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what the fuck is wrong with me?
XANTARES | 
Finland N1ghtmares 
everything feels so fuckin heavy, even easy school tasks. I feel like im too fuckin tired to do anything. I have anxiety disorder but idk can that make it feel so heave.
2019-04-24 10:12
D E P R E S S I O N
2019-04-24 10:12
maybe
2019-04-24 10:23
you sit at home all day doing nothing hating ur life where is the energy supposed to come from?
2019-04-24 10:25
wtf he didnt even say that what a bold assumption
2019-04-24 10:27
for sure trip overseas would make me feel much better and energized but I have to do all school work before going to holiday and I feel fuckin tired to do them, I just want to rest
2019-04-24 10:28
you can rest and relax without going to spain. dont forget to workout, it is mandatory, and also eat less junk. happyness comes from the gut and this is not just a saying. gut microbes have direct influence on your hormonal balance. if u feel "burned out" u could just skip homework for a day and go for a walk in the forest or the hills or w/e.
2019-04-24 10:31
"Do workout, its mandatory"... hahaha 2019 logic from a kid
2019-04-24 11:55
well, yes... if dont do any sport you need to workout at least, exercise makes you feel x100 times better, plus having a better body if you eat properly.
2019-04-24 12:01
What would happend once you stop going into that big box with heavy metals? Are you going to go to gym at age 30? age 40? age 50? Gym is temporary I agree, our physical form is important, but not by hanging in the gym 1-2 hours every second day.. do it natural and you will live longer i promise you
2019-04-24 12:04
is not temporary, it becomes a life style, it´why do you think it has anything to do with age? age is just a number, and what do you mean by natural?
2019-04-24 12:33
Okay, i just disagree with people on hltv. What fucking happend to the world anno 2019 ... YOURE RIGHT!! go to the gym, and text me again, once you havent been in the gym for few years ;) if youre telling me that youre going to hit the gym the next 20-30 years because its a lifestyle, i really feel sorry for your veiws of a heatly life style
2019-04-24 12:39
so you just dont have an explanation of because going to the gym every other day it's unhealthy
2019-04-24 12:42
I was in the gym for 7 years.. Now I havent been there for 4 gym is temporary, nature is forever
2019-04-24 12:52
is temporary for quitters, people that as passion for working out / fitness never quits, is like saying i´m going to stop drinking water
2019-04-24 12:54
I quit the gym box full of sweat yes. But i did not quit my runs in f0rests, my bike trips and physical work at home. It has nothing to do with quitting, but expanding your training session.
2019-04-24 12:58
#183
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Canada top_zozzle 
‘gym’ = overarching term for exercise in this context to treat depression
2019-04-24 16:14
yeah because gym is the only workout you can do you fucking retard juist stfu you scrawny ass retard your character sucks, you are stupid anbd you suck at life
2019-04-24 12:57
hahah lilttle mad kiddo, dont get personally, you're probably at little glassy nerd drinking pwo and gainer while trying to achieve something physical because u dont know shit and braindead :D want steroids maybe?
2019-04-24 13:06
dont bother replying, low iq shitkid. not gonna read your mental waste.
2019-04-24 13:18
you look so dumb it's crazy, go get a life
2019-04-24 19:22
opaa amanek fanboy hahaha what is this why u came to me mr baguette? u also hitting the gym son?
2019-04-25 00:26
Nah too lazy, just dont be dumb and cocky trying to make yourself better than others when you arent
2019-04-25 04:45
#122
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United Kingdom alcaz4r_ 
anyone who resents doing excersise is legitimately a 10 year old, stop being a retard.
2019-04-24 12:53
When did i resist doing exercises? GOing to a sweety box to achieve this is something only poppies does my son
2019-04-24 13:03
#139
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United Kingdom alcaz4r_ 
going to a controlled environment to excersise is provably better than not
2019-04-24 13:04
Well paying to go to a controlled enviroment lol i put it in perspective to the people who pay to fish in put and takes.
2019-04-24 13:11
are you retarded?
