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[+18] I fell in love. Help Guys! #3
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Europe LawUysal 
This is the previous topic. hltv.org/forums/threads/1966267/18-i-fel.. If you want to understand what am I talking about, read it before. After from School Break Firstly I want to say I fucked up everything. Why did I do these I do not know. First day at the class she had wore an amazing dress. I wanted look to her but my fucking brain didn't let me. (We didn't talk much on first week.) While I was solving test, she was showing her dog to other girls from window. Then she asked to me "Do you want to see my dog." I said yeah. I tried to see but it was gone. I turned through her and I said yours was gone. She smiled. One day we were talking alone again. She often said I want to die. I said "Then die! (why I said this OMG I don't know)" She said "But I want to live tomorrow. Why are you living for?“ I replied again like the dumbest person "I don't know, but do you know our a neighbor died today." (Fuck my logic) She asked "How much time left to end of the lesson?" I said there are a lot of time. My friends laughed and I laughed too. But she didn't. A lot of fucking thing happened. I wanted to write this topic but a thing happend 1 week ago Friday. I was talking with my friend at class. She came. We talked some stuff. Then we was looking to outside from window she was at my next. And she touched my shoulder with her shoulder. We stayed 2-3 seconds like that. (I know this isnt a thing but this was our first touch.) This Monday we talked about school stuff. She was talking loud and happy. I don't know how to tell this. Let's skip. Tuesday At morning I was going up to stairs. She was standing on stairs and looking to sunrise. (yeah there is a window next to stairs) I asked what are you doing here. She said "I'm watching sunrise. Come here and you should watch. We stood and watched it and talked about it. The we go to class and talked front of the window. Wednesday She was sitting and reading a book. I came to her next. And I asked something. She said "Have a seat". We sit and talk some stuff. (books, TV series, science etc.) Thursday and Friday I acted like a fucking loser dumb. She wanted to talk but I didn't smile, talk, take a look. I know I'm so wrong. I don't what to do. I don't know am I wanting a relationship? Fck my life.
2019-02-15 21:47
#1
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Europe pencilvester 
So what do you guys think about the AUG?
2019-02-15 21:48
#2
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Europe LawUysal 
Please don't bait.
2019-02-15 21:49
#3
AdreN | 
Kazakhstan Aiomie 
Guns should be increased in price a bit, since it makes CT sides very strong.
2019-02-15 21:49
#8
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Europe pencilvester 
I agree Or at least give it a different pattern than the M4, like the SG and AK If you want to use it...then learn the pattern
2019-02-15 21:51
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AdreN | 
Kazakhstan Aiomie 
The pattern is exactly why people sleep on Krieg. I think it is amazing weapon, and in right place, first team utilize it fully will rekt some tournaments.
2019-02-15 21:52
#13
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Europe pencilvester 
Yes thats what i mean...if SG had the same pattern as the AK would be equal on both sides because they would use the SG aswell
2019-02-15 21:54
#4
Ukraine Pham_ 
ENCE just lost to 150kg Boomych LUL
2019-02-15 21:50
#10
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Europe pencilvester 
ez4bombla
2019-02-15 21:51
#20
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
should be 20 Bullets only
2019-02-15 22:01
#22
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Europe pencilvester 
That can work to level things out
2019-02-15 22:05
#23
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
DID YOU JUST SEE WHAT SERGEJ DID??
2019-02-15 22:05
#27
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Europe pencilvester 
omg men what a beast
2019-02-15 22:15
#28
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
14-1 basically done Still need 1 more point in my pickem, go tyloo! what about yours?
2019-02-15 22:16
#30
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Europe pencilvester 
did not buy the pass which teams did you fail on?
2019-02-15 22:18
#31
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
Nip 3-0 Vici 0 3 Picked C9 NRG FNATIC TYLOO ENCE AVANGAR and VITALITY Failed on the 3 0 and 0 3 only
2019-02-15 22:19
#32
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Europe pencilvester 
tyloo having a hard time with the bo3, but i think they can do it
2019-02-15 22:22
#34
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
always close
2019-02-15 22:23
#35
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Europe pencilvester 
yes they always put up a good fight...its nice to watch their games
2019-02-15 22:24
#46
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Europe pencilvester 
dude, they're doing it wtf
2019-02-15 22:39
#47
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Bulgaria omaiguudness 
ct side op
2019-02-15 22:40
#48
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Europe pencilvester 
those augs man
2019-02-15 22:41
#5
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Norway rogueplayer 
Not going to lie, but I didn't read. However, that was kinda pathethic
2019-02-15 21:50
playboy talking
2019-02-15 22:48
#58
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Europe LawUysal 
Don't bait please
2019-02-15 23:02
grills? who need them? go play some cs
2019-02-15 21:50
i dont even have girls in class, how im supposed to help u?
