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DEPRESSED PEOPLE COME HERE
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United States USAnumberone 
How are you doing today? Do you want to talk about anything? I can try to help as best I can. Have a good day!
2018-09-21 21:35
#4
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
I got off school exactly 12 hours ago and was gonna study when I got home but didnt start yet F
2018-09-21 21:43
#8
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United States USAnumberone 
For me, leaving the house and going to a cafe, library, etc. can get me some more motivation to study/work. Good luck!
2018-09-21 21:45
#13
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
thank you, friend. Environment might be my issue
2018-09-21 21:48
How old are you and what homework you have to do?
2018-09-21 21:51
#44
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United States USAnumberone 
20, Computer Engineering Major. Currently the majority of my homework is Physics II and a computer engineering class learning about hardware
2018-09-21 22:02
#114
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
me or? 17 and um lol some math stuff, it looks scary I can send a pic linked in a old thread: imgur.com/a/Qx8KcqF monday: debate in swedish class tuesday: math test wednesday: physics test ima kys
2018-09-21 23:04
#115
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
in reality I just didn't try study today XD I was just flowing through the day taking things as they came
2018-09-21 23:05
oh I still remember this from highschool lol. I was actually pretty good at this, but it is bullshit you have to learn all of this, because you forget it all..like seriously 95% of it. Actually I believe that highschool people are one of smartest people around and companies should pick them up already in highschool. Later on in life you specialize more and know just one thing very good, but highschoolers have to know a lot of things at once, from history, languages, physics, maths etc. They should be picked up by companies to "use" them before they forget 95% of their stuff :)
2018-09-21 23:08
#136
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
you did this stuff as well? those waves are scary xD heh interesting point, yeah I am just being stacked with knowledge 8 hours a day. school is interesting, mind explosion and when you are done you don't remember much anyway. At least you'll remember what you found interesting I guess I replied to you in another thread but that notification might of been lost among your others, do you work or? considering you're 26 and what if so
2018-09-21 23:35
hahahha fucking idiot just use your phone you swedish like we are MONTENEGRIANS using phones at school to get 5+
2018-09-21 23:21
#135
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
wait what xD montenegrians wow nice I love you guys
2018-09-21 23:31
#5
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Kazakhstan blezzyzx 
Lets talk?
2018-09-21 21:43
#12
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United States USAnumberone 
What about, KZ friend?
2018-09-21 21:47
#148
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Kazakhstan blezzyzx 
why life is shiiiit? no gf, fucking working hard, average social life, no house, no car
2018-09-22 11:21
i have a better day than usually thank u for asking my friend how u doing?
2018-09-21 21:43
#14
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United States USAnumberone 
Doing pretty well myself, thank you
2018-09-21 21:48
I'm struggling with depression im doing fine today watching CS drinking some beer =) thx for asking bro <3
2018-09-21 21:45
#18
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United States USAnumberone 
Sounds like a great time! Find those things that make you happy and stick to them, bro! Have fun
2018-09-21 21:51
#108
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Spain dabehx 
yes stick to alcohol
2018-09-21 23:01
#137
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United States USAnumberone 
I was referring to the watching CS part, lol
2018-09-21 23:57
USA NUMBER 30000000000000000
2018-09-21 21:45
Pretty good i guess tho i havent slept like at all for many months now.
2018-09-21 21:45
#24
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United States USAnumberone 
Insomnia (if you have it) is a rough condition, I know a few people affected by it. If it is negatively affecting you you can get a variety of medication to try and combat it. Good luck friend
2018-09-21 21:53
#11
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Germany felixlulz 
just played with a retarded spectre, actually very depressing
2018-09-21 21:47
#27
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United States USAnumberone 
There will always better games in the future :)
2018-09-21 21:54
#15
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Libya Eruptor 
A thread like this on HLTV cmonBruh
2018-09-21 21:48
#19
REAL | 
Norway duffz00r 
Heroine
2018-09-21 21:51
#29
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United States USAnumberone 
Dangerous, I would suggest a healthier alternative that provides a similar rush or feeling. I am no medical expert but I'm sure they could help!
