having never played a battle royale game
nvm those games are garbage
fapping at my aunt while she was sleeping
not commiting not alive when i was born :(
My biggest mistake was gambling for about 2 years. Lost 50k €. I´m still paying the credits...
Downloading my first game (Tibia)
Now i'm addicted on games and cant live proper
Being smart af and not giving fks abt what others say
gambling (-20k$ + I started underage, all my money is gone)
drinking and smoking
my whole life is trash, so here we are
Not having been able to tell your mom to swallow you :o
Getting caught by the Police, but won't happen again next time i will shoot them down
People close to me and I suffered a lot because it took me too long to realize I need help with my mental state. Getting help earlier is the one thing I would change in my life if I could. Things are good now though, which I am happy for.
Getting caught by the cops, while driving high.
forgot to a buy ticket for the train, guess what, a inspector found me and I had to pay for it (around 90eur)
Getting drunk and raping my dog
That's not really an easy question for me therefore i 'll try to sum it up:
I believe my biggest mistake is giving up on everything in this life, the moment when i realized how shit and powerless i am, the moment when i failed that one thing i wanted - i cracked up. I've decided that i don't care anymore, that i don't want anything else since i couldn't achieve that thing i wanted, that thing i dreamed of and for which i worked all my life, everyday wake up and do efforts for it, with hope and enthusiasm.
No more , life is not like this. It is cold and heavy , you ain't getting two chances in life , only one. Once failed - forever failed. And you can't do shit about it. Hard work will get you nowhere, if you are unlucky - your fate is already decided. You fight and fight but in the end you can't change this reality.
I've tried again and again , for every small victory i gained a major defeat follows.
Maybe i was born broken or maybe i just wasn't good enough, or i lived too deep , caring too much.
I'm no more the one i once was , nowadays i'm apathetic , soulless. I don't care about anything, i don't believe in anything and all my regrets and all the frustration tear me open inside out. I'm terrific , my madness will destroy everything around me. I don't valuate life or things around me, i'm just a hollow.
I really regret being born , my life it's just hopeless tragedy and will never change. Because it's over. Forever. I can't see a future in life, i don't want a future. In fact there really is no future.That's the only reality. People say "have fun, do things , enjoy this and that" but in fact that's like living in delusion, a lie - worthless to me.
I was born for a goal and died when i failed it. I'm done.
Wish i could die but i can't. I must suffer as whole,, pay my debts in this life and die miserably in the end, that's the least i can do.
I played for the fnatic then i called in sick when i wasnt so they kicked me
making an account on this forum.
Loosing a friends knife in a scam website... had to pay him after
for not playing along in the simulation we live in
Going into this trip. We're stuck in the bus for hours kill me
Treating this girl that really loved me like shit, cause i knew i could get away with anything. Didnt really realise what i was doing until a few months after we broke up (we were together 2 years). Its been years and i still feel guilty about it.
My dad says I should have been swallowed or atleast a pillow shot...... I guess my mistake is winning the race;(