Thread has been deleted
Last comment
+18 come Here
 | 
Portugal NO_TACO_NO_TOP3 
What do you think about people that commit suicide/have you ever thought about it , if yes , why?
2019-03-19 21:36
never really considered suicide but I personally consider life to be pointless.
2019-03-19 21:37
I also consider life pointless. Work your ass off so u can feed your next "you" (kids. ) literally. lol.
2019-03-19 21:38
#44
Snax | 
Europe Frasee 
exactly the same. Never felt suicidal but life is extremely pointless. I already feel like I don't want too have kids just so they don't have to feel the same as I.
2019-03-19 21:57
#51
 | 
Poland GumiPr0 
+fucking 99999 dude, i dont feel suicidal but life feels pointless, the only upside for me is that I am moving to Spain from Poland and gonna be earning 90k+ euros on entry level position in Barcelona doing what I love, but I've wasted almost 20 years of my life on education just so I can waste another 40, retire and not have almost any free time because I will probably be very sick or even die before I reach 66 ;(
2019-03-19 22:03
Congratulations. I am going to start university in september and i hope i will get to earn money doing what i love like you.
2019-03-19 22:58
#61
Davidp | 
Sweden meistr0 
+1000000000000000 Same lol. Life is literally pointless, yet i dont consider suicide.
2019-03-19 22:32
these two things exlcuding themselves
2019-03-19 23:10
#83
 | 
Croatia mds818 
simple question, if life is pointless why're you still alive/here then?
2019-03-19 23:32
give me a reason why i would kill myself and help ruin the lives of my mother, father, sister, brother, uncle, aunt, and more distant family when I know how it feels to lose a family member, having lost 4/4 grandparents, and my aunt died september 2018? just because i dont see a value in pointlessness doesnt mean i have to ruin the lives of those who disagree with me. this is the same reason why we frown upon those who blow themselves and others up, those who kill as many as they can before they themselves are apprehended or killed. i may not see a point in life, but i am not a selfish cunt with no morals or ethics.
2019-03-19 23:41
and i also forgot to mention ruining the lives of my friends! just thought i should add it here :)
2019-03-19 23:42
#89
 | 
Croatia mds818 
that's legit, but if I consider you comment.. don't you see an obvious reason to live?
2019-03-19 23:43
i said that i dont see a purpose in life, i didnt say i dont see a reason not to kill myself
2019-03-19 23:48
#95
 | 
Croatia mds818 
I ment purpose in #89 that one is on me...
2019-03-19 23:51
so just to clarify, the purpose you are referring to is to not negatively impact my close ones
2019-03-19 23:53
#97
 | 
Croatia mds818 
Nope. What you should see in this is, considering the stuff you wrote yes you can consider that as one option, one is legacy making your parents grandparents etc proud(regardless if they're dead or alive, if you want to go into that stuff with "dead"), one is prooving everyone who belived(or did not belive) right(wrong).. one is the fact of potential good future(idk relationship your own family etc) one is the fact that one day you might enjoy the life in some stuff... etc etc
2019-03-19 23:57
having a girlfriend or family isnt going to make life less pointless. it will make MY life less pointless, and extremely important (in case of a family), but it wont change the fact that if all life was eradicated, it would literally have NO impact on ANYTHING. And i should probably have specified this before, but i did say that LIFE is pointless (imo), not MY life. another thing is the fact that i dont give two fucks about whether or not people do or dont believe in me, because that wont affect my decisions, it wont affect my work ethic, it wont affect anything.
2019-03-20 00:06
#104
 | 
Croatia mds818 
yes and that's something what you forgot to mention... life in general instead of your life which means that there're other answers... One, way is why? And it's only pointless if you don't know what to do... give me a car and a mountain road and I will have the point to be fastest on the street, to achive the #1 spot in racing, once I get that I will achive #1 spot in track in this in that etc... and that's one purpose in life...(for example) because it all depends on what someone wants
2019-03-20 00:09
What if its your father or mother that makes you want to commit suicide? Will that give you a reason to commit suicide?
2019-03-20 18:55
#124
 | 
Australia Hythro 
Because killing yourself is even more pointless while also being immoral, selfish and irresponsible
2019-03-20 17:31
#127
 | 
Croatia mds818 
selfish and irresponsible.. I get that, but immoral..? That's a joke right?
