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Fear of Death ?
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Fiji edgy_man 
is it normal that when i lay my head on the bed at night to sleep, all i can think about is what is going to happen after i die ? it isn't even what is going to happen, is that it's Inevitable. its going to happen, and there is nothing we can do about it, at last right now in our time. eternal darkness is frightening af.
2019-05-14 15:52
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#1
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China teguP
doesn't happen to me, but idk if im normal
2019-05-14 15:54
just enjoy your life lol
2019-05-14 15:54
Sadmen
2019-05-14 15:54
#4
juice | 
Iceland vvrid
yes same but probably nothing happens, infinite dark thats why I would like God to exist, just so death isnt the end, and there is still something waiting for us
2019-05-14 15:55
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Something like a boiling cauldron with Satan dropping coals to the fire?
2019-05-14 15:57
then become Christian lol
2019-05-14 15:59
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#34
juice | 
Iceland vvrid
becoming christian makes no sense there is like 2 billion christians in the world and 7.6 bill ppl so it means that 6/8 ppl of this world will "go to hell" in the case if christian's god exist? there is a lot of religions, why would any of these be real? like people make fun of ancient people that believed in their gods and then they do the same thing right now im talking about a real god who isnt related to any religion that might exist it would be just nice to not end our life here
2019-05-14 16:16
6 replies
you don't know who goes to hell, only God does becoming Christian just gives you a better chance
2019-05-14 16:47
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#54
juice | 
Iceland vvrid
i mean i dont hate any religion but a fact that there is a lot of them makes all of them irrelevant im christian but i dont feel like any religion is real i feel like some ppl think that being christian/muslim etc. gives u an instant heaven pass imo if anyone is a good person its enough religions are made to easier manipulate low iq people I just believe that there, somewhere is a god but religions are fake tbh
2019-05-14 16:56
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nobody will change your mind on this except for yourself, i used to think the same way
2019-05-14 19:01
There is no heaven or hell and there is no god. Wake up from your delusional sad life.
2019-05-14 16:59
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0/8
2019-05-14 19:01
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0/8
2019-05-14 20:47
if u get rid of the fear of dying u will just become immortal and nothing can harm u in this world. and one day u die but u dont fear it its good life. trying to achieve this state of mind but its hard.
2019-05-14 15:55
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#25
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Fiji edgy_man
yes, im actually getting better at this, when i was like 14, i used to cry thinking about this stuff.
2019-05-14 16:08
#6
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Morocco Most!
So I guess you're atheist right
2019-05-14 15:55
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#24
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Fiji edgy_man
yeah, and some times i think that everyone is just scared as me, even the religious people doen't believe totally in their bullshit.
2019-05-14 16:06
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#46
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Morocco Most!
Your existence is meaningless, why are you even living dude, no one will remember you after you die, and when you do, you just disappear, there is nothing, total darkness. If you were a good human, nice but it doesn't matter, if you were a bad motherfucker, not nice, but it doesn't matter either, in death, we're all equal, You = Hitler.
2019-05-14 16:42
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#60
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Fiji edgy_man
yeah thats what i'm saying, doesn't matter if you die and people remember you, it doesn't affect you in any positive way, you are dead and thats it. there's no waiting for anything new, its the end.
2019-05-14 17:54
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#82
arT | 
Germany 'kamiii
except that you are part of the universe right now, part of me and part of your best friend. we are all one my friend, everything is one and god ist everywhere.
2019-05-14 21:14
#7
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China FazeIsNoob
After you die, you will end up in heaven with 72 virgins.
2019-05-14 15:55
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I’ve always know that hltv has only 73users using alts account
2019-05-14 16:22
sounds like you have known little to no struggles of life in your own life. if that does ever happen you will stop fearing death
2019-05-14 15:56
"eternal darkness is frightening af." how can it be frightening if just like you said, its eternal darkness, meaning you cease to exist, will never feel anything anymore...
2019-05-14 15:57
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#20
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Fiji edgy_man
knowing that will happen is what is frightening
2019-05-14 16:05
3 replies
if our theories on the universe are accurate, it has existed for billions of years, you did no exist for billions of existence, so it will pretty be much the same after you die...
2019-05-14 16:12
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#32
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Fiji edgy_man
yeah but i wasn't conscious of it before i existed, sometimes i think that the sperms that doens't get to the egg are the lucky ones.
2019-05-14 16:14
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nihilism
2019-05-14 20:08
im bored of this life already, ready for the next one
2019-05-14 15:58
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#14
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Japan flat_chest
which next one? LUL
2019-05-14 15:59
4 replies
reincarnation
2019-05-14 16:00
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#21
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Japan flat_chest
i have bad news for you friend prodka .... that not exists
2019-05-14 16:05
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wtf, what about my 72 virgins
2019-05-14 16:06
Nt prodka
2019-05-14 16:37
#12
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Portugal vicadinsx
You die, your stop being conscious and it's over. Unless someone knows how someone gains consciousness that's pretty much it, and it's freaking fine, just enjoy your life (nowadays there's so much shit you can do).
