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your biggest mistake
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Ukraine AnnoyingOrange09 
your biggest mistake in life?
2018-10-16 13:34
#1
s1mple | 
Denmark Almoe 
having never played a battle royale game nvm those games are garbage
2018-10-16 13:35
-1 Never tried and still judging
2018-10-16 13:37
#10
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Sweden Zae 
+REP
2018-10-16 13:40
#109
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Germany jordi_ 
+1 its okay to hate if u played but not if u didnt even play and hate just because its popular
2018-10-17 12:03
#56
gabesson | 
Hungary Envo. 
how can be one so ignorant xD close minded caveman
2018-10-16 15:04
no
2018-10-16 16:44
#2
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Mongolia heartlessteneg 
fapping at my aunt while she was sleeping
2018-10-16 13:37
omg man
2018-10-16 13:38
#5
dupreeh | 
Albania Rawii 
Fap again to confirm
2018-10-16 13:38
#7
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Mongolia heartlessteneg 
i will never,, feels so guilty after that
2018-10-16 13:38
#11
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Sweden Zae 
just ask to sex her??
2018-10-16 13:40
#93
rain | 
Estonia raynster 
HLTV Cumfirm
2018-10-17 09:36
#29
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Portugal ruskii 
Was she even hot?
2018-10-16 14:10
If she didnt noticed something, simply dont care, its normal when the hormons in your body suddenly rush
2018-10-16 14:35
you greedy bastard xDDDDDDDD
2018-10-16 14:46
#6
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Denmark Mah1 
signing up for hltv
2018-10-16 13:38
#12
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Sweden Zae 
Getting 10y.o ban on first account ever Made ;(
2018-10-16 13:40
#14
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Denmark Mah1 
+1 it was a 2015 year acc :(
2018-10-16 13:41
my main accounts getting unbanned in 5 or 6 years i think feelsgoodman
2018-10-16 13:56
ahahahaha feel this answer so much
2018-10-16 15:02
#23
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Denmark Bqlle 
2015 haha. Are people this young in here? How old are you mate
2018-10-16 13:59
#24
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Denmark Mah1 
im 21 actually, I only started following pro cs in 2014, never watched any 1.6 tournaments but played the shit out of it
2018-10-16 14:00
#25
NEO | 
Denmark Bqlle 
aight. sometimes I forget how long I've been in this disgusting place.
2018-10-16 14:01
#44
chrisJ | 
United Kingdom dv-_- 
newfag! :D
2018-10-16 14:40
#45
NEO | 
Denmark Bqlle 
Im pretty sure newfag can't be used on anyone before 2016-17. Wasnt a thing before then :D Also 15k more members between you and me. And it was when HTLV was popular (and usefull!) Xd
2018-10-16 14:43
#58
chrisJ | 
United Kingdom dv-_- 
Its 150k not 15k :D And yes, the good old days before it got overrun with shitstain kids
2018-10-16 15:16
+1
2018-10-16 13:50
make an hltv account
2018-10-16 13:38
betting on mibr
2018-10-16 13:39
hahaaahaa
2018-10-16 13:41
lmao
2018-10-16 13:42
ROFL
2018-10-16 13:50
#15
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Romania LoganS1 
i kms
2018-10-16 13:41
Getting into CSGO
2018-10-16 13:53
to be the fastest sperm
2018-10-16 13:54
+1
2018-10-16 14:47
not commiting not alive when i was born :(
2018-10-16 13:56
Making you, I'd say.
2018-10-16 14:04
#71
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Spain madrileno 
stupid ruski - when see ukrainian flag cries like a satan from a holy water =)
2018-10-17 08:48
#27
tarik | 
Germany broke34 
My biggest mistake was gambling for about 2 years. Lost 50k €. I´m still paying the credits...
2018-10-16 14:04
#28
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Faroe Islands memento_1 
damn
2018-10-16 14:07
#30
tarik | 
Germany broke34 
That´s very sad, I´ll feel it the next 5-10 years. Gambling is a big disease, but nobody cares because they earn a lot of money and taxes...
2018-10-16 14:11
where did you gamble so much? and did you took a credit just to gamble?
