Because I am a very emotional person
Haven't launched cs in nearly 3 years
I've been playing cs since 1.6, and I thought it was really fun back then. I bought csgo in late 2k13 and thought it was really fun, I started betting in 2k14 and ever since then I've been following the scene. But today CS is just bullshit, I will never understand why valve would rather focus on skins instead of fixing the game. I still follow the scene ofc, but I've lost a lot of motivation ever since they made it f2p, can't even play matchmaking anymore due to cheaters. Can't even play ESEA because there are cheaters there too, faceit is the only option pretty much.
because my life is sucks and im loser