exactly, so why not kill myself faster? who tf wants to live longer than 66-67? i got the genes to live until 80+ atleast, one of my relatives died this year at 104, my grandpas are still alive and pushing it at 70+ and all i can say is fuck holding back, if i want to harm my body, thats my choice and if i want to kill myself right now, thats also my choice. i dont get why anyone should have the right to tell me otherwise. I get that if i were a female and pregnant, thats no longer just harming me, thats harming a baby, and i would be against it, but otherwise, let me fucking die hoe.