2018-10-16 15:04
#59
tarik | 
Germany broke34 
Here in Germany you can gamble everywhere. In every city also in small towns are lots of places where do you can play Slots. At least also Poker Roulette etc. The Credit which i took was for paying back all the people their money back and the Rest was planned for a car. But I just pay the half back. And lost around 20k from Credit 30k my own Money.
2018-10-16 16:18
I am from germany too, i guess you are turkish? (calyx fan) and are you still addicted to gambling?
2018-10-16 16:33
#65
tarik | 
Germany broke34 
I'm not playing anymore, hopefully it'll Stay Like this. Yes I am turkish. Where do you from?
2018-10-16 16:50
Cologne you?
2018-10-17 08:31
#103
tarik | 
Germany broke34 
Frankfurt
2018-10-17 09:49
expected
2018-10-17 18:53
trusting petyr baelish
2018-10-16 14:11
#33
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Netherlands MillkePlease 
y everyone hate him
2018-10-16 14:19
he's dutch *spits* can't stand the dutch
2018-10-16 14:19
#36
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Netherlands MillkePlease 
you probably just can't stand dutch ppl on hltv lol.
2018-10-16 14:21
cant stand those tall, slender figures, those sexy blue eyes and fair hair, that high standard of living.... just makes me sick, the lot of it
2018-10-16 14:24
#41
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Netherlands MillkePlease 
almost thinking its a compliment
2018-10-16 14:27
Downloading my first game (Tibia) Now i'm addicted on games and cant live proper
2018-10-16 14:18
#69
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United Kingdom EKersh 
+1
2018-10-17 08:41
You
2018-10-16 14:20
#37
KRIMZ | 
India EosTheMG 
Being smart af and not giving fks abt what others say
2018-10-16 14:21
#38
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Netherlands MillkePlease 
every arrogant prick thinks he is smart. Let me tell you the truth mate, you are probably just average...
2018-10-16 14:23
every arrogant prick thinks he is smart. Let me tell you the truth mate, you are probably just average...
2018-10-16 14:47
every arrogant prick thinks he is smart. Let me tell you the truth mate, you are probably just average...
2018-10-17 09:09
#84
NiKo | 
Other HasomY 
every arrogant prick thinks he is smart. Let me tell you the truth mate, you are probably just average...
2018-10-17 09:24
signing up on hltv
2018-10-16 14:23
#123
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Czech Republic C9in2015 
+1
2018-10-17 18:50
gambling (-20k$ + I started underage, all my money is gone) drinking and smoking my whole life is trash, so here we are
2018-10-16 14:37
csgo gamble?
2018-10-16 15:04
yes
2018-10-16 17:25
#82
NEO | 
Czech Republic Kuba! 
U trash kys
2018-10-17 09:21
thanks U2
2018-10-17 09:32
#46
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Netherlands xEKOy 
Not having been able to tell your mom to swallow you :o
2018-10-16 14:44
Getting caught by the Police, but won't happen again next time i will shoot them down
2018-10-16 14:49
#79
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Israel Wetsss 
Good idea m8
2018-10-17 09:11
#83
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Other KyLu4k 
fakeflagger
2018-10-17 09:22
nt burger fakeflagger
2018-10-17 09:29
Ja wahrscheinlich bin ich so ein fetter ami haha. Nur weil man ne scharfe hat ist man kein Ami xD
2018-10-17 09:40
This is an international site, please write your comment in English.
2018-10-17 09:44
+1
2018-10-17 18:31
People close to me and I suffered a lot because it took me too long to realize I need help with my mental state. Getting help earlier is the one thing I would change in my life if I could. Things are good now though, which I am happy for.
2018-10-16 15:01
What were the problems with your mental state and how old are you?
2018-10-17 09:38
I was stressed and in a foul mood all the time, I acted aggressively to the point that I made some big mistakes. Something had just switched in my head because I used to be calm and happy all the time, and I was raised to deal with anger in a more constructive manner. I'm 25 now and this started when I was 20. I guess it was triggered because a lot of stressful things happened in my life at the same time.
