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My life story.
Europe SukMyPeenDawg 
Hello HLTV i would like to share my story with all you. I don't ask for any attention or someone who will feel sorry for me. I just want to see how people would act if they were in my shoes. It is probably going to be long story so if u have no time to read it it's okay :) Im born on 2nd November of 1997. I had good childhood not enough money but i still had food on my table every day. When i was 10 my life changed a lot because i heard my mom talking on the phone in other room and crying. I went in asked mom what is going on she told me "It's all good son just give me couple minutes" I left the room closed the door and continued listening. She continued crying while on the phone and all of the sudden i heard her talking about having Uterus Cancer. I couldn't believe what i heard and i started crying. My mom heard it she ran out of the room and asked me why you crying and i told her "I heard about your cancer" we cryed together but my dad came from the work and talked to us. After that she started going on therapies. 2 years of fighting and one day me my dad and my grandfather were sitting in living room and i looked to my mom she was sleeping and i noticed that she is not breathing. I told my dad and that was the moment we knew she died... We had funeral next day a lot of people were there since she was only 35 at the time... I was only 12 at the time and my sister was 14 since she is 2y older than me... I went back to school after that and time went by. When i was 14 i noticed that under my right eye my face got bigger every day. I thought it's just tooth so i went to the dentist. He gave me antibiotic i was using 3 pills every day and after 7 days it didn't help at all. We went back to the dentist me and my dad. Dentist told my dad come with me in other room. My dad went with him and when he came back i felt like something is not alright . We sat in the car and he punched his steering wheel. I asked dad is it what i think and with sadness on his face he said yes. I felt very sad but i didn't want to show it on my face because i knew dad is going to get even more sad. So after that i turned it into jokes and i always laughed about it. When i was 14 and a half i had my first surgery. It is Sinus cancer my face was full of manure. They cleaned it i was in hospital for 14 days after surgery and i went back home. After 3 months i had control in same hospital. Everything was good but cancer didn't go away so i had to have next surgery. Since my cancer is not the bad one i had time to chill. When i was 16 i had my next surgery again cancer didn't go away. When i was 18 i remember it was my birthday and they called me and told me they have open spot for next surgery in 2 months. I had the 3rd surgey and cancer still didn't go away. I was already an adult and i told my dad fuck this hospital we need to change it. So we went in other hospital in my country. They checked all papers that i had from my old hospital and doctors. They said im going to have surgery but the problem is they will need to cut the bone from my head (I have scaner picture that im going to show what bone they need to remove). I was scared because that's an big move. Because the hospital fas full and i can wait they told me they are going to call me when they have open spot for me. I got an call 3 days ago and im going on consilium on 27th of September. After that ill know when is my surgery (hopefully the last one) So im kinda happy and also kinda scared at the same time. But i always believed in myself and im going to fight until i can. The end. Picture from scaner: (I marked the part that needs to be removed) prntscr.com/kv47tc Tell me what would you do if u had life like i do. Please if u don't care or you don't want to read the story. It's okay but don't be an asshole :) Thanks
2018-09-16 21:44
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Sweden FaZeInferno 
Stopped reading at Hello
2018-09-16 21:46
-1
2018-09-21 05:06
yikez
2018-09-21 05:09
#3
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Hungary Starwii 
I tell you a fact man. that's the absolute truth in this world. Everyone, EVERYONE, deserve their fate. Do what you want, achieve what you carve and most importantly; live freely. if you feel like farting , do it don't give a shit what others would think.
2018-09-16 21:47
edgy
2018-09-16 21:48
Okay
2018-09-16 21:48
#133
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Germany Shadyy89 
stopped reading at "that's the absolute truth in this world." Only retarded shit can follow on such a sentence
2018-09-17 12:48
#172
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Norway JorgyZ 
+1
2018-09-17 16:38
+1
2018-09-17 17:35
Okay Naruto.
2018-09-17 16:19
+1 agree
2018-09-17 16:38
"everyone deserve their fate"? Not at all
2018-09-17 17:34
+1
2018-10-15 16:01
#389
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Slovakia VladO.  
+1
2018-10-15 16:17
#223
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Germany qwertzniki 
EVERYONE, deserve their fate. tell that to kids in bangladesh you fucking retard
2018-09-17 18:06
#243
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Hungary Starwii 
bangladesh kids deserve their fate period.
2018-09-20 12:33
how u dont know in previous life they were the super criminals rich mafia bosses and reborn as super poor?
2018-10-20 11:32
That's more like anarchy life style. You do not live this world as alone. If you do stuffs that's fun for you, but makes others angry, then you'll need to be ready for the consequences.
2018-09-21 06:09
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Hungary Starwii 
it is their fault for getting angry not mine for doing wtf i want i would fight the whole world for the things that really matter to me no matter what they think
2018-09-21 06:14
Alright, I won't argue with you, because you won't get it forever. I don't argue with stubborn people. Those people don't listen. Anyway, I hope you don't get into fight. Good luck. I hope you don't face big problems.
2018-09-21 06:40
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Hungary Starwii 
too late =))
2018-09-21 06:42
I know it is too late because I was watching stock market. That's what I do after work. :) I used to active in HLTV, but not anymore.
2018-09-21 06:43
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Hungary Starwii 
no no no i mean it's too late for me to keep myself out of problems and fights people like me are born to fight no matter the reason
2018-09-21 06:45
Ah, geez. OK. I know those type of people. Sometimes people call you guys as 'trouble makers', but you guys aren't like that at all. Just want to be #1 right? Human personalities are really funny subject. Because I'm like opposite to you guys. Man, I hope you'll win everything. If you can't avoid fight, then win it. :)
2018-09-21 06:54
The only thing he’ll fight is his meat
2018-10-15 15:57
Just stfu lol
2018-09-21 08:54
#293
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Denmark Xipingu 
I know being an edgy teenager is funny, but calm it. You will find proper acceptance some day.
