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KQLY | 
Germany HLTV_FORUMS_ARE_A_BAD_MEME 
my parents are out tonight and i'm home alone bought 0.5l Bitburger Pils beer and 0.75l 10% Wine and cause i am a pathetic retard and have no friends im drinking it alone at home already drank the beer within literally 1 min at once wine needs to go as well tonight your opinion on this? i need someone to talk to pls help im so lonely
2018-09-22 19:21
#1
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Europe zoomii 
depression
2018-09-22 19:22
yes definitely
2018-09-22 19:22
#26
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North America T1RANT 
I did this with weed last night ( Same circumstances ) xD
2018-09-22 19:29
#39
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
most of the time (like 80%) i smoke weed alone at home, chilling in teamspeak with friends
2018-09-22 19:33
#45
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North America T1RANT 
Exactly
2018-09-22 19:34
report
2018-09-22 21:00
#246
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
weed is legal here nt
2018-09-22 21:07
already called FBI
2018-09-22 21:07
#286
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
same
2018-09-22 22:08
#272
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Finland ILoveWeed 
in 2020 mate
2018-09-22 21:49
#285
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
no, it's currently 2018 here (22 September 2018 to be exact)
2018-09-22 22:09
#310
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Finland ILoveWeed 
where does it say its legal
2018-09-22 22:53
#311
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
what do you mean, in my country (netherlands) weed is legal.
2018-09-22 22:55
#318
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Poland hedyzpizdy 
fakeflag nt
2018-09-22 23:06
#320
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
why fakeflag, i was born in New Zealand... nt
2018-09-22 23:08
#321
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Poland hedyzpizdy 
nt
2018-09-22 23:09
#323
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
mad
2018-09-22 23:14
#396
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Europe m9_ 
tfw you can tell a pole thought it was Australia with only 2 letters
2018-09-23 11:24
#338
Xeno | 
Netherlands Xenoo 
Moved from one of the most beautiful looking countries to the most boring, unluko.
2018-09-22 23:39
#395
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
yeah we moved here when i was 13 or something, but when i got a nice job and shit i plan to go back
2018-09-23 11:22
netherlands is very chill imo but in a very positive way really enjoyed the atmosphere while i was there
2018-09-23 11:44
but nz is probably still better
2018-09-23 11:51
#411
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
i lived in both, and NZ is way better imo, but everyone got another taste tho :)
2018-09-23 16:15
A dried flowered bud of the Cannabis sativa plant The use of cannabis in New Zealand is governed by the Misuse of Drugs Act 1975, which makes unauthorised possession of any amount of cannabis illegal. There are political efforts to remove penalties on its use for those over 18 years of age. In October 2017, following the ascension of a Labour/Green/New Zealand First coalition to government, the Greens announced a nationwide referendum of the legality of cannabis for both medical and personal use, set to be held by 2020
2018-09-22 23:42
#394
steel | 
New Zealand TEEZY 
#311 nt
2018-09-23 11:22
smoking weed alone is not the same as drinking alcohol alone dude
2018-09-22 20:30
#183
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North America T1RANT 
I did both.
2018-09-22 20:30
well you have a depression then
2018-09-22 20:31
#233
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North America T1RANT 
2018-09-22 20:59
well you have a depression then
2018-09-23 00:18
#350
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Norway Hyggeligulv 
You would make a horrible doctor.
2018-09-22 23:54
#189
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Ukraine mortydefiled 
aren't u the guy who was guessing burger preferences for everyone?
2018-09-22 20:32
#234
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North America T1RANT 
no, but I like fine steak
2018-09-22 20:58
#261
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Ukraine mortydefiled 
but u have to love burgers
2018-09-22 21:22
#262
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North America T1RANT 
ofc, I am in the home of them
2018-09-22 21:22
hi my depressed bro do you also want to kys?
2018-09-22 21:53
#275
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North America T1RANT 
tbf it has struck my mind, but it's over a girl so
2018-09-22 21:53
yeah there r 3.8 biliion woman on this planet (even tho most are ugly indians and asians) i hope you find another girl and get to bang her soon but being basically autistic isnt so easy to solve
2018-09-22 21:58
#319
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Poland hedyzpizdy 
thank you
2018-09-22 23:07
#322
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North America T1RANT 
xddddx
2018-09-22 23:14
Well get ready to drink your problems away
2018-09-22 20:49
first time but ill get addicted soon 100%
2018-09-22 21:05
rip dude i wouldnt do it man :(
2018-09-22 21:10
i hope as well but what should i do except for normiefag advice
2018-09-22 21:15
#282
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Taiwan youstupidaf 
i`m depressed too and I`m drinking for about 8 beers a day average and till I feel so fucking bad that I can`t drink anymore then I take a break for few days and repeat sometimes I go out to party and get drunk with friends but not that much because I don`t have many friends because I don`t trust people at all , much love bro
2018-09-22 22:05
much love to you too <3 but bro 8 beers every day arent healty even tho i totally get you do you also have fake "friends" that dont invite you to do stuff but you still have loose connecions with them. cuz if yes i totallly get you im literally the same. but good luck bro try to be approchable and funny bro try to trust them most people arent as shit even tho there are many shitheads im writing this from deep inside my heart even tho im drunk. but get better bro <3
2018-09-22 22:33
#300
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Taiwan youstupidaf 
I trusted them and I was helpful to them but when it came to something that we were to do together they fucking cheated on me , most of them I know that its unhealthy to drink that much I`ll propably die by 25 if it goes well i`m 20 btw
2018-09-22 22:34
i hope ill die at 25 if not ill make sure i do
2018-09-22 22:44
#306
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Taiwan youstupidaf 
I broke up with my gf 2 years ago because I was listening to "friends" who i`m not talking with now and I regret it so much , I`m so fucking depressed thats unreal how unfair life is :(
2018-09-22 22:45
#381
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Croatia worstplaya 
im riding the depression boat aswell brother
2018-09-23 00:38
i feel you brother <3333 hope you find your happiness may it be in life or death (perferably life ofc)
2018-09-23 00:40
#384
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Croatia worstplaya 
you too m8, I wish life for you aswell XD
2018-09-23 00:41
drank half the wine as well while writing this nice
2018-09-22 19:22
drank it all after not even 10 mindrinking alc fast is the only thing im good at
2018-09-22 19:29
holy shit im so drunk and crying rn feelsbadman
2018-09-22 19:40
fuck man I'm driking a couple 0.5L cans of beer too, but not at that rythm
2018-09-22 19:42
omg now i have to go to the nearest bus station to throw away the cans/bottles into the trash can so my parents wont notice fml just kill me pls
2018-09-22 21:01
#413
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
how old r u wtf
2018-09-24 14:08
17 xdddd still living with parents
2018-09-24 14:09
#415
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
And they don't allow you to drink beer&wine? Isn't it free to buy with 16 anyways? (Not so sure about whine but beer definetly) I was literally free to consume any alcohol with 16+ even though my parents where very strict in general
2018-09-24 14:10
yeah they allow alccohol no problems only the situation is unangenehm/embaressing to me just drinking all alone they already suspect problems with me it would be so not nice
2018-09-24 14:13
#420
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
I actually consider all this as a bait..well because HLTV. If it's not, you should try to talk to your parents maybe if you havn't done that? Without knowing them I'm pretty sure they will try to help?
