I know, dude, but it's hard. I've been fucked over by girls in the past. I've never been really heartbroken, but it feels bad. I think it's also due to my personality. People don't like me because of who I am. I might not be 10/10, I guess I'm 5/10 or so, but meh. Still, dude, I try to be as positive as I can whenever I can, but I cannot help being an edgelord sometimes. That's why I'll never meet the love of my life, I'm bipolar.