2018-09-21 06:59
"people like me are born to fight" :DDDD
2018-09-21 08:55
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Denmark Xipingu 
Lmfao :DDDD
2018-09-21 12:17
#314
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Hungary Starwii 
nooooooo you shut up you bitch
2018-09-21 12:18
z
2018-09-16 21:52
gay you are ! ? ?
2018-09-16 21:47
ok
2018-09-16 21:49
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Germany PurpleSlimer 
Same birthday
2018-09-16 21:47
Nice :)
2018-09-16 21:48
good luck man, hope everything will be okay. be strong brother
2018-09-16 21:48
Thanks
2018-09-16 21:48
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Ukraine kek1 
Thats sad btw i read it all
2018-09-16 21:48
Thank you for reading it all :)
2018-09-16 21:48
#23
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Ukraine kek1 
Good luck in future my friend
2018-09-16 21:50
Gonna need it :) Thanks again
2018-09-16 21:51
#15
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Sweden Bestswede420 
stay strong
2018-09-16 21:49
Always <3
2018-09-16 21:49
#17
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Norway F1lur 
Wow, i feel really bad for you, i never could picture myself in that situation, but id say go for it, get rid of the cancer for good. good luck btw
2018-09-16 21:49
Don't feel bad bro :) All gonna be good. Thanks :)
2018-09-16 21:49
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France Quanter_FR 
3 word , we don't care
2018-09-16 21:49
#24
2018-09-16 21:50
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Portugal VAC69FOX 
-1
2018-09-16 21:52
#95
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France Quanter_FR 
+vac
2018-09-16 22:22
#101
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Portugal VAC69FOX 
You are what makes HLTV cancer
2018-09-16 22:27
#176
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Faroe Islands I_Oof_myself 
+1
2018-09-17 16:54
#315
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France ZywHere 
+1
2018-09-21 12:26
#328
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Portugal VAC69FOX 
thank you my france friend
2018-09-21 19:06
People like you should burn in hell.
2018-09-17 16:19
#175
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Faroe Islands I_Oof_myself 
+1
2018-09-17 16:54
#196
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Greece Poor_Noob 
talk about urself u piece of scum , i actually care so gtfo
2018-09-17 17:30
Thanks for support buddy <3
2018-09-17 17:54
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World ZMDR 
you dont speak for everyone else retard
2018-10-18 09:14
#420
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Namibia banned_so 
Majority of French citizens are from 3rd world like Somalia Algeria and Africa so nt anarchist
2018-10-20 11:34
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Sorry but this is hltv who cares why are you putting this here
2018-09-16 21:49
Why read Off Topic if u don't care? :)
2018-09-16 21:50
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
I didn't read off topic it was in the side bar on home page
2018-09-16 21:57
Well you need to keep in mind there is off topic on this site and this is in Off Topic now it's not my fault taht it doesn't say Off Topic.
2018-09-16 21:58
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
You need to keep in mind that no one cares about a nobody's life story
2018-09-16 22:00
Im okay :) You should just keep on going and not lose your time with lame ass life like me :)
2018-09-16 22:04
"You need to keep in mind that no one cares about a nobody's life story" That's where you're wrong.
2018-09-20 13:15
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
No I'm not. And why are you commenting on this it's a dead thread
2018-09-20 13:43
How are you not wrong? Look at the other comments, it's blindingly obvious that there are people in HLTV that cares, You have to be a troll at this point cause i've never met someone who is in so much denial.
2018-09-20 14:04
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
At the end of the day you are going to leave this thread and forget about it for the rest of your life because you can pretend or think that you care so much but you really don't. Same with everyone else here. Don't reply again, I won't see it.
2018-09-20 14:07
You wanna bet mate? I'll come back by 27'th september, but the way you think is pretty interesting however you are defining the word care wrong.
2018-09-20 14:15
but we care for the moment were here. you gonna tell me to be real and not fraud i have to care for everything for the rest of my life? lmao. i fmy gf leaves me im not gonna care for the rest of my life either even though i cared while we were together...
2018-09-20 14:30
Bik words +1
2018-09-20 15:21
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
That's your girlfriend not a stranger
2018-09-20 16:13
further proving my point. thanks.
2018-09-20 16:46
#267
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Did you even have a point lmao
2018-09-20 16:47
Okay i thought you were a decent guy with a different philosophy but now you're plain ignorent and stupid, He's argument mind you, was If you don't care for the rest of your lifetime, you shouldn't care at all, Gramma_Nazi was explaining a flaw he thought in your argument, but you talk like you have a memory of a gold fish, ignoring solid points left and right, all you're good for is just being toxic, You Represent the persona of HLTV.
2018-09-21 03:49
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Mate you need to get outside and make some real relationships so you care less about virtual ones.
2018-09-21 08:32
i feel sorry for your lack of empathy. cuz this is all this is.
2018-09-21 09:15
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
No it's not.
2018-09-21 13:51
It's not virtual you cretin, Virtual means not physically existing as such but made by software to appear to do so. You can't even define Care now you can't define Virtual, it's basic English and you're Britian, SMH.
2018-09-21 15:40
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Maybe you do care, considering how triggered you're getting at simple hltv comments lmao go outside thanks /Closed
2018-09-21 17:52
I'm only standing up for an unfortunate guy, if it wasn't for that i wouldn't have bothered wasting my time with talking to some self delusional idiot, you're most likely Younger than 15, It's when people think they are so smart. You already proved so many times how wrong you are, now you're contradicting your own arguments. Please don't reply again, i think i've served my purpose here.
2018-09-22 05:52
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
/closed means stop replying mr hero of the unfortunate
2018-09-22 10:29
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World ZMDR 
mad?
