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Saddest moment in your life ?
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Japan NotTrik 
Title
2019-02-06 21:37
Faze losing to C9 When they had 15-11 lead on last map
2019-02-06 21:38
#2
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Japan NotTrik 
Damn you have a great life +rep
2019-02-06 21:39
No like it was only joke , but for real i dont want to talk About my bad Things which happened in my private life on hltv, its not Easy to talk About them
2019-02-06 21:41
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Japan NotTrik 
True
2019-02-06 21:42
#49
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Israel wetz 
LOL ez major
2019-02-06 22:14
Yeah it was definitely ez you kido
2019-02-07 06:17
#63
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Israel wetz 
+1 Nice name btw
2019-02-07 06:58
Thanks man
2019-02-07 11:38
losing my parents in a car crash ;_;
2019-02-06 21:39
#4
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Japan NotTrik 
:( Sorry for your loss man F [*]
2019-02-06 21:40
same :/
2019-02-06 21:45
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Uruguay zero`SAMA 
F
2019-02-06 21:45
#21
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CIS eddie42 
F
2019-02-06 21:49
F
2019-02-06 22:05
#39
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Sweden sAwen 
Fuck mcskillet!
2019-02-06 22:07
#64
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Lebanon Delsol 
Stay strong brother!
2019-02-07 06:59
Jesus Christ this page gets dark
2019-02-07 09:04
F
2019-02-07 09:19
#99
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Romania mtimaN 
F
2019-02-07 11:49
#5
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Poland henlo 
g2 losing to envy 2015 cluj fox would have been a major champion if not for nbk and his fucking autosniper
2019-02-06 21:40
NBK too God men
2019-02-07 11:46
#8
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
Hearing one of my best friends killed himself, the worst part was that I saw him like 45 minutes before the news and I'm still wonderinf, how didn't I see that something is wrong.
2019-02-06 21:42
how did he do it?
2019-02-06 21:45
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
Hanged himself, when I was walking home I was so glad that I have friends like him. I can't imagine how f*cking hard it's to take your own kid down, hanging from roof, in your home.
2019-02-06 21:48
yeah, i tried it, too it takes a lot of effort.
2019-02-06 21:55
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
What do you mean? Are you just acting edgy or what?
2019-02-06 21:57
no, im serious.. its hard i dont think people to this act when they are "only depressed" it takes something more than that. like feeling guilty because of something or having panic attacks or other mental illnesses.
2019-02-06 22:01
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
Well, stay strong don't give up... don't do it, it's awful for your family to take you down.. Sure it needs a ton of sh*t to make such a decision and to be able to do it. It's also such an awful way to go because whoever finds you will have horrible sight
2019-02-06 22:04
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United States Samsquanch_ 
The hard part about suicide is that the person debating the act often looks at the pros and cons as black and white. Aka “I know what this life is like and I hate it, it’s unbearable.” “I don’t know what the other life is like, but at least is has a chance to be better.” - this is often the decision making process (on an existential level), and once someone has this thinking, it’s hard to convince them otherwise (because the logic is sound). With that said, I think many regret their actions, or initiate the act hoping someone might save them.
2019-02-06 22:14
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Japan NotTrik 
sorry man :/ sometimes it’s impossible to tell, there are people that can hide their despair very well.
2019-02-06 21:46
#24
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
You know, I was holding my tears for month after that incident, when I was just walking with my dog, I was thinking that maybe I get a message and hear that it was just a fu*king bad dream
2019-02-06 21:51
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United Kingdom KieranFR 
I had a friend kill himself whilst he was living with me, you really can't tell sometimes.
