Not quite, in this question, it's a choice of personal success, money and popularity which you can achieve in the States or a spiritual balance, being able to see actual joy in small things and perhaps, find genuine happiness, which as we know, doesn't require money nor can it be bought with whatever money you have. It came down to that eventually. Why would I want to be gay or see those around me? They got a good policy about it. They got a shit ton of muslims and they actually co-dwell in peace and now get me through Chicago at night without being threatened at least thirty times or make me black and let me do a petty crime before the white cops. Brilliant freedom and diversity. They got it made a lot better than us as well. No use ranting at your government, it's not in your power to change things at hand, if there is a big mess, things will get sorted out with or without me. You can enjoy that 24/7 burger heaven down the street, I don't mind.