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Austria socialoutcast 
dude honestly, i can't do this shit anymore, i am 19 and still a virgin loser. my social life went completely downhill because i used to smoke weed when i was 16 and got addicted af, it ended with me having a serious panic attack and i had to cut out all my friends because of that, i couldn't go out for a solid year. since then everyone went on with their life and made progress, while i was at home playing video games because that was the only way to get some satisfaction in my life. I am scared to even talk to my old friends because i literslly ghosted them. what the fuck am i supposed to do :( tldr: virgin loser with minor social anxiety wants to change his life
2019-09-22 20:27
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Again blaming weed
2019-09-22 20:28
finish your school and then go abroad
2019-09-22 20:28
#3
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Germany fgnoway 
just set yourself new goals and act so you come closer to them. 19 is a perfectly mormal age to be a virgin too
2019-09-22 20:29
(Y)
2019-09-22 20:35
#4
Albania Chest 
Do not worry my friend, things will get better
2019-09-22 20:29
#5
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Germany flufluflu1 
You are 19, in 10 years you are going to laugh about this with your wife and first born boy chilling in your mansion. head up
2019-09-22 20:29
#8
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Canada thelegend27 
are you ASSUMING that he laughs at things?!!!??!?!!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! its 2K19 wtf?!!?!?!? i literally can’t i just literally can’t anymore im SO triggered by this shitlord
2019-09-22 20:31
#9
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Germany flufluflu1 
go away
2019-09-22 20:31
#13
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Canada thelegend27 
omg im calling the police
2019-09-22 20:32
Let me call german police for you
2019-09-22 20:34
#25
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Canada thelegend27 
ty
2019-09-22 20:34
no problem, need to help out my fellow hltv people 😎👍
2019-09-22 20:34
listen to this guy ;)
2019-09-22 21:18
meditate with this youtube.com/watch?v=4wtG01ymIjE banger on headphones and reconnect
2019-09-22 20:30
#14
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Denmark lockerdude 
how tf is that healing you it's horrible and creepy dude xD, listen to some agressive-ass music so that you actually you know, feel alive. listen to some fucking death metal or speedcore if ur in depression that stuff is just gonna make it worse
2019-09-22 20:32
yeah, no
2019-09-22 20:33
#39
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Denmark lockerdude 
lol why not that shit is just the same note for 3 hours and changing filters/wavetables very slowly how is that healing you
2019-09-22 20:53
i want to see you meditate with agressive-ass music
2019-09-22 20:54
#42
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Denmark lockerdude 
why would meditate in the first place it's just gonna make you think about all the shit in your life, agressive-ass music doesnt let you think in the first place cuz it's very fast paced, thats the whole idea
2019-09-22 20:56
at least you could pick that br flag or something that could make you look like a bigger idiot, 3/8 for the effort
2019-09-22 20:57
#45
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Denmark lockerdude 
why would i fake flag lol i love being danish xD
2019-09-22 20:59
#49
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Albania JonZherka 
That's what a fake flagger would say
2019-09-22 21:06
#55
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Denmark lockerdude 
nah im saying it cuz im half romanian and being romanian sucks so i do actually love being danish, hltv's gotta add half/half flags.
2019-09-22 21:19
rofl come back to me when you're 20
2019-09-22 20:30
i was the same with 19 now im 20 and in an even deeper hole
2019-09-22 20:32
But you're god wtf
2019-09-22 20:33
humanity make me depressed(((
2019-09-22 20:36
Just flood the earth again like back in the days
2019-09-22 20:36
now the name fits
2019-09-22 20:50
#10
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Korea ARBOGA 
I know dude, asphalt to me has never looked so soft to me
2019-09-22 20:31
#16
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Canada thelegend27 
wtf you want sleep on road
2019-09-22 20:32
#20
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Korea ARBOGA 
Yeah you could put it that way
2019-09-22 20:33
#22
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Canada thelegend27 
like have a nice nappy nap with blanket and nightlight and pyjamas??
