"Do you really think this is the right way of thinking?"
I don't think there is "right or wrong" ways of thinking in world.
"With that kind of an attitude you'll never be in able to see anything good about the person on which you got a bad first impression"
That's why I said that it reinforces my view of him as a player, not as a person. And I don't have a bad first impression of him. He is an above average player compared to other players in top20 teams. The only thing I have a problem is the height stewies fanboys try to elevate him to.
"It's like you are liying yourself bcz you are always going to try to find something negative about the person and her/his manners or behaviour bcz you got a bad first impression on him/her."
It's not lying. I can look at his stats here at HLTV and see for my self that he is not as good a player as his fanboys like to think. He can prove me wrong by playing better, but it has not happened since in the 4-5 years he has been a pro.
I don't wish that he plays bad, but like I said I enjoy it as I hope it shows his blind fanboys that he is not a god as they make it out to be.