2019-03-20 18:01
#154
 | 
Australia Hythro 
No, humans are not supposed to die before their fate decides so
2019-03-20 21:59
#156
 | 
Croatia mds818 
your fate can blow me
2019-03-20 22:01
#158
 | 
Australia Hythro 
Ok
2019-03-20 22:14
+1 no point in living, u die in the end and u will be forgotten
2019-03-20 18:05
+9999 Life seems pointless to me but I will probably never commit suicide because I don't want to make my family sad.
2019-03-20 18:31
Have definitely thought about it though...
2019-03-20 18:41
Yes i did and i still sometimes do
2019-03-19 21:38
Whats wrong mate?
2019-03-19 21:38
I dont think that hltv is a good play to whine about mental health. Lets just say that nothing terrible happened to me, however nothing brings me joy. Whatever i do, im not having fun. Which is obviously related to depresion that i have for 4 years now. So no goals, no fun etc.
2019-03-19 21:51
Seek help my friend. Hope things get better for you, and search new hobbies.
2019-03-19 21:53
The only help are pills which i wont take ever again
2019-03-19 21:57
Nonono. stop
2019-03-19 21:57
#52
 | 
Poland GumiPr0 
hope u find happines again my g
2019-03-19 22:05
#105
 | 
Portugal PJesuS 
U dont need that shit, ur better than that Make an objective and follow it U wil find Losses but U will win in the end
2019-03-20 00:11
#125
 | 
Australia Hythro 
:( men
2019-03-20 17:38
life was pointless for me until i tried krtkúv dort...now i cannot live without it
2019-03-19 22:23
#62
oskar | 
Czech Republic MrBcz 
mňam dopíči
2019-03-19 22:35
consider eating better and working out. strong correlation between eating not overprocessed junk and feeling happy/not feeling depressed
2019-03-19 23:12
#3
 | 
Europe pencilvester 
never commit kys self guys
2019-03-19 21:38
It always depends. People with bad sickness tend to suicide. i think
2019-03-19 21:39
#6
 | 
Brazil youngs 
Natural selection.
2019-03-19 21:38
Can you explain?
2019-03-19 21:39
#22
 | 
Brazil youngs 
Yep, if u r not strong enough to deal with depression u will comite suicide, i'm not saying like this is a thing to weaks, i'm saying that's a thing biological and u only can survive if u get the resolution of your illness (depression in this case).
2019-03-19 21:43
Hmm understandable.
2019-03-19 21:43
#84
 | 
Croatia mds818 
mate, trust me depression is in 99.9 cases a fake bullshit
2019-03-19 23:35
#120
 | 
Brazil youngs 
i don't, depression is a really mad illness, but the diference between the depression and another illness is that depression you don't search for a cure, you only stay at home shitposting about how cool is be depressed, and when you have another illness you go to a doctor or someshit like this.
2019-03-20 15:51
#126
 | 
Croatia mds818 
underline that, "how cool is it to be depressed" And yes it is, you see I get it if someone is depressed or something etc.. that's fine but the fact that all of them are bullshiting i dont know why or this or that or no yes thats bullshit because if someone says that he's depressed alright, you ask him why he tells you why, you give him the perfect answer and solution and he doesn't actually want that solution and doesn't want the problem to be gone and he's still saying that's he's depressed that's bullshit... For example, I have a friend which we can say is depressed, long story short he never had a girlfriend, relationship or anything similar to that.. problem being he's somehow convinced that he's too small in both height and size, now regarding height he's kinda smaller(167 or smth) and regarding size I didnt ask him and I didn't care but the reason why he thinks that is porn.. I spent hours and hours of talking to him explaining stuff and giving him solution for every goddamn problem, tried to raise his confidence fix his problems etc(because he asked me to do so..) and guess what changed? Oh yeah nothing because the dumb idiot just don't want to listen what im saying and even if I told him(and if he knew that it was true) go pick numbers 5 10 20 and you will win a lottery he still won't do it because he prefers picking 6 12 24 even doe he lost milion times on those numbers already(just an example obviously) That is why depression is bullshit in most cases not all, and yes I have talked with some other people that have depression but none of the reasons why they had depression were legit(or at least it was from lv 1 to 10 2,3 ) Question, where the hell was depression 10, 20 years ago and how come we replaced word "sad" with "depressed"?