2018-09-24 14:16
i swear its no bait would be retarded to do so words wont help me tho even the kindest ones from my parents
2018-09-24 14:18
#431
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
I was more talking about finding a solution to the problem. Maybe something to have fun with in the afternoons. You still go to school?
2018-09-24 14:29
#421
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
Or you can come to Wiesbaden and I'm gonna roll a big one for us and we can play some ps4 at my place XD
2018-09-24 14:17
oh nice i live nearby near kaiserslautern if you know it would come over if i had a car
2018-09-24 14:22
#432
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
Yea sure I know it. I honestly meen it, we could meet up sometime and chill and play together. But i'm 29, I hope that doesn't disturb you xDD
2018-09-24 14:30
i would actually be down for it if youre serious and have no problem with me being so young
2018-09-25 20:00
Listen brother, i'm here to give you actual advice. When you comeback from school, don't go and buy alcohol, don't go and play CS:GO. go to gym mate, do this for lets say 5 months, you will get ripped by then and your confidence will be much higher. Also try to get between the cooler kids in your class and act like them, at first you will only pretend it but by time it will grow on you. Do this for 5 months and you will be a different person, don't give alcohol up entrirely cause it will probably make you happy, but let's say 1 bear a day is enough. You + gym everyday + pretend you are cool + 1 bear = Cool you in 5 months simple equation
2018-09-25 20:58
#438
cyx | 
Germany Shadyy89 
i'll send you my steamlink as pm bro, you can add me and we talk there later if you want to
2018-09-26 12:52
#4
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China VeryDongBeiGuy 
0.5 L beer and 0.75 L wine? not even enough to get semi-drunk.
2018-09-22 19:22
cry is free im not even 60kg
2018-09-22 19:23
#11
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Sweden ConaN007 
Then why are you even drinking, don't kids have better stuff to do nowadays?
2018-09-22 19:25
#18
cyx | 
Germany MichaH 
weed?
2018-09-22 19:26
don't know how to get it have no friends/connections
2018-09-22 19:30
Grow it
2018-09-22 19:40
i cant i have the social skills of an autist this is making me so miserable
2018-09-22 19:42
Yeah it sucks, I know. I'd give you some
2018-09-22 19:48
yeah dude just go to a store man
2018-09-22 19:42
yeah im i get a car ill definitely get some from nl
2018-09-22 19:54
#163
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Netherlands RincoB 
Do you live far?
2018-09-22 20:22
3 hours for border so relativlyly far but possible idk weed is possibly healthier then alcohol
2018-09-22 20:25
#362
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Norway Hyggeligulv 
Not possibly, definitely. You will never die from weed, with alcohol it's quite easy.
2018-09-23 00:05
thats what i want tho tbh
2018-09-23 00:20
idk i dont have anything better to do sad thing is that im literally a kid at 17
2018-09-22 19:28
:( sad
2018-09-22 19:31
yes im crying
2018-09-22 19:41
#145
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Germany phlizz 
iv woken up in dipers in hospital once at 17. definetly wasnt the proudest moment of my life you'll be fine but dont overdo :)
2018-09-22 20:14
this is my 1st time dinlking alne but my life is definiely turning shit rn
2018-09-22 20:16
#397
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Hungary dum_BEST 
Same, waking up in diapers in a hospital with no idea how you got there is definitely a bit scary. But its a fun memory looking back at least. Noone was hurt, just 3 friends and I got a bit too drunk
2018-09-23 11:30
#339
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
Wait how tf did you get the drinks in the first place?
2018-09-22 23:40
bought them from the supermarket (beer and wine are legal at 16 here)
2018-09-23 11:46
#226
k0nfig | 
Germany Trax_ 
+1
2018-09-22 20:50
stfu retard it depends on the weigh
2018-09-22 20:50
just cuz im not an alcoholic (yet)
2018-09-22 20:51
#6
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Netherlands Sander335 
lol'd
2018-09-22 19:23
im already feeling it my stomach hurts
2018-09-22 19:24
there is actually no fkin point in drinking alone unless ur a fkin idiot hobo :D if u drink more than 2 beers alone at home u have a problem.
2018-09-22 19:25
problem is that i am indeed a fucking idito lol
2018-09-22 19:25
*idiot
2018-09-22 19:25
lmao fuck off normie
2018-09-22 19:25
what u gain from drinking alone? its literally u just being addicted.
2018-09-22 19:26
Maybe playing with friends online?
2018-09-22 19:32
being relaxed and shit
2018-09-22 19:39
beer tastes good and its chill i usually have a few beers on weekends when playing video games with friends
2018-09-22 19:46
what you gain from doing anything pleasurable at home?
2018-09-22 19:57
Hahaha, you are fucking mental. It's perfectly normal to drink alone. Like others said, while playing games, watching (e)sports, etc.
2018-09-22 20:28
no its not especially if youre really drunk
2018-09-22 20:29
I'm not talking about getting completely shit-faced here... Becoming at the stage between tipsy and drunk is normal.
2018-09-22 20:32
its just sad for me personally but mayb its my past experience with family and shit i dunno.
2018-09-24 16:46
#239
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Belgium Donderinho 
Excuse me? There's nothing that relaxes me more in the evening than drinking a good beer (Duvel) in my couch after a hard day of work. Sue me
2018-09-22 21:02
#407
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World ///fuck 
To get drunk?
2018-09-23 13:08
#10
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Korea saddummy 
I never really understood the appeal for alcohol, is it really that good?
2018-09-22 19:25
its really fun and good if you have friends on partys etc really pathetic at home alone tho but yes it is, have you even tried it?
