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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
Since I was 13 i started thinking about life and my future. Since that age i couldn't imagine myself as an adult. I couldn't imagine myself driving a car, having a gf, being social, havin' work, my own house and so on. Im almost 18 now and nothing has changed. Anyone else's feelin like that? How do u deal with that, how can i deal with that?
2018-11-09 19:47
#1
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
bump
2018-11-09 19:47
#69
NiKo | 
Europe crownzRL 
The difference between 13 and 18 is just ur dick size and height . Also your face starts to look more manly . 18 is just a beggining of your journey . Childhood is over now but the real life starts . You will start going to college or the university or u will go to work without it , start having ur own money etc.
2018-11-10 11:39
^ THIS!! I've been there, but things start to change 1 at a time, you won't just wake up the other day and find yourself doing well in life, start with babysteps and after a while you'll see progress. I'm 23 now and still I have a lot to achieve but when I look back to when I was 18 I see that I'm not that 'lost' anymore like I used to be, now I have a career as a graphic designer and I just started my own creative agency and I have 6 others people that work for me or with me, I have a gf, I drive a basic car, I also find time to play cs sometimes, I travel sometimes, I go out and have crazy raves, I support my family financially when needed etc.. all those things I wouldn't even imagine doing when I was 18, so just start somewhere and once you see progress you will just get motivated more and more to do shit and get shit done.
2018-11-10 11:50
#73
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
well, today i bought an pci ethernet card to get stable connection and good pings after a long time, hopefully ill join faze in a year
2018-11-10 12:14
#2
rain | 
Latvia RAIN_CLAN 
yikes from me dawg
2018-11-09 19:49
#3
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
thanks?
2018-11-09 19:50
#4
NiKo | 
Portugal B0real 
Don't overthink, just do it
2018-11-09 19:51
#8
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
No matter what i touch im horribly bad at it. When I got an eye on doing something my interest falls down quickly after a few days. Counter strike, daily bike or learning for school subjects are perfect examples for that.
2018-11-09 19:53
#12
allu | 
North America N1tsuA 
I have this issue, but I’m able to overcome it by just doing it. Like I can’t see myself driving, but I just push myself to do it, and now I can. Same concept. Gl man
2018-11-09 19:55
#15
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
It's different with cs. When you ride a bike you just ridin' it, nothing changes. When i have no motivation for gaming but i try to play, i play like a shit and don't focus on it by any way.
2018-11-09 19:58
#16
allu | 
North America N1tsuA 
Idk man. All I can do is just tell you to try to go with the flow. Again gl man
2018-11-09 19:59
#20
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
get new hobbies like playing guitar or get into photography like me for example, it's fun and not so hard
2018-11-09 20:06
#21
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
I have no money for these accessories, i'm not interested in them either. Thanks for the advice tho, altought i've been finding hobby for years now.
2018-11-09 20:07
#29
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
find something you like and try to do that more often and who knows what you can achieve
2018-11-09 20:13
#31
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
i like cs but im shit at it
2018-11-09 20:14
#35
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Switzerland Nikon_user 
get other hobbies like wtf in the future when you will find a girl and she will ask what hobbies you have what you gonna answer ? "i played video games my whole life" save money for something and do it, ask your friends hobbies if you have 0 hobbies and 0 passion in life you are not gonna have an interesting life and life will be boring to you and you probably will kill yourself or will be depressed your whole life
2018-11-09 20:17
#42
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
Getting hobby isn't easy. I used to play football a lot when i was younger, i even was playing at local club when i was ~11, but the times of football are gone. My friends are pretty similar to me, they play games, they go party from time to time, many of them attend to the same school as i do. Some of them attend gym, have gfs or goes to parties more often than me, but those aren't in range of my interests.
2018-11-09 20:23
You don't lose interest, you're not disciplined enough. Recently I realized that happiness is a myth and everything you do a lot of the time won't bring happiness, also I don't believe that if you work the job you like, you'll never feel like you are working - definitely not true. The realization helped me to understand that you actually have to force yourself to do EVERYTHING! I hate school, too.
2018-11-09 20:21
#5
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Turkey SLendeRuLeZ 
U got several social anxiety disorders
2018-11-09 19:51
#9
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
i got every disorder
2018-11-09 19:54
#6
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Norway rogueplayer 
What you think you'll become Choose your thoughts carefully and your actions even more so gl
2018-11-09 19:52
#11
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
can't see myself hitting 20, is that bad?
2018-11-09 19:55
Same, I'll probably KYS till I reach my 20s or at least consider it.
2018-11-09 20:13
#32
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
unfortunately i can't help you
2018-11-09 20:16
No need to. LOL!
2018-11-09 20:24
#38
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Russia avocadosatlaw 
2018-11-09 20:18
#49
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Sweden chainylol 
because of suicide or what?
2018-11-09 20:58
#50
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
maybe, i dont see myself hitting 20's, people work, some are married, some are living dreams, but me... cant see me 20 yold sitting at my grandparents basement reading hltv
2018-11-09 21:01
#63
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Sweden chainylol 
Life is a burden. It is up to you to make it meaningful, which can absolutely be accomplished. Your gonna be fine.
2018-11-09 21:15
i didnt fells like that when i was 18-20 either, but after i finnish college, then i started think about these stuff, i dont think its normal, but you may change in the future.
2018-11-09 19:54
#14
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
I hate school since i went there for the first time, at the age of 6 i understood it's something im forced to do and i have no rights to do anything about it. Oppositely, i think about giving up on school in fews months cuz i have no interest in the IT at all
2018-11-09 19:57
unfortunately, if you do not study then you will not have a chance to choose your future, just choose something u like bro, or the least worst, because if u become and adult with no higher education then u will be a poor dude working for misery unable to speak.