2018-10-17 09:45
I think stressful shit happens at some point in everyone's lives, and it sucks when a couple of things happen simultaneously, but sometimes one is just a consequence of the other. The first love broke up with me when I was in the 9th grade and after that, as a stupid child, I started to drink like mad and got used to drugs (only soft ones though). Then I was kicked out of the school because I brought it too far. After that, I realized that the shit I was doing was not good at all (partially thanks to my parents and the fact that I respect them), so I stopped doing it in the sizes I did. After I finished school I completely stopped using drugs and almost completely stopped drinking (only 1-2 times a month max). Right now I am studying in by far the best university in the country so I'm kind of happy with how it all went. But I feel like my social skills were much better before, so I think that's the price in that case.
2018-10-17 10:05
I feell the same. In a way I'm a much stronger person and I feel like I now have the tools to fight against future hardships on my own, but at the same time I feel like I'm a much more reserved person. I was starting to get out of my shell, but I took a huge step backwards when shit hit the fan, and I'm still kinda learning to live with my past. I'm thanful for the friends and family who have and always will be there for me whatever happens, and I hope you have these people as well.
2018-10-17 11:55
Fortunately I do. But every time they take me to a party I feel really weird, like I don't belong there. Can't really say that this fact bothers me, but I don't feel like a normal human in these moments.
2018-10-17 18:15
Sounds too familiar :D But it's just the way some people are and I don't stress over it anymore. I still get along with people really well.
2018-10-17 18:49
I'm glad you're (we're) alright man
2018-10-19 12:58
#53
Hobbit | 
CIS get_awb 
Choose gf? -_-
2018-10-16 15:02
#57
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Germany phoreskin 
Getting caught by the cops, while driving high.
2018-10-16 15:07
#61
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Norway Hydropanic^ 
forgot to a buy ticket for the train, guess what, a inspector found me and I had to pay for it (around 90eur)
2018-10-16 16:43
1000 kr for en tog billett? rip
2018-10-17 08:42
#113
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Norway Hydropanic^ 
Fuckings T-bane
2018-10-17 12:27
#81
NEO | 
Czech Republic Kuba! 
Forgot xdddd
2018-10-17 09:21
#112
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Norway Hydropanic^ 
I LOST SO MUCH MONEY HELP
2018-10-17 12:27
Getting drunk and raping my dog
2018-10-16 16:45
#68
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Turkey cracklords 
Vladik69
2018-10-17 08:39
#72
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Hungary Starwii 
That's not really an easy question for me therefore i 'll try to sum it up: I believe my biggest mistake is giving up on everything in this life, the moment when i realized how shit and powerless i am, the moment when i failed that one thing i wanted - i cracked up. I've decided that i don't care anymore, that i don't want anything else since i couldn't achieve that thing i wanted, that thing i dreamed of and for which i worked all my life, everyday wake up and do efforts for it, with hope and enthusiasm. No more , life is not like this. It is cold and heavy , you ain't getting two chances in life , only one. Once failed - forever failed. And you can't do shit about it. Hard work will get you nowhere, if you are unlucky - your fate is already decided. You fight and fight but in the end you can't change this reality. I've tried again and again , for every small victory i gained a major defeat follows. Maybe i was born broken or maybe i just wasn't good enough, or i lived too deep , caring too much. I'm no more the one i once was , nowadays i'm apathetic , soulless. I don't care about anything, i don't believe in anything and all my regrets and all the frustration tear me open inside out. I'm terrific , my madness will destroy everything around me. I don't valuate life or things around me, i'm just a hollow. I really regret being born , my life it's just hopeless tragedy and will never change. Because it's over. Forever. I can't see a future in life, i don't want a future. In fact there really is no future.That's the only reality. People say "have fun, do things , enjoy this and that" but in fact that's like living in delusion, a lie - worthless to me. I was born for a goal and died when i failed it. I'm done. Wish i could die but i can't. I must suffer as whole,, pay my debts in this life and die miserably in the end, that's the least i can do.
2018-10-17 08:49
#75
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United States stephcurry30 
wat u lost gf or something?
