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depression is not a myth
United Kingdom SpoonzS 
read the other thread and it annoyed me a bit because today is the one year anniversary of me getting discharged from a psych ward. i got stuck in a psych ward for 4 months last year because i was so depressed that i'd tried to rope it 5 times. i hated it. but because i was in such a bad headspace i couldn't do anything to fix it, to stop harming myself // attempting suicide. so i wasn't let out. i was 15. if you think depression is fake n people should just man up then you're stupid. i didn't do all that for no reason, i did it because my brain was so beyond fucked i genuinely thought topping myself was the way out. i didn't think i'd be alive to see today.
2019-08-09 01:40
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2019-08-09 01:43
You are just weak Let me guess you got rejected by your crush
2019-08-09 01:43
Germany RobiDable
Bro, your HLTV name is literally based on a anime. You really shouldn't talk lmao.
2019-08-09 03:12
Berserk is so good dont talk shit. But also yeah #3 is a dumbass
2019-08-09 03:34
Germany RobiDable
Didn't watched it, i just know a women gets raped by a horse lmao.
2019-08-09 03:36
Almost raped by a horse lol
2019-08-09 05:48
Ever more stupid
2019-08-10 10:25
Greece Poor_Noob
But gets fucked by a wierdo, I guess he was the villain
2019-08-10 10:30
2019-08-14 11:05
2019-08-09 03:14
no? i had been in a relationship for 12 months. we split actually august last year, after i got discharged.
2019-08-10 02:04
not good to hear man, sorry you had to deal with this shit, I had a similar thing happen last august, split with ex and got placed on a ward except I got an exemption after 2weeks or something due to my personality apparently being more normal/stable but shit like this ain't a joke, only absolute losers mock this shit men
2019-08-14 11:16
Hope you die irl
2019-08-10 10:31
this actually caused a lot of bad things in my life
2019-08-14 10:37
reported, and stfu, you are the weakling here
2019-08-14 10:40
everything is myth
2019-08-09 01:49
was the ward fun?
2019-08-09 01:50
it was surprisingly good. i met my current girlfriend there and made some amazing friends who i see often. i became known as the 'ward therapist' by staff because sometimes i could speak to the other kids better than the staff could.
2019-08-10 02:06
depression was good for me sometimes.Isolate yourself from the world and thinking so much made me more powerful than before.
2019-08-09 01:52
The thing is, that many people say they have depression when they just have bad mood while they dont have depression. Depression is not just something you can think away. Your brain chemicals are fucked...
2019-08-09 01:56
+++++++++++++ but at the same time, if somebody wants to label themselves as depressed they're welcome to. if dave who works in an office wants to not go to work bcos he's 'depressed' and lose his job and thus his income that's his choice.
2019-08-10 02:07
mine are definitely fucked. i can be normal then all of a sudden it's like this thick black cloud sweeps in and my thoughts and mood get dark real quick, usually it can be triggered by something very small that most people wont even care about... sometimes it happens on its own. in saying that ive got so much more wrong with me lmao, that's only the tip of the iceberg so to say.
2019-08-10 02:23
Don't listen to this braindead wagecuck, he's saying this shit to make himself feel better about his own inability to fight back and be depressed about it
2019-08-09 02:34
easy_as_expected is the one mentioned
2019-08-09 02:35
How can you be so weak that your brain gives up
2019-08-09 02:36
don't think it comes down to that. but if it was: childhood trauma bad household history of bullying lack of a social life lack of self respect / self worth those things could make your brain give up :)
2019-08-10 02:07
How can u have a lack of self respect??? Ego is always inflated for me idk its what mostly makes me loose friends, faceit games, etc
2019-08-10 02:15
even if it's not that there's everything else on the list.
2019-08-10 02:31
I guess, I am the Anger over sadness type of guy
2019-08-10 02:35
This guy explains it in one way:
2019-08-10 10:31
well if nobody respects you sooner or later youll lose your respect to you
2019-08-14 10:43
Nah, in a way i feel superior to everyone in my school
2019-08-14 13:03
2019-08-14 10:44
I suffered from depression too some years ago. It prevents you from coping with the simplest things and even things you like or really want to do. Often people develop social angst. Life shuts down at some point. I called in sick to a friends wedding party and nearly quit playing football at the club that I was a founding member of. It really sucks. Its over now, but some things can trigger light depressions. I skipped an exam and ruined a friendship because a relationship ended and took me "out of the game" for a while. Some people/personalities are more prone to depression than others - the "glass half empty" types.
2019-08-09 02:47
Hope you get better. I know how it feels and the feeling of emptiness really never goes away unfortunately :/
2019-08-09 02:51
i can tell you that it does brother. i hit the ropes head on and came out bruised but walking. you're not gonna be stuck there forever. you need to text someone? send me a hltv pm.
2019-08-10 02:13
Serbia d1ckson
Shit man, that sucks. Glad you are better, keep it that way!
2019-08-09 02:54
thankyou dude. i'm a lot better and intend to stay that way. didn't mean for this thread to be about me, the other one about it being fake just really annoyed me.
2019-08-10 02:12
Serbia d1ckson
Don't sweat it dude. Just get better mens)))
2019-08-10 03:01
I don't know what I expected from hltv but this thread is actually a painful one to go through.