2018-10-18 09:14
#408
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Who are you and why are you reviving a month old thread
2018-10-18 11:31
#410
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World ZMDR 
??? its /closed
2018-10-18 13:40
#411
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Ok
2018-10-18 13:44
#316
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France ZywHere 
i do care gtfo yellow teeth
2018-09-21 12:27
#319
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
No you don't, you're just a racist.
2018-09-21 13:51
#322
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France ZywHere 
im black i cant be racist
2018-09-21 15:59
#324
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
See this is a tricky situation because if you think you care then you could be the kind of retard to think that but if you're trolling then you're trolling hard I'll just say good for you
2018-09-21 17:50
#326
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France ZywHere 
i tell you i care but you insist to say i dont, how you know what people cares about ? if you dont care pass your way.
2018-09-21 18:58
#333
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
I think you are trolling
2018-09-21 19:41
nice read man, goodluck stay strong brother
2018-09-16 21:49
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 21:50
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Poland NaTzjE 
good luck, stay strong
2018-09-16 21:51
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 21:51
tl dr
2018-09-16 21:52
All good :)
2018-09-16 21:53
i've just read it i feel sorry for your loss, and i hope your surgery goes right and be healed once for all
2018-09-16 21:59
I hope so buddy :) And thanks for reading it. <3
2018-09-16 22:00
Really sad story. Idk what would I do if I were you. I'm sure you are already stronger than most of us.(mentally) You have to keep being strong for yourself and for who loves you. I hope you'll get rid of that cancer shit.
2018-09-16 21:52
Thanks buddy. I need to be strong because i don't want to let my family nor my friends down :) <3
2018-09-16 21:53
Yeah mate!By the way if I were you I would write my story in another forums or asked my questions in 'quora'. There are so much kind and intellectual people out there who have an actual life and high iq. I wouldn't write my life story in this cancerous forum; kids acting like immature adults or adults acting like toxic kids.
2018-09-16 22:00
True but there is still couple people here who actually care. Didn't know for that site imma post my story on there too :) Thanks bro <3
2018-09-16 22:03
cheers
2018-09-16 22:04
to you too bro
2018-09-16 22:07
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Malaysia Mysioo 
wow, all respect to to you man gl and stay strong!
2018-09-16 21:54
Thanks buddy i will <3
2018-09-16 21:55
good luck dood, hope you make it, HLTV Army can't afford any loses
2018-09-16 21:54
Well im sure 99% wouldn't care lol but hey at least there are some nice guys :) Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 21:54
sad
2018-09-16 21:54
It is but who cares :) All gonna be good i hope
2018-09-16 21:56
make thread when u beat the cancer so we can celebrate ;)
2018-09-20 14:32
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shox | 
Poland neverbait 
hope you get well soon, take care!
2018-09-16 21:57
Thanks <3
2018-09-16 21:58
#43
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Germany STIFAN 
stay strong man
2018-09-16 21:57
Thanks <3
2018-09-16 21:58
tl:dr: I was bully from my stepfather nad mom was watching. Sad
2018-09-16 21:59
I hope ur life is better now buddy :)
2018-09-16 22:00
sorry man I didn't read but good you put things outside. If there is anything dark go to professional help. Btw, rock climbing saved my life. Stopped to drink and found that money and all the bulshit they try to sell to you is just to put the machine (rich , consume economy) running. Go to this or any sport you really found interesting to do. (Esport is not sport, sorry)
2018-09-16 22:05
Im not into gaming that much. I play sometimes game for fun with my friends. But thanks for comment buddy and i hope your life is good now <3 :)
2018-09-16 22:08
I can't believe
2018-09-16 22:00
Well it's true.
2018-09-16 22:01
wtf! the medkit guy! XD
2018-09-17 16:28
I can't believe this guy either
2018-09-17 19:38
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North America Roberzitok 
didn't bother to read lame ass life.
2018-09-16 22:00
It's okay buddy :) You shouldn't also bother to comment :)
2018-09-16 22:01
Thread needs to have actual content
2018-09-16 22:00
Okay
2018-09-16 22:02
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Hungary BostonTerrier 
Read it all ; ill open a beer now. And heres a boston terrier pic for u: dogbreedswallpapers.com/wallpaper/2015/0..
2018-09-16 22:00
Thanks doggy <3
2018-09-16 22:01
stay strong i believe in you!
2018-09-16 22:01
<3
2018-09-16 22:01
Gl
2018-09-16 22:03
Thanks :)
2018-09-17 17:55
"But i always believed in myself and im going to fight until i can." you have some balls brother I wish you the very best of luck
2018-09-16 22:02
Thanks buddy <3 You need to believe if u want to accomplish something in life. And i want to cure this cancer. <3
2018-09-16 22:05
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Germany Janfred 
Fuck man im really sorry. Good Luck bro
2018-09-16 22:04
Thanks <3
2018-09-16 22:07
I want to sleep ,not cry :( Good luck
2018-09-16 22:04
Don't cry. it's been more than 7 years since i found out for cancer, I cryed only once :) Just keep smiling <3
2018-09-16 22:06
You're the same age as mine, there's one thing I noticed that everyone has a life, born and died, no matter what you do, no one can escape that circle of life. All I can say is forget all about the misery you've been going through if there's any, let it go and stop worrying about your future, especially death. All you have left is the moment your heart is beating and your eyes are opened, it's the so-called present. Do whatever you can, enjoy the very best of yourself and be proud that you've lived the meaningful life.
2018-09-16 22:10
Wow bro. This is deep comment, Thanks for that <3
2018-09-16 22:06
+1
2018-09-16 22:08
i read all of it stay strong and you need to understand that life is unfair. you just have to make the negative things into positive things and make the most of it. i'll pray for you!
2018-09-16 22:07
I always make positivity out of negativity. Since i got cancer people around me couldn't believe that im so positive about it. But they are happy that i am. Because they knew im going to fight it till the end :) Thanks for reading it <3
2018-09-16 22:09
tl;dr?
