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n33dweed | 
Australia Slippin_Jimmy 
My life sucks so much right now, im 19 and i really suck at everything dunno anything about my future at all, i have diagnosed clinical depression, im in second grade in highschool and i fucking hate the direction i went there but its too late to switch the classes, ive watched all my friends and collegues pass me in every way imagineable, they are like passing the driver tests gettings cards, they all have girlfriends and i lay on the bed entire day doing nothing im just not feeling like doing anything, tried killing myself but at the end didnt have balls to do it and also the last one my mother was diagnosed with cancer month ago so ill be completely alone in this fucking world, before it was friends that made me happy but everyone pretty much just went on their own way, also im addicted to alcohol, eveything went to shit in 2 years, my father died like fuck the world nothing makes me happy, sure i went to therapist but there is like no sunshine at the end, ill probably end up killing myself at some point, also thats pretty pathetic that im writing about this on hltv.
2019-05-19 18:34
well good shit that nothing on this planet and in this life matters, cuz we all gonna cease to exist at one point. so enjoy day by day until ur gone. i know it sounds hard to manage but u will once u realize that nothing lasts nothing is permanent this times will go by aswell. i speak from experience. raised by just my grandpa suspended from 4 schools every weekend from my 16 - 20's i was on either sniffing speed or smoking weed. but now im 24 and i managed to get back on track.
2019-05-19 18:36
+1
2019-05-19 18:39
#24
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Germany Payynnkilla 
61
2019-05-19 18:59
#49
FalleN | 
Brazil opanco 
nice reply bud, i will wait this guy read
2019-05-19 19:19
ty
2019-05-19 19:46
#58
NEO | 
Ukraine s1v9mple 
Fuck nihilism, this shit only makes me feel worse.
2019-05-19 19:48
#95
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Spain VIKTORAL 
nt ukrainian nietszche
2019-05-19 23:01
>Nihilism >Nietzsche Pick one
2019-05-20 15:36
#133
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Spain VIKTORAL 
nietszche actually was in favor of positive nihilism
2019-05-20 15:53
Nietzsche actually compared nihilism to religion and he despised traditional morality. So i don't think he would appreciate it if we called him something he fought so vehemently against.
2019-05-20 17:51
#168
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Spain VIKTORAL 
He was against negative nihilism, in which after "god died", we just keep acting like nothing happened. He was for positive nihilism, in which after taking the starting point that "god is dead", we start to build new moral and values system
2019-05-20 18:37
I don't think he labelled himself as a "positive nihilist", that's a post hoc appellation made by scholars who loves to simplify his ideas. And "the God is dead" epithet was a statement against the growing interest of communism and nihilism during his time, which were against the idea of any supreme being. The epithet was an observation, not an intricate allusion to any value system or extra moral beliefs he had.
2019-05-20 22:55
#171
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Spain VIKTORAL 
I never said he labeled himself a "positive nihilist". I'm just saying he was for the creation of a new and correct value system, different from the one at the time (and now). I used the "god is dead" expression to refer to a point, after which the new construction should come, following the positive nihilism..... Anyways, even you agreed with my first point. The guy above said "fuck nihilism".
2019-05-20 23:08
ubermensch will rise up
2019-05-22 22:36
#195
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Spain VIKTORAL 
wow man u may get banned....
2019-05-22 22:39
oh yeah didnt think of that... I can't even delete it
2019-05-22 23:06
#203
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Spain VIKTORAL 
no problem hume would be proud of u
2019-05-22 23:25
#64
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
Your ancestors suffered and toiled for uncountable generations so you can whine like a little bitch is pretty disheartening, but you might still grow up at one point.
2019-05-19 20:11
who the f cares ablut his generation when has a serious problem?
2019-05-20 04:34
Anyone with a spine
2019-05-20 10:30
#127
NEO | 
Ukraine s1v9mple 
+1
2019-05-20 13:51
#145
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
+1
2019-05-20 16:26
i wish you a strong depression you fucking piece of shit then you will talk otherwise
2019-05-21 14:11
#180
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
omegalul
2019-05-21 14:14
i want to laught at you but the thought your grandparents have to endure you and lie they love you makes me sad :(
2019-05-21 14:24
#137
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Brazil Gerzilian 
´cuz we all gonna cease to exist at one point. so enjoy day by day until ur gone.´ it's like some african kids asking for food then u come with the answer; just eat.
2019-05-20 16:00
#157
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France AxP730 
Actually it works in both way why should we put efforts into something if the final result won't ever change, no matter what we do ?
2019-05-20 16:43
oddly motivating
2019-05-22 22:56
stopped reading at im 19
2019-05-19 18:36
Why?
2019-05-19 18:36
#138
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Brazil Gerzilian 
no1 is over 15yo in this ite
2019-05-20 16:01
#3
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Russia LeGoBoys 
If you sucks then suck dicks for money ez life men))))
2019-05-19 18:36
Stop
2019-05-19 18:37
It's not as easy as you think.