2019-03-20 18:00
#148
 | 
Brazil youngs 
I understand your point, and I agree, as I said before, the diference is that: 90% of depressed people don't want the cure. I had depression in 2015, history: A close friend died with cancer, he was studying with me, and he is like me in a lot of things (games, music, future career), when he died I just think nothing worth it, and I went to a doctor and my family helped me a lot. 2015 was a heavy year with a lot of shit for me, but now I'm good because I search for something that really worth it. If someone with depression read my comment I tip you: -> Go to a gym -> Search for help in your family -> Search for new friends -> Motivate yourself, even if it don't work, do this! -> Search for a new hobby Depression isn't cool! Be good with yourself is cool!
2019-03-20 21:11
#9
 | 
United Kingdom alcaz4r 
oof
2019-03-19 21:39
suicide will never be a solution.
2019-03-19 21:39
no
2019-03-19 21:40
Hmm why do you think that? You believe in things like faith , or you think that things will always get better?
2019-03-19 21:40
i'm not a believer or something... i just believe that right or wrong, good or bad, always happen for people who make choices...
2019-03-19 21:46
hmm got u
2019-03-19 21:47
#106
 | 
Spain JustNo 
No Life can get boring
2019-03-20 00:18
yes
2019-03-19 21:40
Can you explain further?
2019-03-19 21:40
only with my psychologist
2019-03-19 21:41
Understandable. Good luck mate ! <3 we all stand behind you :)
2019-03-19 21:42
#16
 | 
Austria iVulkaN 
not really and I am against it because you choose the easy way out and not only destroy your own life, but mostly destroy the life of your beloved with suicide which in my opinion is egocentric
2019-03-19 21:41
#20
Sweden hoey 
what if u dont have any beloved? does destroying only your own life mean anything at that point?
2019-03-19 21:43
#26
 | 
Austria iVulkaN 
from your point currently as depressed maybe it seems like you don't have anyone but trust me, there is always atleast one person you gonna drag down with your suicide
2019-03-19 21:43
#28
 | 
Austria iVulkaN 
seek a therapist, they will clear your mind and help you to find the answer
2019-03-19 21:45
true, but what when you have no one "behind u "?
2019-03-19 21:42
#27
 | 
Austria iVulkaN 
I was depressed myself and I know that feeling you feel like none is helping you but once you out you realize how much of a dumb egoistic fuck you were
2019-03-19 21:44
i seeked for help , talkted to my friends, they snitched about my problem (nothing rly that bad, just some personal problems) to other people, now it feels really weird to me to talk to anyone about my problems so i get so depressed inside cause i cant let my problems out.
2019-03-19 21:52
#53
 | 
Poland GumiPr0 
if u need anyone to talk about hit me up, I've started listening to smol peep again and its cold af and raining outside so I'm pretty down as well
2019-03-19 22:06
check private messages.
2019-03-19 22:12
#54
 | 
Austria iVulkaN 
if they snitch about such personal things then those are not friends, FeelsBadMan
2019-03-19 22:09
Exactly.
2019-03-19 22:12
#17
 | 
Germany zeolikk 
1) I don't personally have a problem with it, if people want to end their life and they don't see any other possible way, no one should stop them from doing it. The ones who are struggling should be helped though. 2) Yes I've thought about it myself, about 5-6 years ago. But not anymore.
2019-03-19 21:42
Happy to know things got better for you
2019-03-19 21:43
#85
 | 
Croatia mds818 
"No one should stop them", dude I don't know about you but if my girlfriend or anyone I cared about was thinking about a suicide or anything related to that I'm sure as hell going to stop it.. or from other pov, imagine what happens when you're in relationship you legit love someone etc etc and you end up dead, imagine what happens to the person who cares about you? Obviously this was just an example...
2019-03-19 23:39
#88
 | 
Germany zeolikk 
Exactly. That's why I said "The ones who are struggling should be helped though." Suicide should definitely not be supported, especially if u have close ones around you that love and care about you. I just mean that if you don't have any other way, you have no one, no one is willing to help you and you can't take it any longer, it'd acceptable. I guess my wording "no one should stop them" was shit.
