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I am a no-lifer.
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Turkey planning_fallacies_suck 
I used to be an active and talkative person back in the days. Now, only thing I do is to watch other people have fun while I can't. It sucks to not tell people how you feel and how u doing. I dont wanna be a nerd, aint care about my student life. I just wanna see the end. Like what the fuck are we living for, you ever question yourself. Its weird to ask 14 yo people for advice but I gotta put this here to make you enjoy I guess. You ever feel the same thing as I do?
2018-10-17 19:32
yeah, but then I actually worked to improve my life instead of complaining on hltv
2018-10-17 19:33
+1
2018-10-17 19:33
#106
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World Nastradoomus 
More drugs. Less thinking.
2018-10-17 21:59
#109
yay | 
United States threeiiis 
-drugs +thinking
2018-10-17 22:55
#119
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World Nastradoomus 
Fuck off. A modest dose of psy shrooms keeps your head straight. A modest dose of ganja keeps your feet on the ground. A modest dose of stimulants keeps it going. And there is no such thing as a modest dose of opiates.
2018-11-07 17:30
if u are down, u are down. You cant just stand up and do what u gotta do. Its gonna take time I know that but I need something to bring me back.
2018-10-17 19:36
good point but remember you decide what that "something" is. its likely it won't just drop down in your knees while you're on youtube... find it :)
2018-10-17 19:38
Speaking from experience, I bet you can get up when you're down. Just because you're doesnt mean you'll be down, and if you keep the mentality that you're going through rough things and that's why it's stopped you from progressing as a person, just accept that everyone faces such struggles and try not to focus on it. You saying "it takes time" is just your attempt to cope with it and avoid a legitimate resolve. I remember seeing a quote which says "keep yer mind busy. your brain very big and stronk, will always think. if you dozont keep yerself busy, it'll focus on itself; your struggles, negatives etc." so if you're down and not down, you have the chance to stop being down. You doez get wat i say yes)) Ik it sounds like it's easier said than done, but not at all!
2018-10-17 20:25
I am an engineering student and it keeps me buisy as it seems. I got your point. This is what I mean when I say I am not going to be a nerd. Apart from studying, how am I supposed to keep myself doing other things, which does not seem to be happening obv. So we are where we begin. Thanks for ur advice tho.
2018-10-17 20:30
Once again I'll point out sth that's easier said than done, but actually isn't so. It's been 1 hour since you posted this thread and you're still commenting on it, perhaps you could've spent that time doing a productive hobby of yours? (insaat izlemek haric) dunno, maybe even family interactions could help. Who am I to say anything, am just a random hltv guy x) gl moruk
2018-10-17 20:37
you have been rude and I will not talk shit again. have a good night sir!
2018-10-17 20:39
not rude at all, are you high aq?
2018-10-17 21:56
baby steps are still progress
2018-10-17 20:24
I aint gonna talk shit, good luck with ur life!
2018-10-17 20:31
lol that wasn't an insult, it's just saying progress is better than no progress
2018-10-17 20:38
I know what u wanna hear but it is not happening rn
2018-10-17 20:40
#121
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Denmark RandomDane 
I feel ya' homie. The last 6 months has just been me being down, no motivation. I do not struggle in school tho, but Im still sad, and I don't enjoy life, even tho, I do really like my education. It sounds weird I know
2018-11-09 09:11
+100000000
2018-10-17 20:25
+1
2018-10-18 09:24
#2
Zabey | 
Morocco PiixO 
same
2018-10-17 19:33
nice
2018-10-17 19:37
Same here.
2018-10-17 19:34
you should tell us whats bothering you first
2018-10-17 19:35
I cant do it with people around me. Its been 4 years since I moved to another city for university. My close friends left the university one by one. So I am left over here with bunch of nerds. I cant stand this shit mate.
2018-10-17 19:42
then u can always search for different type of company, it doesnt have to be from your uni
2018-10-17 19:42
Tryna make it work but I dont see anything good happening in the near future.