2019-05-19 18:38
Some experience you have
2019-05-19 18:39
I do.
2019-05-19 18:39
Good for you Glhf
2019-05-19 19:43
I can only suck my own wtf 😲
2019-05-19 21:00
wtf LMAO
2019-05-22 13:53
0/8 fakeflagger
2019-05-19 18:37
sad but normal. Many of people have or had the same problem. Just enjoy ur life maybe it will be better in 1 day, week, year, who knows. Do not kill ur self ffs bro its stupid. GO to the curch, do fitness idk bro just move ur fat ass from House and live life
2019-05-19 18:40
how to win with depression tldr; Act like your entire life is TV show or comedy. As wrong as this may sound - don't take anything serious. Once you will hide all your emotions they will never come back. Also try gym if you haven't yet, extra dopamine is spicy. And let me tell you there is never too late to switch school - as I stated in one thread before my friend switched his school during 4th year of technic degree, came to private school only to get final exam diploma and made his dreams come true - opened brand new pizzeria in town center, while looking for workers he found his wife.
2019-05-19 18:40
+1 Live your movie and dont give a shit
2019-05-19 19:13
#76
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Brazil xd_noob 
n i h i l i s m?
2019-05-19 20:27
its working better than suicide :^)
2019-05-25 23:59
#146
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
axaaaxaxaxa
2019-05-20 16:26
#66
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Croatia mds818 
Just saying, but hiding or perhaps denying emotions won't work and it's a terrible decision, I'm talking from experience.
2019-05-19 20:14
If you have only negative emotions and can't handle them it's better to distance them all than diving in your sadness IMO. For long time I tried to fight with myself after breakup, until I realised there is no hope for me to be emotional and fragile as I used to be. We two are not proffesionals and talk only from our experience so our tips may not fit, but also could help.
2019-05-19 20:21
#75
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Croatia mds818 
Perhaps not professionals on paper but that doesn't mean that we're not professionals in practice. You see, way back in the day I used to be all Mr Worldwide, being pretty(somewhat) famous in the town, not giving a fuck about anything, not bothering with the girlfriend, thought that my online faction was some next level godlike shit (tbh it was a fairly legit stuff not to get me wrong).. point being, it was all great until one girl managed to break my heart.. tldr point being: The more you hide your emotions, the harder it's going to be to deal with them once someone unveals them.
2019-05-19 20:24
i am 35 and i sucked 99999 billion things. Our mistakes and failures create experiences. they make us successful, experienced and mature. Michael Jordan : I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.
2019-05-19 18:42
>35 >What does it mean if a girl puts her head on man shoulder ? pick one pls
2019-05-19 18:44
"and i sucked 99999 billion things." he's gay
2019-05-20 16:48
#163
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India Watazini 
lmao:D
2019-05-20 16:58
+1
2019-05-19 19:15
just look at my flag then look at yours back to mine yours depression cured no need to thanks I'm 17 and trust me my life is more fucked up than yours hehe xD
2019-05-19 18:51
#23
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Europe zero_hoes 
17 yo talking about depression lol
2019-05-19 18:57
Never said that I'm really depressed now. Just this motherfucker thinks his life is hard B)
2019-05-19 19:02
#31
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Europe zero_hoes 
you motherfucker thinks life is hard when you are just a kid
2019-05-19 19:03
so life is easy what the fuck men xD
2019-05-20 18:23
mfs killing themselves w loads of money on their bank account... doesnt make sense
2019-05-20 04:38
#134
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
Having money doesnt mean life is easy poorfag
2019-05-20 15:54
thats what im saying... try to understand what i wrote...
2019-05-20 16:06
#144
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
Well to me it seemed like you didnt understand because of the “doesnt make sense” As in “i would never kms when im rich, idk why these people do it” Maybe im just stupid
2019-05-20 16:20
it wasnt an individual comment, its linked to another... short sotry: australian guy tells his story, czech guy comes here and tells him he souldnt be depressed or feel bad cuz hes from a 1st world country, while the czech guy is from 3rd world and i wrote #122 ironically to let him know that money doesnt do shit when u have problems in ur head
2019-05-20 16:36
#155
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
I read the first post and the first post of the czech guy but not your entire conversation with him, my bad then
2019-05-20 16:40
father died and mother has cancer, alcohol problem and depression and youre saying ur life is worse? damn i really want to know whats happening bro
2019-05-19 19:00
he thinks that everyone from 1st world countries are super happy and depression can't exist here just because we got more money
2019-05-19 19:01
#67
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
You fucks complain about everything while being born with the golden spoon in the ass. All of us need to face problems, stop crying and fix the problems and be grateful you got much more tools to do so than most will ever have.
