Where do you live mens? lets meet up and get girls=)
girls, family and friends over videogames, remember that
Stockholm syndrome. They have you hostage)
You made one foolish decision but it's not over yet. You can recover if you take it seriously and gain some strength of will to overcome your old habits and present desires.
I made mistakes too, good luck.
go full pro dont post hltv just play
first step is to ditch hltv, uninstall csgo and call ur friends to hang out. ez fix
are you even good at the game or nah
How old are you ? Tell me some facts about yourself and I will try to help
be gay like me. life is more easy being gay
well this ur life, u cant blame the game or anything ur just addicted like 90% of the world.
watch some anime
it really helped me when i got depressed
get well soon
You need go fight and die and you will meet your friends, your great father Odin in Valhalla, thats only way and sens of life.
If you're still in the same school as them, just ask if they wanna hang out. If you guys were really as close as you say you were, I'm pretty sure they'd be glad to have you back. No one likes to lose a friend to addiction(in your case CS was an addiction). And if not, honestly just take it to the chin and move on, make new friends. You are in a mental state where you need people to share your thoughts and feelings. First step is to recognize your addiction, second is to vent it, third is to forget it and move on. I believe in you. Glhf men)))
fuck everything u will have all after you become star player of CS
Hi Allis, have a few things to add to what others have said, delete steam, csgo etc.
Sell skins if possible & use money for other fun things.
SELL GAMING PC ! Buy normal PC for school work etc. <---- A big 1 i know but you really need to do it. Do not keep it in the Family. You will thank me later, honest.
Never even look at HLTV again, this place is very addictive but Toxic as fuck! Ok m8?
Ask Parent's, or Family for a meeting, give them a few days notice. Open calmly by saying, "No am not gay or anything like that but got a problem that you would like to talk about. This will relax them & give you time to explain as clearly as you can put it the situation as you see it. If you have sold your PC then make sure to tell them that straight away! Then ask for advice, not HELP, advice !!! Parent's usually really good at stuff like this, if you put it all in a calm way that they can understand.
Find something new to do that is sociable, like Archery etc. Suggest not Sports, cause then it's mostly male you are with, pick something with a good mix of male, female :) Do you have community clubs for young people? This way you can meet new people & give them time to get to know you & like you :D
If the selling of your PC seems way too much, like you are saying to yourself NO FUCKING WAY MAN !!! Then Plz. Speak to an actual Doctor, they listen real good and can be very helpful.
I had friends a long time ago who i used to play with, (all much older than you), we were kind of a team. Was a real shock to me that whenever we met up all some of them would talk about, even in the bloody pub man, was the past games we had played, what had happened in this round or that one. Very nice guys but i was like wtf? Dudes, you need to forget this game, it can't be the be all & end all of life.
It took about another year before i got a few to quit, am happy to say. The rest then slowly stopped playing & now have wives & husbands and kids etc :)
I wish you Luck but remember man, you are only 5 years away from the best decades of your life :D
Men i hope you recover your life
If you think you are depressed at 15 when you have nothing to worry about in life you are gonna be fucked later
Get out in the real life. CS is bad for you and only 0.001% can make a living out of it. Play cs max 7 hours in 7 days
Just make phonecall and go out with your friends? They probably miss u no homo.