2019-02-06 21:53
#30
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
Yea, it's hard, almost screw up my studies because I lost all motivation and was trying to find a reason
2019-02-06 21:55
#50
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United States Samsquanch_ 
Same...he did it with a needle :/
2019-02-06 22:15
I was about to answer the same thing, I lost one of my bestfriend 3 years ago. Nobody saw that coming. Peace. <3
2019-02-07 09:19
Stay strong man <3
2019-02-07 11:47
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Dominican Republic SantoDomingo 
Thanks <3
2019-02-07 23:49
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United States Idoitforluls 
When my uncle died after robbing a gas station for pretty much nothing.
2019-02-06 21:44
parents died when I was 17
2019-02-06 21:44
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Uruguay zero`SAMA 
F, sorry to hear that
2019-02-06 21:46
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Japan NotTrik 
F, sorry for your loss man
2019-02-06 21:46
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Croatia mds818 
at least you had parents.
2019-02-06 21:47
oof
2019-02-07 09:03
f bro
2019-02-06 21:47
#28
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Germany notBaitland 
YIKES
2019-02-06 21:52
really funny
2019-02-06 22:13
#48
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Germany notBaitland 
HAHAHAHAHHA my parents are still alive
2019-02-06 22:14
you're stupid kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
2019-02-07 06:27
#74
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Spain JustNo 
Then you should know how hard would be if you lose them
2019-02-07 08:59
ahahahahahhah nice try lmao
2019-02-07 09:03
#80
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Spain JustNo 
Writing nt entirely in 2k19 LMAO
2019-02-07 09:04
Cuz I can spell lmao
2019-02-07 09:05
#83
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Spain JustNo 
Thought danish ppl only play games and not having education
2019-02-07 09:06
It's not like we're one of the best educated countries in the world.
2019-02-07 09:07
#85
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Spain JustNo 
Didn't Ask
2019-02-07 09:07
But you made an incorrect assumption, which I corrected. Think what you want.
2019-02-07 09:15
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Spain JustNo 
Thanks
2019-02-07 09:09
np
2019-02-07 09:15
#79
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Netherlands DvD-- 
+1 what a loser
2019-02-07 09:04
F
2019-02-06 22:06
#19
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Croatia mds818 
Uhm... I guess I can easily say break up over 2 years ago but... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
2019-02-06 21:48
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Finland Sandels 
VP losing to SK in epicenter 2017 final i was staying up so late just so see that match and damn vp choked a final again
2019-02-06 21:50
#32
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Latvia Agbetchok 
Yeah that was quite sad, I remember.
2019-02-06 21:55
For their last time
2019-02-06 22:13
hehe, sad for you, BUT, those 5 matches were CS at it's finest, i watch them every year since then.
2019-02-07 06:28
Having to put my dog down.
2019-02-06 21:51
falling in love with a girl in high school only for her to choose my bestfriend
2019-02-06 21:51
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Turkey osmanabi 
I read the title as Sadokist moment in your life and I was gonna type how I almost said the n word in public.
2019-02-06 21:52
#27
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Germany notBaitland 
buying a pc
2019-02-06 21:52
lost my sister
2019-02-06 22:06
#40
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Italy Enrico_Fermi 
when i opened this thread
2019-02-06 22:08
when ICE deported 21 😞😞😞😞😞😞😨😨😨😨😮😮😮😮💉💉💉😂😂😂👊👊👊👊👊🔪🔪🔪🔪🔥🔥🔥🔥🍆🍆🍆🍆🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎
2019-02-06 22:10
How many knives u got? A LOT
2019-02-06 22:12
Nice story with the emojis Do you were in a phase of depressions and u didnt knoq what to do. One day your only friend tried using heroin. You at first were scared and confused but then curiosity striked in and u tried it out. U felt since do good afterwords for some hours but then you got aggresive and starting fighting your friend. From small punching in the living room your kept fighting and eventually u reached the kitchen. You couldnt control yourself, you took the kitchen knife and stabed him exactly 4 times. He was somehow alive. You didnt know what to do and u just decided tp finish de job by burning him for 4 straight minutes. Afterwords you were because of the effect of the drugs really horny and u sexuaööy assaulted the dead body. Somehow u managed to nut 4 times.. Then after ending the job u looked him right in the eyes and u were thinking what you had done. Realising that u actually enjoyed it... That it has motivated u.. Motivated you so hard you became for yourself the coolest guy ever.. You had overcome depressions... You were finally... Your own hero. CoolStoryTellAgain, 7.February 2019