2019-05-19 20:14
Tools dont do anything for you if youre not in the right headspace to utilize them to your advantage. If hes suffering mentally he probably doesnt even realize they can exist in a beneficial way. Ur dumb
2019-05-19 20:21
#77
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
Stop being a fucking apologist. Everyone suffers and everyone has to overcome challanges, the difference instead of having the option to whine in your comfy stone tower most of us had to figure out everything in a castle built out of shit.
2019-05-19 20:28
#147
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
my castle may be shit but its still my castle #takingbackbelarus
2019-05-20 16:31
Afaik, some people are just chemically wired to be depressed at some point in their lives. Whatever, you have never been depressed, so you shouldnt act like youre THE expert on the topic. Why cant people have some mediated opinions but have to pretend to know shit all the time?
2019-05-20 23:04
Cry more weakling, but have no illusion, nobody has sympathy for you, especially those who conquered their demons.
2019-05-21 01:46
Oh dont worry about me, I have never been depressed, I just know when to not pretend I have knowledge about something and shut the fuck up unlike you.
2019-05-24 20:08
Money really doesn't make you happy you would think it does, but it really doesn't.
2019-05-22 22:44
Damn I would be so happy if my dad died lucky guy this aussie is
2019-05-19 19:04
i was thinking the same years ago
2019-05-19 19:05
I aint u but seriously who we are to read someones stories lets say hes just a pussy, people die everyday, people fight, people do drugs, its his choice he will stand up and do something or lay in bed, his problem I try to fix my problems why he lays who the fuck is he to blame
2019-05-19 19:07
i get what you mean but people who are really desperately have to find a way to tell whats going through their mind or they will go crazy and actually kill them selves people cant really blame anyone except themselves but have to say something at least and he decided to speak out on this forum. i also made kinda useless threads where i can only blame me but i just have to say something to someone or somewhere with a little hope to find the right words of someone, damn this is a really complicated topic and my english isnt really good at this point lol
2019-05-19 19:11
yes and this the way THIS IS LIFE you cannot save someone from dying or bring back from death just say farewell to your mother in your early age and WHAT? she would die anyway Its just us HUMANS we are being the biggest pussies we are not used to anything we just fucking live in a "PEACEFUL" system where everyone has to choose what to do back in the day people were killing themselves on daily basis and this guy is crying on HLTV please kill me someone
2019-05-19 19:30
Please, don't listen to this guy
2019-05-19 20:00
My life sucks so much right now, im 19 and i really suck at everything dunno anything about my future at all, i have diagnosed clinical depression, im in second grade in highschool and i fucking hate the direction i went there but its too late to switch the classes, ive watched all my friends and collegues pass me in every way imagineable, they are like passing the driver tests gettings cards, they all have girlfriends and i lay on the bed entire day doing nothing im just not feeling like doing anything, tried killing myself but at the end didnt have balls to do it and also the last one my mother was diagnosed with cancer month ago so ill be completely alone in this fucking world, before it was friends that made me happy but everyone pretty much just went on their own way, also im addicted to alcohol, eveything went to shit in 2 years, my father died like fuck the world nothing makes me happy, sure i went to therapist but there is like no sunshine at the end, ill probably end up killing myself at some point, also thats pretty pathetic that im writing about this on hltv. ye better listen to this pussy ass cry baby
2019-05-19 20:03
#161
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Finland Teukkasd 
holy fuck u are stupid
2019-05-20 16:52
what the fuck is your problem
2019-05-19 20:17
he is on some shit depressed teenager from europe details: browses weheartit, tumblr for edgy pictures. listen to lil peep and xxxtentacion. pretends to be suicidal and most likely has some kind of edgy profile picture in discord and steam. he can't prove me wrong either.
2019-05-19 20:21
+1111
2019-05-19 20:22
da fuck you say you fucking arab
2019-05-19 22:51
#50 also expected reply from edgy anti-social teenager
2019-05-19 22:53
die in bomb attack
2019-05-19 22:54
easiest report of my life, get some help before you actually end up harming yourself
2019-05-19 22:54
expected from palestina terrorist
2019-05-19 22:55
expected from 17 year old mentally challenged anti-social teenager
2019-05-19 22:57
expected from squat toilet user at least its easier for you to clean
2019-05-19 22:58
you still haven't made an actual reply to my every single fact about you. please go back to reading #72 and prove me wrong before you start going insane over the Internet.
2019-05-19 23:01
bankrupt
2019-05-19 23:01
you still haven't made an actual reply to my every single fact about you. please go back to reading #72 and prove me wrong before you start going insane over the Internet.