2018-09-22 19:27
#24
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Korea saddummy 
Honestly no, I try to stay away from alcohol & cigarettes I think they're quite shitty but I've been on pills as of late due to something that happened in my life which completely fucked me up.
2018-09-22 19:28
alcohol is a weak way to deal with things, it's just a temporary unhealthy solution xD #StayClean
2018-09-22 19:50
#182
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Korea saddummy 
Yeah I don't know, also I've seen how some people act when they're drunk and it's just embarrassing.
2018-09-22 20:30
you can try it once it isnt addicting from the first time just so you know how it feels it isnt that bad
2018-09-22 19:56
#14
boltz | 
Brazil irefused 
lol u are 15 y. old?
2018-09-22 19:25
17 just as bad
2018-09-22 19:33
Haram
2018-09-22 19:25
how old are you mate?
2018-09-22 19:26
17
2018-09-22 19:33
not even 60kg at 17?! LUL
2018-09-22 19:37
yeah bmi is borderline underweigh im also a manlet
2018-09-22 19:43
Alcohol in 2018 LUL.
2018-09-22 19:26
#21
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Poland ac1dddd 
how old are you bro?
2018-09-22 19:27
17
2018-09-22 19:33
#44
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Poland ac1dddd 
man, just go out, meet some people, dont waste your time alone
2018-09-22 19:34
wine and beer? jesus man you choose the most disgusting way of drinking
2018-09-22 19:28
+1 vodka + pickled cucumbers best
2018-09-22 19:29
cant get vodka under 18 in Germany
2018-09-22 19:34
i actually quite like beer and wine was the chaepest i could get easily
2018-09-22 20:05
bro combining wine and beer makes you feel like a shit. your head gonna explode day after. If you wanna get drunk just take a lot of beer or wine but do not combine it.
2018-09-22 20:10
ill update u tomorrow but i feel like im lelavievly resilient with alcohol i jsut hope my parents wont notice tomorrow
2018-09-22 20:54
yeah i actually turned out fine lol head is feeling a bit heavy but really only a little bit so its quite normal maybe its because i didnt drink too much
2018-09-23 12:09
#25
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Israel Wetsss 
how old are you
2018-09-22 19:30
17
2018-09-22 19:35
#50
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Israel Wetsss 
U have no friends? Or girlfriend?
2018-09-22 19:35
i have "friends" in school that dont want to have anything to do with me outside of it like making plans to go out without inviting me etc. im just a social outcast and i dont even have a female normal friend im a ugly af incel
2018-09-22 19:59
my life nutshell ehehe ehe ehe eee :/
2018-09-22 20:04
nice bro i feel you brother <3
2018-09-22 20:06
thank u my friend)))
2018-09-22 20:07
#132
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Israel Wetsss 
Just wait bro,it will come. U will find your real friends, but dont drink because of this,it wont help you.i am sure you will be alright
2018-09-22 20:08
last hope if i dont sonn ill just kms
2018-09-22 20:10
we can drink together
2018-09-22 19:29
drink it and go outside to bar to get more beers
2018-09-22 19:29
+++++ bar and get some drink girl and fuck her
2018-09-23 00:42
but i cant get alone tho it would be so shitty and embarassing and my "friends" wont invite to go with them
2018-09-23 00:47
u can go alone when you are drunk you can do everything you want trust me :)
2018-09-23 01:15
#31
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
Deserved for drinking Bitburger you Gay xDDDDD
2018-09-22 19:30
whats good idk?
2018-09-22 19:35
#52
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
UrPils the one and only my friend, made in Homburg, Saarland.
2018-09-22 19:36
oh holy shit i live 30km from it near kaiserslautern
2018-09-22 19:44
#101
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
I am go to school in Kusel if you know it :D
2018-09-22 19:52
oh nice were really close
2018-09-22 20:00
ofc i know it doesn't have the best reputation tho nearby xd
2018-09-22 20:01
drinking pilsen beer instead of IPA's and stouts LUL
2018-09-22 19:48
#88
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
Stfu gay Spaniard
2018-09-22 19:49
not gay enough to drink pilsen
2018-09-22 19:50
#105
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
Actually i am not drinking Alcohol at all cuz its gay but when i do in style with: google.de/search?q=UrPils&rlz=1C1CHBD_de.. ;)
2018-09-22 19:53
idk if its even available in a supermarket in my little town
2018-09-22 20:03
nah just joking, I usually go for the cheap ones too
2018-09-22 20:03
bitburger is a solid pils better than most of the other big brands, a lot better than some of the big brands.
2018-09-22 19:47
#95
nex | 
Germany P5CL 
2018-09-22 19:50
i try it next time i promise
2018-09-22 22:49
wtf, how do you even get drunk off of that little also i can't understand how do you manage to have 0 friends
2018-09-22 19:32
I think its called overexaggeration to prove a point
2018-09-22 19:34
i weigh 60kg
2018-09-22 19:36
ok then i understand why you have no friends
2018-09-22 19:38
cuz im a fucking retard people aren't even mean to me i just fuck up all oppurtunities to get friends
2018-09-22 19:46
i was just kidding m8, don't be so harsh on yourself, chin up
2018-09-22 19:47
#185
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Hungary Shaperz 
dude you seriously need to believe in yourself a little bit more and stop calling yourself shit and stuff because this is just pointless.. I am sorry but crying about on hltv is not going to change your life in any way, you are the only person that can change your life, it's all about the mindset you have. Now you have 2 choices. 1: you stay at home and cry about it and keep calling yourself a retard with 0 social skills, and this might be the easier path but the years are going to pass and nobody is going to go and bang on your door like "hey dude come out and have a drink with us" so you're just going to waste your life away 2. you try to make some changes in your life, try to talk to people you meet/go to school with/work together with, practice your social skills, believe it or not, it can get a lot better if you practice it, you just need to get out of your room.
2018-09-22 20:31
i weigh 55kg and that amout of alcohol is nothing. but then again im alcoholic
2018-09-22 19:39
i have "friends" in school but they were talking about going out and doing sth together without me while literally standing 2 meter next to me
2018-09-22 19:38
#78
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
Cause you drink wine and act like a bitch
2018-09-22 19:47
i dont act like a bitch but like a fucking autistic retard also wine is easier to store than beer (more alc) and its cheaper per alc than beer and i cant get spirits legally
2018-09-22 22:52
#40
chrisJ | 
Netherlands toMyy 
well that's my saturday today xd but i'm ill and mad that i cant go out.
