I'm just sad , i don't want to die neither do i want to live . I just listen to music and that's what i do most of the time , unless my gf stays at night with me . I just can't explain it and i don't know why ...
I know , but when i talk with her and chill it doesn't help , it's the same shit. I sit in room draw with music in my ears. Feels like i'm doing something because i need to not because i want to . Just so stupid i dunno
I do study around 6-7 hours a day
The Flip Study app has helped me a lot to focus
I plan to increase study hours by 2 hours per week now as exams are drawing closer
Still I ain't feeling good about the future