2018-10-17 19:43
You're still studying right? You wont be living there for long if you don't enjoy it, just get over it and know that it wont last for long. Now, just go and have fun if you're so miserable, go to a bar and get drunk, if you're so miserable it wont hurt you to step out and take the first step to make it better
2018-10-17 19:43
#85
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
why do you even go to uni at the first place ? just end the normal school and develop some useful skills and in your 20 you will earn more money than a guy after uni uni is a waste of time which just gives you a useless peace of paper
2018-10-17 20:33
you gotta first check my flag , its not gonna check itself. finally think of when u r 40, what u be doing?
2018-10-17 20:35
#96
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
I'm gonna have a successful career obviously because I will start working early and having more experience than a guy from uni
2018-10-17 20:44
it depends on the field dude, do not even try to prove that you are going to be a master or smh. cuz u cant and I recommend you going back to university while u can. You live in germany man, engineers are needed, why u spent your life in shitty jobs. Juts because you make so much money now, does not mean that you are going to make it in the future. dont waste your time.
2018-10-17 20:48
#104
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
I'm 17 and this is my last year in school and I need to decide where to go either going 2 more years to other school and only then 4 years in uni or just going to work after school I'm not smart either in chemisty and physics and stuff like that so I have no idea what to do in the future but I have a lot of friends who are going to uni and they say it's very depressing
2018-10-17 21:00
I have similar problem, all i do is go to uni and work, no social life. Only friends i have contact with are online people who live 100km away from my home.
2018-10-17 19:35
sucks to hear that :(
2018-10-17 19:40
welcome to hltv dude, you are in the right place, so feel lucky, think, how many no lifers haven't found this website yet ?
2018-10-17 19:35
they r unlucky mate.
2018-10-17 19:46
find something to work for for example - i wanna get my mangekyo sharingan as fast as possible so everyday im training shurikens and kunais movement track with my eyes still 3 dot sharingan tho
2018-10-17 19:40
I have no idea what u saying but good luck with that.
2018-10-17 19:47
#38
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Czech Republic fnx_2_majors 
lol
2018-10-17 19:58
#118
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Slovakia ericson1998 
:DDD
2018-10-19 14:52
Golden xD
2018-10-17 19:59
nt obito senju>uchiha btw
2018-10-17 20:11
#74
stunna | 
Bulgaria StefooD 
you must see your beloved one dead for mangekyo
2018-10-17 20:22
well already saw my brother falling to the 3 tailed jinchuuriki
2018-10-17 22:58
Lol i have my rinnegan already when i was 10 yo.
2018-10-17 20:31
u must be cheatin or somethin i dunno
2018-10-17 22:58
It was so ez. i just killed my best friend.
2018-10-18 09:24
yeah no-lifer whatever but you stiill got an economy to save before turkers economy meltdown and become the next Greece
2018-10-17 19:42
such an edgy boy you are. I got roasted so hard right now, what I am gonna do?
2018-10-17 19:49
I just told you bruh =( read #16
2018-10-17 20:05
can I get 11 oil barrels to fill them with human bodies?
2018-10-17 20:13
#17
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Portugal NabasKi 
meet people from different classes, i'm living in the same house as 5 people i didn't know about before, and we became friends in little time
2018-10-17 19:43
dude I simply CAN'T. I could but I would rather not
2018-10-17 19:52
#26
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Portugal NabasKi 
why not? until this year i was super shy and wouldn't talk to anyone i didn't know. you CAN do it. If i've done it, why can't you?
2018-10-17 19:54
people around me changed, most importantly I have changed. I cant find a wat to talk to them. I will not ask them for coffee, I aint that type of guys.
2018-10-17 19:56
#35
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Portugal NabasKi 
are you currently living with people you don't know or you're just alone?