2018-09-16 22:08
It's okay buddy :) It's long story i don't expect anyone to read it. But a lot of people did. :)
2018-09-16 22:10
dude be quiet and just read it
2018-09-16 22:10
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Finland FinTz 
GL, man! Read the whole story. Stay strong! The miners and the crafters shall be with you. :)
2018-09-16 22:08
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 22:10
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Denmark monroEski 
A hell of a story you got there. I don't really think im able to give you any advices since it seems like you've been living with this godforsaken disease most of your life. Im hoping for the best, be a brave man for your father and fight this shit for your mother and yourself. Good luck brother
2018-09-16 22:10
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 22:11
That's really sad, I hope everything goes well for you and your family mate, don't eve dare to feel like giving up man, remember you are here for your family and they are here for you as well. Fight it til the end and most importantly, stay strong. Good luck bro
2018-09-16 22:10
Thanks buddy <3 Never though about quiting the fight. I have family and also a lot of friends that i don't want to let down :) Thanks again for comment <3
2018-09-16 22:12
Dude you got me so sad when you tried to laugh and make jokes to ur dad when you found out. Good luck at the surgery bro i hope you win against cancer
2018-09-16 22:12
I need to win otherwise there was no point to fight it :) I need to make jokes about it because if my dad is sad because of me how will i feel than. No crying only positivity <3
2018-09-16 22:13
sometimes death is better than life. Nobody knows what's there. Mb in the next life you will be the happiest person stay positive and be strong i wish you good luck from all heart <3
2018-09-16 22:15
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Europe wotDfak 
Bro.. I feel so sorry for you. Everyone, literally everyone has problems. Even i do. Even i had times when i wanted to kill myself Even i wanted to end it. Even the depression was eating my from inside. I cannot do it. I'll fight for those, who cannot, my grandpa died a long time ago. But i can't kill myself couse of him, what would he, or others who are dying or already died give for beeing alive? I'll be cheering for you, if there is anything i can do for you. Or any money needed i can donate something. I really love you, and all the peaple. I'll be fighting till the end, for you and others
2018-09-16 22:18
Don't feel sorry for me all gonna be good :) I never thought about taking my life away. And i think that no one should there is always better ways don't think like that bro <3 Sorry to hear for your grandpa. Thanks for offer but i just can't accept money from someone. Because people who could to help me with money didn't :) Thanks for all the love man and for prayers <3
2018-09-16 22:23
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Europe wotDfak 
You're strong as fuck bro! Fuck those hltv dumbasses! You're the real man! If there is anything that 16 y.o boy can do for you, I'm always up to help you
2018-09-16 22:26
Thanks bro <3 Well there is always people who just want to bring you down because they think it's cool but hey i don't care :) You helped enough with reading my storry and leaving such a nice comment <3
2018-09-16 22:30
I cried for real man :(
2018-09-16 22:19
It's all good man keep smile on ur face it's much better than tears <3
2018-09-16 22:23
i know... pls post here what is the result of your next operation... GL buddy
2018-09-16 23:25
Sure will buddy <3
2018-09-16 23:27
Good luck for your surgery bro. Hope it goes well and may you live a life full of happiness ahead. :)
2018-09-16 22:25
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-16 22:26
a commom saying ''what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger''. good luck in ur next surgery. i know it will be all ok, faith in the science, and stay positive psycologic, that's only helps.
2018-09-16 22:30
That's true bro :) Thanks for nice comment <3
2018-09-16 22:31
yeah bro my mom died too a few months ago i hope its gonna be alright with u cause u have had enaugh trobbile in your life good luck from belgium
2018-09-16 22:30
Im sorry for your loss bro <3 I hope she is in better place right now. Stay strong buddy <3
2018-09-16 22:32
you gonna be airight my g, be ready to destroy some cunts pugging after u recovery
2018-09-16 22:32
Sadly i don't play CS GO for past 6 months. But im still into game and i watch every tournament :) Thanks for nice comment <3
2018-09-16 22:35
If it's real story, not fake...you are great guy. Never give up dude, gl hf with next surgery and rape this fucking cancer ;)
2018-09-16 22:33
Would rather kill myself than lie about my mom dying and having cancer. Thanks bro and i won't give up <3
2018-09-16 22:34
The life has no sense, so u can spend it on pleasure. What is pleasure? As for me is 4rug5 and knowledge (first is pleasant, second is also pleasant but more interesting) Gemmology for example. And of course, dont forget about travelling. It is more important. (but as for me it isnt but knowledge is. Just im not so sociable)
2018-09-16 22:33
Thanks for comment bro <3 What ever you do i won't say a bad thing to you but i think you should leave drugs behind. It's your choice i don't think it's the good one. <3
2018-09-16 22:38
Well, ive learned sweedish in two months cause of it and stopped after that. i use it for productivity, not for pleasure. Now i use it only when i have some extra extra problem and i need to do smth asap
2018-09-16 23:40
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Serbia miniorc00 
Wow , sad story :( Go for the surgery i'd say it should all be fine at the end. Stay strong bro , love from Serbia <3
2018-09-16 22:33
WMA me unistio ako bog da Klinicki ce me spasiti <3 Hvala za koment brat :)
2018-09-16 22:35
#115
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
You say your mums funeral was a day after she died? I smell bs.
2018-09-16 22:35
She died in morning. She was in house whole day next day it was her funeral. I don't see why would that be bs.
2018-09-16 22:36
What country you living in? How much money for surgery?
2018-09-16 22:55
Im from Serbia those surgerys are free since it's not Private hospital but the plastic surgery will cost around 300.000 dinars which is around 2500euros because i will need to replace my bone with plastic bone.