2019-04-24 12:57
no doubt he is
2019-04-24 19:23
you will feel good for a wekk and then back to old self.
2019-04-24 11:24
#149
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Norway bruhfessor 
You fap every morning => rest of day hard. Also if you browse a lot of news, fb, instagram, hltv etc during the day it will desteoy your concentration and film your mind with useless info
2019-04-24 13:17
#153
ckN | 
India SinghSir 
Shut up have you ever met someone who is depressed? Real causes of depression : losing someone close, failing in life, being betrayed, bullied, been misjudged.. His cause of 'depression' : feeling tired and doesn't want to do any work Instead of telling him that he is 'depressed' one must kick him out of the house and send him to work/school.
2019-04-24 13:24
you have absolutely no clue what you're talking about lol...
2019-04-24 13:26
If he has depression, it's not CAUSED by that, it's the REASON he's tired etc. Idiot, man.
2019-04-24 13:27
#157
ckN | 
India SinghSir 
You're a big idiot. You must be <15 years old for sure.
2019-04-24 13:28
No. You just don't know what depression actually is. Depression is a mental illness, man. It's not just sadness.
2019-04-24 13:28
depression sucks, btw, dont fall for a dumb slovak bait
2019-04-24 19:21
slovak????????
2019-04-25 06:40
He just changed his flag to India, LUL
2019-04-25 06:47
tbh he had indian when i was talkin to him frequent fake flagger i guess
2019-04-25 06:49
#181
Jesus | 
United States BLNDSPT 
sometimes depression is hereditary, but I don't think OP can know unless he sees a doctor
2019-04-24 16:09
#2
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Estonia Nap0le0n 
Pornhub will help you
2019-04-24 10:14
#62
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Denmark Lars69420 
Tbh true
2019-04-24 11:38
#120
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Bulgaria Omaiguudnes 
+1
2019-04-24 12:51
#3
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Europe crosst 
Ofc u have anxiety disorder lmao, every kid ‘has’ anxiety disorder cuz that seems popular and cool to have these days lol. Just get on with ur life pussy, u are a man not a woman
2019-04-24 10:18
did you just assume her gender?
2019-04-24 10:19
#6
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Europe crosst 
Yes 99% of people here are men
2019-04-24 10:20
im girl
2019-04-24 10:20
#10
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Europe crosst 
dont care, why are u even replying, go back to reddit
2019-04-24 10:21
nty men
2019-04-24 10:21
#11
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Finland ToxicDUD 
ur name tells otherwise
2019-04-24 10:21
#202
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Europe xrnavkha 
name checks ou... wait
2019-04-25 07:53
its 2019, if you are not trans at this point something is wrong with you
2019-04-24 10:20
#12
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Europe crosst 
not yet but we will get there
2019-04-24 10:21
That's only the case in hentai, mate
2019-04-24 12:41
wtf? in hentai and anime the world is still fine
2019-04-24 12:44
I wouldn't want to be either you sister or your mother if this world is still fine for you
2019-04-24 12:45
whats wrong with average anime world?
2019-04-24 12:49
Consanguinity But I love animes so I won't complain
2019-04-24 13:36
#13
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Sweden Bakkmann 
Id even say 99.9%, i cant possibly imagine a girl on here
2019-04-24 10:21
I actually have and ocd too, tho no ocd signs for many years but when i used to be little kid i washed my hands 50 per day
2019-04-24 10:22
#105
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Germany AdiZen 
play csgo get confidence dont think about that shit
2019-04-24 12:42
in todays society children are exposed to much more stimuli (loud sounds, flashing lights, screens everywhere) than decades ago. they have cell phones that are beeping day and night. it would be very strange if they didnt get anxiety disorder en masse, that would mean that humans are magically becoming more stress resistant on a very short timescale.