2019-05-14 15:59
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#19
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Fiji edgy_man
ik, what im afraid of is that it for sure is coming one day, life is short, it's all we got and its so short.
2019-05-14 16:12
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#28
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Portugal vicadinsx
Just enjoy, the probability of you being alive is almost none. Yes you will die, but there's nothing you can do about it, unless YOU wanna/can do something about it and you are smart enough to find eternal life. Just to think there are people that waste their life killing themselves for some fake prophecy.
2019-05-14 16:11
not too scary if you are Christian
2019-05-14 16:00
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#18
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Fiji edgy_man
2019-05-14 16:02
idc about death. its Inevitable yes. also dying through an accident at a young age isnt rare either. i just want a quick one and dont want to beg for it.
2019-05-14 16:00
die = next life
2019-05-14 16:06
#26
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Netherlands NELK
You are mental
2019-05-14 16:08
it will not be eternal dark, you will not even be able to conceive the dark when you are dead you will have no ability to see the dark
2019-05-14 16:10
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#37
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Fiji edgy_man
yeah, eternal darkness is just a metaphor.
2019-05-14 16:20
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being desensitized entirely sounds better than going insane from having every one of your senses isolated into only being able to see the dark
2019-05-14 16:23
#30
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Poland Hanse
Once you realise your life is worthless and you will die without anyone missing or remembering you in 100 years all your life energy will be drained. At this very moment you will be true adult.
2019-05-14 16:13
2 replies
+1
2019-05-14 16:23
+1
2019-05-14 16:41
Death would be an improvement for most people here just being honest
2019-05-14 16:14
You're weird
2019-05-14 16:15
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#35
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Fiji edgy_man
im not that weird if you really think about it, but try not to, it's not a good thing.
2019-05-14 16:18
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After you die, you respawn unless you picked hardcore mode ofc.
2019-05-14 16:19
Death inspires me like a dog inspires a rabbit.
2019-05-14 16:38
brazil things
2019-05-14 16:40
#45
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United Kingdom paullll
Some scientists believe that the first person to reach the age of 1000 has already been born. With any luck, in our lifetimes science will enable radical life expectancy increases.
2019-05-14 16:42
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#47
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United Kingdom paullll
Also, I struggle with my own mortality just like the op.
2019-05-14 16:42
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#51
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Poland Hanse
I would rather suggest you to throw all your hope, the sooner you do it the smaller will be your dissapointment. Trust me that if you keep telling yourself that everyting will be ok - one day reality will hit you like motherfuckin' truck and you may never recover from that.
2019-05-14 16:47
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#92
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United Kingdom paullll
I'm realistic about it. I severely doubt any radical life expectancy increases will happy, or at least ones that I might benefit from, any time soon. I don't have much hope. Still, it's an interesting thought.
2019-05-15 15:10
I'm not scared, but sometimes I think if I would die now, what I would leave behind, what people close to me would think and do? Helps appreciating things when you realise how much it hurts you to even think about your family if you would die now.
2019-05-14 16:42
#49
halo | 
United States fraus
im not really afraid of an eternal darkness after death so much as i am of whether i live up to my own expectations.
2019-05-14 16:43
Thinking about death is the wrong way to go about it because it's the way you live your life while you are here that matters. If you live your life to the fullest, in the end you will have no regrets and no fear. I've seen many cases with elderly people who are "ready" to pass on and actually welcomes it. Don't worry about what is after - you already know - the exact same thing as before you were born. Your brain can't fathom nothing, that's why people invent religion to comfort themselves. It's pointless and will only waste your time while you are here. Just know this. Every human, living thing and everything else is made from the elements of the universe. When stars die they explode and actually create these elements. So in a sense we are made of stardust :) When you die you will become part of the earth and the universe and in time something new. Don't worry about it - enjoy your life which you are infinitely lucky to have! :)
2019-05-14 16:48
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nice post!
2019-05-14 17:58
#86
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Kazakhstan bjornzz
Respect this guy, it's a very nice post!
2019-05-15 06:29
#87
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Switzerland Imodeode
+1
2019-05-15 06:38
i would be way more frightened if we wouldnt die at all. death is only tragic if someone dies at a young age. Many elders have made their peace with the fact that they wont live for very long.
2019-05-14 17:39
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#61
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Fiji edgy_man
i mean if it was possible, and you could choose to transfer your mind to a AI, wouldn't you do it ?