2018-09-16 22:58
love serbija from Morocco my favorite countries : Serbia, Syria, Russia,Lebanon
2018-09-17 00:10
Love u bro :)
2018-09-17 12:15
Hope to see you again after the 27th back and better than ever. Stay stronk prokda.
2018-09-16 23:05
Well my surgery is not on 27th it's only consilium so they can analize everything i hope it will be done till end of this year :) Thanks bro <3
2018-09-16 23:08
Thanks for all the nice comments <3 Gonna sleep now if i miss any comments ill respond tomorrow <3
2018-09-16 23:21
#127
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
This is so unfortunate, yet life just barely keeps giving you a ledge to hold onto. I really hope that this will be the end of this yearlong struggle and that after it you can live a life never having to worry about cancer ever again. Stay strong.
2018-09-16 23:42
Thanks, brother for nice comment <3 Imma keep believing and fighting :) <3
2018-09-17 12:18
strange place to write stories like that since we all know that most of users here are trolls, assholes and kids or all 3 in 1 but i hope u gonna be ok, all best foru u
2018-09-17 12:20
It's Off Topic forum i just wanted to see how people would act if they were in my shoes. Thanks for reading it i guess and if u think it's fake trust me i would never lie about stuff like this.
2018-09-17 12:44
Nothing like that, I believe in that story, I just wanted to say that hltv is rather bad place for serious topic and discussion (excluding porn xd)
2018-09-17 13:02
I know but still i got more positive comments than negative ones :) Thanks anyways bro <3
2018-09-17 16:09
It doesn't matter if you share this on hltv or any other site man, don't listen to those people. They're right this site has too many trolls but if you feel like sharing anything you can share anything and anywhere it doesn't matter just ignore trolls and you're good. I believe there are so many good people, encouraging people and especially the people who mostly thinks like us. And keep fighting man. I hope you get that happiness for all you've been through.. you deserve that. Stay strong and goodluck :)
2018-09-17 13:05
I know brotha but I wanted to share my story and that's why I posted it in the Off Topic section. Still, there are some a-holes but hey I got 10x more positive comments. Thanks for taking time to read the whole thing love u man <3
2018-09-17 16:12
Hey I told the same if you didn't get what I mean; I said you can post on hltv and ignore trolls there are good people :D my english is not good so people get confused :D Have a good day man and best of luck again, we love you bro :)
2018-09-17 16:57
No problem bro <3 Thanks again for nice comment <3
2018-09-17 17:18
#137
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32 
After reading the entire thing, it boggles my mind as to why you'd post this on HLTV at all. Other than that, I wish you all the best and would like to remind you that you are not alone in this world. You are individually unique, beautiful, amazing and incredible as a human being existing on this Earth amidst the billions around us. :) Never give up hope and remember your value to humanity. :) Have a good day. <3
2018-09-17 16:11
I already stated why I'm posting this. Not to get attention or something like that. Just wanted to see how would people act if they were in my shoes. I hope you understand and thanks for all kind words <3
2018-09-17 16:13
#140
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32 
I can understand that, it's just that I care more for you to know the amount of hatred and trolling this thread would get. How it's not removed from the site boggles my mind, but it isn't breaking rules if it's genuine, which from your replies tell me it is. :D Fear not, friend.
2018-09-17 16:15
I didn't get too many dumb comments. Only a couple of them but what so ever. I got many more positive comments and I am very happy about it :) <3
2018-09-17 16:17
#151
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United Kingdom Jonty04l32 
Awesome. My faith in humanity restored. :D
2018-09-17 16:19
Idk if that's a troll or not but if it's true stay strong. Problems are made to be solved. Gl man
2018-09-17 16:16
Would rather commit suicide than lie about my mom dying and having cancer. That's not something you joke about. 100% true and thanks <3
2018-09-17 16:18
#143
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Greenland ilikeshrooms 
fakeflagging attention seeker
2018-09-17 16:16
Serbia is in Europe. Also, I stated in a couple comments I am from Serbia. Thanks for reading :)
2018-09-17 16:19
Also, I don't believe that you are from Greenland and you know who Ulemek Legija is :) So I guess you are the one fake flagging
2018-09-17 16:22
man wish u all the best :D hope u will beat that shit !!!!.
2018-09-17 16:18
Thanks, bro <3
2018-09-17 16:19
Fuck cancer. Both my grandparents died of it. I never got to see them.
2018-09-17 16:21
It's sad bro... I'm sorry for your loss. Stay strong <3
2018-09-17 16:22
Hope everything will solve itself. Best wishes. May your mother rest in peace. Much love <3
2018-09-17 16:25
Thanks brother <3
2018-09-17 16:26
<3 Btw fuck cancer
2018-09-17 16:26
For sure hehe :)
2018-09-17 16:27
Stay being strong as you are, (imo ur strong af), everyone has different kind of problems, no one can say how bad they are,btw i hope u be free of this cancer, and have a health life, just keep fighting. peace <3
2018-09-17 16:25
I try my best also I have good friends that keep me believing :) Love u man thanks for nice comment <3
2018-09-17 16:26
ok
2018-09-17 16:28
Okay. Also, dust2 is still most popular map imo :)
2018-09-17 16:29
your opinion bro. But d2 is so bad after rework to me
2018-09-17 16:34
True. But I think it's still most played map. At least in matchmaking :)
2018-09-17 16:35
#166
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Sweden skagge 
very sad to hear. best wishes brother<3
2018-09-17 16:30
Thanks brother <3
2018-09-17 16:31
Stay strong man, dont lose hope, your life is tough I don't know what I would've done if I was in ur place anyway good luck brother and hope everything goes well for you!
2018-09-17 16:34
It would be stupid from me to lose hope after 6-7 years :) Thanks for nice comment brother <3
2018-09-17 16:33
#174
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Slovakia misk0 
stay strong and good luck man <3
2018-09-17 16:50
Thanks bro <3
2018-09-17 16:56
#177
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Turkey Payynnkilla 
Good luck man... sad to hear that, try to stay strong
2018-09-17 16:54
Thanks bro <3
2018-09-17 16:56
Good luck! Stay strong.