2018-09-21 21:55
I came in this thread happy and this guy just made me depressed. eh...
2018-09-21 21:56
You can jerk off your bf with your tits tho
2018-09-21 22:00
why everyone has so much to say over my boobs? Are all boobs meant to be the same as 16year olds see in magazines or on instagram? Real life is a bit different than those hand picked girls who all look the same :)
2018-09-21 22:01
I'm 27 actually. I've seen different ones. No fan of a big ones
2018-09-21 22:04
del
2018-09-21 22:05
Then idk you should know better I guess I can never make everyone happy and live life trying to please everyone. I am never going to be to everyone's liking, whatever i'd do.
2018-09-21 22:06
So your boobs are not big?
2018-09-21 22:46
no not at all lol :)
2018-09-21 22:57
oh good, good for you)
2018-09-21 23:29
next time think twice before showing your naked body and expecting no body would mention it
2018-09-21 22:05
I didn't show my naked body? Never posted more than my face here, not even any revealing picture
2018-09-21 22:07
OK, there's rumors tho
2018-09-21 22:11
yeah because of this hltv.org/forums/threads/1880868/yunoliek.. Can't believe you are 27 years old and believe some hltv title which proved nothing. There is no nudes because I never uplaoded any, I don't even have instagram
2018-09-21 22:12
I'm not an active user here, never knew about you before, just randomly saw the pic, that's it
2018-09-21 22:13
unluku
2018-09-21 22:03
#46
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United States USAnumberone 
Sorry for that :/ Was looking to hopefully brighten some peoples days that needed it
2018-09-21 22:03
#65
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Slovenia New_username 
Why the fuck do i see you in every fucking thread i look at.
2018-09-21 22:12
Look elsewhere then how the fuck is this my problem
2018-09-21 22:13
#71
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Slovenia New_username 
Idk, I was just asking.
2018-09-21 22:13
#117
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
rip what happened
2018-09-21 23:08
#132
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
stopped reading at autistmeister he called my idol a disgusting pig earlier today sad guy :(
2018-09-21 23:29
i have failure on my life, on my lessons, on my family . a little future anxiety. also nobody likes me. i have a chance to commit suicide. But im not sure
2018-09-21 22:00
#53
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United States USAnumberone 
Never worth it man. No matter how low you are in life, you can always rebound. Sometimes you need some others to talk and vent to, I can listen if you want.
2018-09-21 22:06
Thx bro. As i said. Im not sure about commit suicide. I will keep fighting :)
2018-09-21 22:12
#78
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United States USAnumberone 
Like I said, talking to someone close to you can help immensely. I believe in you bro :) !
2018-09-21 22:18
i'll do it. Thank you:)
2018-09-21 22:19
dont do that shit
2018-09-21 22:07
dont do that shit
2018-09-21 22:07
dont do it, been cosindering it multiple times. Told myself to wait and see what happens next, and it is much better and I am grateful to myself that I didn't do it.
2018-09-21 22:18
#119
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
I love you
2018-09-21 23:08
I love you too bro <3
2018-09-21 23:13
#134
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
<333333
2018-09-21 23:30
#40
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Poland Teamnexus 
Thank you bro.. just loosing money everyday because i am addict
2018-09-21 22:01
#59
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United States USAnumberone 
Addiction is rough. If possible, talking to a medical expert can help immensely, something similar to rehabilitation if you are open to that idea. Hopefully that can help you kick the habit, good luck!
2018-09-21 22:07
#42
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Slovakia misk0 
why can't faze win :(
2018-09-21 22:02
#48
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World mad25100 
Fine dude, getting drunk to kill the suicides toughs... thanks for askin doe
2018-09-21 22:04
#60
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United States USAnumberone 
Theres a lot of programs and hotlines you can call to just talk and get help. Good luck man, try to find stuff that makes you happy. Talking helps.