2019-02-07 08:36
Losing my grandma 2 months ago Then today when my father was checking our phone mailbox the first message i hear is our grandma calling us how happy she was that she was able to call again (her phone didnt work for like 4 months 2 months later she died of lung cancer) This took me by such a surprise and reminded me that I wont be able to ever call her again. She was always cheering me up when something was on my heart. Rip grandma
2019-02-06 22:11
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Japan NotTrik 
I know the feeling, it’s been a while, I lost my grandma almost 3 years ago. F for grandma
2019-02-06 22:16
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United Kingdom CRYBUYPOWER 
I feel sorry for you man
2019-02-06 22:17
watching ibp masters 2019
2019-02-06 22:12
Watching my country lose Euro Finals in my country , in my stadium With me in stadium I cried so much But then in 2016 we won xD
2019-02-06 22:15
stewie leaving c9
2019-02-06 22:16
#55
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Argentina EnvyJ 
Getting my pets out of my house after it burned down this last christmas
2019-02-06 22:18
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Russia Dead_Rave 
So you were happy that you saved them
2019-02-07 08:49
#93
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Argentina EnvyJ 
Infortunately, the ones I got out were already dead
2019-02-07 10:37
#94
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Russia Dead_Rave 
Oh :(
2019-02-07 10:42
My sisters 3 yo passed away 😥
2019-02-06 22:19
Yesterday xd invited girl for coffee she accepted and then she stopped communicating with me FeelsBadMan
2019-02-07 06:30
No elo, gdzie ty kurwa jesteś
2019-02-07 08:50
i literally acted like a fucking idiot to the person that tried to help me improve in my studies, job, social life (my life, in general). The girl i still love to this day and remember every single moments we had, even if it was only 2 months. Fuck, i can't forget about her. Now i'll die alone, because i'll never find someone like her again. Besides that and living in a shithole state of BR, i'm fine, my friends are the fucking best, my family is kind to me (even when i don't deserve it) and i just love my life.
2019-02-07 06:34
when forsaken banned
2019-02-07 07:02
Getting rejected from a prestigious uni
2019-02-07 07:03
my whole life
2019-02-07 08:39
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Russia Dead_Rave 
My grandpa died of cancer
2019-02-07 08:48
Hltv
2019-02-07 08:55
#73
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Malta hexiii 
mum stroke last november - barely moving right leg, can't move right hand, can barely speak (doing therapy make some progress at least)
2019-02-07 08:58
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Sweden Emmanu3liY 
When shrek didnt come for christmas :(
2019-02-07 09:00
When my dick fell off
2019-02-07 09:03
sk won major
2019-02-07 09:14
When I realised that I'm literally numb person, just flesh and dick, no brain, no motivation, not cool, no money, no love from and to parents, lazy, no friends, only ok at any computer game I play which means I have no chances to go pro, no education, repetitive job, very deep depression that I'm not really feeling it, but it's there.. All I'm hanging on is music and sister, without these two things I would be gone..
2019-02-07 09:16
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Brazil kaiknux 
my father passed away 2014. pancreatic cancer.
2019-02-07 11:49
#101
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Japan NotTrik 
So sorry to hear that man.
2019-02-07 23:51
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Brazil kaiknux 
Ty bro.
2019-02-08 10:03
this is a pretty serious corner of hltv man my mother died of cancer last year, will never get over it prbly :/ it´s hard when you think of good memories and then woosh you sad now
2019-02-07 23:54
#104
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Brazil kaiknux 
Can't even imagine what you've been through. My condolences.
2019-02-08 10:04
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