2018-09-17 16:58
Sure will buddy <3
2018-09-17 17:19
My grandpa died also from cancer it was hard for me it was in the day where I had school trip for 2 days and I was 12 11 at the time. Wish you best of luck and hope my country or any country will find the cure for that bullshit
2018-09-17 17:01
I'm sorry for your loss bro <3 Stay strong I hope he is in the better place right now <3
2018-09-17 17:21
is this realy true.... I can't believe it man. If it is true I feel like there has to be something that can be done. What can we do?
2018-09-17 17:05
Just believe my man that's all i ask for <3
2018-09-17 17:21
#184
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Germany alspex 
Wish you all the best mate, heads up, keep fighting and ignore toxic comments here. Go and clutch that cancer <3
2018-09-17 17:07
F yeah i will <3
2018-09-17 17:22
Why not try thc oil helped my neighbour a lot she is still alive thanks to it?
2018-09-17 17:07
Ne znam brate moj. Lecio sam se na VMA 5+ godina i oni su samo strugali tu kost. Sad sam presao na Klinicki oni kazu da je jedini lek da se kost izvadi zato sto je tumor iz nje krenuo. Tako da izabracu tu opciju pa sta bog da :) Ima dosta plasticnih hirurgija jebes kost zamenicemo haha :)
2018-09-17 17:23
I mean if its not bad and its ok for now why not try all ways possible before removing bone from your body.
2018-09-17 17:08
#194
2018-09-17 17:23
Idk what to say. You have stayed strong all this time and I hope you keep like that and this time the operation works out the way it should be. gl bro
2018-09-17 17:15
Thanks bro i hope too <3 :)
2018-09-17 17:19
you can be sure that you will be well to see the MIBR defeating your first Major, and I will pray for you.
2018-09-17 17:33
What? I don't understand the Major joke but thanks for comment <3 :)
2018-09-17 17:36
#201
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Greece Poor_Noob 
life is hard and unfair , good luck sir and remember , death is not the end
2018-09-17 17:36
Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-17 17:37
bro my prays with you, nothing to say... its fucking life. stay strong
2018-09-17 17:42
Sure will and thank you <3
2018-09-17 17:52
stay strong friend, good luck :)
2018-09-17 17:46
Thanks brother <3
2018-09-17 17:52
#207
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Kazakhstan iseka 
oh dude, I hope you will be alright <3 and sympathize with your loss :(
2018-09-17 17:54
Sure will bro <3 Thanks
2018-09-17 17:56
#211
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Kazakhstan stanf1x 
good luck, stay strong
2018-09-17 17:59
Thanks :)
2018-09-17 18:03
#212
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North America T1RANT 
I send my regards.
2018-09-17 17:59
Appreciate it <3
2018-09-17 18:05
#213
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Brazil br3nin 
you're the man, good luck
2018-09-17 18:00
Thanks brotha <3
2018-09-17 18:05
Dayhm bro, I would be crushed in your situation, remember to talk to people about it and not get all bottled up inside with rage about your bad luck! I hope you the very best!!
2018-09-17 18:02
Thanks for the answer buddy <3 :)
2018-09-17 18:04
I'm sorry for your loss, brother. By the way, I'm sure you're gonna overcome cancer for good now. God be with you.
2018-09-17 18:05
Thanks bro <3 I'll fight till the end :)
2018-09-17 18:06
#224
allu | 
North America N1tsuA 
Will there be a follow up afterwards? I have to know how it goes
2018-09-17 18:09
Sure. I will make new thread with link of this thread if it doesn't get deleted since there are some a-holes with stupid comments :)
2018-09-17 18:11
#226
allu | 
North America N1tsuA 
Alright man gl :)
2018-09-17 18:11
Thanks brotha :)
2018-09-17 18:12
So sad man.. Good luck and stay strong ! Better days will come !
2018-09-17 18:15
Sure will :) Thanks buddy <3
2018-09-17 18:30
Keep be strong bro. My dad died in a fire disaster so i know how it feels :(
2018-09-17 18:15
Sorry for your loss :( Stay strong bro <3 I hope he is in better place right now <3
2018-09-17 18:31
Damn that must suck... sorry for your loss dude, I can’t imagine losing my mom. Stay strong! You can overcome cancer, and you will live a great life!
2018-09-17 18:16
I see multiple times kids being rude to their moms... And i just get sad because i know that i would do anything just to have my mother alive with me. Thanks for taking time to read my story <3
2018-09-17 18:32
Hey man you are stronger than anyone here on HLTV! I am 28 and never had surgery in my life and you are handeling things A LOT better than I would!! Good luck to you I wish everything will work out for you, your sister and your father! No one deserves cancer dont listen to the idiots here on HLTV.
2018-09-17 18:17
Thanks brother <3 I appreciate your comment <3
2018-09-17 18:33
I didn't read, but stay strong dude. And don't kys, start smoking, drugs and etc... Not worth it :)
2018-09-17 18:18
Never in my life i thought of taking my life away. Also never drugs. Thanks for comment <3
2018-09-17 18:33
Everything gonna be alright bro. Stay strong... Don't show ur fear to ur dad if u have a such cuz he can get the tilt from this kind of situation...give him a hope so he can fight for u.
2018-09-17 18:27
Sure will bro <3 My dad knows that I'm kinda scared from surgery. But he also knows that I'll always fight till the end. Thanks for the comment <3
2018-09-17 18:35
Dont die bro
2018-09-17 18:37
I hope i won't :)
2018-09-17 18:38
Bro best wishes to you man, Don't think this is do or die, You're going to live through and find a wonderful life without cancer, Love you. Best wishes from Australia.