2019-04-24 12:36
#135
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Europe crosst 
Yes but we moved towards that throughout years its not like modern day computers were invented in a day lol
2019-04-24 13:02
its not like anxiety and attention disorders massively increased in 1 day either
2019-04-24 13:03
+1
2019-04-24 13:05
#144
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Europe crosst 
they are not even NEAR to being equally proportional to each other lmao wtf u on about
2019-04-24 13:14
i dont have any fucking anxiety disorder
2019-04-24 14:39
+1
2019-04-24 14:39
#5
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United States _AN_yB_detiaB 
probably depression because you live in constant blinding white and grey and weather so cold your nuts shrivel up and die. Go get help m8 <3
2019-04-24 10:20
#9
shox | 
World finedenim 
You're just lazy dude, anxiety disorder has nothing to do with what you said.
2019-04-24 10:20
#14
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Europe crosst 
+1 fucking pussy lmao
2019-04-24 10:21
#16
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Costa Rica fpsdawg 
stop being a pussy
2019-04-24 10:22
probably just low testosterone levels watch some more porn
2019-04-24 10:22
It cant be it since my bf rate is something around 10% and i have some mucles too. Porn just makes everything more worse lol.
2019-04-24 10:24
#27
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Europe The_HLTV_Lier 
More worse lol , it's worse, no need the MORE worse
2019-04-24 10:31
cool
2019-04-24 10:35
#40
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Europe The_HLTV_Lier 
Nt school failer
2019-04-24 10:42
I just dont care about my grammar on forums, stupid people care about so little things
2019-04-24 10:43
*even worse nt school failer
2019-04-24 11:55
#186
s1mple | 
Brazil Skilo 
Go to a psychotherapist and a psychologist, bro. Stop reading those bullshit answers from people who think they know about your feelings or life.
2019-04-24 16:24
quit school
2019-04-24 10:23
I would love to but its last year so better get this education before moving to new one
2019-04-24 10:29
#30
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Europe The_HLTV_Lier 
More worse lol , it's worse, no need the MORE worse
2019-04-24 10:33
Signs of D E P R E S S I O N i feel it to . If you want an advice just get the fuck up every morning and think about your future if you do not do anything you will be living in the streets like a poor guy . Just define your objectives in life , get inspiration from songs movies series i don't know . Just get up and show yourself to the world what you can do .
2019-04-24 10:33
I wont living in streets since I live in Finland but definitely I dont want to be poor and forgotten. And I know that Im enough potential to show myself to world but I have to go trough so many useless shit what I dont like, I just want to do things what I like
2019-04-24 10:40
Doesn't matter where you live you work for yourself not for others . Government is not your friend.
2019-04-24 10:44
#34
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Europe Quinxxx 
ok go jump off a bridge now
2019-04-24 10:38
you first
2019-04-24 10:40
#38
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Europe Quinxxx 
hold my hand
2019-04-24 10:41
:D
2019-04-24 10:42
#42
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
man up, none in my generation (early 90s) and generations before "suffered from depression". we just werent crybabies and fought for everything. 90s here were wild, it was beat other kids or get beaten. id like to see todays kids growing up in such environment. Hard school tasks? wtf lmao, if kids fail in school teachers are to blame, in my school time it was different, when we were failing we got rekt by the teachers how stupid we are and at home we got rekt by our parents that we are stupid and should learn more. maybe try that as well, ditch stupid fortnite and study for fucking 30 minutes every day if you are not handling your school tasks. when i see todays kids, they are all pathetic, crying just when you look "roughly" at them.
2019-04-24 10:43
I never said that I feel that my school tasks are hard, they are actually fuckin easy for me but I just feel that I cant even do simple things without getting anxiety.
2019-04-24 10:58
Signs of depression
2019-04-24 11:57
in early 90s you didnt get mocked at even if u were working at construction but nowadays you need to have some sort of uni degree that you get respected even you havent done anything important globally
2019-04-24 11:02
#46
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
construction workers are valued, especially in the west. my brother is a construction site manager working in scotland and earns less than a bricklayer. Ofc he just starded so hes fresh and young without experience and his salary will rise and will overcome theirs at one point. And he doesnt earn less because hes not native, the bricklayers are usually polaks.