2019-05-19 23:10
men dont spam on this site wtf are you okay? OMG
2019-05-19 23:11
wtf mens sry
2019-05-19 23:11
#149
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
oof he cant handle the truth what a libtard 😎😎😎
2019-05-20 16:33
PWNED with FAX and LOGEK
2019-05-20 16:42
#159
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Lithuania OnyxLT 
FREE_PALESTINE style
2019-05-20 16:48
There is no way you've been diagnosed with clinical depression unless you went to a private psychiatrist who just gives diagnosis to people left right and center. I hope you get better dude, don't pollute your mind with the idea of having a depressive disorder or any sort of mental illness, we all go through hardships. Consider even checking yourself to a psychiatric daycare so they can help you get on your feet and give you a proper diagnosis after watching you for a couple of months. The hardest thing is that everything seems so fucking meaningless so why even bother but you have to do the bare minimum like going to a daycare, also get a musical instrument and spill all your emotions into it, and listen to some fucking sad songs, numbs the emotional pain. stay safe dude
2019-05-19 18:54
i created an account to write to you i had the same thoughs but i smoked marijuana too much i think you smoke too, this is a shit! trust me and dont smoke it read about dopamine, seratonin and noadrenalina, it is in your brain and it is very important to be happy, marijuana destroys it ! fuck mj and all of muslims
2019-05-19 18:53
#18
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Europe zero_hoes 
just rave to the grave man tried it and now i feel most alive
2019-05-19 18:54
error 420 brain not found
2019-05-19 18:56
#22
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Europe zero_hoes 
thats the key to enlightenment bro, fuck all of this and just listen to your primal emotions
2019-05-19 18:56
brain is reason for suffering, so much thinking leads suffering .
2019-05-19 19:00
#32
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Europe zero_hoes 
just let go man
2019-05-19 19:03
#20
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Poland rzabaldz 
just keep on going its always gonna be better. im off antidepresants for 2 weeks now after taking them for half a year so it eventually gets better with time. keep your head up
2019-05-19 18:55
#109
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Brazil Mentecapto 
how you handling there after getting off them
2019-05-19 23:16
#129
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Poland rzabaldz 
its insanely hard to fall asleep on some ocassions and thats rough but its actually better than i thought it would be. there are shit moments in which i want to do them but on daily basis its alright
2019-05-20 15:34
i felt like you like a year ago but then i changed everything about my life and now im happy af. for example i quit videogames and started sports
2019-05-19 18:59
++++1
2019-05-21 14:14
at this point i could think all time what the hell could help but i dont think i can find a solution to bring back your happiness except a girl could exactly do that, but i mean THE ONE girl you can die with
2019-05-19 19:01
#34
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Lithuania Sedge 
just get A in maths and english and leave then, if you don't like academics don't bother... perhaps you will enjoy working more - many people say school is the best time since it's not as stressful as being out in the 'real world' but that's not always the case, wasnt like that with me edit: suicide isn't going to relieve you of anything, your last moments are going to be just as painful as they are now... you're not going to respawn feeling any better, or go to some paradise... so if you feel there is no point in living, know that there is no point in dying either... just see what the next years bring you, it almost always gets better... something happens... and if you live through one of your worst times you will be stronger for the future.
2019-05-19 19:08
Join the mafia
2019-05-19 19:05
he'd be a level 1 crook not worth it
2019-05-19 19:48
that's how mafia works
2019-05-19 23:17
Nobody knows about their future of what they're gonna be when they're 19. Most people only realise these stuff around 24~26
2019-05-19 19:06
That's really sad.... You might think that it is easy for people to say things like "Dont do it" or, "its not worth it". It is easy for us to say that. But it might be important for you to remember that all of us are dealing with our own problems., and that a lot of us kind of want to go and knock on Death's door. Now, I wont try to convince you from doing what you feel like doing. You are in command, just as you have always been. Anyway, it is easy for me to say this when I am not in the same spot as you are in, right now. I do not feel your pain, but it would sadden me anyway knowing that a fellow possible friend might go and take his life. I wish for your best, and if you stay, then I will be here. Love ya, A stranger
2019-05-19 19:07
#40
swag | 
Finland NApp 
If you have anything that you care for. Keep it. That's my advice Wish you all the best <3
2019-05-19 19:09
#41
halo | 
United States QastLe 
Hey man. Don't even give suicide a thought. Ignore everyone in this thread that responded with a joke, or saying you shouldn't be depressed because you don't have it as bad as some people. Clinical depression doesn't care how good you've got it. I'm going to tell you something, and I want you to believe it ok. You are wanted, you are loved, and you matter. Never think otherwise. You say you went to therapy, please keep going. If you need someone to vent to feel free to PM me. Anything you tell me will stay between you and me. We all have our demons. If you need help fighting yours there are always people who are ready and willing, who really do care about your health and wellbeing. Take care man. I hope you feel better soon 💜
2019-05-19 19:11
Did you told your parents about being gay ?:)
2019-05-19 20:34
#83
halo | 
United States QastLe 
I sent you a PM. Short answer no, but soon probably. Have a good day 😊
2019-05-19 21:18
#148
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United States 6ALPHAMALE2 
Gay because of me I hope
2019-05-20 16:33
#152
halo | 
United States QastLe 
Nah, but you are great 😘
2019-05-20 16:37
#111
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Brazil Mentecapto 
You sound like a very reasonable person Wish you the best
2019-05-19 23:18
Live a faster life, do some extreme shit. Your life might come to an end faster, but you got nothin to lose and you will go out with a bang (no terrorist attacks pls or i will force u to watch anime in the afterlife). Best regards, reformed Charles Manson.