2018-09-20 13:10
PS: I want to be updated, so is there anyway i can follow you?
2018-09-20 13:11
PSS xD If i had your life I would start getting confidence to do what i want, litterally everything that's in my mind i want out there, I'm starting to do that now by participating in No Fap and taking Cold showers, lots of health and mental benefits there. by staying strong, thats something i'll never know, You've grown too fast and i'm only a lucky shelter boy who just turned 18. Last time ily <3
2018-09-20 13:21
There is update. I was on consilium and i need to do few more things such as scanner of my head and some more stuff and after that ill have surgery
2018-10-15 15:50
fuck man, the first part of your story really got me, i couldn't imagine a world without any of my close family members. Reading your full story I realized you're a really strong person and I wish you the best of luck. Never give up.
2018-09-20 13:17
Thanks for kind words man <3
2018-10-15 15:51
#249
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
Good luck bro,you had hard life but it made you stronger dont give up now,you will handle it like a boss,just keep fighting good luck my man stay strong !
2018-09-20 13:21
Thanks brother <3
2018-10-15 15:51
#250
ritch | 
United Kingdom Meffus 
Good luck my friend...stay strong....come back stronger and get many 5 mans <3 I look forward to hearing that everything was a success and you are doing great.
2018-09-20 13:22
Thanks man <3
2018-10-15 15:52
#251
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
yo btw please answer , i had issues with my sinuses since i was born , when i was 1 year old i had surgery to remove something with sinuses and i cant breath through my nose from then its really hard for me,plus i have headache almost every day do you think its worth checking? sry for asking btw
2018-09-20 13:41
wrong person to ask imo. i mean he has the desease but he still doesnt have a doctors degree so id recommend (if you are really worried) to just go to a doctor.
2018-09-20 14:36
#261
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
great answer,thanks will go to doctor for sure,. after my flight tho
2018-09-20 15:42
Yeah dawg that's weird, I had a lump on my neck and it was normal but i still told my parents to check.
2018-09-20 15:45
#264
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
hope its nothing bro gl!
2018-09-20 15:48
Yeah thanks man! It turned out to be nothing anyways, this was few months back.
2018-09-21 03:59
#304
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
oh,thats good :)
2018-09-21 09:19
prayers brother
2018-09-20 15:34
Your nick takes all the credibility out of whatever you write, soon as i noticed ur nick i didnt even read your story :)
2018-09-20 15:47
Okay bro :) This nick is jokes it's nothing serious :) I won't force you to read anything. Have a nice day
2018-10-15 15:51
I feel sad for you. GL
2018-09-21 03:58
Don't feel sad all gonna be good brother <3
2018-10-15 15:52
damn and im sitting here feeling sorry for myself over some stupid ass girl that wasnt even that hot left me and that my gambling addiction took over for a few days.... bro i hope you will fight through this and that you and your father will keep being strong! Man I know it might seem hard, but you should really just hope for the best and enjoy what you have(family, experiences etc)
2018-09-21 04:09
Thanks for nice words brother. Also there is a lot of girls don't be sad over it :) You're going to find good girl for yourself :)
2018-10-15 15:53
#272
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Portugal R0cketOG 
That's a hell of a life story for such a young man, you are a true fighter, stay strong brother. We have a saying "Depois da tempestade vem a Bonança" , keep it in mind and stay positive, life still has good things for you. Good luck for the surgery and hit me up with DM after it.
2018-09-21 04:30
Sure will brother <3 Thanks
2018-10-15 15:54
I had cancer too mate, but, everything is going to be fine you're strong bro.
2018-09-21 04:30
What cancer did you have? Im sorry to hear that. Thank god all is good <3
2018-10-15 15:54
#274
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India daksh29 
just hold on tight everything will be alright
2018-09-21 04:37
I couldn't do the same, probably I would give up. Stay strong dude, I wish you a good recovery because nothing will gonna happen I'm gonna pray for you my friend what is your name ?
2018-09-21 04:58
My name is Đorđe :) It's weird name idk if u can read it. <3
2018-10-15 15:56
#278
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World mad25100 
ok
2018-09-21 05:03
#281
Brazil nyz 
I would freak out if that surgery would let any noticeable scars or deformities in my face. I care a lot about my looks so I wouldn't accept negative results. I'm sorry for your mother, I would trade my mother's life for yours if I could.
2018-09-21 05:22
Oh it sure will... Big scar. But ill rather live with a scar on my face than die because of cancer. And don't say that about your momma... Whatever she did or did not to you she gave you life <3
2018-10-15 15:57
#282
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Indonesia EvilPolish 
Good luck bro, God bless
2018-09-21 05:21
Thanks <3
2018-10-15 15:58
#283
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Chile nachooww 
good luck brother, be strong and you will see how life will reward you, I wish you the best of success and a good recovery :)
2018-09-21 05:47
Thanks <3
2018-10-15 15:58
#284
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North America TeamLiquid 
Stay strong brother
2018-09-21 05:53
Thanks <3
2018-10-15 15:58
How much longer can we overcome god damn cancer
2018-09-21 06:12
God knows man...
2018-10-15 15:58
#294
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Denmark Xipingu 
God bless. Cancer is shit. No one deserves that shit
2018-09-21 06:59
I agree but we can't change it.
2018-10-15 15:59
#394
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Denmark Xipingu 
Sadly true..
2018-10-15 18:50
Stay strong hope you get better!
2018-09-21 07:01
Sure will buddy <3
2018-10-15 15:59
If you'll endure all that's given to you now, sooner you'll be some kind of superhuman. That's a big future for ya, suffering always bring with it some kind of wisdom, so, just learn from it)
2018-09-21 08:02
Nice comment bro <3
2018-10-15 15:59
my dad is drunk and my brother is taking drugs
2018-09-21 08:43
#305
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Palestine Al_Pacino 
what drugs
2018-09-21 09:19
That's hard... Idk how can i help you. Just stay strong i guess
2018-10-15 16:00
Seems kinda like bs with the whole "dad punching the steering wheel" Lil over dramatic
2018-09-21 08:58
I mean it was when he found out he has cancer, what more can the dad do to stay calm?