2018-09-22 19:34
same xd
2018-09-22 19:38
#43
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Russia kovyakov 
send a message in you class/college group saying "lets drink tonight guys" at leas you tried
2018-09-22 19:34
im not even in the whatsapp group of the class
2018-09-22 22:37
#342
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
Dude that's actually fucked up... Stay strong, nothing in life remains the same. This too will end.
2018-09-22 23:46
#47
Petra | 
China wusif 
bitte ein bit just spam m16r-0 in twitch chat
2018-09-22 19:35
#48
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Europe Deus Bellum 
lmao at least drink something stronger than a fucking beer and a wine
2018-09-22 19:35
I would drink with you my muslim brother
2018-09-22 19:37
wait, muslims can drink?
2018-09-22 19:49
he is from germanistan he obviously is a muslim
2018-09-22 20:24
lol no all religoions are retarded af f. allah and god
2018-09-22 20:25
completely normal to drink alone
2018-09-22 19:38
no its not at least not so much alone while underaged
2018-09-22 19:39
i drank alone when i was 15
2018-09-22 19:39
thats not healthy i feels u tho
2018-09-22 19:47
ur not alone m8. I mean i did it either.
2018-09-22 19:55
#63
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Sweden Autistmeister 
You won't get drunk off of that. Lmfao
2018-09-22 19:40
yes i already am <60kg and liite experinece
2018-09-22 19:47
Do 10 shots and then you will die
2018-09-22 20:08
thanks for the help dying is a goal i schould approach soon
2018-09-22 22:38
Nothing wrong with perma sleep
2018-09-22 22:52
yes i agree life is fundamentally worthless it doesn't matter anyways most organism die before reproducing anyways
2018-09-22 23:25
#67
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Finland Lehtori 
I like to grab a 3-6 beers and watch a movie / videos with snacks, i'd prefer to drink with friends, but this really isn't that bad
2018-09-22 19:41
considering my circumstances it is
2018-09-22 19:48
Try weed instead
2018-09-22 19:41
how do i get it tho and tips
2018-09-22 19:49
weed is all over your school probably so ask someone there
2018-09-22 19:57
do you even communicate with people in your class/school ?
2018-09-22 23:25
yes i do but i always fuck up like im not able to keep conservations going etc. and being uninteresting in general
2018-09-22 23:29
srsly u have nothing in common with anyone in the class ? but on the weed part u should start convo with someone who goes out often etc drinks and is sociable, cuz weed so common he probably knows contacts too or he does it , weed is cool at ur age so he may respect you for wanting weed but idk bout the quality u may get that way and if you get the right quantity ,
2018-09-22 23:34
yeah i probably would be able to get weed from shitty acquaintances in school but i dont think they'll respest me cuz im at the fucking bottom of social life anyways but then again why bother with weed when you can get alcohol more easily and legally and it does its job as well. problem is they are often gossiping about people i have never heard of and idk i just cant keep a conversation going once i ran out of boring school stuff like tests etc. that no decent person cares about anyways i just keep quiet cause i cant think of other stuff to think about
2018-09-22 23:45
i feel bad for you reading your comments :( am young and dumb so i dont really know advice to give you either
2018-09-22 23:58
thank you empathy is the most important thing <3333 at least ur trying to help you really have a kind soul <3333 i dont expect you to help me at all but luv u anyways <3 im young and dumb as well so i know how you feel
2018-09-23 00:05
Alcohol is far worse than weed dude. I use to have major anxiety and was constantly depressed, a bit like you I was always convinced people didn’t like me. Alcohol if anything just makes that shit worse. Weed will help you relax and it’s not get you so down. Also, when you start to smoke you’ll be able to share a blunt with people you wouldn’t usually. It’s a cultural thing that anyone around the world can relate too. Alchol just angers people and turns em into ass holes
2018-09-23 12:49
#73
kennyS | 
Poland kamuk 
dude don't drink alone that's not normal
2018-09-22 19:44
ik i feel miserable tho can't help it
2018-09-22 19:50
#76
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
What a fucking weirdo, what guy drinks wine you must be gay
2018-09-22 19:46
cuz fermented shit is better than distilled shit
2018-09-22 19:51
no it was the cheapest red wine i could get but was still tasty (i like beer as well)
2018-09-22 19:51
#100
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
Yeah because that's all the Spanish are good for. Making wine for more gay Spanish people like yourself
2018-09-22 19:52
yh sure, you guys are lucky ireland can craft good beer
2018-09-22 19:56
it was cheapest per alcohol for what i can get without sprits can't get em legally
2018-09-22 19:50
#90
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Finland alepale 
I drink at home alone like every 2 weeks :D
2018-09-22 19:50
there is a finish word for it.. KalsarIkännit The feeling when you are going to get drunk home alone in your underwear – with no intention of going out.
2018-09-22 19:51
100% me except the underwear cuz me parents come before sleep tonight but finnish are my bros i feel exactly like them (introverted and stuff) i wont move ther just cause of the weather otherwise i love them
2018-09-22 22:42
Hey man, same shit here - drinking alone. 4 litres of mead and 2 litres of Jack Daniels. :)
2018-09-22 19:51
man I already feel sorry for your liver
2018-09-22 19:52
Fuck it. I don't drink that often, but sometimes life hits me hard, and I need to relax..
2018-09-22 19:52
same
2018-09-22 22:43
I hope you get through the shit you're going through mate. Stay strong, <3
2018-09-22 23:03
#103
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
Why drink alone? I mean, what’s the purpose? Yes hello we are here friend
2018-09-22 19:53
#108
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Finland alepale 
cause its more fun than being sober?
2018-09-22 19:54
#116
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
alright
2018-09-22 20:01
its a way to deal with depressing thoughts...
2018-09-22 20:16
#208
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
have no experience with alchol sorry
2018-09-22 20:40
#222
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Portugal NabasKi 
it makes them worse over time
2018-09-22 20:48
not if your liver gives up early enough
2018-09-22 21:32
#266
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Portugal NabasKi 
haha fair enough
2018-09-22 21:33
#104
acid | 
Estonia MC_Ride 
drinking alone is the first sign of alcoholism
2018-09-22 19:53
yeas i know i swore to myself i wont drink at home im jusat so deep into the shit tho i cant resist
2018-09-22 22:55
#114
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Sweden plikz 
why make a big deal of it? i do it also sometimes just nice to relax
2018-09-22 20:00
problem its not nice to relex im really depressed and want to kms
2018-09-22 22:56
For the last 2 months I have been keeping Absolut blue in my fridge and drinking it alone. WTF?? I tried it before but as shots or mixed with juice or drinks only but it tastes so good raw. Move up to big leagues. Ditch wine and beer for Vodka or Whiskey
2018-09-22 20:02
#140
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Europe hltv007 
try to get rakia from somewhere
2018-09-22 20:10
I don't really go much for brandy. I only started drinking Vodka recently (year or two at most). I used to be a giant whiskey connoisseur.