2019-03-19 23:42
#94
 | 
Croatia mds818 
there's always another way, regardless of situation
2019-03-19 23:50
#99
 | 
Germany zeolikk 
What if you have no close ones, no friends, no one to help?
2019-03-19 23:58
#100
 | 
Croatia mds818 
you can prove every motherfucker who didn't belive in you that he's wrong.
2019-03-20 00:00
this is the answer to the question you asked me, btw. I also want to clarify that i am not writing this with any "bad intention", i am not pissed off, getting mad at you. i wish you a lovely life xD
2019-03-19 23:44
#92
 | 
Croatia mds818 
I know...
2019-03-19 23:45
R7di
2019-03-19 21:42
#24
 | 
Finland dKi_ 
Only weak peoples will commit suicide
2019-03-19 21:43
why do you say so?
2019-03-19 21:47
#22 is the answer for this one too
2019-03-19 23:02
flair doesn't check out
2019-03-20 15:03
#30
 | 
Europe Ligm@ 
Sometimes I see no point of living. But then again if commited suicide my family would be sad. And maybe even if your life is shitty,one day it can change. You can find a good friend/GF.Win a lottery or get a really good job/become famous. If you commited suicide you would never know where you'd be now. Maybe you could be successful in life. Life is weird men
2019-03-19 21:46
"But then again if commited suicide my family would be sad" yeah.. this ...
2019-03-19 21:47
#38
 | 
Greece Poor_Noob 
+1 nice perspective man
2019-03-19 21:51
"But then again if commited suicide my family would be sad." this won't apply to everyone tho
2019-03-19 23:07
#31
 | 
Turkey ravien9 
Suicide is weakness with courage.
2019-03-19 21:47
In a way.
2019-03-19 21:48
#33
 | 
Poland trustmeimboy 
Their problem
2019-03-19 21:47
why? if your dad/mom commited suicide, would u think the same way?
2019-03-19 21:51
#41
 | 
Germany Merkelistan 
More suicides means less suicides
2019-03-19 21:52
lmao +1
2019-03-19 21:53
WTF 200000000000031209312301 iq
2019-03-19 22:12
#46
woxic | 
Denmark sleazyh 
couldnt care less
2019-03-19 21:57
ok
2019-03-19 21:58
I've considered suicide before but never went through with it. I mean suicide is a choice I guess? If someone wants to commit suicide because of mental illnesses or personal problems then maybe they need help. But then there are elderly people who feel like they have done everything they want to. I guess it depends on the reason they want to commit suicide.
2019-03-19 21:58
I see your point.
2019-03-19 22:01
I never thought there were so many people with depression here. you should go to a psychologist (really). Two months ago my daughter was born and i become happiest man on earth I earn a little bit more than the average in Poland so i am not reach but the most important thing for me is that everyone I love is healthy. There are so many things that you can visit, do and love on our planet ... you lack the imagination to be happy.
2019-03-19 22:16
#60
 | 
Russia avocadosatlaw 
Friend of mine commited suicide at age of 16(i was 15 back then) and that quite affected me, but when i'm depressed i never feel suicidal i just acting like i'm not exist, ghost every person i interact with As said life maybe pointless but suicide is more pointless in my perspective
2019-03-19 22:31
+1 suicide is the end of the game, why u end the game if u can play this?
2019-03-19 23:26
You should not use a permanent solution for a most likely temporary problem.
2019-03-19 22:40
#64
 | 
Brazil Haschera 
It's a choice, a sad one. But well, nobody can decide how other life will happen soooo, it's just a choice.
2019-03-19 22:44
Because all the fakeflagging doesn't work. When eastern european puts on some normal country flag, he is still an eastern european at the end of the day.
2019-03-19 22:45
Hmmmmmm ok gtfo.
2019-03-20 14:53
#66
 | 
Netherlands poeya 
yes
2019-03-19 22:46
#69
f0rest | 
Paraguay shob0 
I used to think that it was the worst decition anyone could ever make but honestly lately i had some suicidal thoughts, really bad things started to happen, but i'll never do it. Life is just an experience anyways, bad or good, it doesn't matter, we will all die eventually and that's it.