2019-05-19 19:13
i hope you find happiness and keep a positive attitude because things will get better. you might not see it right now, but this period of your life will pass and if you carry on, in time, you will be happy that you did.
2019-05-19 19:14
#47
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United States 1for1discount 
19 but 2nd grade in highschool? idk if by highschool you mean college or what
2019-05-19 19:18
1. Stop comparing yourself to other people, everyone is so different. instead focus on self-improvement and compare yourself to your past-self. 2. Life is meaningless for everyone, trust me I struggle with the same problems, I guess I'm just better at pushing the dark thoughts away and inspire meaning in meaningless things. I sincerely hope you get better, fuck what other ppl think or do it's all about being happy urself. I suggest you try traveling, it's an eye-opening experience.
2019-05-19 19:18
#51
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Portugal NabasKi 
if its pathetic don't write it, if you want to get happy think like a happy person, if you only get depressing thoughts then you won't get out of that shitty mentality. you saying that your mother will die for sure because she got diagnosed with cancer is pretty much NOT the way to go. when i realize i'm thinking of stupid shit i start making fun of myself. then i realize i've hit rock bottom and it's time to get back up again. hell, i even used to be addicted to pornography and would drink every time i went out with friends. i ditched all of that because i realized those things would bring nothing good and i had to replace them with something else, something that would bring me joy while being good for me at the same time
2019-05-19 19:37
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD another braindead motherfucker that plays games 24/7 and thinks he will be pro player lmao come back to life and stop being pussy u motherfucker or i will fuck you
2019-05-19 19:34
Don't say that, you should take his story seriously and be supportive. If not then you're the bad person.
2019-05-19 19:42
#60
NEO | 
Ukraine s1v9mple 
I think that you meant to comment this on BCko's steam profile, not here
2019-05-19 19:51
xaxaxaxaxa
2019-05-19 23:18
+1 hahahaha
2019-05-19 23:21
#119
FORSYY | 
Czech Republic stinx 
+1 hahahaha
2019-05-19 23:22
#59
NEO | 
Ukraine s1v9mple 
I urge you to seek professional help, more I cannot say
2019-05-19 19:50
#63
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Finland hotguy2004 
get a dog and start traveling and sleep in tents 😎
2019-05-19 20:08
#78
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Spain Playcalixto 
Good advice. I do sleep in a tent all weekends to avoid cities and enjoy nature. I found myself. Didn't know i was Lost.
2019-05-19 20:33
#68
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Croatia mds818 
Well, perhaps maybe I can help you if we go step by step, but you have to realize that you need to fight back, listening therapists and doctors won't help you.
2019-05-19 20:15
#70
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Chile Lionel_Hutz 
Bro Your life is exactly like walter white Cook some meth m8
2019-05-19 20:18
#80
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Spain Playcalixto 
For BEST advice please read #63 and #78
2019-05-19 20:34
#81
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Sweden Trkmag 
You don't have to worry about yourself or how others are doing. But I understand that losing your parents must be an horrible pain and an enormous feeling of emptiness. Be sad about that but don't let it end your own life. I'd advise you to try a bunch of different things, like different sports, chess, writing, poetry, games, politics, just whatever, until you find something you enjoy doing or even are good at. Just put a lot of time and focus into that and you will feel like you are doing something worthwhile.
2019-05-19 20:40
#87
NAF | 
Czech Republic VerySadGuy 
#1 says it all. Just stay with us, please.
2019-05-19 22:54
#92
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World konraderpils 
Depression it's only missing of minerals :) go to a natural healer.
2019-05-19 22:58
#93
tweNty | 
United Kingdom Ruzkij 
you arent alone in this world boy! Just get a job maybe you will find your love down there ! Never know I am lost aswell not sure what to do in FUTURE! I would say money is a power in this world but trust me people without money can be successful ! Wish you all the best stay positive listen to music it makes me happy ! Shout out to my hitters
2019-05-19 22:58
Hey mate, you matter and you still got enough time to fix your life! Start by enjoying the small stuff and move on to bigger ones. Get friends who understand you, go out if you have to. Talk to people! Hit me up if you need someone to talk to, get better dude!
