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Why the hell life is going down...
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
Every day is worse for 4 years, I can't have a bit of joy, everything stresses me out, im trying to do something best i can and i keep failing... i can't anymore, and even worse i don't have friends and family to talk about it so im fvcking talking about it here like a loser
2019-03-20 01:15
do u live alone?
2019-03-20 01:16
#6
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
i do
2019-03-20 01:17
#3
meyern | 
Argentina k3xxxxz 
u have to go to a psychologist and try to solve your problems, gl and be happy!
2019-03-20 01:16
HLTV best distraction
2019-03-20 01:17
#9
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
i have literally nothing to do so hltv is my way you know
2019-03-20 01:19
Go to a eletronic festival, drop 1/2 MD pills and live your life, it can be good
2019-03-20 01:17
#7
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
what am i gonna do after that?
2019-03-20 01:17
#8
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Europe PlatinumToe 
Prostitutes
2019-03-20 01:18
#11
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
fvck them h0es
2019-03-20 01:19
#15
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Europe PlatinumToe 
Thats right =) But in all seriousness, instead of just hanging in there, waiting for time to expire. Set a goal for yourself, and try to move towards something that will make you happy. Doesn't matter how slowly you move towards it, the most important is that there is some kind of progression towards your end-goal. Whatever it might be, travelling, money, girls, more freedom on your hands. Idk whatever does it for you. And remember this. The best time to be alive, is when you have nothing to lose.
2019-03-20 01:26
#16
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
its hard to find motivation, i've been "fired" from the job of my dreams and now im in worse job, worse apartment cuz of the salary cut, everything is worse...
2019-03-20 01:28
#21
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Europe PlatinumToe 
Sure, life can be a piece of shit. Im not saying its easy, but nothing gets better by complaining about how tough it is. Maybe you should put your attention somewhere else than whats not good atm, and try to find some new joys in life. Im sure your job situation will be good again at some point, but is it really what determines if you are happy or not? Remember life is not about working, we just need to do it to survive in the modern world. F#ck how society wants you to be, focus on what you want
2019-03-20 01:35
#23
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
i mean i would do something besides my job, like a hobby, read #20
2019-03-20 01:36
#34
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Europe PlatinumToe 
Well I'm not gonna sit here and act like I know about how the job situation is in Poland. But from my perspective I would find another job with better work schedule. Idk if thats an option for you though
2019-03-20 01:41
#35
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
Definitely will try to apply for a better job if there's a chance, but i fucked up my school, have really bad education and i don't know if someone would hire me :/
2019-03-20 01:42
#39
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Europe PlatinumToe 
You don't need education, if you spend your time getting really good at video editing, you will be worth far more for a company than a newly graduated. Trust me, just make sure you don't repeat what you already know, but you actually improve at it.
2019-03-20 01:49
i mean isn't it your fault that you got fired from your job
2019-03-20 01:36
#25
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
kinda it is my job, mainly cuz of mental issues
2019-03-20 01:37
what kind of mental issues? im dealing with mental issues aswell
2019-03-20 01:37
#29
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
the job i was fired from was video editing and animating. i got fired because before i had depression and i have a completely empty head now, no ideas at all for new projects
2019-03-20 01:39
feels bad but like the dude above me said complaining aint gonna help if you work hard im sure you can resolve these issues
2019-03-20 01:40
Well, youll see happiness is just a matter of perspective and its kinda ez to have an amazingly good experience, even w/o drugs
2019-03-20 01:19
#12
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
idk bro, i've been partying before and its not for me
2019-03-20 01:20
I know whatchu mean, but still try it, im yet to see someone dislike a good festival
2019-03-20 01:21
I mean if ur bored just do that idk is fun and simple
2019-03-20 01:20
if you aint in jail or getting fucked over you good
2019-03-20 01:31
#19
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
someday im probably gonna land in jail
2019-03-20 01:33
how old are you? if you have that mindset where you don't care about doing anything positive then you probably will
2019-03-20 12:47
#46
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
im 20
2019-03-20 12:47
alright, well i don't really have an answer for you, ive felt the same way and ever since working full time like you i've felt even more fatigued there are small things that can make you feel better like cold showers, no fap, creating routines like psychologists say e.g. jordan peterson, exercise and proper nutrition. but i admit even then that won't fix a bad mindset, im talking from experience. at least try some of it and build the discipline to read psychology/spirituality or self help books im a little bit older than you but i feel similar to you, you're a bit fucked up mentally, it ain't easy :)
2019-03-20 12:54
#18
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Denmark firkant 
Find something to invest your time on
2019-03-20 01:33
#20
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
i don't even have time :/ im working 10 hours a day i come back home tired as shit and all i wanna do is sleep
2019-03-20 01:35
#24
ZywOo | 
Poland Arknes 
You are video editor so it's good thing to invest your time. Try to be the best in what you do
2019-03-20 01:37
#27
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
bro, literally no time to edit or to do new project, even if i had times i dont have any ideas for a project
2019-03-20 01:38
#28
valde | 
Germany zo_Om 
What do you work?