2019-04-24 11:05
Yeah they are valued in western countries but when you come from rich family and expectations are high, its completely different thing
2019-04-24 11:07
#49
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
heh a rich family, you are obviously out of their interest anyway, so why do you care.
2019-04-24 11:23
how rich family makes you less care about childrens? and I care only because I want to be in contact with my family in future.
2019-04-24 11:28
#58
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
if you are part of a rich family, why do you care? if your family is truly rich you will get a sweet spot in its business anyway. or they will secure a spot for you at a private uni so it will be ez pz studying.
2019-04-24 11:35
In Finland you dont get to uni with money, with grades and you cant buy your grades. I dont like the careers where I can be involved their business, I want do things what I like because on those I can be best at.
2019-04-24 11:47
#71
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
then do them. you can buy education literally everywhere, its the sum that differs. or you can even study online - uk, swedish, danish or burger unis offer a lot of courses, regular degrees not some shady stuff.
2019-04-24 11:50
I forgot that you can study in other countries, im dumb. Then I could actually buy one since I can choose between so many. It would be relief to me and I could be in contact with my family. But I have still to go trough some useless stuff but its not problem since I dont need to have good grades on things what I dont like if I can buy one. Cheers mate, you made me think different way, glad that you helped me.
2019-04-24 12:21
#138
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
yeah if your family has money go abroad, i heard that studying in finland is challanging. my brother is in scotland and its really chill there. no problem. as i said, u need to fight no to give up because you feel depressed or feel anxiety. i myslef had some issues, then i realized how stupid i am when i felt that way and started to working on myself. doing thing i didnt like that made me feel the anxiety. i even got a job in the field i would never wanted to work in... why? just wanna overcome myself. now after like 5 years im almost happy with myself. in the high school i wasnt able to have a presentation during class. talking to strangers was unreal task, talking to shop assistant wasn possible. now my daily working day is basically more or less interacting with strangers.
2019-04-24 13:03
#55
MUTiRiS | 
Portugal antCB 
do your best. seriously. your folks won't care much about you having a degree or not if you're an happy person with some kind of end goal.
2019-04-24 11:32
#56
ropz | 
Czech Republic rusteD 
+1
2019-04-24 11:34
At the moment they dont allow me to things what I do like and where I want to be good at, which even can lead to mainly income. Maybe later they will when Im accomplished but now its so rough to go trough these things if I want to be in contact with family. Sad that if I need to interrupt relations with my family.
2019-04-24 11:38
#66
MUTiRiS | 
Portugal antCB 
if you're in 12 grade you're about to end your mandatory school life in 1/2 months. you've done it until now, why chicken out when the end is so near?
2019-04-24 11:45
Ive already ended my mandatory school life, this is education after high school where basically every finn goes. I know end is near but I have so much school work to do. And I fuckin hate the school work what I have to do because its boring and waste of time. Thats why im asking for advices how I can go trough this.
2019-04-24 11:53
depression is building up. when i was a student i used to wake up and then lie in my bed for hours, because i couldnt get out of bed.
2019-04-24 11:26
wtf?? you were paralyzed???
2019-04-24 11:31
no?
2019-04-24 11:36
then why u can't get out of bed?
2019-04-24 11:38
I have this same problem
2019-04-24 11:39
try to finish school and go for work&travel. get out of your usual environment. that helps a lot.
2019-04-24 12:04
Trying to, but every single little thing feels so heavy, its unbeliable how stressful these tiny things can be. Feels like I cant finish and just want to immediately travel around.
2019-04-24 12:25
damn i love seeing these kids giving each other life advices when they are still living with their parents their whole life
2019-04-24 11:34
#60
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Germany AP)) 
Anxiety Disorders can be acomplished by depression or depressive phases. How old are you? Anxiety Disorders also can come from an untreated ADD. Have you ever been to a neurologist? It just can be a chemical disbalance of neurotransmitters. I've been through similar experiences, but all i can tell you is you should see a neurologist/psychiatrist about it.