2019-05-14 17:56
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hard question, if u ask me right now...i probably would (but only if i had the option to suicide, or better said delete myself if i wanted to) ask me when im 60 years old and my answer would probably not be the same..
2019-05-14 17:59
it wont be unending darkness though. you wont be alive to experience anything when youre dead. you wont be able to feel afraid. so you dont have to worry about it.
2019-05-14 17:41
All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. -Bill Hicks
2019-05-14 18:02
Just live your life dude. Do not think about what will happen in the future. There's a good life ahead of you if you know how to live.
2019-05-14 18:02
you are scared because you have regrets. what is it that makes you fear death? if you are scared because you believe it is the end, then ask yourself why do you want to continue to live?
2019-05-14 20:00
i love how many experts on here know what happens after death when no person ever (alive or death) is even close to proving what happens after TIL hltv is full of top tier scientists
2019-05-14 20:10
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#72 What I have talked about is the closest you can get to an explaination
2019-05-14 20:16
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how do you know its just lights out? have you died before?
2019-05-14 20:40
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I've read about people who have
2019-05-15 06:16
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yea and theres plenty of others who said other stuff. NDE's exist in all forms from meeting relatives in heaven to being in "hell". neuroscientists say that its all hallucination created by the brain in fear of death but it has been proven several times that people had unhuman experiences while being dead. many cases can describe every single thing that happened in their room after they "died". they saw themselves outside of their body and could watch and hear everything happening. religion has no influence in these NDE's a study says.
2019-05-15 09:01
normally I'm too baked and fall asleep instantly.
2019-05-14 20:12
It is normal but it is bad. You should go to a therapist or have a long conversation with someone close to you. Imo its just lights out, thats it. But I don't fear it. Imo time is something you should fear much more. Doesn't stop, doesn't slow down just keeps going and doesn't wait for anyone or anything. I have also read stories of what people who clinically died, experienced. They all said that they felt fully relieved, not stressed, it was very calm and didn't feel anything. No pain, nothing. They usually said that it was scary but peaceful.
2019-05-14 20:15
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#76
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India MihirX27
Time is our illusion of the further Dimension tho. It's just that, all of us are moving at a constant rate in said dimension, hence we feel that time cannot be changed by any means. It can be, if we're able to break the illusion, and see the 4D space in its true glory.
2019-05-14 20:30
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#85
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Brazil Mentecapto
Holy shit you got some good acid there m8 May I get some?
2019-05-15 06:25
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#88
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India MihirX27
Not an acid mate, just watched Interstellar, and have read a bit about the adventures of a hypothetical 2D creature in 3D space. Like, imagine a completely flattened cockroach, but alive. He can't comprehend height, so If you'd pick him up, and place him at different heights, he'd feel as if the world around him changed due to some other factor that can't be seen in his 2D space. Same in our case, except we live in 3D space, and can't comprehend the 4th Dimension. On a side Note, I'm having Buttermilk. You can get a pack in stores, it's pretty delicious.
2019-05-15 06:51
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#89
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Brazil Mentecapto
You should read about String Theory then. The hyperspace, strings, branes ...
2019-05-15 06:59
Eternal Darkness doesn't mean nothingness. Darkness is just absence of light. People can't grasp the thought of nothingness. Thats why not believe in any creator is scary. There is a quote about fear of death by Epicurus I really like: Why should I fear death? If I am, then death is not. If Death is, then I am not.
2019-05-14 20:21
#75
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India MihirX27
Most people who said that their close elder relatives, that passed away, said that they await their last breath, and say that they're happy with what they have accomplished, even though they know deep in their heart, that it's most probably not enough by any stretch of the imagination. If you're confused about your morality or something, consider watching Mind Field S3's Episode : Should I die? It might open up something for you. Also, maybe speak to someone who have had a dear loved one pass away due to old age, and ask them about said person's last words.
2019-05-14 20:27
yeah its normal everybody thinks about this once in a while some more intense than others, i know how it feels to think about the inevitability of death and the uncertainty of what comes after but you have to learn how its not gonna affect your daily life, took a long time for me too you have to try to life in the moment and not care too much about it, its inevitable afterall, just let it come at you, worrying wont make a difference
2019-05-14 20:38
its jsut a phase, when u grow up u wont have time to think about it (maybe once a year)
2019-05-14 20:38
#80
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United Kingdom kanezz
not really. I think if u die you dont realise that you are dead, so you will never taste the feeling of death. if you realise, then you are not really dead, so you dont need to worry about it, you know its just a nightmare or something.
2019-05-14 20:43
Death gives life meaning
2019-05-15 06:22
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#90
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Latvia latvianguy
+1
2019-05-15 07:01
Theres nothing after death nothing. like literally nothing. Everything gone
2019-05-15 15:13
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