Stop reading this forum full of insecure beta losers. We all banter at each another, but irl, we all look like beta losers, i am sure 90% of people here look unatractive irl. You are fine, in my town only people that look like you walk with girls around, if it makes u feel better im 196 and never had any benefits from it when it comes to girls. There is no need to think that way. I hope you are not older then 18-20. If you are, you should get some help.