2019-03-19 23:04
natural selection those who cant bear the pressure that everyone bears are unfit for life completely inhumane but thats how i feel
2019-03-19 23:14
#74
 | 
United Kingdom SpoonzS 
Attempted suicide four times (3x intentional drug overdoses, 1x jumping off of mountain bike while 5ft in the air, surrounded by trees w/o helmet) idk. i regret it now, i found my soulmate. but at the time it was what i wanted.
2019-03-19 23:16
kid detected, make suicide just coz u don't have sex is rly retarded cause of all
2019-03-19 23:24
I’m actually not over 18 year old but i’ve seen what depression does, what suicide does... it was pretty intense ,sad and heartbreaking even if I wasn’t really related whit the person. So for the person who are in a bad mood or something like that... don’t let you go you’re life will not be sad for ever. Even if this story was years ago it’s still hurt a bit
2019-03-19 23:16
i often think about suicide and pointless life, but I keep these thoughts away from me, because I never commit suicide. hope just to enjoy life someday
2019-03-19 23:21
Yeah, I think about this sh*t everyday. Life is very very very pointless, Anyway we all will die, so we mustn't be afraid of it. Since last year I still stay in "great depression". I don't know how i can fight and win it, that is why i think about suicide. I can control situation, because now my brain stronger than my emotions, but it become weaker and weaker every day. I know that one day i can make something terrible, that is why i live every day like last in my life, this is what gives life a little meaning.
2019-03-19 23:26
#80
s1mple | 
Italy Laxity 
I'm 16
2019-03-19 23:30
#82
 | 
Croatia mds818 
I've spent plenty of time talking with some lads on suicidewatch, found it pretty interesting but in most cases pointless(funny enough one guy ended up in army because of me)
2019-03-19 23:31
#91
Poland joeb 
I had such thoughts but never really serious. I always thought that people will miss me. That was around the time I was smoking weed. Then I wanted to find what’s going on with this World. I searched for truth, for solution, for meaning. Couldn’t find it for a longer time. When I felt powerless then I found Jesus, or you should say he found me. I got to know him. He shares our sorrows, yet I understood all the time I was in trouble he was with me, knowing about the future that finally I’ll meet him. Idk how it works for you but it’s just my story in short and in simple words. I know he’s real, and saved me from hell. Now I am still in this World but I have hope in him that one day Jesus will get me to a better place.
2019-03-19 23:44
tinder? or where he at?
2019-03-20 14:56
ask and you will receive, seek and you will find
2019-03-20 18:26
brainwashed
2019-03-20 21:41
Every day for the past maybe five years, I actually don't have any will to live at all but I can't stand leaving my parents etc in that sorrow, I've been thinking about ordering a murder on myself tho, the problem is my life is so shit I cant even pay for it, ggwp.
2019-03-19 23:58
#109
f0rest | 
Paraguay shob0 
lol is this real? i have the same feeling but for the past year. But if you think about it it really doesn't matter bro, life is just an experience anyways, good or bad, no point on taking yourself away from this oportunity to experience life. If you die by ordering a murder on yourself the pain you will leave to your family will be the same believe me. Just don't do it. Eventually something will give you the will to keep going. For me is that life is a single oportunity and i'll die anyway eventually, i guess you are still under your 40s and from sweden? Anything is possible yet, just keep breathing.
2019-03-20 00:46
This is very real, I don't have any hope tbh but for your sake I hope you don't feel like this all your life man. For the record im 25 and swedish with more problems then I can remember haha. But if you feel really bad a long time and want to kill yourself I dont recommend ECT-treatment. After that I cant remember half of my life and my short time memory is so fucked upp I can't even remember what I wanted to get out of the fridge if I dont have full focus on what Im doing: Life aint worth living when your good years in life aint left in your memory and the only thing you have left is the shitty memories when you tryed to kill yourself or took an overdose or whatever. Then you loose all hope, atleast I did but im just a weak motherfucker apparently so what to do.
2019-03-20 15:07
#121
f0rest | 
Paraguay shob0 
brooo those pills and treatments only make it worse right? fuck that shit. I have some little things in my life that make me smile, but it might be different for you. Don't worry about your past memories life is about being in the present anyways, you should do something now that makes you smile. Any ideas? I know this is the worst place to talk but bro i don't like seeing another human being going thru this shit alone. If you want to talk more pm me?
