Fat, failure, red throat retards like you are cancer to the society.
A life killed is a life killed, there's no justification for race, skin color or religion here.
I think you need to keep your laziness aside, do some real hardwork to gain at least some satisfaction in your life so that you just don't hate others for your failures.
What you have said though out this post is extremely offensive in so many ways. And don't give me "freedom of speech" bullshit in this context, it doesn't make sense in this context. I hope you keep failing in life and end up drug addicted on streets like many of new generation of your country.