You need time. Time is the cure for everything dude. Nothing else works especially to people who have your mentality, I know it, I am the same
what mistake did u make??
hey man, one time I shat my pants in public, I still think about it sometimes and how terrible it was, that shit is normal but it doesn’t mean I let it get to me.
how about you drop down and start pushing
Make it a part of you, cause you have to live with it no matter what. Learn how to forgive yourself.
Just be the real alpha and forgive yourself _NOW_.
What kind of mistakes? For example
Like you, I have a problem with stress especially during test and exams
To forgot, you need to spend your time at doing activities, with your friends or family, or go to a party 😉
on wednesday im retaking the exam at uni. if i fail, they are gonna throw me out from uni :)
It's different for everyone. I used to go to a therapist for various reasons, and forgiving myself was one thing we tackled with. He used a metaphor that for some reason hit the spot for me. He said that I was a ship, tied to a harbour with a rope. The rope is the guilt I feel. It prevents me from leaving the harbour. By letting go of the guilt I am free to leave the harbour and go explore the sea and other harbours,and even maybe later go back to that particular harbour and explore it more. But I don't need to stay there anymore if I don't want to.
I don't know if this metaphor does it for you, but you probably get the point.
It isn't a cure-it-all but from what you are describing it sounds like meditating could really help you. Have you tried it?
What mistakes did you make?
I sometimes think my mistakes also but I have learnt to accept them, it is past anyway, in future I can make better decisions.
It's okay dude everyone went to this part at least some of us in HLTV.
Just try to have some good time with your friends and do fun things , also in studies try to think the positive not the negative.
I studied 4 days before the exam , and memorized before the day of the exam and review with my friends the day of the exam , yet I forgot.
Just don't push yourself too hard.
Of cause you cant forgive yourself, just go to your church, your god will forgive your sins
If you can not do anything with these errors, then there is no point in worrying.
Spend time with friends, play games, have fun. People have worse problems, but there are people who do not stop smiling even if everything is bad. Find the strength to forget the whole thing and make it so that you don’t repeat it anymore.
Know that after the black strip will always be white. Cheer up, everything will be fine :)
You need to think of all the horrible things that can still happen to you. I couldn't let go of my past for 9 years. Then developed problems I thought would kill me or make my life never the same and wished I could've been more grateful for everything I had. Just be grateful man, and try to enjoy every moment.
Even am having lower CGPA in university, because of my laziness and studying a day or few before exams. I'm having around 6 when I could easily have 7 or 7.5 CGPA if I studied meticulously now and then. But having lower CGPA is not the end of life, which I believe in.
Think about CS players like swag, steel, dazed, kqly, forsaken, etc., who threw/cheated in match(es) and are partially or fully banned from participating in tournaments, But swag and steel didn't give up on CS after they're valve banned, and kept on grinding for 2-3 years after which they got to play in a team and earned salaries.
Just don't give up on yourself and go forward, and work hard. Try to overcome exam fears. You'll find success in one way or another.
Even if university degree doesn't help you get a job, there are thousands of businesses and ways for earning money.
Have a good day buddy!
U are not perfect and so u are allowed to make mistakes as everybody does.