2019-08-09 02:57
Just be happy
2019-08-09 03:03
i genuinely had the same thoughts towards people who said they were 'depressed' till it hit me.
2019-08-10 02:11
+1, There are lots of people who fake it for attention. It de-legitimizes everyone who legitimately suffers.
2019-08-09 03:15
2019-08-09 03:24
Finland Smoonah
2019-08-09 03:29
They're parts of the world where people run from mass genocide, there is too much to appreciate in life especially at a young age brother.
2019-08-09 05:50
not when your own brain is telling itself that it's worth less than the scum that are committing these genocides. when your own brain is telling you that you're the lowest form of life on the planet and that the world would be better off without you for that reason you don't see how good your situation is compared to other people. all you see are the negatives. you don't even process that there could be worse things going on because all that you can feel is the dark fog stuck in your head telling you that everyone would be better off without you there.
2019-08-10 02:11
But why are you telling yourself this? Are you simply attaching too much value to what others say, or are you allowing yourself extended amounts of time to think about a negative topic? We are blessed with an opportunity to live a life full of experiences and if negative emotions stop you from it you shouldn't let them. I realized this and lost like 55pounds and never have loved life more, you're loved and I hope this helps.
2019-08-10 10:16
As an example; I used to live with my parents till I was 22, without working or anything. Just sat at home doing nothing because I couldn't bare to cope with the reality that I was a complete fuck up, so I didnt even try to look for a job. Every time I heard my parents getting ready for work in the morning while I was sitting in bed, I would feel an immense amount of guilt. It was mysery. It makes you feel completely worthless.
2019-08-14 10:52
You're loved brother, don't let comparing your situation to others get you down.
2019-08-14 21:26
2019-08-10 02:11
i got stuck in a psych ward for 4 months last year because i was so depressed that i'd tried to rope it 5 times. i hated it. but because i was in such a bad headspace i couldn't do anything to fix it, to stop harming myself // attempting suicide. so i wasn't let out.
2019-08-10 02:16
Thanks for the copy pasta
2019-08-10 02:16
Every depression originates from childhood, whether you know it or not.
2019-08-10 02:35
That's actually wrong.
2019-08-10 02:36
It is kinda sad to see so many ignorant people in the Internet Not having any Kind of Idea of psychology.
2019-08-10 02:37
Palestine TwistXxX
4 month?dude it took me 15 years still countinue
2019-08-10 10:29
Such a cringe thread. Who cares what someone jackass on the internet thread? Why be so insecure over the validity of your own experiences?
2019-08-10 10:30
If you actually read the thread, the only reason I made the thread is that the date was the anniversary of me being discharged from psychiatrics so it struck a nerve with me then.
2019-08-13 16:12
A specific date is too arbitrary to get triggered over. Try to train your subconscious to focus on all the positive things in life and good things will happen.
2019-08-14 04:17
It's hard for people who have never experienced depression (myself included) to understand how someone could feel the way you did. But to say it doesn't exist is just pure stupidity. I mean, your brain must have been fucked up real bad if you tried to hang yourself 5 times. I'm glad that you're feeling better!
2019-08-10 10:45
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France Tasy_
Attempting suicide is such a foolish thing to do, people should learn to cherish their life more, we only got one, wasting it away like that is both selfish and pitiful, get yourself a new reason to live and cheer up, only weaklings finish up their already miserable life. Life is life and it's gonna be harsh anyway because it's part of life, fighting for your struggles if what's making it so much more enjoyable and rewarding at the end of the day when you see the end of the tunnel. If that wasn't for these words, I would have already ended up my yet so miserable life (even though I've never truly felt such thing as depression before). Get yourself new hobbies and fill this void of yours.
2019-08-10 10:53
Of course depression is real. It comes in many forms and levels of severity. But you gotta remember, most HLTV users are educated psychiatrists and researchers who know the TRUTH about complex mental illnesses
2019-08-13 16:15
And all level 10 global elite millionaires that are 6’9” and jacked
2019-08-14 09:04
Lebanon Dogman69
how can you be depressed if dj 32k/month
2019-08-13 22:37
"depressed" people are just overly sensitive or attention seekers
2019-08-14 08:57
2019-08-14 09:04
Nope, u know they are attention seekers because they will mention that they are "depressed" instantly
2019-08-14 09:09
The people who mention it like that yeah But a lot of people are actually depressed
2019-08-14 10:28
Yea i guess ive had bad experiences with these kind of ppl. Seems like a trend that makes people like me think it doesnt exist
2019-08-14 10:35
This ain't the right place for this. People will troll you for talking about this. Hltv is too edgy for real discussion
2019-08-14 09:03
2019-08-14 10:41
+1 lol.
2019-08-14 10:53
bro idc if it's right place or not, if ppl wanna talk shit they can talk shit. was posting w the context of the other guy posting how it's a myth etc on the date
2019-08-14 11:14
It's probably not the best place for it. Your wasting your time, most people either already agree with you or don't give a shit.
2019-08-14 19:28
Ofcourse its not a myth, i myself know the feeling when nothing gives you joy and everything you used to like doesnt bring happiness.
2019-08-14 11:00
bruh there are just a bunch of edgy kids who have never had anything bad happen in their life or are too sociopathic to care about it, dont pay attention to them, they will find out some day and then you can only hope they will get the same care you did so they'll get through it as well.
2019-08-14 11:21
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