cs go , as a sacrifice to god instead of your cancer they'll get another one. you'll be insta cured from it
2018-09-15 22:42
flag checks out
2018-09-23 09:39
good luck dude! keep your head up!
2018-09-15 22:42
#199
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Germany diviNityyyyy 
sounds funny
2018-09-15 22:43
Doesn't have to mean death. And dying isn't that bad, I guess, but it will hurt to see the people who love you suffer. A lot. Since you are still young you will most likely survive, and as young Nietzsche implied: "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger".
2018-09-15 22:45
To vam je za 99' Bog gleda sve
2018-09-15 22:47
good luck dude, my grandpa had the same cancer and he defeated it! but he died a few months later due to another cancer...
2018-09-15 22:47
#208
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Denmark Xipingu 
Unlucko :((((((((((
2018-09-15 22:52
good luck, try to be strong and keep us posted
2018-09-15 22:50
#206
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France HAWI1337 
good luck!
2018-09-15 22:51
#207
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Denmark Xipingu 
What symptoms are you experiencing?
2018-09-15 22:52
#209
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Belarus Bitly 
Good luck!
2018-09-15 22:52
Dont get 16-0'd by cancer if your gonna lose go 22-18
2018-09-15 22:53
My brother. I hope that all will be good with you. Good luck and sorry for my english if I said something wrong
2018-09-15 22:56
#213
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Slovakia AdorrioN 
Try to don't think about it too much, it might be smth less dangerous like Crohn or Ulcerative Collitis. And even if it would be cancer, it can be still treatened good if it is in its early stages. Anyway, good luck and stay positive because stress makes it worse
2018-09-15 22:56
im sorry to hear that and i wish you the best of luck
2018-09-15 22:58
Stay strong bro.
2018-09-15 23:00
#217
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Brazil siedlarczykK 
Relax my friend. The colon cancer is one of the most commons here in Brazil, and even with our poor health insurance system, the majority of cases are solved with no complications. You probably will make and colonoscopy and at the surgery they will remove this - if its really a cancer. Dont be afraid, everything is going to be alright.
2018-09-15 23:00
#275
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
okey, thank you <3
2018-09-16 08:30
dont worry, you will be alright stay strong brother, never give up
2018-09-15 23:03
#219
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Turkey Slapdash 
Being positive and happy is actually proven to help overcome diseases so start from there, remember that there are people loving and caring about you and believe me you can overcome even if it's a really bad disease. Fix your diet, eat healthy, local stuff. Get the meats, veggies from your local butchers and groceries. None of that walmart and mass-produced, processed food. Of course if it's really a cancer. I hope it isn't. Stay strong!
2018-09-15 23:16
#222
device | 
Romania rraux 
wish you all the good :)
2018-09-15 23:22
i love this website btw i am f0rest the GOAT
2018-09-15 23:23
This is probably fake. If you (maybe) had cancer and you wanted someone to talk to, you wouldn't talk to the REAL cancer, HLTV.org's users.
2018-09-15 23:32
#229
Petra | 
Turkey ao1 
start being optimistic, its cancer's rival enemy. keep your morale high and it will be all good bro
2018-09-15 23:40
if dead is 100 % coming at you , join cleub and bomb ya seulf nah kidding get gud man
2018-09-15 23:43
#232
PAGO | 
Poland eXperior 
Keeping my fingers crossed. I hope it's just a fake call. If you would like to talk to somone, just pm me! Wishing you all the best!
2018-09-15 23:45
#233
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Germany Delf1n 
Go to other doctors ,don't rely on one declaration. And the most important thing ,get all the luck you got together and pray.
2018-09-15 23:48
Stay strong man !
2018-09-15 23:49
#235
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Norway FLEX9INE 
coming to hltv to talk about a serious topic, yikes.
2018-09-15 23:50
man that sucks, i hope you dont have it but if you do, then stop wasting time on this shit forum, wish u all the best bro
2018-09-16 00:26
good luck!