2019-09-22 20:33
#26
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Korea ARBOGA 
Nah but sounds comfy
2019-09-22 20:34
#34
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Canada thelegend27 
wtf mate don’t EAT the asphalt
2019-09-22 20:48
nice
2019-09-22 20:32
damn is this me in the mirror? yes but im 20 and in the same situation and it was the same with 19 kms inc F
2019-09-22 20:32
actually same
2019-09-22 21:04
Switch to hard drugs
2019-09-22 20:32
#63
flusha | 
Other zeroflo 
+1
2019-09-22 21:41
dude move to russia
2019-09-22 20:33
So he can get addicted to Krokodil?
2019-09-22 20:40
very nice
2019-09-22 21:37
#24
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Canada rdss 
stop cry....
2019-09-22 20:34
mass of hapiness )
2019-09-22 20:38
your life is a mens))
2019-09-22 20:43
#35
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United Kingdom sirdetmist 
What do you want from your life, really what do you want the most.
2019-09-22 20:49
bro you just posted cringe
2019-09-22 20:50
.Reply needs to have actual content
2019-09-22 20:59
Realize that your life isnt a tragedy, its a comedy and become the Joker just smile :))())
2019-09-22 20:55
Welcome to life friend. The first step is to recognize the problems you have and you already did it, second step is to get in action and solve them and that depends only on one person .. YOU. There are worse things, believe me, I am 36 years old, do not be discouraged, and solve things, it sounds easy to say, difficult to do, I know, but the only thing I ask you is gradually solving your things and trying to maintain an attitude positive, someday you'll be fine, others bad, but don't give up, the important thing is not to stop and keep moving forward. By the way, virginity is the least of the problems that you will face throughout your life ...
2019-09-22 20:58
#46
Costa Rica rsuu 
Go to the gym, read books, learn something new, avoid this website, make some money, stop masturbating, don't play matchmaking, but ofcourse you won't take any of this advice. so plz kill yourself :D
2019-09-22 21:00
why stop masturbating?
2019-09-22 21:09
well actually it helps (true)
2019-09-22 21:27
Not it doesn't as long as it doesn't take more than 5 minutes out of your day.
2019-09-22 21:34
dude actually semen takes our body resources to recover itself
2019-09-22 21:35
#64
flusha | 
Other zeroflo 
no dont stop masturbating, you should actually increase your masturbation to 5-10 times a day, it will make you happier this works really i tried it myself
2019-09-22 21:43
I don't talk to anyone when i'm at home, even after having two days off work I start to feel a little bit lonely and want to go back to work because there are some nice people there and human interaction is nice. Maybe get a job or something. Something that keeps you busy will stop you contemplating life so much.
2019-09-22 21:08
+1 , Good advice. Work totally changes your life.
2019-09-22 21:06
go to uni in different city or country and start with new people new place. Some people just need new start in their life and u seem like need one too.
2019-09-22 21:09
Social life is overrated. Find a thing you like and try to success in it. If you really an extrovert try to communicate with your old friends and you will see if they are your 'friends' for real if they aren't just move on... And here I don't really know what to advice but if you're in college go for a new contacts and you can find a lot of people through this people who can be your friends. Also remember that no one can pressure you (except family maybe xD)
2019-09-22 21:10
#67
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United States KKonian 
I realized that growing up my friends were hardly real friends. They were just people I would hang out with because we could play video games and laugh together
2019-09-22 22:08
Sick name
2019-09-22 21:28
Bro, do you even realise the amount of time you have in life? People constantly find themselves in your position but at age 40 where they're at the point where it's too late to do anything about it. Count your lucky stars that you have this feeling at a point where you're young enough to turn your life around.
2019-09-22 21:31
Imagine actually thinking you are a loser because you havent had sex yet, jesus christ this fucking world.
2019-09-22 21:34
#65
flusha | 
Other zeroflo 
get a csgo pro
2019-09-22 21:44
19? You have way more than you need to make it all good again. I mean 19 isn't that much really.
2019-09-22 21:58
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