Well it's a girl I been known since 1 grade in public school, I have known her more than 12 years, we have been in same class in public school and college. My feelings for her started like 4 years ago, i never had the balls to ask her out, but the last day of college we were together, we had talked about old memories and so on, I felt more in love with her. I should ask her out, but didn't want to break the chemistry in that sitaution, so I didn't ask her out. But after that day, I realized that I will never be able to see her again, then I made a decision, I wrote a poem(I know it sounds weird) for her, to tell her my feelings, and bought her a big chocolate package, and sent it to her workplace, anonymously . I contacted her one week after, she told me, she wasn't ready and education before relationship. But I know she didn't have the same feelings for me. So thats my story, tbh the story is longer, but I tried to make it short as possible. Yeah I am still suffering by the rejection.