You were heavily influenced by your parents at that age, it's not a brainwash, it's taking a good care. Later then, once you started causing quiet riots you were exposed to this big great world and of course your culture is known to spreading legs before what was forbidden in the previous generations. Being gay is cool now, tolerating gays is tolerating god, you know. Many fall victims to this propaganda and you were one but common sense holds the truth that says, gays are the third leg for any individual in the world. Obviously it's wrong and honestly disgusting. You're a poor victim, I'm not hating, it's a strong word but I despise you with all my heart. Get help, not a dick in the ass you silly girl.