So as some of you know, I am living in Guatemala. I am American and am moving back to the USA in 1 year. It was always logical for me to think I would wait until I moved back to USA to get a girlfriend. I had no interest in getting a girlfriend while I still lived with my parents. I never considered it. But then church girl happened...
For the last year I've seen church girl at church. I noticed she was attractive but I didn't care. Then I ended up seeing her walking near where I live and realized this could have potential. Dating in this country would be acceptable if the girl lived within walking distance of my house. But that was already covered in other threads.
Now I am crushing hard mens. I have not thought about having a girlfriend in years...And now I'm getting hit hard. It's like never smoking weed and then one day eating a bunch of edibles. This is very troubling. I have never cared about getting a girlfriend so I never worried about how to talk to girls, but now, I want church girl. Church girl is very intimidating. She is very attractive but she looks kind of like she could kick ass. Man, I don't know what to do. I only see this girl once a week, and I somehow have to build up the courage to talk to her during the 5-10 minutes a week I see her. I have never approached a girl. Damn. This sucks.
There isn't even any good cs to get my mind off of her until Wednesday. It's going to be a long and shitty week.