2019-04-24 11:37
I have never been on neurologist.I was thinking to visit psychiatrist on my school but if they just advice me to take drugs for anxiety or depression, that wont help me at all.
2019-04-24 11:43
#67
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Germany AP)) 
To take Medication is always up to you. I know there are a lot of stories where people say that medication will change your characteristics but thats not the case at all. I always view it like this: if you would have a broken hand or are sick physically.. you would take meds aswell. But outside of medication behavioural therapy has a great success rate with anxiety.
2019-04-24 11:47
Exact, behavioural or conservative medicine have the same success rate as medication, so i would never recommend drugs for anyone. Theres plenty of opportunities before you do the radical one. Especially if your mind is already is weak.
2019-04-24 12:00
#190
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Germany AP)) 
in case of anxiety disorders, medication is often the only thing that enables you to clear your mind and be ready for a behavioural therapy. people sometimes dont even feel save to leave their house because of their thoughts on what could happen and what it will be like. If you are in this state you cant get around medication because otherwise you can tell yourself you will go to therapy, but everyone know you wont.
2019-04-24 19:17
Stop wanking m8
2019-04-24 11:48
Youre just tired from the same shit over and over again. I think youre just burned out, but survive a bit longer and summer will come.
2019-04-24 11:48
<3
2019-04-24 12:26
#72
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Nepal bbxovsky 
Welcome to the old guys club. It will go only downwards since now. You gonna enjoy activities like naps (up to 6h in the daylight), miss ol good times and ask yourself 'where is my inner energy'
2019-04-24 11:51
#74
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Norway analpain1337 
sounds like climate/mixculture depression, you need to flee finland
2019-04-24 11:53
Masturbate bro👍😎
2019-04-24 11:55
Lack of vitamins maybe? A bloodtest would help you son.
2019-04-24 11:57
for sure lack of vitamin D but everything else is fine but I feel like even fixing that wouldnt help, only trip overseas.
2019-04-24 12:27
Therr are reasons for your disorders, they dont just appear out of nothing. You know the reasons? Experienced some trauma?
2019-04-24 12:00
I feel sometimes im alone and nobody understands me, especially family.
2019-04-24 12:28
Start do some sports and take break from cs or gaming at all Guranteed you will feel better
2019-04-24 12:07
#88
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Nepal bbxovsky 
+1 lifting is good to keep mind more awaken, try it op
2019-04-24 12:14
It does help but not completely I feel like I have some other problems what cause this mood
2019-04-24 12:29
Sometimes you cant attack the problem directly
2019-04-24 12:36
Ok, i dont have any recomendation as I dont even know u or anything. But.. I can explain something that helped me. Is doing Yoga, it helps a lot more than i would ever thought. Mentally and physically as well. But mentally a lot. Although Yoga is not "seen" as men should do it, as it's not a "manly" thing to do, and it's kinda of this "stigma" there is around it. But thats the thing.. getting out of ur "comfort zone" and trying something different, and u might find that little thing that pumps u up again.
2019-04-24 12:10
Ive done it before, and its helps but I just feels so fuckin off after every workout even its not intense for me
2019-04-24 12:31
#145
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Europe crosst 
yea do yoga have fun playing with spirits
2019-04-24 13:15
#159
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Sweden Kasidro 
Yoga is actually amazing
2019-04-24 13:32
#87
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Other kaiske 
game harder
2019-04-24 12:11
#91
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Senegal retardNumber1 
leave school find job
2019-04-24 12:25
#94
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Brazil Cariocazera 
you need to relax your mind, your soul and your body. when everything is bad today, tomorrow or after tomorrow, everything will be good. believe
2019-04-24 12:28
do you even lift bro?
2019-04-24 12:29
im sure you look smaaaaaaaaaaallll men, like a cheap prostitute.
