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worst (mental) pain you felt?
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Finland HelloSaidReindeer 
Tell us when your heart broke mens(((
2019-12-20 09:00
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#1
allu | 
Finland Tempppi 
Gf cheated on me with my best friend
2019-12-20 09:01
What happened then?
2019-12-20 09:03
#5
allu | 
Finland Tempppi 
Asked my friend for the whole story and he denied everything. I left my gf and never spoke to my friend again.
2019-12-20 09:04
Oh no. Hope you are doing well now
2019-12-20 09:05
#9
allu | 
Finland Tempppi 
Yeah it was like 8 years ago so it's not a big deal anymore. I've been in a happy relationship for 6.5 years now. But thanks man. Merry christmas!
2019-12-20 09:06
Very nice! You too men)
2019-12-20 09:08
#13
allu | 
Finland Tempppi 
men)))
2019-12-20 09:10
#61
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Ukraine ReanuKeeves 
Nice
2019-12-20 10:21
#63
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Ukraine YaKuryuMnogo 
Men )))
2019-12-20 10:24
#83
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United Kingdom foolio 
When a man loves a woman..
2019-12-20 11:22
When a men)) love a women))
2019-12-20 15:23
#2
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United States FreedomFighter 
When my father left my mother for some golddigger plastic bitch
2019-12-20 09:02
#118
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Albania HLTV_God 
Yes your dad shuld not be allowed to fuck bitches hotter then you can
2019-12-20 13:50
nt golddigger plastic bitch
2019-12-20 15:20
Lul
2019-12-20 15:23
#154
friberg | 
Sweden günT 
hmm gold digger. so you're from ghana maybe?
2020-02-21 13:26
8/8
2020-02-21 18:35
mens when girl friend broked up with me, she said i only play video games (lies) i barely play games didnt even try hard to get lvl 10 xaxa she stupid mens im kiss girls every day)))
2019-12-20 09:04
Maybe because u kiss other girls everyday ???
2019-12-20 09:06
Haha!
2019-12-20 09:11
no mens)) she know im gamer)) im game with games and game with girls😎😎👍
2019-12-20 09:17
when can we have an orgy + gaming party mens)))) invite me over, im proffessional D2 mid doors holder that wallbang jumping dummies.
2019-12-20 09:18
omg nice eeee mens but im dont play dust 2 gay map i think((((((((
2019-12-20 10:54
#148
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Canada LARRATT 
exported
2020-01-08 13:59
wtffffff
2020-01-08 19:25
Please someone comment something, I don't wanna bump this thread!
2019-12-20 09:04
#81
rain | 
Lithuania Planum 
Ok
2019-12-20 11:14
#168
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United States America! 
Ok
2020-02-21 18:30
wtf how did you find this thread?
2020-02-21 18:31
#173
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United States America! 
By browsing hltv on my break
2020-02-21 18:35
Who bumped this and how? This isn't even seen in my profile and wtf
2020-02-21 18:36
#177
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United States America! 
lol I just realised this thread was made 2 months ago
2020-02-21 18:38
I was round my friends house and went to use toilet and noticed that there were no paper. I had to use bath and while I was cleaning myself her mom has seen me from outside through the window
2019-12-20 09:08
Hahahhahah XDDDD sorry that i laugh
2019-12-20 09:09
#16
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Sweden flippig 
Hahah lmao
2019-12-20 09:13
#28
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United Kingdom oyyrofl 
Xaxaxax
2019-12-20 09:28
#74
dupreeh | 
Turkey goduf 
what do you mean by outside through the window
2019-12-20 11:04
She was outside and saw me through the window 🤔
2019-12-20 11:12
Why is there a window in the bathroom
2019-12-20 11:43
window in the bathroom?
2019-12-20 11:44
Why not?
2019-12-20 11:46
just peculiar
2019-12-20 11:48
#15
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Sweden flippig 
Friend suicide, breaking up with girlfriend, my grandmother and father dying.
2019-12-20 09:12
Oh no, Im so sorry, Hope you are doing well now men) Merry christmas!
2019-12-20 09:14
#18
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Sweden flippig 
Yeah its cool its been like 2 years since the most recent one, same mens))
2019-12-20 09:15
#69
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Finland Ahvar 
Sounds a lot like my life, but for me my Mom died instead of my dad.
2019-12-20 10:40
#155
friberg | 
Sweden günT 
wow [*]
2020-02-21 13:28
#19
Poland Este 
-Real VP disband ending polish CS being somewhat relevant. -VP losing major final to Astralis after dominating train and then losing somehow.
