you're crying about people being better than you at a video game.
you are indirectly saying you want to be a pro player by creating shitty threads with a link to your stream, and no other content than your gameplay, nothing special. just pugs.
now, you could say " i just want to be a streamer " no, because you're so fucking boring, which means you want to be a pro.
good thing you're quitting tho, wasting 10 years of your life LUL, get a job and leave hltv