2018-09-16 00:48
i read your comment about rectal bleeding and i get it sometimes but only when i wipe too hard and too much so maybe you dont have much to worry about. i almost always get diarrhea and stomach cramps after ive eaten a lot so i have same symptoms as you but im not concerned for cancer, but getting checked up can be good if you are worried. best of luck my man
2018-09-16 01:16
#241
n0thing | 
Netherlands om1t 
START THE FIGHT AGAINST IT BRO, YOU CAN DO IT!!
2018-09-16 01:27
#242
n0thing | 
Netherlands om1t 
if it is cancer ofc
2018-09-16 01:27
#243
Finland em7 
be happy that you don't have to life anymore
2018-09-16 01:30
#252
FalleN | 
Estonia l3nz 
live* , fucking Finnish fat kids
2018-09-16 02:57
#253
Finland em7 
sorry im autistic
2018-09-16 02:59
LOL
2018-09-23 09:41
#244
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Ukraine lambrettaFM 
Wish you good health and long life, stay strong
2018-09-16 02:34
i had cancer when i was 4. it's literally nothing. just be a man and keep your head up, and youll survive it just fine. only old people and pussies who just give up die from it. also make sure you start doing check ups very regularly. serious, cancer pretty much only kills when people let it live on for a long time without getting it checked. if its caught early, you have an incredibly high chance of survival.
2018-09-16 02:43
#251
FalleN | 
Estonia l3nz 
wrong , if u find out cancer way too late, u will not fight for shit, u will just die lmao.
2018-09-16 02:57
wrong brudda.. Cancer slowly eats you up.. few chances to survive..you are one lucky dude
2018-09-16 03:22
i heard doing 1 fortnite dance per day cures it. sadly fortnite was not invented in 2001 yet.
2018-09-16 03:23
whatever it is , i hope you will be fine
2018-09-16 02:44
gl mannnnn hopefully u will be finee
2018-09-16 02:49
#250
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Portugal SidneiGama4 
good luck fam
2018-09-16 02:52
You aren't even sure yet so watch Veratasium's video about chances in doctor diagnosis. If you do have it, Stay strong and don't give up. Look into local groups that deal with cancer or this kind of cancer. They help really much and also reside in your family, THEY WILL HELP YOU. Also, if your GF does that, probably break up with her since thats kind of a dick move
2018-09-16 02:59
This is the most ridiculous thing I've ever read... So your STEP FATHER's dad and grandpa died from colon cancer so you're paranoid you have it because of some symptoms? You aren't even related genetically to your step father, so any "bad genetics" yielding a predisposition to any forms of cancer he may carry aren't even in you. First of all, going to see a doctor isn't going to do much of anything in finding out if you have it.. You need to actually have a colonoscopy in a hospital setting. Secondly, if you're below the age of about ~35, chance are about 99%+ that you don't have it. Colon cancer is extremely, extremely, extremely rare to get before that age. So if you're around the age of 18-24 (average age of most kids on this site), trust me you're fine. Thirdly, just because you have an upset stomach and may be shitting some blood means absolutely nothing. - Blood in a stool typically means that you have an anal fissure or hemorrhage because of a tear. (can be caused by constipation causing a tear during a bowel movement, etc). One of these can persist for years and years, come and go. - And the abdominal discomfort can be caused by one of a million different things that are not cancer, such as irritable bowel syndrome, or any sort of inflammation of your intenstine(s). Your step dad should be knocked the fuck out for even suggesting you have it, especially if you're super young age-wise which is even more hilarious. You're fine, so relax. You can go get a colonoscopy if you want just to be extra safe, but at your age (assuming you're young) being paranoid about something like that most doctors will just giggle a bit at you.. Especially given that you don't actually have any genetic history of colon cancer. Your step dad is a moron who has literally no clue what he's talking about. And yes, I work in the medical field (in an area with a lot more education requirement then being an EMT).
2018-09-16 03:11
#272
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
umm. i never said we are related... i meant that he has experience with it... and btw, i have a blood relative, great-grandmother died to colon cancer.
2018-09-16 08:26
Damn, you've been around on here since 2005? Respect.
2018-09-16 08:38
You're way too aggressive, flag doesn't checks out.
2018-09-23 09:47
Your symptoms cant be cance tbh and you are young too so its rare.. i was having anal fissures for like 5 years
2018-09-16 03:08
#258
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Brazil fonsecaa 
good luck my friend, praying for you!
