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wtf am i doing
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
i'm just playing counter strike all day now. before i went to the gym and hanged out with my friends and played cs here and there but now it has become my life.... I've ditched my friends and a girl that was really interested in me and vice versa... wtf am i doing i hate everything rn
2019-04-21 01:51
#1
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Europe pencilvester 
stop being stoopid men
2019-04-21 01:52
#3
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
i think it's too late man ... fucking hell what have i done
2019-04-21 01:52
#17
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El Salvador SenorFakeflag 
Call an addiction center Fr they can prolly help
2019-04-21 02:02
How long has it been going on? Dont think its to late, work on ur discipline and get your ass out more.
2019-04-21 02:20
#25
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
the hing is. NOw that i realized what i've done. I went out more. But the friends i lost... They are irreplacable
2019-04-21 19:35
#63
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Other wtf_men 
I've been in the same situation. I used to have 100h/week of gaming in steam. I realised how fucked up it was and just cut it. My life has changed dramatically since. I feel so much better now as I fill my days with meaningful stuff. Its really hard to get by the addiction, it really is. It takes some real strength and stubbornness to get by it.
2019-04-21 20:44
ur on hltv so cant be that meaningful
2019-04-22 18:59
#15
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Indonesia edwardnauli91 
+1
2019-04-21 01:58
#98
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Nepal bbxovsky 
Best advice u can get
2019-04-22 19:05
Just be like loba
2019-04-21 01:53
#7
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
what has he done all i remember is when he played a fpl game which ended liek 36-33 and he was laughing his ass off and buying his mom a car
2019-04-21 01:54
A 30 yo bum playing fpl all day, great role model.
2019-04-21 02:09
#39
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Germany AYEONV 
i mean he has a job and a gf
2019-04-21 19:42
Hes like 170cm tall tho
2019-04-21 20:37
lul
2019-04-21 20:40
#65
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Czech Republic somedaysdead 
at leeast he not from UK
2019-04-21 20:45
hahahaha
2019-04-22 14:48
#5
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Sweden Bakkmann 
Where do you live mens? lets meet up and get girls=)
2019-04-21 01:53
#10
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
in the northern sweden men((((
2019-04-21 01:54
#13
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Sweden Bakkmann 
Oh shit men i was in Idre just yesterday, very lovely weather, go outside and enjoy it <3
2019-04-21 01:56
#14
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
yea ik 17 grader today
2019-04-21 01:56
#16
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Sweden Bakkmann 
very nais. Men, you can go and get your life together, you just have to start somewhere. Think about what actually matters to you and what you wanna do and you quickly realize csgo is basically just a waste of time, so go out there and do something, the first time is the hardest
2019-04-21 01:58
#74
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World neomax360 
Why the stuff you do outside there should be more relevant than playing CSGO? They are just stuff that you do enjoy your time anyway. Going out to a park, or to cinema or to the bar, all of that is entertainment. Actually, the most important are to make sure you get a qualification and job in order to provide your needs and those of your family if you have one. dedicating time from your projects in you have and family. But your for free time, you can use it to play CS GO if that is what entertain you.
2019-04-22 13:00
#94
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Sweden Bakkmann 
He says that leaving all his friends and other for csgo is the thing that is making him feel bad, shouldnt they be a priority to get back on track again?
2019-04-22 18:55
"get some girls" - check flag Change to get some boys
2019-04-21 19:52
more like get some arabs
2019-04-21 20:44
#68
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Sweden Bakkmann 
Original, no flagger roasts other peoples flags nicee
2019-04-21 22:48
#95
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Canada top_zozzle 
pls dont disrespect somalia like that
2019-04-22 18:57
#6
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Denmark ram0 
FeelsBadMan girls, family and friends over videogames, remember that
2019-04-21 01:54
#11
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
thinking of it almost everyday.....
2019-04-21 01:55
I aren't think that
2019-04-22 14:48
#8
Pakistan okinu 
If you are GE its good!
2019-04-21 01:54
#9
Myanmar xdcc 
Stockholm syndrome. They have you hostage)
2019-04-21 01:54
#12
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
wtf
2019-04-21 01:55
#18
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Russia 10_15_22_9_11 
You made one foolish decision but it's not over yet. You can recover if you take it seriously and gain some strength of will to overcome your old habits and present desires. I made mistakes too, good luck.