2018-09-22 20:12
#146
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Europe hltv007 
what brand vodka do u drink?
2018-09-22 20:15
Exclusively Absolut for the past year. Shit is so damn god, I am actually averting to trying others. Just pure home-distilled flavor. My mum used to home distill some extra heavy alcohol for cold usage and it tastes exactly like it
2018-09-22 20:18
absolut is nice you can drink it like its water
2018-09-22 22:57
no i can only buy beer and wine legally from supermarket its enogh for my anyways
2018-09-22 20:12
I never got drunk off beer. Always end up feeling unwel in the stomach and puking it out and all the alcohol. Waste of booze if you ask me
2018-09-22 20:14
i personally like beer but most poeple i know dont like it thjey drink cola-beer or sth. else instead
2018-09-22 22:59
#123
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
come to my stream i will talk to you i am also alcholic and alone twitch.tv/michaeldahousecat
2018-09-22 20:05
shut up with ur ad
2018-09-22 20:06
#129
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
i didnt understsand you
2018-09-22 20:08
#197
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Hungary Shaperz 
xDD
2018-09-22 20:38
at least you havwe a decent body
2018-09-22 20:07
russian music is lit af
2018-09-22 20:08
#141
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
i turn of music body so we can speak
2018-09-22 20:11
one of the most depressing things I ever seen. I'm watching you and crying
2018-09-22 20:20
#159
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
HAHA fuck me boddy i fucked up m life
2018-09-22 20:21
Peace and love
2018-09-22 20:22
#166
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
thanks body
2018-09-22 20:23
#161
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
Today i was thinking about commiting suicide
2018-09-22 20:21
Please don't do this. It only passes your pain onto other people
2018-09-22 20:25
#174
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
I will not do that, still some bealiving in bright future
2018-09-22 20:27
i did as well already hang a belt around my neck but too much of a pussy to go through with it why does my family love me otherwise i could just kms
2018-09-22 20:28
#177
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Russia iMAGiNE777 
I can feel what are you going tru boddy, but in future things will be better
2018-09-22 20:29
#127
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Europe hltv007 
cheers-now u can drink the rest cuz someone said to u cheers
2018-09-22 20:07
#133
ScreaM | 
Europe IANpUk 
Dont be shy, in dating there is nothing terrible, but sometimes it will be hard to overcome yourself at first, but then with experience everything will come and drink alcohol to one house it's not bad sometimes everyone needs rest, in general good luck and all the best SRY FOR BAD ENGLANDO
2018-09-22 20:08
how old
2018-09-22 20:08
17
2018-09-22 20:10
try to make friends and drink w them. there are other nerds in every class who enjoy some alcohol :)
2018-09-22 21:36
i already went out with a few "friends" like 3 times doesn't help me tho they just started ignoring and not inviting me anymore to do anything tho doesnt matter if with or without alcohol im just annoying af and nothing else thats the truth i recognise it myself
2018-09-22 21:44
lots of ppl have the same feeling, just try to be a good nice, funny and active guy. nobody will entertain u all the time, u have to be active urself to find funny and active people
2018-09-23 03:09
i feel you man :(
2018-09-22 20:09
feels bad man
2018-09-22 20:10
#149
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Finland kaura 
Don't do it man. I was lonely too when I was 18 so I started drinking at home every weekend. Now I'm 23 and already been to rehab once. Alcohol doesn't make your problems go away, it just creates more of them.
2018-09-22 20:17
ik its bad, dont know how to to solve my prolems tho
2018-09-22 20:18
I think drinking alone is underrated af, I enjoy quite a lot getting drunk alone, maybe playing some CS and listening to music. The hard part is not making a habit of it
2018-09-22 20:18
fitst timer im doing it but im crying continuously tho fml
2018-09-22 20:19
oof, once you hit that place drunk its hard to come back
2018-09-22 20:22
I Can be your friend )))))))
2018-09-22 20:19
ty but online friends oujt of pity wont solve my problems tho
2018-09-22 20:20
Drink alone and listen to sad music Its the best mix
2018-09-22 20:20
#158
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Argentina sheshboi 
Where are you from? If we're in the same city, I could take you with me and my homies. Don't drink home alone with 17. E: If you consider in taking drugs for fun at home, I'd recommend smoking pot from time to time because it's not addictive. And you'll get them gud hs ezpz because cs is like x0.025 speed.
2018-09-22 20:22
It sounds like you should get more to drink.
2018-09-22 20:21
no 1.5 promille according to calculator is already enough
2018-09-22 20:23
Who the fuck uses a calculator with alcohol? Just ram it down, don't be a pussy.
2018-09-22 20:24
#168
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Argentina sheshboi 
Germany ain't finlando dude
2018-09-22 20:24
You must be joking 100%
2018-09-22 20:28
no im not i wish i was joking
2018-09-22 20:29
drinking wine lol? what kind of pussy are u, if you gna drink by urself at least get the good stuff
2018-09-22 20:29
sorry im not 18 i just got it from supermarket easiest and cheapest to get for me and it doesnt matter im already drunk af
2018-09-22 20:31
You can't be drunk as fuck after 1 beer and 1 wine bottle, you wimpy little shit. Throw that gay wine away and buy some vodka or brandy.
2018-09-22 20:34
#324
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
finally someone agrees with me that wine is for gay pussies!
2018-09-22 23:15
beer, wine and champagne is all i can get legally and i am/got drunk so its clearly working i dont need more cry is free and the wine was cheap af (2 euro)
2018-09-22 23:18
#188
ALEX | 
Spain ezivnisi 
dont be fag. search whisky sour on internet and do it.... whine .... omg what are you a homeless?
2018-09-22 20:32
sry im a faggot retard but wine and beer is the only option to get from supermarket and it doesnt matter it was cheap and im drunk enough
2018-09-22 20:34
#193
ALEX | 
Spain ezivnisi 
smoke weed
2018-09-22 20:35
whine and beer is available under 18 in germany, at 16 more precisely. so maybe he is underage
2018-09-22 20:40
yes you are right
2018-09-22 23:04
#192
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Portugal NabasKi 
stop whining on hltv and start doing something useful i'm sure you have some friends, if not get them
2018-09-22 20:35
i have "friends" in school that dont want to have anything to do with me outside of it like making plans to go out without inviting me etc.