2018-10-17 19:57
I know people very well, but the way they act or think makes me angry, so this is what I think about them: this guy cant be a good friend, this guy sucks. I mark them "failed" or "needs improvement" :D
2018-10-17 20:11
#19
World DEY0 
Find a goal, become global elite for example! JK Go out and do clubbin n flert with girls
2018-10-17 19:43
been 9 months since I did not touch cs no living in turkey and flerting with girls? does not seem to be happening.
2018-10-17 19:53
lol he didnt mean to flirt with kezbans who wear hijab
2018-10-17 20:14
%87.3 of turkish girls are kezbans to me. /close
2018-10-17 20:16
you are overestimating it so hard.
2018-10-17 20:18
camon lets real talk here, do you EVEN find them attractive?
2018-10-17 20:21
depends which city you are living in. if you live in cities like konya there is no chance for you
2018-10-17 20:29
Istanbul boy talking here?
2018-10-17 20:33
nt im from baku
2018-10-17 20:33
hf
2018-10-17 20:37
used to be an active and talkative person back in the days. Now, only thing I do is to watch other people have fun while I can't. Same happened to me idk wtf happened
2018-10-17 19:51
You better start questioning yourself mate, something is not right in ur life.
2018-10-17 19:55
Idk what though
2018-10-17 19:58
You just described like last 2 years of my life,btw i'm 15 y.o
2018-10-17 19:58
I am 21, life is getting more boring when you get older trust me. Improve yourself as you can at everything.
2018-10-17 19:58
Yes,that's what i'm talking about,there is like nothing interesting for me,my school is very easy so i spend like 30 minutes on homework.Sometimes i even think of suicide because it is the only thing that could not be boring(because death is the only thing you won't ever understand in your life)but common sense is telling me that i should live and search for myself +i really hate pain and i won't harm myself.I think that i'm smarter than my age group(i know that sound stupid but in my head there's like nothing,not girls,not school,just nothing).But i really believe that someday i will find something that will take away this boredom.
2018-10-17 20:09
#65
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Spain VIKTORAL 
go find girls top 1 in life is love
2018-10-17 20:13
I want to, but I have never in my life felt attachment to someone, and many people dislike my outlook (indifference to everything)
2018-10-17 20:16
I am glad you are on your own way (most people are not). Lets hope for a better future.
2018-10-17 20:23
Hope that you understood atleast half of my text because my english skilz aren't that good :D
2018-10-17 20:28
its okay :D but u r doing good!
2018-10-17 20:43
only you can change ur life bro, and nobody can help u if u dont help urself :) most easy thing is to just try find exuses u know. And doing nothing about it
2018-10-17 19:57
Is it a new meme?
2018-10-17 19:59
can be
2018-10-17 20:00
lets try to make it work
2018-10-17 20:08
i have a dream which is gonna be biggest gay pornstar on history
2018-10-17 19:57
Keiran lee and your dad would not be proud I guess!
2018-10-17 20:00
are you bored
2018-10-17 19:57
are not u?
2018-10-17 20:00
I am, it's slowly killing me
2018-10-17 20:01
run, run, run
2018-10-17 19:58
work on planning fallacies
2018-10-17 20:01
#41
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Czech Republic fnx_2_majors 
ifeelyou
2018-10-17 19:59
fnx quit the pro scene?
2018-10-17 20:01
#50
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Czech Republic fnx_2_majors 
i dunno, but i am sure he's having a party somewhere
2018-10-17 20:02
surely he is
2018-10-17 20:07
youre still the same old person, depression just suppresses your old more positive personality routine is good when its something like a job or a hobby like gym, routine like wasting away ur time at the pc is negative
2018-10-17 20:01
my expectations for life have always been too much. this is where I am wrong I guess. I cant take things easy,
2018-10-17 20:04
gzegos bzencyszkwitz
2018-10-17 20:11
Invincibility lies within, not outside of yourself. If you control your own mind, your own thoughts, and your own actions, you are invincible. Do not lay focus on others, but rather on what You can be. So do not seek to have, seek to be; as you become, you will obtain the fruit of that which you became. You have created the prisoning reality you live in and you continue to fuel it, so it remains. Only those who renounce their ability to be free are slaves. Let this not be any longer. Remember that you create every aspect of your life.