2019-05-19 23:02
#98
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Iceland caverat 
i have depression since 2016 :(
2019-05-19 23:03
#99
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Austria Lottooo 
Smoke weed if you're over 18 dude. And don't take everything soo seriously. "Why so serious?" Life is much more important in many ways than stupid grades
2019-05-19 23:09
#106
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Brazil Bliac 
fuck off dude, burn ur brain alone
2019-05-19 23:14
Eventhough I smoked weed myself i feel like it makes people more vulnerable to get depressed on a long run so i would never promote doing it
2019-05-19 23:16
#116
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Brazil Mentecapto 
+1
2019-05-19 23:21
#100
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Brazil Bliac 
If it is not going well. Try this. -Cold Showers -Meditation -NoFap (THAT CHANGED MY LIFE) -Gym -Diet Be your best version, work on yourself. Learning how to deal with your emotions is what sets you apart from being a fucking little boy, to be a fucking man.
2019-05-19 23:09
Good 5 points
2019-05-19 23:15
#118
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Brazil Mentecapto 
What's with the cold showers though, does it make any difference?
2019-05-19 23:22
#120
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Brazil Bliac 
It does. -More energy -less stress It is basically about it. But the point is to do a snowball of good habits in your life, and cold showers is one of them. I usually take cold showers when im going to the gym, cause if i take a hot shower i will sleep again.
2019-05-20 04:24
look's good ty for free typs :) the harder it will be without fap))
2019-05-20 15:39
how come nofap changed your life? honest question?
2019-05-21 14:27
#191
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Brazil Bliac 
Benefits of NoFap -Better concentration (starts with 3 days) -more awareness (3 days) -Without Porn ur brain will enjoy little things again, that makes u more productive, and happy. (starts in 14 days, the longer u go, better) -Your testosterone increases to 150%. (in 7 days) -MUCH MORE ENERGY (It starts in 1 day, u cant do shit after jerking off) -even your voice gonna be stronger (30 days +) -High Motivation and self esteem (starts in 7 days with the testosterone increase) -If you are shy, not gonna be anymore. (It depends a lot. 30 days +) Even girls will be more attracted to you. Try it.
2019-05-22 06:56
ill try it then
2019-05-22 13:48
what about meditation?
2019-05-23 22:47
#206
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Brazil Bliac 
Search for "AlphaSpirit" on Youtube, he just posted a video about it. U can find NoFap videos and all that stuff there too.
2019-05-25 03:31
i will give it a try
2019-05-25 17:42
I hope you get well dude Just find anyone, someone from your relatives or people you know and talk to them, most people are willing to help or at leat to listen to other's problems
2019-05-19 23:10
Check your Inbox
2019-05-19 23:14
I feel you. I've been experiencing depression for the last three years but I'm starting to recover. I would recommend talking to someone. It doesn't matter who, it could be online. I know all people are different but if it worked for me it might work for you. Get well soon man.
2019-05-19 23:22
go kys man
2019-05-19 23:21
Rude
2019-05-19 23:22
+1
2019-05-20 16:59
Well,there are a lot of things that you should be aware of and one of them is that I want you to think that If life is really going to be any better even If you kill yourself?Just ask your self this question and that is "Is my life really going to be any better If I kill my self?",That's one of the things that I asked my self a couple of times and I think that the answer is no. I think also that you should be happy about all the time that you spent with the ones that were close to you that you loved and still love no matter If they are dead or not,just be happy about the time that you already spent with the ones that you loved and don't even think like you lost something,be happy that you even had a ppl that you spent some time with such a people and I am pretty sure you did have such a people.Also just bcz your mom has a cancer that really doesn't even have to mean that she is going to die and even If she does,well,she is still probably going to be somewhere looking for you. If you think you can help her then do as much as you can but still be aware that even If you do help her as much as you can that It still doesn't mean that she'll be alive,I just think there are things in our lifes that we just can not change,just be happy as long as she is with you,don't think like you lost anything,just be happy that a person like her was in your life.Btw,no matter what happens to your mom is that I am still pretty sure that there is a plenty of ppl that still love you and that they will be there no matter what,If you come to the point where you know that your mom won't survive(and just to remind you once again that just bcz she has a cancer that doesn't even close have to mean that she won't survive)just remind yourself that there is a plenty of ppl that still care about you and that would be sad about your death as much as you would be about the death of your mom. And there is also one really important thing that you should notice and that is that depression is really common in the young population these days,some things are just biological and you are pretty young,much more things in your life have to happen and there could be a plenty of friends and ladies that are just waiting to meet you,about school and things like that just fuck them,If you think you can do soemthing then try to do it but I realize that Education in world in general is on a really low level,It's litteraly identical one that we had in the industrial age(before like 150 years),most of the ppl these days just aren't design for such an education,It's too dumb and simple,It has been made for ppl before like 150 years that were significantly dumber then people these days. All of us will die at one moment,but that doesn't mean that we should want it to happen as soon as possible,I mean you are sad about your mom having just a possiblity to die(while she is still much odler than you) while you also think about suiciding yourself?If you love her soo much and respect her life soo much,then you should respect yours as well.nobody and nothing is worth killing youself,we are born yo live,not to die and as I already said,there is probably still a bunch of lovely ladies and gentlmans that you are going to meet and just to remind you,all of us are going to die sooner or later,It's such a short amount of time If you comapre it to the things that are happening in our galaxy and universe,life is too short for everyone of us to be sad and care about the things that we just can not change,just to the things that will make you happy,be with the close ones that are making you happy no matter If you,or them are going to be alive tommorow,I am also highly suggesting you to check out this video. youtube.com/watch?v=VYdjBAl-JyE It's only 3mins and It really explained me a lot of things about chronic depression,It really made me realize some things about it and I think that It will make you to and I think spending a 3mins of your life on this video and maybe even realizing the core of some of the problems in your life and the way how to overcome them is better then just ending your life without even knowing If you could've been much happier than you are right now.
