because I love shitposting with my fellow CSGO philosophers
Never played csgo, check my last thread
The small and insignificant hit of dopamine that I receive from getting a notification.
My entire existence has become so pointless that the only way I feel any kind of human connection is through a fucking e-sports forum.
How did it get this fucking bad, it started with me going on this site every few days just to shave of a couple boring minutes of my life but now my life revolves around it.
I can’t fucking take it anymore!
The only fucking reason I even wake up is to check if I have received some stupid fucking reply probably telling me to off myself after I have read this fucking shit my eyes have endured enough blue light to bar me from sleeping again and I just end up staying on this fucking site for hours on end waiting for the exhaustion to become so bad that I fall asleep.
I fucking hate this site I fucking hate myself and I fucking hate living.
7. Try to learn eng language
idk i don't even play cs anymore
3 and 5, I come on here when im bored to all these random shitposts xd
1 & 5 ,but also cuz hltv is pretty funny
4, 5 and maybe 6, depends xDD
1 5 6
Also it helps me with improve my language
3 and 5 mostly in class though
Literally just browsing the off topic forums
I use it for all of these reasons.
Because most entertainment websites are blocked at work, only hltv is available for shitposting. So basically from 9-7 i just shitpost getting paid
im a software dev btw
1, 2 and I like to procrastinate
Everytime I start thinking I'm a bad person I come to hltv, browse the forums for 2 seconds and realise that I am not that bad.
Bored at work and university
Actually no its 6
1. So you don't feel so alone;
3. Purely for CSGO;
5. I have nothing better to do with my life;
6. No freaking idea
Mostly 3 and I'll add a 7 (I don't like Reddit).
so I can read something in my free time
7 should be self loathing
4 and just for the variety of posts here, reddit is too cringe because of the SJW's. Say anything negatve there and you have 5 goblins making fun of you and bombarding with downvotes. This is the wild west of forums, only one man can stop you... but he shall not be named.
i love how toxic it is, although its no where near as toxic as it was around 2015-2016 and when skin betting was huge