2019-04-24 12:46
OMEGALUL im 189cm 95kg
2019-04-24 12:54
keep bulking bra some day you will stop being skinny
2019-04-24 12:56
I do
2019-04-24 12:57
vitamin D or iron or some other mineral/vitamin deficiency. this can have serious impact on your health. go see your doctor, say youre extremely tired, demand a blood test, and demand that you get to read the results yourself, otherwise they just throw it away without reading and tell you you're fine.
2019-04-24 12:38
Anything which levels up testosterone, cant be, since I have high naturally and I can see it from my body and facial appearance. I used to have lack of iron but not anymore which is confusing me out why Im so tired all the time.
2019-04-24 12:42
that is why you should see a PROFESSIONAL INSTEAD OF ASKING RANDOM DUDES ON THE INTERNET. ITS YOUR BODY. YOU GET ONE. BE CAREFUL WITH IT.
2019-04-24 12:43
I would but they cost alot in Finland unless you go to public doctor but they dont care since theyre busy and get much less money. Better ask from online before visiting anyone.
2019-04-24 12:46
also you are wayyy too much into testosterone, are you on steroids or something
2019-04-24 12:44
why he will be taking roids if don't even lift
2019-04-24 12:48
+1
2019-04-24 12:49
No, I was trying to figure out what can cause this and i find out it can be testosterone
2019-04-24 12:48
yeah just stop wasting everyones time, hltv is not a doctors office, go to your doctor.
2019-04-24 12:56
Just a lazy kid, get a job and pay taxes
2019-04-24 12:51
Move to Denmark.
2019-04-24 12:51
#124
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Netherlands TriixY 
go see a doctor if there is something wrong they'll know
2019-04-24 12:54
#125
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Bulgaria Omaiguudnes 
youtube.com/watch?v=kPkT0jMjEu8 Just listen to this, dance for 2:50 mins and then go back to work you lazy man
2019-04-24 12:54
tapa ittes tyhmä homo
2019-04-24 12:55
Too hard tasks in Finnish school, lol
2019-04-24 13:09
#160
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Sweden Kasidro 
Having anxiety can make you feel extremely tired, especially if it leads to emotional stress. This will drain your brain of energy as you never really rest. Your brain will continue to work when you sleep and you wake up feeling like you didn't sleep. Doing stuff that work against stress like meditating, yoga and exercising can help a lot.
2019-04-24 13:35
#161
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United States Tyler_Durden 
intestinal worms
2019-04-24 13:36
You're a finn, depression and bipolarity runs in your blood. Get used to it.
2019-04-24 13:57
You should go to the gym or just keep fit, it helps out a lot
2019-04-24 14:01
Just sleep
2019-04-24 14:06
#179
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Albania PSDunken 
I feel ya, I'm at the end of my senior year (highschool) and i don't wanna do shit anymore.
2019-04-24 15:42
Stop fapping, things will get easier
2019-04-24 16:11
#184
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United States oOMeowthOo 
Get a body check first, there was a period of time I was under Vitamin D deficiency, everything feels kinda crap, standing up makes my eyes semi-black out, unable to focus on school, went full delusional, isolated.
2019-04-24 16:22
thats how all teens feel like, get over it you faggot
2019-04-24 16:23
#194
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Poland mtumee 
sounds like depression, you shouldn't ignore it and maybe get some help. I've felt that way in the past and eventually it does get better.
2019-04-24 19:25
Get off the internet. And stop making excuses for yourself. How old are you? Teenagers with anxiety are so sheltered. What do you have to feel anxious about? Try coming from a war torn country. Having bombs dropped on you. Seeing people die. Try having actual responsibilities. Pay a mortgage, feed your family, keep them under a roof. What is so hard about being young these days? Autistic triggered sheltered children.... wowweeee.
2019-04-25 00:35
When i fall a situation like that, i play CS to feel better. Suggest you to play it with friends
2019-04-25 06:47
maybe he doesnt have friends :/
2019-04-25 08:04
Then go smurf
2019-04-25 17:14
#207
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Australia tavalol 
you might actually have iron deficiency/anemia i had that and was tired 24/7 even with 10 hrs of sleep
2019-04-25 17:16
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