2018-09-16 03:11
#260
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Romania SkipLD 
My dad has stage 4 colon cancer as well. You most probably have hemoroids, don't worry about it.
2018-09-16 03:16
Sorry about your dad.. everyone has to meet their maker you know..Stay strong brudda <3
2018-09-16 03:21
#269
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Romania SkipLD 
Exactly my taught. I don't feel anything even though I know he'll be gone soon.
2018-09-16 07:42
#271
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
im sorry to hear that :(
2018-09-16 08:23
#283
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United States ImFat 
Damn, sorry to hear that dude. Stay strong man.
2018-09-16 08:54
Efforts man.
2018-09-23 09:47
#264
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Australia CaoNiQuanJia 
Plenty of people have beat cancer before, what makes you think you can't beat it? Don't give up
2018-09-16 03:27
#266
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Norway Hydropanic^ 
GL my bro, may HLTV be with you <3
2018-09-16 03:31
#268
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Sweden dr9ken 
gl
2018-09-16 03:40
#JesuisMAKEOUTHILL
2018-09-16 08:32
Dont worry, if the cancer is in its beginning stages, its not a threat to you at all. Good luck
2018-09-16 08:36
The most important thing is to find the Problem! If you know what it is, you can do something about it. Maybe this challenge will change your pessimism, once you have overcome something so negative, there is nothing to fear anymore and you might change your perspective on a lot of things. Stay strong, i believe in you! Greets from Austria Luxxnn
2018-09-16 08:41
#281
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Turkey AYAYAClap 
Stay strong brother nothing is unbeatable
2018-09-16 08:52
#282
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United States ImFat 
Best of luck man, hope it's nothing, you probably have nothing to worry about. If it does turn out to be nothing I don't think it would be a bad idea to get checked yearly due to your family history, I know some states (maybe all of America) do free colonoscopy screenings if you have a family history. So I would recommend asking about it. Again don't worry about it, just stay calm wait for the results, hope everyone ok. Give us a update when you get checked.
2018-09-16 08:53
its not rude or anything but ppl getting cancer this just genetic's or bad bad fkin lifestyle. we all have the cancer cell in our body the question is will we have enough good cell's to battle it. but i hope for ur sake its gonna turn out fine.
2018-09-16 09:03
Genetics "excuse" is bs, but you're completely right about the rest. We all have the cancer cells in our body and by choosing food/lifestyle you either let'em grow or let'em die.
2018-09-16 09:11
well if 4 - 5 ppl before had cancer in your family the chance of u getting it aswell is probably higher than a person that never had another person in his family with cancer, isnt it?
2018-09-16 11:00
Not really.
2018-09-16 12:18
It's not that hard to prevent cancer and it's possible to cure it. But the more you rely on official medicine, the less your chances to be cured. Read: "The Mucusless Diet Healing System" -- Arnold Ehret "Confessions of a Medical Heretic" -- Robert S. Mendelsohn Google: raw vegan diet hunger/fasting therapy Good luck.
2018-09-16 09:05
go vegan and smoke 1 pure thc joint every day and see if it helps, im not sure if it was this but my brother was a huge pot head and his colon cancer was gone in 2 months once he was diagnosed with it.
2018-09-16 09:06
#291
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
pure thc? i dont think so :D
2018-09-16 09:23
just do it the worst case its not working the best case its working , ur cancer cells are not fully spread yet mayb and they will be battled by thc.
2018-09-16 10:44
#335
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
what im saying is that im not sure if you can have a joint with 100% thc? i seen max 30-40%
2018-09-16 22:56
How years are you?
2018-09-23 09:53
#288
s0m | 
Belarus glitchie 
lost my dad cuz of sarcoma, gl bro<3
2018-09-16 09:13
#289
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Kazakhstan uali17 
Sorry, man. I hope its not and I hope treatment works for you.
2018-09-16 09:13
#290
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Ukraine Edddddd 
We as good as dead by Architects
2018-09-16 09:17
#294
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Germany Dayjay 
:'( I wish you the best.
2018-09-16 10:46
you are in my prayers man. I wish you the best.
2018-09-16 11:00
Beat cancer now then be a scientist and eradicate all cancers together.