2018-10-17 20:03
keep that in mind thanks for your kind words!
2018-10-17 20:06
just take a "fuck everything" stance on the world and have fun
2018-10-17 20:10
that would work out
2018-10-17 20:44
#61
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Spain VIKTORAL 
start a new sport or activity my best friends right now are the dudes i met going to the gym( awesome place for social relations, mainly talking about activities but still communication) and playing snooker tournaments. u need to be open to people and go to social events anyone can make new friends, its in out dna
2018-10-17 20:11
had the same took mdma and now im about to kill everyone who's saying he is bored lmao how can someone be bored if you have drugs
2018-10-17 20:12
wish I could have
2018-10-17 20:51
what are you studying?
2018-10-17 20:15
#71
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Europe KittyChamp 
Try LSD once and u will be good to go.
2018-10-17 20:17
Lysergic acid diethylamide (LSD), also known as acid, is a hallucinogenic drug. Effects typically include altered thoughts, feelings, and awareness of one's surroundings. Many users see or hear things that do not exist. Dilated pupils, increased blood pressure, and increased body temperature are typical. sure
2018-10-17 20:50
#107
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Europe KittyChamp 
I was a homeless man suffering from depression and anxiety, temporarily living in a friend's house when i tried LSD for the first time. So, A lot of things happened since then. Now, 2 years later. I have my company (not related to I.T or gaming) and currently sponsoring a CS GO team for fun because of my passion for Counter-Strike. Google: "LSD life changing" and might as well read about Steve Jobs and his LSD experience.
2018-10-17 22:22
#108
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Europe KittyChamp 
the story is bullsh*t, don't try LSD!
2018-10-17 22:54
Idk dude how to rly help you but I got really important piece of advice advice for you - avoid every possible addiction including masturbation, eating too many sweets, playing games too much, drinking %, smoking etc. You gotta find that 1 non-addictive thing that makes you happy, even a little bit happier. Try to find hobby, look for happiness. Know it sounds dumb but it helps step by step, day by day. And one day you will find a lifesense. In my case it was a woman, once I see her smile I am happy for a long but actually she is out of my range. Anyway hope that one day we will be together makes me stay alive. I even started studying coding on my own and feel rly better than when I were checking what's new on YT next FB next messenger next snapchat and again... Wish you all best dude, have a nice day :) PS Sorry for my London PS2 A lot of ppl would say that you should do any psychical activity, I didn't try it out PS3 Hang out with mates, if you don't have ones then try to find em, it really helps
2018-10-17 20:28
such a nice guy you are, thanx for ur kind words
2018-10-17 20:49
Glad could help : )
2018-10-17 20:51
*pchysical, make same mistake still fak
2018-10-17 23:21
Tbh my deepest wishes and the willingness to work for these put me in the current state of being very happy (or rather really content). - was 23 without a real gf so far and wanted one really, really badly. -> after turnin 22 actually really tried by using dating apps, getting into contact with girls in general -> found a gf at 23 and am now almost 3 years into a happy relationship - always worried about my education and future -> sticked to my studies and put the necessary fuckton of work into it to get the B.Sc -> after that looked for internship and found one after about 2-3 months which turned into a working student job at a big company in GER (the 20h/week job probably being one of the best things that happened to me in life) -> started M.sc. while working and am now close to finishing it while still with the same job To me the saying "man forges his own destiny" is the truest and most helpful wisdom there is tl;dr check what you really want to achieve/have deep down inside -> work for these dreams, no matter how hard it seems to achieve them
2018-10-17 20:52
#103
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United Kingdom Finnick519 
Drugs are the answer
2018-10-17 20:52
wtf same
2018-10-17 22:57
#112
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Sweden ZAE^ 
i feel the same brother
2018-10-17 22:58
iti nahyi
2018-10-17 23:21
kys
2018-11-09 09:07
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