2019-02-15 21:51
#12
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Europe LawUysal 
You're right. OK np
2019-02-15 21:52
Just make the betamales your bitch like in prison
2019-02-15 21:55
#9
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Latvia Tibro 
if you love her then take her... lmao if you dont need relationship then go play cs
2019-02-15 21:51
feels bad but i can kinda relate to you .... Maybe you shouldnt treat her like a point of interest and maybe you shold try to talk to her like t oyour friend she would appreciate it too and you will be less awkward
2019-02-15 21:54
#52
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Europe LawUysal 
Thanks for your advice
2019-02-15 22:57
think twice before you open your fucking mouth or you get fucked like this and stop fapping at least for a while you'll be more talkative trust me.
2019-02-15 21:54
#53
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Europe LawUysal 
I'm not fapping And thanks for your support
2019-02-15 22:57
Dude........................................ from what i've read ur overthinking and overanalyzing life and things. Its nice to read a few things from internet, but internet is not always right and it wont be. This early stage of yours is the most crucial one, but later in life you cant rely on help of internet and stuff like that. Just let things go and relax, be urself and stop listening to ur friends or poeple over internet. You can listen to me tho , i've been in same situation where i was overanalyzing stuff and it only got me into trouble. Thats why i just let things go and its been a smooth ride so far. Just chill a bit, ok? Give her space if she ever needs it, dont jump too quickly. Yuu feel in love, but that doesnt mean she will love you too. You gotta keep that guard up all time homie.
2019-02-15 21:57
#66
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Sweden yayer 
+1
2019-02-19 03:26
#18
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United Kingdom alcaz4r 
stop reading at previous topic
2019-02-15 21:58
What's your age btw?
2019-02-15 21:58
#54
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Europe LawUysal 
I'm 18 yo
2019-02-15 22:58
#21
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Portugal NabasKi 
well, you could apologize for your bad mood on thursday and friday if that's of your concern
2019-02-15 22:01
#24
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Bulgaria Pixeland 
never do that, what a horrible advice
2019-02-15 22:07
#25
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Portugal NabasKi 
i know it is xD i would never do that
2019-02-15 22:09
#33
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
you'd never talk to a girl in the first place xD
2019-02-15 22:23
#36
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Portugal NabasKi 
haha i don't have much interest in social interaction overall
2019-02-15 22:24
#37
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
+1 :(
2019-02-15 22:24
#38
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Portugal NabasKi 
if you feel bad about it you should do something then
2019-02-15 22:25
#39
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
like what lol
2019-02-15 22:26
#40
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Portugal NabasKi 
like forcing yourself to do things you don't normally do
2019-02-15 22:26
#41
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
I get out of my comfort zone.
2019-02-15 22:26
#42
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Portugal NabasKi 
then keep going
2019-02-15 22:27
#43
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
I feel weak and anxious.
2019-02-15 22:27
#44
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Portugal NabasKi 
try convicing yourself that everything's fine
2019-02-15 22:28
#45
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Cyprus Swishh_ 
Thank you.
2019-02-15 22:32
Take her aside and apologize for acting dumb and just straight out tell her you really like her. As long as you are sincere and confident this will work 100%.
2019-02-15 22:14
#29
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Bulgaria Pixeland 
tell me when you have apologized for not smiling
2019-02-15 22:18
#55
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Europe LawUysal 
Thanks for your support man
2019-02-15 23:00
Wish you luck bro, I'm speaking from experience. I know you can make it happen.
2019-02-15 23:10
#49
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Czech Republic Rehama 
I lol'd hard at the "then die" part
2019-02-15 22:45
#56
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Europe LawUysal 
I really don't know why I said this
2019-02-15 23:00
ure a weirdo like me but if you really like her you gonna hate urself soo much if you fuck this up... try to make the right decisions
2019-02-15 22:49
#57
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Europe LawUysal 
Thanks for your support!
2019-02-15 23:01
Bro go for it say the words what you heart wanna say and if you fail u can always can that I was joking looking forward for the next thread
2019-02-15 23:13
guys srsly ,who actually read it completely?
2019-02-15 23:17
#62
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Europe LawUysal 
If you don't want don't do it Please don't bait
2019-02-15 23:18
check out my thread Help me with girl,maybe u ll find some advice there ;)
2019-02-15 23:20
#64
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Europe LawUysal 
I got it thanks
2019-02-15 23:21
#67
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Europe godelot 
well what happened next? bump
2019-03-07 21:32
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