2018-09-16 11:01
hope you will beat this shit my uncle died young, so harmful fuck cancer, beat this shit for me and for your girlfriend hope you will live very long burger friend, don't eat burger too much ok
2018-09-16 11:01
#332
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you my baguette friend <3 hope everything is gonna be ok
2018-09-16 22:55
#300
f0rest | 
Slovakia Zworx 
If I could, I would take cancer insted of you... #1 is literally my thinking
2018-09-16 11:01
Dude.... That's really heavy to say.
2018-09-23 09:54
I know that my words won’t do anything to you, but don’t be that pessimist. Just forget about it and live you life. Hope you the best
2018-09-16 11:02
you will live long and happy life.
2018-09-16 11:04
dude listen everything would be okay just belive in this i am sure you will live good good luck an wish everything best for you bro <3.
2018-09-16 12:42
"They can affect men and women, and the children of people who carry these genes have a 50% chance of inheriting the disease-causing gene." sucks to be you men. well at least it's curable if detected early. just let them check for it every 1-2 years and u will be fine
2018-09-16 18:16
you know what they do to check for it right?
2018-09-18 14:13
#312
f0rest | 
Argentina Nawll 
If your family has a history with cancer why didn't you check yourself before? nevermind didn't read it was your stepfather's family LUL
2018-09-16 18:18
People here on hltv sucks. A guy needs someone to talk and those people take it like a fucking joke. I feel you my dude once I was very sick, same, I was pooping with blood, had seriously hard pain in the colon and a bunch of another stuff, doctors told me that it can be colon cancer as well. I was very sad at the moment but after the tests and a few days they realize it was not colon cancer it is irritable bowel syndrome. So don't get sad for something that you don't even now what is. believe me dude even if it is you have all the strong needed to overcome to that. Good luck man I hope see in a few days a new post of you saying that it was nothing.
2018-09-16 18:30
#330
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you for all the kind words and information. i hope it will be good
2018-09-16 22:54
stop eating shit food,eat only vegetables and fruit,problem solved
2018-09-16 18:35
By looking at your authorized threads I can clearly see that you want some attention on you Baiting is a big thing in hltv and the people that does it makes it obvious. So HLTV users are used to obvious baiters You baited them in a clever strategy which you thought you wouldn't bait them with this much seriousity Go and do this on reddit everyone will believe you
2018-09-16 18:40
#329
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
i said it few times here already. karma is a bitch and you will know very soon :) reported btw
2018-09-16 22:53
I reported you too let's see which of us gets banned
2018-09-17 19:34
death is alright
2018-09-16 19:16
D I E - I N - G H E L L - B U R G E R -
2018-09-16 21:05
#324
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Sweden Bestswede420 
i support you man <3 much love. Stay strong bro <3
2018-09-16 21:07
i wish i had cancer
2018-09-16 21:12
+1
2018-09-16 22:55
THE HELL DUDE
2018-09-23 09:59
WTF
2018-09-23 09:59
i got baited lul
2018-09-16 22:55
See ya in hell
2018-09-16 22:56
#387
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France iamlaurent 
you're a fucking disgusting mon****yzilian
2018-09-23 10:00
<3
2018-09-23 16:42
#392
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France iamlaurent 
thanks mo**yzil
2018-09-24 03:23
Mo**yzil?
2018-09-24 13:03
#395
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France iamlaurent 
yes u are a fakeflagger
2018-09-26 04:25
Yes
2018-09-26 10:56
Doesnt matter bro,even if the doctors say the worst,you must fight it,believe in yourself dont give up bro,life is amazing. you got it, i believe.
2018-09-16 22:57
I can tell you why you got cancer. You've been watching the HLTV forums for too long. Stop reading the forums and stay positive and everything will be fine.
2018-09-16 23:00
+1
2018-09-18 14:13
#338
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Ukraine Bulletov 
Good luck bro. I hope with you everything will be fine!
2018-09-16 23:01
RIP.