2019-03-20 01:39
#30
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
at the magazine, i carry a lot of stuff from point to point and update database
2019-03-20 01:40
#31
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Denmark firkant 
You play videogames often? It's much easier to get friends through videogames than socially, if you struggle... and then start seeing them - i have a couple of good friends that i have met through gaming
2019-03-20 01:41
#33
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
i only play saturday's and not every time
2019-03-20 01:41
#36
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Denmark firkant 
Do you sometimes take walks in the evenings or mornings when not on work? I find it very nice to get some fresh air and just think about random stuff
2019-03-20 01:42
#37
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
yeah i try to walk as much as i can, music is my best friend atm, im not moving anywhere without headphones
2019-03-20 01:43
#38
RUSH | 
United States ShawnM 
so you said you worked 10 hours, presumably you sleep 8 hours, so that gives you 6 hours per weekday to do whatever. Maybe go to the gym and let the frustration out in the weight room. So you take an hour to go to the gym, 5 hours to have fun. Enjoy your time and if you feel the stress, no joke, you can meditate. It sounds dumb, but I've done it, and it makes you feel good when there's a lot of stress. Find interest in something outside of your job and enjoy it. good luck
2019-03-20 01:46
#40
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Estonia swag420weed 
Give up all of your dreams. Accept that life is shit and always be shit. Just dont care. Everyone is born just to die. It does not matter what you achieve or dont achieve as you will be forgotten as soon as you die. Peace out.
2019-03-20 01:50
#42
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
true
2019-03-20 01:53
Stop watching it
2019-03-20 02:10
why is every thread right now about being happy in life, being, depressed, in life, and most humble pros?
2019-03-20 02:14
#47
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
that's how world works
2019-03-20 12:49
#48
kennyS | 
Germany LxyU 
Download Headspace and try out meditation
2019-03-20 12:51
#49
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Greenland iamsofancy 
What do you do for a living?
2019-03-20 12:52
#55
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Poland FriendlyPolak 
#28
2019-03-20 13:15
#57
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Greenland iamsofancy 
Ok, how much approximately do you earn? Do you have any savings? Are you renting a room or a flat? Are you post graduate or didn't go to the university?
2019-03-20 13:46
#50
s1mple | 
Germany NatsuS 
expected from Poland. Pasha has the same problem since he joined VP
2019-03-20 12:53
just be happy men
2019-03-20 12:54
Get off the PC stop beating off, go to nature, fix your diet, take essential things like iodine and c10 enzyme.
2019-03-20 12:56
why should he stop masturbaiting?
2019-03-20 13:08
#56
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Greenland iamsofancy 
why should he stop masturbaiting?
2019-03-20 13:44
I agree. Stop masturbating
2019-03-20 13:49
Lift your head up ☝
2019-03-20 13:49
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