2019-04-21 02:04
#19
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Russia NOD777 
go full pro dont post hltv just play
2019-04-21 02:05
#27
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
I've lost all motivation for cs when i realized what happened to me
2019-04-21 19:37
#53
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Russia NOD777 
Ok you can have a day off. But after you will continue
2019-04-21 20:32
#20
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Europe no_u 
first step is to ditch hltv, uninstall csgo and call ur friends to hang out. ez fix
2019-04-21 02:08
#22
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Finland User344 
are you even good at the game or nah
2019-04-21 02:16
#29
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
no not really just reached lvl 10 @ 700 matches
2019-04-21 19:37
#24
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Brazil _Rhaegar_ 
Just go out
2019-04-21 02:21
#26
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Germany AYEONV 
whats your faceit lvl?
2019-04-21 19:36
#31
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
10
2019-04-21 19:38
#34
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Germany AYEONV 
how can you grind lvl 10 all day i cant even play 3 games in a row without getting autism
2019-04-21 19:40
#35
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
trying to get to spl div 1 but idk meen
2019-04-21 19:40
#38
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Germany AYEONV 
in gpl all the good puggers got invited to div 1 so its easy now to get it :D dont know how hard it is in sweden
2019-04-21 19:41
How old are you ? Tell me some facts about yourself and I will try to help
2019-04-21 19:37
#30
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
im 15 i do workout. Im 187cm 87kg and im not fat. I have some friends left but not the best ones
2019-04-21 19:38
Your life hasn't even started yet, I assume you're still in high school ? After that go to uni and make some friends there and forget about people from high school. Learn second language and start talking to new people in uni. Literally talk to everyone and improve your social skills and you gonna make some friends there. Don't lock yourself into a little box, you have to explore the world if you want to live a good life. I was pretty shy when I was in high school but in uni I was more confident and met a lot of cool people who I'm still friends with.
2019-04-21 19:42
#44
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
The thing is im not awkward. I can make friends but right now i just miss all of the great memories of my friends and my almost gf
2019-04-21 19:44
You're 15 you don't need these fake friends from school. Your life will be better after high school, talking about my experience here. I recommend you picking some hobbies while you're still young and improve your skills. I would recommend you to try photography, playing an instrument, learning second language, Rock climbing and Yoga. You're already going to gym so that's good. And the most important thing, don't care what other people think about you
2019-04-21 19:50
#48
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
i know three laungauages rn and i'm trying to learn my fourth (german) so i guess it's a start
2019-04-21 19:51
#43
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Brazil Mentecapto 
dick size?
2019-04-21 19:44
#59
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France SpooceCooke 
What the fuck 15 and 87 kg? And 187cm what the fuck kind of growth is that I’m 180cm and 75kg, only lifted a bit but played sport most of my life... Do you play rugby or some shit
2019-04-21 20:42
#60
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
lol no only gym and yea im 187 and i'm taller than my father so idk
2019-04-21 20:43
#61
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France SpooceCooke 
“So idk” mens)))) Just ditch cs and you’re fine wtf
2019-04-21 20:43
#64
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
yea i think imma go seriusly with gym now and become biggestest in the school
2019-04-21 20:44
be gay like me. life is more easy being gay
2019-04-21 19:39
#37
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
the hell name checks out
2019-04-21 19:41
#42
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Brazil Mentecapto 
this is true though I have gay friends, they have sex everyday, every hour if they want, everywhere too
2019-04-21 19:44
#70
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
the last part is kinda uhm :P
2019-04-22 01:41
well this ur life, u cant blame the game or anything ur just addicted like 90% of the world.
2019-04-21 19:39
#36
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
yea ik im not blaming the game might sound like it but i'm not. I'ts all my fault
2019-04-21 19:41
#41
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Kazakhstan joegarn 
watch some anime it really helped me when i got depressed get well soon
2019-04-21 19:43
#45
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
I've never understood the thing about anime. It just feels weird too me idk why
2019-04-21 19:45
Well have you watched any anime ?
2019-04-22 14:44
#79
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
No ofc not :P
2019-04-22 14:44
Take some hours and watch One Punch Man Anime can be the worst thing ever but it can be the best thing ever aswell Even people that dont really watch anime have seen this one and loves it Here is the trailer it does not show much for all epic mometns it will have youtube.com/watch?v=2JAElThbKrI
2019-04-22 14:55
#86
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
nothing against u man or any anime watchers but i can't take it seriously. It just feels cartoony for me
2019-04-22 15:13
If you think because something is cartoonish its childish or whatever you are in the wrong its art
2019-04-22 15:17
#46
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Poland Sad_Boy 
You need go fight and die and you will meet your friends, your great father Odin in Valhalla, thats only way and sens of life.
2019-04-21 19:47
#50
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
what the hell
2019-04-21 19:53
He watched too much of Vikings.
2019-04-22 15:35
Get the girl first!