2019-05-20 06:18
And this might be the dumbest shit that I am going to do but I'll do it anyway, :D youtube.com/watch?v=bvC_0foemLY youtube.com/watch?v=eS_korRhTDk These songs(especially the 1st one) are the ones that I like to listen when I am feeling sad and don't even know where I am going to be tommorow.Anyway,they might be just my personal preferences and you might find them to be really stupid soo don't take them seriously,just have fun listening them If you can and that reminded me of one thing that I wanted to say that was maybe even the most important thing that I should've told you,and that is that happines is very often hidding behind some really small things,those songs are one of the small things that give me a smile when I feel hopeless and I bet that no matter If you like those songs or not that there are some really small things in your life that would also make you a lot happier than you are right now or at least make you forget some bad things in your life for a second or 2.
2019-05-20 06:47
#125
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Brazil Mentecapto 
you are cool man you are not dumb
2019-05-20 06:56
#143
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
+1
2019-05-20 16:15
Ok i'm going to look at your videos/songs tonight, for sure Thanks for you'r text, in some way it was helpfull for myself too, atleast i'm gonna work on it better take care ;)
2019-05-20 16:11
I am glad that I could help! I am just tired of degenerate ppl that are pretending to be sad when they hear on TV/newspaper how some person suicided,while in reality If anyobody was really carring as they were pretending to,that person would get a help and wouldn't suicide,or when that same degenrates feel sad about ppl that became alcoholics or the ppl that became drug addicts while If anybody was really carring about them then ppl wouldn't try to escape from reality with alcohol or drugs.When i more think about it It's really fascinating how many ppl are alcoholics or drug addicts in the modern society and that really says how "happy" we are.
2019-05-21 02:22
go to doctor and ask for some placebos
2019-05-20 13:55
im too(
2019-05-20 15:49
#135
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Netherlands Im_gaaayyy 
Give up or work hard. It's your choice
2019-05-20 15:55
depression is just a sign that u need a change in your life. i had same problem hated everyone but in reality i hated myself cuz i was a lazy piece of shit that didnt do anything but smoke pot and play video games.
2019-05-20 15:57
any solution ? I'm in that case. deep case
2019-05-20 16:01
that depends on your life. do things u liked as a kid get the childish life back, stop taking everything so serious and for granted and for sure take a break from all this social media shit including hltv. zone out little.
2019-05-20 16:40
stop playing videogames if theyre bad for you go outside more, like walks to the park and get more sun if u can, get a pet take cold showers
2019-05-21 14:29
#142
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Armenia hpnot1q 
>19 >depression choose one, you THINK you know what depression is kid, wait till life throws all it has at you, believe me when i say it, you have not the slightest idea what depression is. fuck outa here OP
2019-05-20 16:13
#150
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Finland MEZi 
and you live in a shit country, you will never experience what it is like to live a good life anyways
2019-05-20 16:34
#176
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Armenia hpnot1q 
lol asuming i live in armenia, gg kid
2019-05-21 13:57
0/8
2019-05-21 14:22
#189
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Armenia hpnot1q 
>asuming truth cares for your ratings massive luls. why is this site full of <20 yo
2019-05-21 16:00
create a website
2019-05-20 16:38
just practise sport, feel happy and try to learn Something new
2019-05-20 16:49
#162
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Japan eternaL_ 
You gotta get out of the ‘I’m depressed’ phase before anything... Obviously that’s a lot easier said than done, but if you convince yourself you’re depressed all the time everything that goes wrong is going to start linking to the depression. And because of that, a lot of things seem worse than they actually are. Stop comparing yourself to others, and if they beat you in certain fields try finding something to beat them at yourself. Complaining about them isn’t going to help, and if you blame it all on depression you’re not just trying to convince people around you but you’re also trying to convince yourself as well. Idk, take walks or start exercising? The less you have to think about depression and your struggles, the easier it’s going to be and if you keep doing what you are now it’s not gonna change anything. It may be difficult to maintain motivation to start, and continue something new but that’s the first step out of the terrible spiral that you’re going through. Just try finding a hobby, or start thinking about what will help you. Like, even if you’re depressed you can still study right? Getting good grades helps. Getting your body in shape helps. And so on. In the end, it’s all down to you and whether you’re able to make a change in your life. Don’t take depression as a sign of sadness or grief, and that you should kill yourself but rather take it as a sign that things can only get better from here, and that your life can be controlled and changed by your decisions and actions. Hope you get better soon.