2018-09-21 09:31
Seems like something dramatic he has seen in some movie thats it among other things
2018-09-21 10:10
I know what you mean dawg, i also thought, wow bit over dramatic but doesn't mean it wouldn't ever happen in real life, when you're telling a story to someone you obviously wouldn't tell every detial but certiantly tell what was emmotionally impactful, like seeing your dad smashing the steering wheel, giving you a sign that you have cancer mind you it was few years ago.
2018-09-21 16:25
Maybe it does look fake to you. But if you think i would spend so much time on writing this story and replying to every comment for what reason idk? It's not fake and he didn't literally punch steering wheel as hard as possible it was just small punch from sadness
2018-10-15 16:01
#303
Zeus | 
Finland Olter 
How you notice she isnt breathing wtf
2018-09-21 09:16
When you're in a state where you're waiting for your own mother to die, it isn't that weird.
2018-09-21 09:30
It's pretty easy to notice that someone is not breathing or breathing. If they are lying on the bed on their back you can see their stomach move pretty clear when they breathe.
2018-10-15 16:02
#398
Zeus | 
Finland Olter 
No shit, but nobody sane would pay any attention to something like that
2018-10-15 20:38
Well if you mother was in bed for months fighting to survive it's easy to notice. We was aware of that that she is going to die. And you decided to come here and to be rude for no reason? Okay buddy nice
2018-10-19 23:57
#424
Zeus | 
Finland Olter 
You are a liar is the problem here. Overdramatization BS
2018-10-20 17:56
Well, that's only what you think. Every single word I wrote here is true not a single one was a lie. Just because you can't recognize what is true and what is not that's your problem, I didn't ask for money I didn't ask people to feel sorry I didn't ask for anything. There is no single reason why would I lie and try to be respectful towards everyone in this thread :) Have a nice day
2018-10-20 20:05
Stay strong little homie
2018-09-21 09:25
Sure will bro <3
2018-10-15 16:02
is this my twisted world?
2018-09-21 09:26
I hope not,
2018-10-15 16:03
#310
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Namibia banned_so 
Gl boi
2018-09-21 09:33
nice copy pasta
2018-09-21 10:13
All written by my. There is no copy paste. If you don't believe it's all good buddy :)
2018-10-15 16:03
#317
Xyp9x | 
Other Zyncc 
Hey dude u have been a fighter all your life and u gonna fight this hurdle as well. You will win. Stay strong brother.
2018-09-21 12:39
Sure will that's the only way.
2018-10-15 16:03
gl
2018-09-21 14:04
#327
IGORAK | 
Switzerland IGORAK 
funeral next day? aint nobody ever
2018-09-21 19:00
I read the full thread, hope you get better, also R.I.P to your mom. You're gonna fight it, hope your surgery goes fine.
2018-09-21 19:12
Hvala brat <3
2018-10-15 16:04
Np :)
2018-10-15 16:04
very interesting
2018-09-21 19:30
#331
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Hungary ChuckeNy 
stay Strong only the strongest people gets the hardest obstacles. praying for u bro!
2018-09-21 19:33
Thanks my man
2018-10-15 16:04
What kind of foods do you consume daily? Was your mom eating similarly?
2018-09-21 19:38
She was cooking every day nice food when she was alive. Since she passed away i eat most of fast food...
2018-10-15 16:05
Can you be more specific?
2018-10-19 20:20
stay strong
2018-09-22 10:47
Always <3
2018-10-15 16:05
So sad bro, stay strong!! Where are u live?
2018-10-15 15:58
Serbia bro and Thanks <3
2018-10-15 16:05
So much text so i wont read, but good luck mate, hope it turns out well for you.
2018-10-15 15:59
Thanks :)
2018-10-15 16:06
This is so sad guys CAN WE HIT 100 POSTS?
2018-10-15 16:11
wow....
2018-10-15 16:12
gl bro
2018-10-15 16:16
Thanks <3
2018-10-15 16:20
Amazing,inspiring and sad bro, GL.
2018-10-15 19:18
Stay strong, the most beautiful moments are ahead <3
2018-10-15 19:30
Stay strong, the most beautiful moments are ahead <3
2018-10-15 19:30
Dude Haven't heard shit from this Guy since I wonder what happened.
2018-10-18 08:15
Im here buddy. Thanks for worrying i need to do some more head scanners and couple of analysis and ill be ready for surgery <3
2018-10-19 23:59
osht gl <3
2018-10-20 11:28
Ty brotha <3
2018-10-20 16:27
#400
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Lithuania SiTyGas 
Damn.. Thats bad my dude... I dont have a perfect life, i never apreciated what i have, but when you look around and see what other people are dealing with you realise that hey, maybe my life is perfect... Not money, not alco and not drugs matters, all that matters is what around you.. Family, friends...
2018-10-18 08:32
#401
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Hungary kNnc 
Stay strong bro, wish u the best
2018-10-18 09:08
nice now remove thread
2018-10-18 09:12
Stay strong. Fuck cancer.
2018-10-18 09:21
I hope you get out of this once and for all. Stay strong.
2018-10-18 09:22
Stopped reading at Hello btw
2018-10-18 09:24
Doing fine?What about operation?Btw 27th of september was my bday lul
2018-10-18 11:58
I need to do some more scanners ETC after that i will have surgery.
2018-10-19 23:58
That's a strong story man. Stay strong.
2018-10-20 00:07
Keep fighting, we're here for you <3
2018-10-20 11:40
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