2019-12-20 09:16
14 7... ct side of train...
2019-12-20 09:32
#21
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Russia Islademuerto 
Navi choking in Columbus
2019-12-20 09:17
F
2019-12-20 11:54
fak
2020-02-21 13:49
#22
Hutler | 
Finland Qurko 
4 of my grandparents dying 4 years in a row... always during christmas, 5 years ago i had 4 grandparents and now 0 :/ and i regret not spending almost any time with them, playing video games instead of going fishing with my grandpa... :(
2019-12-20 09:17
This is nothing comparing to Mufasa death in Lion King
2019-12-20 09:21
+1
2019-12-20 09:29
#26
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Sweden flippig 
Always at christmas times... never fails ;(
2019-12-20 09:22
Im so sorry men((
2019-12-20 09:27
Maybe the time I overdosed on 2C-E. Felt like my heart was going to explode for a few hours, had to contemplate my own death and existence while just trying to continue breathing.
2019-12-20 09:19
Dont do drugs
2019-12-20 09:29
Don’t do drugs yes, do herbs, chemicals and plants.
2019-12-20 09:54
Nice job moron
2020-02-21 18:37
Thanks. I survived and am now stronger because of it. And had a looooot of excellent trips too on that same compound.
2020-02-21 19:39
#30
sergej | 
Poland Noxize 
getting bullied on Minecraft when I was 10
2019-12-20 09:29
Bullied when you are playing the alphast game in the world?
2019-12-20 09:30
#40
sergej | 
Poland Noxize 
I was a YouTuber back then and was playing on minecrsft server dedicated to YouTubers, and there was this one guy flying in creative killing me all the time Got a depression and schizophrenia after this accident 😎😎😎😎😎👍
2019-12-20 09:33
you should listen to Bilie Elisha, very good songs for depressed people(((((
2019-12-20 15:23
#31
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Palestine Xpicyy 
The girl of my dreams/childhood crush rejecting me ((
2019-12-20 09:29
I can tell that almost everybody has felt that
2019-12-20 09:30
Not me
2019-12-20 09:35
Same men((( my grandpa died that same day too
2019-12-20 10:07
F
2019-12-20 15:23
#33
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Germany DokiDoki 
Last µ's concert
2019-12-20 09:29
reported
2019-12-20 09:30
#48
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Germany DokiDoki 
why? i cried for days
2019-12-20 09:35
jk men
2019-12-20 10:01
I started to question purpose of life including thoughts about the death, why we live, we are not special, after 100 years later nobody will remember us etc.. then I got depressed i felt so depressed about 7 months I couldn't sleep much and eat much nothing was making me enjoy the life and time i spend. I have basically disconnected from the flow of the life mentally. Then I immediately wanted to fight it and change my mental condition. I have gone abroad to work, started going to the gym, I ate well slept well. I cured my mind now I'm better than before . I accept that anyone i love and I will die one day so until i die i will enjoy the life I will keep doing fitness eat healthy and always try to stay and think positive about the life.
2019-12-20 09:30
What a story, I'm so happy that you are doing very well now.
2019-12-20 09:33
#44
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
Name checks out
2019-12-20 09:34
+1 Pog!
2019-12-20 09:59
KEKW
2019-12-20 10:54
so the "just stop being sad" worked for you. nice MEN
2019-12-20 11:21
Not like that but i don't think i can explain in a short way . If u have problem and want to talk message me and i can tell what worked for me and what changes i made to feel better.
2019-12-20 15:17
no need to :) my only problems are financially. and women. l don't seem to understand women..
2019-12-20 15:19
just turn gay, mens((( are always better
2019-12-20 15:25
so you got depressed for 7 fucking months just thinking about death? seems autist for me tbh
2020-02-21 13:37
#36
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United Kingdom oyyrofl 
My sisters babyboy passing away((
2019-12-20 09:30
Im so sorry men((
2019-12-20 09:33
#49
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United Kingdom oyyrofl 
Thank men
2019-12-20 09:36
faze choke at boston
2019-12-20 09:33
xD
2019-12-20 09:51
don't laugh that's painful
2019-12-20 11:53
#76
f0rest | 
Russia 1.6 FTW 
Lmao
2019-12-20 11:10
my life is terrible, so i guess i always get some mental pain
2019-12-20 09:34
Im so sorry, I hope you get better soon
2019-12-20 09:58
#46
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Sweden Zeepter 
testicular torsion, no need to explain, felt like i was about to die
2019-12-20 09:34
Worst mental pain as well? I dont wanna feel that
2019-12-20 09:59
That's my phobia when a girl rides me. I m just praying that she want break my boy in two
2019-12-20 10:16
that's why sex is haram mens))
2019-12-20 11:23
one time my head hurted a lot
2019-12-20 09:59
... Reply needs to have actual content
2019-12-20 10:04
#77
dupreeh | 
Turkey goduf 
Bruh
2019-12-20 11:10
The girl, I loved and danced the last school waltz, decided to change me for my best friend and then started dating him and made it all look like it's my fault, not her decision.