2019-05-20 16:53
golden rule: dont look at others, only at yourself
2019-05-20 17:28
+1
2019-05-21 14:04
Bro, take heart. I hope you are going to be well
2019-05-20 23:43
There is a TLDR under this.It's really not that short tho... I like ppl that think that laziness It self is the biggest issue in depression while in reality,ppl become lazy bcz they are hopeless and we are hopeless bcz we think too much about the things that we just can not change and have an impact on instead of trying to do the things that we can and have an option,laziness gets connected with depression very easily but laziness It self isn't the main problem of derepssion,depressed ppl aren't neccessary lazy,they just can't overcome and accept some hard things in their lives that can not be changed by them or can be but barely.The solution to depression is overcoming the problems that you see and focusing on things that we can have an impact on,If we find out the things that are motivating us and are worth fighting(what makes us happy) for,then laziness will disappear from It self.It's like my dad that is working in the other country,he just keeps saying me stop being lazy and the first things that he asks me on Skype(even tho I am trying to avoid him as much as I can) is something like "How are your grades like?" and then when i answer him that they are not good not only that I won't get any support but he'll actually start to demotivate me even more when he starts talking how I am a lazy fuck and like what I am going to do after the school and all that shit,It almost makes you think like he doesn't give a flying f*** about me at all but just about grades,It actually makes you think that It would be better If i would just lie to him.He was just one of the examples how you do not treat somebody who is already in a big shit in his mind,but I am not going to say that he played the major role in my depression,no,he was just playing a good role,but there are much more problems apart from him.... TLDR:Lazinnes is very corelated with depression but It's not a problem it self,depression comes from the hopelessnes(after THAT comes laziness) and not even finding a single thing that is worth fighting in our lives,depressed ppl aren't neccesary lazy,they are just too hopeless when they think of soo many things that they can not change in their lives instead of the ones that they can,helping the deprssed ppl means that we have to help them them to find the things that are making them happy and that they think are worth fighting for in their lives.(Just as I am feeling better when I am writting all this as It makes me think of my own and also problems of all other depressed ppl. as well)
2019-05-21 03:56
#196
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Brazil hrp_ 
tldr of tldr ? thanks you
2019-05-22 22:44
Sorry but I won't do it bud,depression is a serious issue and i am used to long messages bcz a lot of the things in life require more than 3 words be properly explained,i can try to give it to you but It's not my style and don't know how much would that kind of an answer be helpful and usseful to you but,anwyay: TLDR:Stop saying depressed ppl that they are lazy,bcz laziness also comes from something and that is hopelessness and instead of saying them they are lazy It's going to be much better to motivate them and try to understand them and show them that not all things in their life are that bad.
2019-05-22 22:50
#200
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Brazil hrp_ 
you did it. thanks u.
2019-05-22 22:54
Don't know what to say maybe get a dog it's like having a friend, gl though
2019-05-21 14:23
#207
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Finland Teukkasd 
+1 tbh dog really helps alot aloneless
2019-05-25 03:36
Set some goals that matter to you, find a way to achieve them. You're still very young, it's very easy for you to catch up and then surpass other people if you commit to it. Things like school and getting your license at 18 are very minor milestones in the scheme of things. The people who I know who are highly successful didn't do that well at school anyway. Many of them are dropouts. They had to learn to make their own way, outside the indoctrination of school. If you can, find someone older to give you a bit of guidance. A mentor or someone who has a little wisdom.
2019-05-21 14:30
you can always kill yourself tomorrow, try to do something you enjoy today...then you figure you will need money to do things you like so you get a job and then you are doing something today to be able to enjoy yourself some other day and before you know it you'll be a couple years on and wont be thinking about killing yourself tldr get a fucking job
2019-05-21 14:34
just go see a therapist bro, all this motivational bullshit will never help, find a new hobby? that will work only for a little time and then you will come back to a depressive state. Depression is a disease that needs treatment
2019-05-21 14:39
yo, there are people without hands and legs and they're not committing suicide. fucking faggot maybe you should kys
2019-05-21 18:00
id rather have no hand or legs than not having a mom or dad
2019-05-22 22:49
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