2018-10-17 08:52
#76
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Hungary Starwii 
if you think someone like me would break up for a random woman then i think you are uneducated. I never get sexually excited , i don't feel a thing. I only live for His Majesty i.imgur.com/3pHrYtOl.png actually my brother lost his kid and his wife in ISIS bombings then he killed himself since all he wanted in life was related to them. He couldn't see a future either. All his dreams and plans were gone. For this reason i hate muslims and their shitty jihadist religion. Obviously this is neither related to myself but it helps reminding me about how this life really is. I had other personal goal , a dream i had since i was a kid and one thing i worked for all my life. Then i failed it and died inside.
2018-10-17 09:00
#77
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United States stephcurry30 
r u fk u? if u fail den just lrn from it and try again, its not like u lost ur arms and legs right?
2018-10-17 09:01
#80
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Hungary Starwii 
Ha ha are you moron? Deluded? Maybe autism? I told you that life don't give you two chances. Only one. The goal i've set as a kid and for that i longed since i can remember is no more achievable. I don't get a chance to fight back, to try again. It's over and that's all to it. That's all. What should i do now !? There is nothing that stirs my interest, nothing that makes my heart beat, nothing that i want or care about anymore. All i have left is pain ,regrets and this frustration. Boom ! Life strikes !
2018-10-17 09:18
#85
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United States stephcurry30 
idk u would b the moron here for failing and giving up ya? u arent giving any details except dat u have no more chances but for ur whole life to b ruined just cuz of a single failure seems to be too ridiculous dont u think?
2018-10-17 09:24
#92
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Hungary Starwii 
it is not. people decide what they want to do in life as kids, work for it , dream of it , gains skills and abilities for that purpose. just like a job ,everything they do is directed towards it. Then the things change and their goal is no more viable. maybe you need to be born for it, if you ain't good enough when you need to show up, if you don't win when you must win at all price - it's all over.
2018-10-17 09:34
#98
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United States stephcurry30 
well changing and adapting to circumstances r part of life too. if something doesnt work out then try something else, u have access to computer and internet dat already gives u a lot of opportunity surely u can work something out
2018-10-17 09:41
#102
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Hungary Starwii 
nope. it's just over. nothing interest me anymore. i wanted that thing and only that thing. it's not like i'm trying to live a good life and shit, i wanted to do that thing because i really believed in it. That was the way i decided to live my life. It was the only thing that really worth.
2018-10-17 09:46
If you are serious about this then I think you should try some professional help, like a therapist or something. There's a good chance it could eventually help you develop a more positive view of life, and even if it doesn't help what have you to lose? You just need to find a spark of motivation, maybe the people you love, maybe some good memory? Just don't give up yet.
2018-10-17 12:02
girl friend b
2018-10-17 08:49
#74
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Sweden swediztann3 
I played for the fnatic then i called in sick when i wasnt so they kicked me
2018-10-17 08:50
#86
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Austria chris_de_b0ng 
buying csgo ffs
2018-10-17 09:28
+99999999
2018-10-17 12:04
#88
nitr0 | 
Canada Surzz 
making an account on this forum.
2018-10-17 09:29
#89
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Germany Kereka 
joining this forum
2018-10-17 09:30
Loosing a friends knife in a scam website... had to pay him after
2018-10-17 09:34
#94
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Russia ttteaser 
Played video games
2018-10-17 09:36
for not playing along in the simulation we live in
2018-10-17 09:39
#101
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Asia element4s 
i missed my love
2018-10-17 09:46
None, I’m perfect.
2018-10-17 09:49
#107
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Ukraine ksay 
hltv
2018-10-17 11:55
#111
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Israel unsolid 
Going into this trip. We're stuck in the bus for hours kill me
2018-10-17 12:15
hamas bombing you? -Call Jesus hotline today and find the light: 1-800-759-0700-
2018-10-17 18:35
#120
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Israel unsolid 
Who?
2018-10-17 18:46
Creating hltv account
2018-10-17 18:29
#118
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Denmark Riiseren 
Playing Fortnite
2018-10-17 18:37
Treating this girl that really loved me like shit, cause i knew i could get away with anything. Didnt really realise what i was doing until a few months after we broke up (we were together 2 years). Its been years and i still feel guilty about it.
2018-10-17 18:38
Birth
2018-10-17 18:47
My dad says I should have been swallowed or atleast a pillow shot...... I guess my mistake is winning the race;(
2018-10-17 18:54
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