2018-09-22 20:36
#198
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Portugal NabasKi 
probably it's something else you've been doing that u regret doing. if thats the case stop doing it. if they don't talk to you there must be something youve been doing wrong, like saying things that make no sense, being boring or acting selfish. either that or your friends suck
2018-09-22 20:38
its 100% my fault cant help it tho
2018-09-22 20:39
#204
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Portugal NabasKi 
why not? ive been through addictions before, and i'm 17 as well. i overcame them because i kept thinking that it was the right thing to do and everything's gonna be better in my life if i keep away from those addictions
2018-09-22 20:41
and i have social skills of an autist
2018-09-22 20:37
#201
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Portugal NabasKi 
that's not a good excuse. i have a lot of difficulties making new friends, i went to the university this year and im currently living with 5 people i had no idea who they were before
2018-09-22 20:39
uni is my last hope if i dont make friend and i dont get a gf i will kms
2018-09-22 20:40
#215
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Portugal NabasKi 
no, it's not your last hope. you still got an year left before getting there, so try to enjoy yourself while youre not at it (the difficuly level is nothing compared to high school). try to bring interesting topics when you are with your friends, smile often and show interest in what they are saying
2018-09-22 20:45
Hell yeah! YOu will never spam post ever again. Sounds great.
2018-09-22 21:08
ty its not easy to go throght with it ty for giving me the courage fu for insulting me tho
2018-09-22 21:10
lol you wont get drunk from those you need some absinthe -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:36
i already got drunk from them tho i am very light only like 55kg
2018-09-22 20:38
how old are you 55kg for an adult is pretty bad -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:39
im 17/174cm right between underweight and normal bmi
2018-09-22 20:42
1st time drinking? -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:42
1st time alone went like 3-5 times with aquatancies before so i got little but not none experience and jesus is just as retarded as other religions
2018-09-22 20:45
jesus is very sad to pronounce you being very boring in parties -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:45
yes im very boring in all situations
2018-09-22 20:47
jesus sugest you to jump off a bridge -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:47
no high bridges nearby but thx 4 ur advice
2018-09-22 20:48
its ok just get a chair and dive on the floor -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-09-22 20:49
#326
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United Kingdom H3nryG 
Lmfao thanks for the laugh 👍
2018-09-22 23:18
just one pilsener?
2018-09-22 20:39
yeah beer for taste (i quite like it unlike most) and win for the alcohol
2018-09-22 20:43
try tide pods with that wine 8/8
2018-09-22 20:40
maybe some cheese with it
2018-09-22 20:40
lol if i want to kms (probably soon) im hanging myself and not use tide pods
2018-09-22 20:46
good luck with that my fellow german reichsbürger
2018-09-22 20:48
ty really hope i dont end up a vegetable and that ill get the ethereal peace i deserve
2018-09-22 21:12
#225
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Argentina sheshboi 
:DDDDDD
2018-09-22 20:49
Look at all these badasses in this thread, bragging about their alcohol tolerance... What are you, twelve? Dude, you're 17. Your life isn't over, it's barely started. You shouldn't start defining yourself as "ugly af incel" when like half the people your age haven't even had sex. What the fuck.
2018-09-22 20:47
2018-09-22 20:53
it isnt over cuz it never really started im just really hopeless and depressend deep down i still hope that it will get better but realistically it probably wont because im a fucking retard
2018-09-22 20:57
You should really get some therapy dude
2018-09-22 21:05
it wont help and solve my problems just cope
2018-09-22 21:07
#353
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
How do you know it won't help?
2018-09-22 23:57
well it wont help me long-term be should be good enough for the few months (hopefully)/ years until i kms anyways
2018-09-23 00:01
#360
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
I saw that you're becoming 18 in just a couple of months, so maybe it is wise to get to that age and actually see life for yourself as an adult.
2018-09-23 00:02
yes ill try to endure it till i move out for uni hope it'll get better then
2018-09-23 00:19
#374
s1 | 
Ukraine mple 
I see that a very significant part of your problems are your shitty parents,which is totally understandable to me. Should you relieve this stone off your back it can be easier to clear out the remaining problems. Good luck, man. I am on your side here. Life is tough and you can't just let it poke you to death.
2018-09-23 00:25
no my parents are actually really good and lovely i just feel trapped in my environment without money/car/apartement i reall just need (lots of) time for myself
2018-09-23 00:30
#231
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Hungary raffai 
Happend to me sometimes. Drinking alone could be fun, but most of the times just depressing xD
2018-09-22 20:55
drinking alone is really depressing at least for me im crying fml
2018-09-22 20:59
#244
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Hungary raffai 
We all are depressing :( love u man, stay strong
2018-09-22 21:05
Drinking alone is fine, but don't make a habit out of it, otherwise you'll go down a dark path
2018-09-22 21:00
knowing myself im really easy to get addicted doesnt matter tho im gonna kms soon anyways
2018-09-22 21:03
ok good luck then
2018-09-23 12:35
#241
kennyS | 
France Thijo 
I drink alcohol im cool pls hltv
2018-09-22 21:04
nothing cool about it im just really depressed even tho alcohol & online forums wont solve any problems just fml
2018-09-22 21:06
get a girl on tinder quick, invite her over, get her drunk with wine and fuck, ez
2018-09-22 21:15
im ugly tho not really tho but i have no self confidence and probably not chad enough for tinder its not easy while being a virgin without confidence and expirence
2018-09-22 21:17
sry if i make no sense im drunk af and retarded but yes sex would propably help very much
2018-09-22 21:18
im horny af as well
2018-09-22 21:19
also scared ill match with a friend of somone at my school as i already am ultra low status
2018-09-22 21:21
and ill make a fool of myself even more than i already am
2018-09-22 21:21
kill me pls
2018-09-22 21:22
#278
shox | 
Serbia ravi0ll1 
dude, you really need help. Please visit a psychiatrist. Btw who gives a fuck what will happen can you get worse than what youre right now lol. You live only once so make the most out of. We are all gonna die one day and youre gonna be dead and in peace for eternity. SO MAKE THE MOST OUT OF YOUR LIFE, TRY TRY TRY TILL YOU SUCCEED WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE IF YOURE GONNA DIE ANYWAY HALLO. Just having this mindset is enough to make you confident and eager to try finding friends, working on your social skills maybe going to gym etc. Dude youre already at the fucking bottom the only way is up, embarras yourself as many times as you need for example when approaching a girl to the point you learn and dont give a fuck anymore. Dude im gonna type more later you really need help
2018-09-22 21:59
ty for your encouraging words im too lazy and ratarded to actually do sth though thank you very much to at least trying to help me ill remember ur words <3
2018-09-22 23:22
#333
shox | 
Serbia ravi0ll1 
lets talk im really eager to help you. Describe me your situation to the fullest, why do you think its come to this, how you act socially etc. And ill try to go into depth into how you should fix Man instead of crying and being scared of doing something and potentially embarrasing yourself just fucking do it, there is absolutely nothing to lose, you have to man up dude. You have to fail, fail and fail before you succeed. Just remember the fact that failure doesnt really matter if you keep trying and improving because we all die anyway, just give the absolute most you can.