2019-03-20 17:27
You are a kind soul mate, wish you all the best in life. But don't waste time on me trust me it aint worth it, impossible to help someone who think it's impossible to get better, that's my conclusion after many years.
2019-03-20 21:14
#160
f0rest | 
Paraguay shob0 
I don't have time to waste man, seriously, you don't have anything to lose if you want to just talk with me, sometimes having someone that listens and cares it helps.
2019-03-21 00:09
Seek help asap.
2019-03-20 14:55
Can't really explain but trust me I've been in the psychiatry since I was 12 or 13 years old, taken more pills and shit then anyone I know cuz it whould help me they said. as I mentioned above as well the ECT treatment made me loose like all my meories etc so thats why.
2019-03-20 15:15
#131
 | 
Denmark Weylyn2 
Brooooo
2019-03-20 18:11
i want to lose my memories how did you manage to do thst
2019-03-20 18:14
Really uncommon side effect of ECT-treatment.
2019-03-20 21:02
reply this pls ill read later
2019-03-20 00:01
It is sad that people can become so lost in their lives and those that end their lives are just the tip of an ice berg. We should be better to care for each other, better to grab those that are lost and pick them up. One exception though - it can see why people that are very ill with no hope of healing can decide they do not want to live anymore, for them I think society should allow for them to choose a way to end their lives with grace and honor.
2019-03-20 00:09
Suicide is gay
2019-03-20 00:17
i agree
2019-03-20 00:37
yes, sometimes, life is hard, black ideas 24/7 and you think about it
2019-03-20 14:58
I fear the prospect of people having legitimately so horrible lives that this is the only option. I also fear the prospect of people using suicide as simplest way to solve their problems. The difficulty of changing your bad habits, traits, that eventually accumulates and leads to going down into a downwards spiral.
2019-03-20 15:05
i am thik than remenber me famili wil sed so no suicied
2019-03-20 15:06
#122
 | 
Bulgaria stef0o0o 
Life feels like its not worth it sometimes, and it probably isnt, but i would never do this to my family or friends, suicide is selfish
2019-03-20 17:29
#123
 | 
Germany scashxor 
I think everybody should have the right to end his/her life if they want to do so. Obviously you should try to help those people before, so maybe they can change their view on the whole thing
2019-03-20 17:30
Dumb egoistic people, ending there lifes without thinking what this will do to other people etc. Only concerned aboit their life etc. And some of use even hail those idiots, thats so dumb. Ending their lifes and problems while creating so much more harm, short sigthed and egoistic.
2019-03-20 18:04
#130
 | 
Denmark Weylyn2 
Your life, your decisions
2019-03-20 18:05
-1 if someone wanna suicide we cant tell him your life your decision idc no we need to help him
2019-03-20 18:15
#137
 | 
Denmark Weylyn2 
Obviously But if your primary concern is what others think if you do it, you are a fucking wussy
2019-03-20 18:18
also ass or boobs?
2019-03-20 18:15
#136
 | 
Denmark Weylyn2 
Actually boobs for me rn
2019-03-20 18:16
early checkout, sounds like a plan.
2019-03-20 18:20
I’ve thought of suicide but not about actually doing it, more like thinking about what would happen if I did or what it would be like
2019-03-20 18:43
a human shallnt be faulted for ending his life
2019-03-20 18:43
#144
 | 
Estonia Nap0le0n 
I have never had these thoughts because it is very stupid. There is always people who respects you and your suicide will only make them feel bad. Also life is the most valuable thing, which person have.
2019-03-20 18:48
#146
 | 
Switzerland Alpollo 
Im not weak so no
2019-03-20 18:56
you think weaks suicide?
2019-03-20 21:13
#151
 | 
Switzerland Alpollo 
Yeah lol cant even handle life
2019-03-20 21:14
i have no enough courage to do that
2019-03-20 21:13
yes everyday
2019-03-20 22:00
They should be killed
2019-03-20 22:01
Religion helps to stay away from these kind of things. I am Muslim I win, everything else I get in life is bonus
2019-03-20 22:33
Login or register to add your comment to the discussion.