2018-11-09 19:59
#19
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
There is nothing to be interested in IT for me. Even if i had the papers of finishing my high school it won't make me happy. Why would I even be happy, because im gonna have small salary and i'll work till i die doing something i don't like? World looks so simple and twisted at once.
2018-11-09 20:04
atm there's a lot of Jobs u can do when u finish high school, even artistics Jobs, u dont like dance, sing or things like this? u dont like having a imagine and try to write a book or paint a image. If u dont have interest in things like this, then u may have depression, try to find a psychologist. there are a lot of areas that u may like, just search for it.
2018-11-09 20:07
#28
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
Im not skilled at drawing nor painting, im terrible at it tbh. I hate dancing. I could write a book about my person and everything that's inside my brain, my experiences etc. but why would i do it, no one would read it, that's useless. I thought about going to psychologist but i don't think so that would help me, thats human, just like me, he'll recommend me some expensive trash medicines and speak some bullshit phrases he learnt on college. Also i wouldn't like to make my grandparents feel bad for me or theirselves, their daughter ( my mom ) was a huge failure too, i don't want to give them feeling of having failure grandson either. Im there because of them.
2018-11-09 20:12
And if you become an adult with higher aducation you'll be working your whole life and be poor. The world isn't black and white and you seem to have a too stereotypical thinking. :)
2018-11-09 20:11
well if u make a high school about a thing that u like then there's a high chance of u not become unhappy, also with a university degree a lot of doors can open to u, isnt like u need to work because starving to death if u dont do it.
2018-11-10 04:15
lmao same
2018-11-09 19:55
I'm 24 and I wish I was dead
2018-11-09 20:01
#25
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Sweden chainylol 
why?
2018-11-09 20:10
#23
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Sweden flippig 
wHY lol
2018-11-09 20:08
I think a lot of us feel this way.
2018-11-09 20:10
find a cocaine dealer (better black dude and not in your town) tell him what you need 5kg, meet him after he will have 5kg and kill him (police don't care about black drug dealers nobody will start to seek who killed a black drug dealer, they will post like it was some kind of war between drug dealers territory or some shit) than you will have 5kg. after you find another drug dealer, and tell him what you want to sell 5kg. do same thing to him and you will have 5kg and tons of money. after that, buy some weed, roll a blunt and start thinking about what to do next, cuz you will have enough money to buy stocks and earn money daily or invest in real estate, than you will have enough money to buy car, to find gf or open your own business. good luck and don't thank me.
2018-11-09 20:10
11/10 did that and now i live in villa
2018-11-09 20:16
#34
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
thats some idea, would be decent for 3rd worlders
2018-11-09 20:16
best business idea for ppl from Dominican Republic
2018-11-09 20:22
#36
ceh9 | 
World mukas17 
You don't have to do any of those things. It's 2k18, man. You don't have to procreate. Find stuff you wanna do and do it then die.
2018-11-09 20:17
I fight with this type of feelings too...
2018-11-09 20:18
bro We never know what can happen to us, live life. Dont think about future its stupid and u can fall into depression
2018-11-09 20:18
#44
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
everything is about future, i'm afraid of waking up one day alone with my hand in the potty, overthinking is my nightmare
2018-11-09 20:25
y and be 50y old who live with parents cuz thinking about future is stupid ;D
2018-11-09 20:27
#45
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Slovakia PerryKAT 
Try to meditate
2018-11-09 20:26
#47
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
that'll be hard cuz im not living alone
2018-11-09 20:36
#48
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Slovakia PerryKAT 
You need to try read books about personal growth. Try to find some tutorial about meditation a try it. Take your headphones,lay down on your bed,and start to meditate with meditation music. In few days you can imagine your life in adult. Sry for my english.
2018-11-09 20:42
#52
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
" Im almost 18 now and ..."
2018-11-09 21:03
What would you like to do with your life. Imagine money doesnt exist and you could do anything. I believe you need a passion. Something to work for
2018-11-09 21:06
#58
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
I have no clue, nothing seems interesting
2018-11-09 21:13
Well figure it out
2018-11-09 21:13
#62
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
i'd probably be high all day with my friends
2018-11-09 21:14
Open up a weed shop become a politician and try to legalize weed there you go
2018-11-09 21:26
Nice meme.
2018-11-09 21:07
#57
fnx | 
Poland neverbait 
dude you never been in poland... so you should be happy, you work here 1h/3€ or less being here your only perspective is to leave this country otherwise you will struggle
2018-11-09 21:13
#59
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Dominican Republic g8Q0wHY 
tu cię zaskocze
2018-11-09 21:13
#67
fnx | 
Poland neverbait 
hahah
2018-11-10 11:33
#61
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Europe MBT_yt 
I don't deal with that. Im just 7 year old adult hehe ez xd
2018-11-09 21:14
#64
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Czech Republic Pee_Tea 
Well probably something you don't wanna hear... but i'm 25 and still feel kinda same i mean i have gf, work etc... but i still can't imagine myself as an adult :D
2018-11-09 21:19
#68
fnx | 
Poland neverbait 
czeski film
2018-11-10 11:34
lul
2018-11-10 11:54
Same bruh But i think that i gonna suicide untill my 25 if i will not find some relative in europe or become pro player cuz there is no hope in this country
2018-11-10 12:08
nt prokda
2018-11-10 12:14
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