Because every other competitive game is trash compared to CS.
I'm all the same... I'm playing just to kill time when I have way too much free time, I try to fill the gaps as I can, music, writing, reading but still much left... At least I never rage nor care about the game and when my mates go ape and mad, I'm so chill, listening to music and laughing at them!
They don't know!
shows how shitty the competitive game market is
the real question is why do you hate this game?
csgo is shit, but all other competitives games are even worse, I mean if you like mobas there's dota 2 and lol but if you're not into these u're stuck in csgo, ow too childish, r6 seems cool and the community seems to be a little better, I'm giving it a try but idk now man, everybody wants to quit csgo but can't
playing csgo everyday is ok...
playing all day is disturbing... this game is very tiresome and unhealthy
I think u may be addicted to the competition and the circumstances the game links with your personality and skills... U'll probably find another one sooner or later
i have the same exact problem lol