2018-09-21 22:09
just waking up, working and going back home like a zombie, stopped studies, and relationship its bad. but ty for ask
2018-09-21 22:04
#62
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United States USAnumberone 
What hours are you working? That sounds very rough.
2018-09-21 22:11
working monday until friday from 9am to 18pm saturdays 9am-13pm
2018-09-21 22:13
#83
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United States USAnumberone 
49 hours a week with school? What classes are you taking?
2018-09-21 22:25
44 hours a week ( 1hr lunch time ) university its from 7pm at 23pm, but i haven't any mental condition to keep going, so i stopped going to. im a former system analyst
2018-09-21 22:27
#86
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United States USAnumberone 
Definitely don't overwork of force yourself to go. Taking a year or semester break from school is very common at least here in the states, so you can try that if you want. Talking to a university counselor could help!
2018-09-21 22:30
i already take a year, and nothing being better, just being worst. btw, already good talk a little about it . ty
2018-09-21 22:31
#94
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United States USAnumberone 
Remember you have all of your life to go to university. There is no age cut off. Take your time, good luck my friend. Hope things get better for you!
2018-09-21 22:40
now its 17:13 here
2018-09-21 22:13
#50
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Asia element4s 
we depressed ppl cant talk even with ourself!
2018-09-21 22:04
#66
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United States USAnumberone 
One of the first steps to getting help is opening up and talking, even if its uncomfortable at first. Good luck man!
2018-09-21 22:12
whats the prupose of life
2018-09-21 22:07
#73
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United States USAnumberone 
I guess it varies from person to person based on what you want: Family? Money? Happiness? All of it? Set your own reasonable goals and try to follow them best you can :)
2018-09-21 22:14
Hi my friend thank for this support, I am worried fallen will win this major, help me pls
2018-09-21 22:13
#74
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United States USAnumberone 
Luckily for you, MIBR look pretty weak compared to the other teams they have to face (Na'Vi, Liquid, Astralis, Faze)
2018-09-21 22:15
Thank my friend
2018-09-21 22:24
#75
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Bulgaria valeriaf0x 
i didnt try my 100% for exams because no motivation but i ended up getting really high grades which dont make me happy, is it time to end it all?
2018-09-21 22:16
#89
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United States USAnumberone 
Never time to end it all. If school isn't make you happy (which it rarely does), make sure to make time for activities outside of school that you do enjoy.
2018-09-21 22:33
#75
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Bulgaria valeriaf0x 
i didnt try my 100% for exams because no motivation but i ended up getting really high grades which dont make me happy, is it time to end it all?
2018-09-21 22:16
I, I don't remember much I just seen her dead in there It definitely stood out I remember your smell when I touched you How she used to talk to me It all hurts so much now How could I waste so much time on someone who doesn't even love me Even though all the time I spent, its just worthless Now I feel like I don't even wanna live anymore Save me
2018-09-21 22:23
#90
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United States USAnumberone 
x, interesting. RIP
2018-09-21 22:34
#84
Brollan | 
World mbata 
I’m Astralis fan, help me
2018-09-21 22:25
#91
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United States USAnumberone 
I believe Astralis will win. Good luck!
2018-09-21 22:35
#120
Brollan | 
World mbata 
They won’t . They are useless nibbhs
2018-09-21 23:09
I'm doing great. Everything is pointless.
2018-09-21 22:30
#92
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United States USAnumberone 
Make goals that are meaningful to you. Then everything won't be pointless :)
2018-09-21 22:36
I don't mean to sound rude as I appreciate what you're trying to do with this thread, but it's not that I have a subjective interpretation of things as being pointless. It is that everything in the universe is objectively pointless - and this is evidenced by the fact that people often try to use phrases like "life is what you make it" or "do something that matters to you", unaware that such phrases highlight the inherent worthlessness of everything anyway. If the only things that matter in life are things that people place value upon, then those things have no intrinsic worth whatsoever - they're only made worthwhile by the arbitrary emphasis placed upon them. People can find fleeting happiness in the world, that's true - but nothing is permanent except the cold embrace of death. C'est la vie.
