Faze losing to C9 When they had 15-11 lead on last map
losing my parents in a car crash ;_;
g2 losing to envy 2015 cluj
fox would have been a major champion if not for nbk and his fucking autosniper
Hearing one of my best friends killed himself, the worst part was that I saw him like 45 minutes before the news and I'm still wonderinf, how didn't I see that something is wrong.
When my uncle died after robbing a gas station for pretty much nothing.
parents died when I was 17
Uhm... I guess I can easily say break up over 2 years ago but... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
VP losing to SK in epicenter 2017 final
i was staying up so late just so see that match and damn vp choked a final again
Having to put my dog down.
falling in love with a girl in high school only for her to choose my bestfriend
I read the title as Sadokist moment in your life and I was gonna type how I almost said the n word in public.
when i opened this thread
when ICE deported 21 😞😞😞😞😞😞😨😨😨😨😮😮😮😮💉💉💉😂😂😂👊👊👊👊👊🔪🔪🔪🔪🔥🔥🔥🔥🍆🍆🍆🍆🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎
Losing my grandma 2 months ago
Then today when my father was checking our phone mailbox the first message i hear is our grandma calling us how happy she was that she was able to call again (her phone didnt work for like 4 months 2 months later she died of lung cancer)
This took me by such a surprise and reminded me that I wont be able to ever call her again. She was always cheering me up when something was on my heart.
watching ibp masters 2019
Watching my country lose Euro Finals in my country , in my stadium
With me in stadium
I cried so much
But then in 2016 we won xD
Getting my pets out of my house after it burned down this last christmas
My sisters 3 yo passed away 😥
Yesterday xd invited girl for coffee she accepted and then she stopped communicating with me
i literally acted like a fucking idiot to the person that tried to help me improve in my studies, job, social life (my life, in general). The girl i still love to this day and remember every single moments we had, even if it was only 2 months. Fuck, i can't forget about her.
Now i'll die alone, because i'll never find someone like her again.
Besides that and living in a shithole state of BR, i'm fine, my friends are the fucking best, my family is kind to me (even when i don't deserve it) and i just love my life.
Getting rejected from a prestigious uni
My grandpa died of cancer
mum stroke last november - barely moving right leg, can't move right hand, can barely speak (doing therapy make some progress at least)
When shrek didnt come for christmas :(
When I realised that I'm literally numb person, just flesh and dick, no brain, no motivation, not cool, no money, no love from and to parents, lazy, no friends, only ok at any computer game I play which means I have no chances to go pro, no education, repetitive job, very deep depression that I'm not really feeling it, but it's there..
All I'm hanging on is music and sister, without these two things I would be gone..
my father passed away 2014. pancreatic cancer.
this is a pretty serious corner of hltv man
my mother died of cancer last year, will never get over it prbly :/
it´s hard when you think of good memories and then woosh you sad now