2018-09-16 23:09
wow what a big man
2018-09-17 19:44
#342
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Finland NIKOzen 
GL man
2018-09-17 19:35
#343
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France Waiit 
My grandpa also had colon cancer, he survived because they find it very quickly. If you have this cancer, I hope its the beggining and you'll be fine like he is rn
2018-09-17 19:37
be strong boi
2018-09-17 19:38
hope for the best and stay strong :/
2018-09-17 19:44
#347
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
UPDATE : colonoscopy done, thanks everyone for the kind words, it is NOT a cancer. Cant describe how happy I am. However, its not clear yet what the problem is, bu the most important thing is that its not CANCER. ps. : dont judge me for overreacting and immediately sayin its colon cancer, but when you see your mom and every single relative believing its cancer, it makes you feel like it really is.
2018-09-18 13:45
#348
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Poland mtumee 
congratz dude, hope you get better soon
2018-09-18 13:49
#356
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you ^^
2018-09-18 16:32
good luck and have a great life!
2018-09-18 13:51
#357
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thanks ^^ i will deffinitely improve on eating healthy, this whole cancer thing got me scared af
2018-09-18 16:33
Happens dude! Ofcourse you can still eat pizza/burgers or kebab but not daily,1,2 months its gonna be fine
2018-09-18 16:39
Congrats, good luck finding out what it actually is
2018-09-18 13:53
#358
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thanks <3
2018-09-18 16:33
#391
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Portugal DeSTinyyyy 
If you start getting treatment early on. The chances of you surviving increase a lot but dont let this "i might die" thought get into your head just fight it and im sure you will make it throo ;) and good luck
2018-09-23 18:31
#352
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Ukraine mple 
Congrats man! You are blessed. Hopefully it will be determined and treated soon.
2018-09-18 13:54
#359
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United States MAKEOUTHILL 
thank you very much ^^
2018-09-18 16:34
#360
acid | 
Estonia MC_Ride 
ez life x) hltv shamans are looking over you
2018-09-18 16:38
#361
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
<3
2018-09-18 16:39
Nice dude gl
2018-09-18 16:41
#372
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Slovakia ypsylonnn 
Nice bro Gl gl
2018-09-23 09:39
#380
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Turkey b0wsette 
YAAAAY! Gl mate <3
2018-09-23 09:46
damn, glad to hear that. But it could have been. never forget that, think about that everyday before you start your day. enjoy life
2018-09-26 04:55
call ur friends and say "ey boss i habe de cancer"
2018-09-18 13:56
bro, nowadays science is so powerful, don't worry you have huges chances to get healed. I hope the better for you!
2018-09-18 16:45
Good luck bro The day before yesterday my mom take my grandpa to provincial capital's hospital,after seeing the doctor my mom told me on the phone with crying that he got bronchia cancer.I didn't feel any sad when I heared it,but after all the good memories came to my mind,he lifted me up on his neck,put me on his bike to see the trains,I counldn't stop crying.He was a soldier and so strong,I never thought cancer is so close to us.My mom can't tell him the truth cause both knows he'll breakdown. Wish one day human can overcome fking damn cancer Stay strong
2018-09-18 16:54
What are your symptoms?
2018-09-23 09:39
Hey bruh, a doctor here. I didnt read the comments but I have some questions. I am basically sure that you are ok, but just want to make sure. 1) how old are you? 2) Are you related to those with colon cancer? It seems to me you said "stepfather" what does not count. 3) How old were this men, when diagnosed with cancer? 4) what are your symptoms? 5) Do you smoke? 6) What's you body mass index? Did your weight changed in last few month?
2018-09-23 09:44
Meh, you are probably a NPC anyway.
2018-09-23 09:42
you're prolly a healthy young kid lmao you're all good g quit worrying
2018-09-23 09:43
#379
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Poland ILikeILike 
How does it feel to get killed by your own anus? hahaha
2018-09-23 09:44
#389
shox | 
Switzerland Evhron 
uninstall cs
2018-09-23 18:24
#390
FalleN | 
Ukraine 30m81e 
> > > what should I do? die.
2018-09-23 18:26
#393
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Canada Manikhat18 
fuck you
2018-09-24 03:28
uninstall system 32 and then alt+f4 your life
2018-09-26 04:31
What ever it is, stressing will only work for the worst so let the world unfold like it does. Keep your hopes up, you're likely to have something else.
2018-09-26 04:37
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