2018-09-21 22:47
#106
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United States USAnumberone 
I was actually thinking of typing something similar to this at first. Yes, on the large large scale everything ends up being pointless, however within the boundaries of our own (relatively small) lives, we can find meaning.
2018-09-21 22:59
I agree with that. I just think it's quite depressing knowing that everything we are and will ever do is ultimately meaningless, and will be until the heat and death of the universe consumes everything we've left behind. I'm not sad about it though, but it's certainly disheartening. Huge respect to you for making a thread like this and actually replying to it btw.
2018-09-21 23:03
Hello! I am 19 years old and my parents kicked me from da house cuz lots of dota and not completely focused on my studies. Recently just broke with my gf cuz she said DOTA or me..basically i wasnt giving her the time and she said your dream to be in a pro dota team is BS.. Now here I am working at mc donalds and other places to earn money to eat and pay my bills..But I know I am gonna prove everyone wrong one day cuz i am not giving up on my dreams
2018-09-21 22:39
#96
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United States USAnumberone 
Its true don't give up on your dreams, but don't let DOTA or any other video game be a catalyst for your relationships being foiled. Dont give up playing, but also make time for studies, family, and relationships! Good luck man.
2018-09-21 22:46
That cant be done because i need put in hours into dota
2018-09-21 23:30
hey man gotta say I expected a bait thread like: "wtf just don't be sad lol" but it's very nice from u doing a topic like that, hope everyone in here is feelling well
2018-09-21 22:44
#98
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United States USAnumberone 
Thats my hope as well. If I can help at least one person or at least cheer them up then the thread was successful in my mind :D
2018-09-21 22:46
That's the spirit man :D And how are u doing?
2018-09-21 22:53
#107
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United States USAnumberone 
Doing very well. thanks for asking
2018-09-21 23:00
hello.
2018-09-21 22:47
#109
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United States USAnumberone 
Hello there friend
2018-09-21 23:01
I met up with friends and trying to communicate with girl that I have crush on her huh
2018-09-21 22:48
#110
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United States USAnumberone 
Good luck, hope it ends well for you :)
2018-09-21 23:02
Well she is more depressed than me
2018-09-21 23:05
Wow, actually a decent person on hltv :) Currently chilling and watching the major, gonna study math and electronics for next week tho.
2018-09-21 22:53
#111
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United States USAnumberone 
Good luck! I have my first exams coming up next week as well
2018-09-21 23:03
GL is computer engineering interesting?
2018-09-21 23:10
#104
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North America AlanSmith 
i can't find gf
2018-09-21 22:54
#112
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United States USAnumberone 
Tried online/tinder? Its super popular right now for meetups
2018-09-21 23:03
#147
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North America AlanSmith 
what is tinder?
2018-09-22 02:13
I wasn't depressed, but then after that first map - I now want to kill myself.
2018-09-21 23:11
wanna wear a mask all day long
2018-09-21 23:13
My 310 pound gf who doesn’t shower or shave broke up with me :(
2018-09-21 23:19
#140
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Russia Svirv 
Was she controlling
2018-09-22 00:59
#138
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Europe amaxed83 
living as a failure. hated by my family, no friends, no job, no school, no future. got some money but idgaf about that. 99% sure i have undiagnosed aspergers which is the main reason why im in this situation. i hate myself i hate my life. probably gonna kms sometime next year.
2018-09-22 00:08
what the fuck is the point of this post?
2018-09-22 01:05
#144
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Europe amaxed83 
what the fuck is the point of life?
2018-09-22 01:08
to reproduce, nothing more really
2018-09-22 01:09
Well how do you wanna cheer me up
2018-09-22 00:39
depression isnt real, just like there are only 2 genders "depression" is just another word made up by millenials
2018-09-22 01:04
ye , is probably best idea to told ur problems to random people in HLTV ... :D
2018-09-22 01:10
Hello Just crying today
2018-09-22 11:24
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