2019-04-21 19:55
If you're still in the same school as them, just ask if they wanna hang out. If you guys were really as close as you say you were, I'm pretty sure they'd be glad to have you back. No one likes to lose a friend to addiction(in your case CS was an addiction). And if not, honestly just take it to the chin and move on, make new friends. You are in a mental state where you need people to share your thoughts and feelings. First step is to recognize your addiction, second is to vent it, third is to forget it and move on. I believe in you. Glhf men)))
2019-04-21 19:56
#56
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
YEa i think imma make new friends since i wasn't so kind with my former best friends
2019-04-21 20:38
#54
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Finland FocusMen 
Just keep gaming ;)
2019-04-21 20:35
is this allis #1`?
2019-04-21 20:39
#66
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Czech Republic somedaysdead 
fuck everything u will have all after you become star player of CS
2019-04-21 20:45
#69
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
dunno man i'm 15 not even in spl div 1
2019-04-22 01:40
#71
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Czech Republic somedaysdead 
im 17 starting faceit now wdym edit: wtf you really bitching aboutz your life when 15 yo are yo ucrazy? fuck man i wish i would be 15 and you live in sweden please how can life sucks for you...
2019-04-22 02:11
#72
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
Well life is nice and all but i doesn't matter which country io live in since all i do is playing computer all day that's why
2019-04-22 12:51
#76
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Czech Republic somedaysdead 
It does matter just stop being lazy shit find something IRL and mix it together.. for example : instagram.com/lobanjica853/ and stop crying on HLTV like a fucking crybaby because theres people that cannot play CS at all even tho they would like to
2019-04-22 14:11
#77
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
just trying to find some advice stop being so fucking rude
2019-04-22 14:41
#92
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Czech Republic somedaysdead 
stop being crybaby
2019-04-22 15:58
Hi Allis, have a few things to add to what others have said, delete steam, csgo etc. Sell skins if possible & use money for other fun things. SELL GAMING PC ! Buy normal PC for school work etc. <---- A big 1 i know but you really need to do it. Do not keep it in the Family. You will thank me later, honest. Never even look at HLTV again, this place is very addictive but Toxic as fuck! Ok m8? Ask Parent's, or Family for a meeting, give them a few days notice. Open calmly by saying, "No am not gay or anything like that but got a problem that you would like to talk about. This will relax them & give you time to explain as clearly as you can put it the situation as you see it. If you have sold your PC then make sure to tell them that straight away! Then ask for advice, not HELP, advice !!! Parent's usually really good at stuff like this, if you put it all in a calm way that they can understand. Find something new to do that is sociable, like Archery etc. Suggest not Sports, cause then it's mostly male you are with, pick something with a good mix of male, female :) Do you have community clubs for young people? This way you can meet new people & give them time to get to know you & like you :D If the selling of your PC seems way too much, like you are saying to yourself NO FUCKING WAY MAN !!! Then Plz. Speak to an actual Doctor, they listen real good and can be very helpful. I had friends a long time ago who i used to play with, (all much older than you), we were kind of a team. Was a real shock to me that whenever we met up all some of them would talk about, even in the bloody pub man, was the past games we had played, what had happened in this round or that one. Very nice guys but i was like wtf? Dudes, you need to forget this game, it can't be the be all & end all of life. It took about another year before i got a few to quit, am happy to say. The rest then slowly stopped playing & now have wives & husbands and kids etc :) I wish you Luck but remember man, you are only 5 years away from the best decades of your life :D
2019-04-21 21:30
same here
2019-04-22 12:54
#80
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
Fuck man, feel sad for you.
2019-04-22 14:45
#82
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Europe xxcancernubxx 
Men i hope you recover your life
2019-04-22 14:47
#90
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
So mixed asnwers some say i'm fucked for life some say i'm young and ez life and some say like u hope u recover. wtf
2019-04-22 15:45
#93
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Europe xxcancernubxx 
What am i supposed to do, be ur godfather? Its ur life, start over again or do something. I would highly suggest going to the real world, make new friends, do sporting activities... Quit CS if u can or heavily reduce the play time
2019-04-22 18:42
#97
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
whaaat man. I'm not asking u i just told u meeen). U didn't need to reply man mayube my bad.
2019-04-22 19:05
Next time keep it to urself. Also do something meaningful in ur life other than that game
2019-04-22 20:29
#101
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
Well was just asking for advice
2019-04-22 20:46
If you think you are depressed at 15 when you have nothing to worry about in life you are gonna be fucked later
2019-04-22 14:51
#91
s1mple | 
Sweden Allis 
No i don't think i'm depressed.
2019-04-22 15:45
Get out in the real life. CS is bad for you and only 0.001% can make a living out of it. Play cs max 7 hours in 7 days
2019-04-22 15:26
Just make phonecall and go out with your friends? They probably miss u no homo.
2019-04-22 19:05
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