2018-09-22 23:35
#263
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Croatia BCkoGOD 
Sorry but you seem like an actual loser wierdo irl. I hope you're getting bullied at school because people like you end up shooting it up anyway.
2018-09-22 21:23
yes i am a weirdo indeed i got never really bullied just teased and made a fool a bit but i agree i 100% deserve to get bullied probably wont shoot a school cuz im too high inhib and have morals bro but i totally get what you mean and why you have me i hate myself as well yay we have so much in common
2018-09-22 21:49
This thread is depressing lmao dont worry man there are way worse people than you for example me im living this shithole everything is expensive and city has too many people no space etc. butt you got to live man be a good man and live dont hang yourself nothing worth it my dude also dont drink beer and wine at the same time lmao thats gross
2018-09-22 21:25
yeah the turkish lira is really fucked rn doesn't help my personal individual problems tho its like saying don't be hungry people in africa have no food at all
2018-09-22 21:39
wow wow wow
2018-09-22 21:41
wow wow wow indeed fellow german :(
2018-09-22 21:44
don't drink and stay away from drinking alone - that's my advice. also psychologically - to overcome your social anxiety and shit, the only way is to actually go out there, talk to people while actually looking in their eyes and analyzing them, gaining as much information as you can, gaining experience. also, i'm guessing you don't have any hobbies apart from csgo, so try finding ways to make money (either learn how to start a company or smth). nothing motivates you like money does :)
2018-09-22 21:56
yes ik drinking alone is shit and retarded i cant help it tho but jokes on you my retarded parents even forbid me to play cs because i overused it (like 10+ hours a day on weekends) but in 10 months im 18 so i can do what i want and i got a job stariting in october (250 euro per month while in school isnt too bad i guess) i hope money is a good cope otherwise ill just gonna kms yeah i have good oppurtunies as i can get over 100000 dollar a year as a relatively talented software engineer but what does the money help if you cant share the joy of it with anyone else
2018-09-22 22:08
if you get that money you can start working out, dress cool, get a car & apartment and you rock
2018-09-22 22:12
but for what price (to myself) and effort tho to kms will be easier tho
2018-09-22 22:15
well, then it seems like you're just too lazy to get undepressed. start doing something and you're good lul
2018-09-22 22:19
im actually high functioning depressed i somewhat get through school slightly above average but i agree im lazy af
2018-09-22 22:21
#279
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Korea Hunyango 
alcohol is for the weak. meth and weed is the way to spice up the life
2018-09-22 22:01
meth is the best tbh
2018-09-22 22:02
im weak so its exactly right for me
2018-09-22 22:09
nice
2018-09-22 22:02
not really
2018-09-22 22:11
chu mean
2018-09-22 22:11
getting drunk alone alone is pathetic and retarded af its true nothing nice about it
2018-09-22 22:16
D: content
2018-09-22 22:17
#283
Petra | 
Netherlands taorus 
1 beer and 1 whine... ur ok.. my sixpiack is already gone and now contuinuing with my sweet wiskey. Derank inc btw. half time 7 kills :(
2018-09-22 22:05
i cant even play cs cuz me retarded parents think video games make u a killer
2018-09-22 22:11
#291
Petra | 
Netherlands taorus 
need my wiskey mate? u need it more -.-
2018-09-22 22:11
no wine is already enough for me ik im ratarded af anyways
2018-09-22 22:12
so u saying people cant chill the fuck down without anyone around? there always have to be bunch of people to drink some alc? sorry but if u working ur ass off during the week, weekend is all u have left to sit and chill and u can do whatever u want u want titties? bang a girl u want to get wasted? get alc u want a trip to the moon? get weed(probably lots of it)
2018-09-22 23:32
problem is that i dont really do anything for school or work etc. and i dont even chill or relax im just crying realizing how shitty i am
2018-09-22 23:35
u need to find a hobby maybe? ...no im not implying cs or hltv, im saying u need to get a grip of some real hobby.
2018-09-22 23:49
#335
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Finland kAlluYT 
Bro i just got invited out by my crush to drink! believe in yourself, get some fucking confidence and go get 'em
2018-09-22 23:36
Broo, just dont label drinking with something bad if it helps you just do it, nothing really matters that much as it may seem. It's all about the journey not the destination, dont push yourself into doing things just because people consider it as the right one, do what works for you and dont feel bad about it, muchas besos hermano <3
2018-09-22 23:37
#337
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Sweden KarlXII 
Wine? euw wtf dude? Beer > Gin > Vodka > Cider > Wine
2018-09-22 23:37
ehm ehm, where is whisky in all of that im asking!?
2018-09-22 23:49
#347
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Sweden KarlXII 
Whisky is not my thing tbh. Taste like a old fucking cellar.
2018-09-22 23:51
beer is nice but i didn't want to take like 2l home and i also needed to get rid of it outside home so my parents wont notice which was easier with wine it was really cheap as well (2 euro per bottle) and vodka i cant get it legally easily from the supermarket at my age here
2018-09-22 23:51
#348
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Sweden KarlXII 
2 EURO??????????? meanwhile Sweden: 9+ euro lol
2018-09-22 23:51
penny.de/angebote/weine-bei-penny/produk.. exact one i got didn't taste bad 10/10 worth it
2018-09-22 23:56
#356
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Sweden KarlXII 
lol nice. I mean, we have "shit vodka" in Sweden, its called Explorer (i bet you guys got it yourself), its like 8-9 euro, but taste like shit. If you want a decent vodka you need to pay like 30 euro or more. If you want a good vodka then its like 40-90 euro lol.
2018-09-22 23:59
rip sweden taxes are even worse than in germany good vodka like absolut are like 15-20 euro here but 8-9 euro is easily affordable still shit vodka is 5-6 euro here so not much less
2018-09-23 00:14
#343
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Finland Tusku 
i love alcohol because no one else can hold me soooooo <3
2018-09-22 23:48
alcohol = good but not really it makes you (at least me) feel like shit and is really unhealthy and risks an addiction but alc is bast anyways <3
2018-09-22 23:53
#355
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Finland Tusku 
alcohol makes me feel good and has helped me realize how antisocial ive been my whole life. only started drinking at age 18 which imo was too late, but better late than never and now i actually have a lot more close friends. also its great to lie down at the beach at 6am alone and laughing at the clouds when under the influence
2018-09-22 23:58
yes but alcohol on your pc with shutters down and no light at all all alone wont help me at all but i totally get what you mean sometimes it feels good and it makes yor more social
2018-09-23 00:09
#364
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Finland Tusku 
yeah i guess if there is no light at al,l like a fireplace or a sunrise, drinking alone is bad. havent really tried that but i could imagine it being so
2018-09-23 00:12
dont try it only light from your monitors is so depressing
2018-09-23 00:21
#373
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Finland Tusku 
watching funny youtube videos at 4am feels kinda depressing even without alcohol, so yeah, why waste good alcohol like that
2018-09-23 00:24
#351
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Poland HTMFS 
Are you old enough to drink sir?
2018-09-22 23:55
yes i literally bought it at a supermarket and i even got asked for my identity card by the cashier idk why germany even allows it for underaged its really harmful
2018-09-22 23:59
#358
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Poland HTMFS 
SO... if you are old enough to drink why you drink when parents leave the home?
2018-09-23 00:00
cause i dont want to burden them with my shitty problems and they would ask why i do this and prevent it etc. i really don't want the strain for my parents they love me and don't desereve the shitty me
2018-09-23 00:17
#370
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Poland HTMFS 
You are shure you're drinking alcohol, cause that what you wrote looks like you would take drugs.
2018-09-23 00:20
is it good or bad?
2018-09-23 12:55
#412
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Poland HTMFS 
Depends I u have alcohol problem it's good if not it's bad.
2018-09-23 16:35
how old are you mate ? still going to school if ur still living with your parents ? Or are you waiting for uni to start ?
2018-09-23 00:21
still living with parents (17 y.o.) and doing my abitur (god bless high functioning depression) trying to stick around till university to see what its like to live alone and get whereever i want with a car to see how much better it is
2018-09-23 00:26
Okay, this is more what i expected. I assume you're not really an outgoing person ? Do you go out partying or drinking with friends ?
2018-09-23 00:27
yes you are right i am indeed REALLY FUCKING introverted and have the social skills of an autist i went out with school "friends" like 3 times but they stopped inviting me probably cuz im really annoying and emotional and depressed while drunk (like now) but don't worry i don't really want to burden hltv with my problems or except you guys to help me i just wanted to vent a little
2018-09-23 00:36
as long as you don't drink yourself to death it's all normal. When i was more depressed i handled it differently cause i've already had the bad exp with alcohol looong before i was 17. I'm sure you will get out of this if you have someone to talk to. If not, go to a therapist. Talk to your parents (unless your relationship is really bad) and ask them about life advice, especially looking at the fact that you are an adolescent. So don't panic. none of this is stupid or pathetic, it could be completely normal. If you want to talk more you can pm me.
2018-09-23 00:40
thank you really makes me hoep that this is just a phase as a teenager (even tho ive been like this me entire like basically)
2018-09-23 00:46
your entire life is only 17 years long, so relax bro. Uni might change things.
2018-09-23 00:52
bad habit
2018-09-23 00:31
i cant disagree
2018-09-23 00:36
why am i like this
2018-09-23 00:53
#392
JW | 
Sweden bolognese 
yes let’s grab some sleep
2018-09-23 01:19
you bought one beer? wat
2018-09-23 01:19
yeah i bought a 0.5l can beer i only bought as much as i needed yesterday whats wrong with it
2018-09-23 12:59
#408
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World ZMDR 
run 1km for every sip you take
2018-09-23 13:16
alcohol is sheit
2018-09-23 13:17
ur just 2iq
2018-09-23 13:18
#416
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Serbia Bazy! 
i know i am late but enjoy!
2018-09-24 14:12
imagine being so much of an edgy teenager you brag about drinking 2 glasses of beer
2018-09-24 14:15
dude you cant say its normal to drink equal of 2l beer alone as a teen
2018-09-24 14:16
no, you're a loser, you're the basic edgy teenager that brags about drinking 10° beer nothing else, leave it
2018-09-24 14:19
i cant deny it whats 10° tho what do you meam
2018-09-24 14:20
in litres
2018-09-24 14:21
10 DEGREES omg you fucking retard
2018-09-24 14:24
yeah degrees ofc bu8t what do u mean in percent or litres or alcohol i only degrees from terperature and rotation maybe its a turk thing idk pls explain
2018-09-24 14:26
omg please be a bait
2018-09-24 14:27
no im not i swear never heard it before just explain and im quiet
2018-09-24 14:28
#435
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Canada PwnNewb 
Oh man plz don't be depress kid is my 1st thought...cuz this is suuuuuuper depressing;You need some friends, or even family you like to hangout with like if you have cousins,brothers, neighbors, or idk even find a mate or some drunky who will hang out with you only if you buy them beers n shit even that is still less pathetic than drinking all alone....is brief version...what I really thought: When I 1st read this I thought "drinking with family" and stuff like that about "drinking at home" because I will drink at home with my mom or my brother for dinners or for holidays and celebrations and it is a nice thing, and then I read what you are defining as "drinking at home" and it is just kind of depressing. I probably tried the same thing at your age, but when you get older if you do shit like that you are an alcoholic not just some kid trying stuff out so it isn't something you want to keep doing. Make some friends and learn to drink socially and responsibly or at least be partying getting laid on drugs gorded out of our mind, so don't drink alone find other things to do or make friends and make plans with them to go celebrate and drink on some day instead and it will be worth waiting to do instead of drinking alone like a lonely loser plz don't be a depress kid
2018-09-25 20:07
Literally never drank, smoked, or anything until I got to college a month ago. Don't worry about being an introvert brother, you will slowly but surely grow out of it. Just don't get addicted to alchohol to solve problems, talking to people is best solution.
2018-09-25 20:39
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