2019-12-20 10:15
normal for a woman it is always the fault of others. At least every time when some issue shows up.
2019-12-20 10:42
#62
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Ukraine ReanuKeeves 
When I saw my grandma in a coffin and kissed her forehead for the last goodbye. Was crying like a lil bitch.
2019-12-20 10:23
Im sorry for your loss men(
2019-12-20 13:28
#140
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Ukraine ReanuKeeves 
Thank you mate it's ok now, it was 8 years ago.
2019-12-20 17:21
#64
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Ukraine YaKuryuMnogo 
Each day is fucking painful 😖
2019-12-20 10:26
When my mum, dad and grandpa died, strange feeling in my heart (it became empty)
2019-12-20 10:32
I guess it was all at once. That's harsh, stay strong bro
2019-12-20 11:06
It was when I was 8 then 10 and finally 15. After all I'm not depressed I'm still happy man but those situations made me realize how can I lost sth smn in short period of time and that I should respect what do I have now.
2019-12-20 11:13
It's funny how the worst is not a death in the family or a close friend. The worst is by far my first 2 years of university, I started just after turning 17 and was way too immature to deal with the freedom of suddenly not living at parents anymore. Uni results suffered and my relationship with parents soured really bad. I was on the verge of being thrown out. The constant arguments with parents and especially the feeling after those shouting matches were by far the worst I've endured mentally. I wasn't in a good spot for 2-3 years. Kind of how I became a DatingExpert, was trying to fill the hole in affection with other "holes" nomsayin
2019-12-20 10:33
Im very sorry to hear that! You have experienced a lot of sad things. I hope you and your relationships are doing better nowadays or soon
2019-12-20 13:27
Oh our relationship couldn't be better now. I matured (a little), finished my degree with stellar results and have been working in a very prestigious job in a very well known company since early 2017. All is going great now.
2019-12-20 14:59
Very nice to hear that men))
2019-12-20 16:14
Trying to understand transgender logic.
2019-12-20 10:34
+1
2019-12-20 11:35
a very hard depression. Hard to explain but it felt cold inside, nothing else than cold. I guess the hell is cold not heat. Biggest üain I remember when my Grandpa died. He was in a way my best friend and a very cool dude. Never felt such misery again and I hope it stays this way
2019-12-20 10:37
Im sorry to hear that men( I hope you're doing better nowadays!
2019-12-20 13:24
My mom getting diagnosed with terminal lung cancer was an abysmal feeling. She recovered tho mens!!!)
2019-12-20 11:00
#78
f0rest | 
Russia 1.6 FTW 
Happy 4 u mens)
2019-12-20 11:12
ty <3)
2019-12-20 11:32
hope she's doing well mens))
2019-12-20 11:24
Yes she is, she started working again some months ago :)
2019-12-20 11:37
mens)))
2019-12-20 13:23
great mens
2019-12-20 19:47
#157
friberg | 
Sweden günT 
yeah same for me. i was 16 and studying for a math test when my parents told me my mom had cancer. was so surreal i can't even begin to describe it. going to school the next day trying to act normal, things like laughing with your friends and taking a test suddenly seemed so abstract. just hearing your mom has cancer is so gut wrenching and heart aching i can't even imagine what it's like actually losing her
2020-02-21 13:38
True, worst part is all that thinking. Why does that happen to her/me/us etc.
2020-02-21 18:26
well worst mental pain was definitly while trying to argue with this crazy woman who did not use logic. worst heart broke was probably when l was boy and had crush. then got drunk and fucked up. :/
2019-12-20 11:25
#87
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Belgium HLTVnewfag 
Highschool.
2019-12-20 11:26
whenever i watch a liquid vs astralis match
2019-12-20 11:36
#92
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Russia sasha1608 
I have mental pain now, because I am still virgin in my 17 years while lots of friends lost it already.
2019-12-20 11:38
it doesnt matter if you have lost it or not its not that big of a thing first time is always overrated
2019-12-20 12:41
It's ok
2019-12-20 13:22
#120
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Russia sasha1608 
the problem is that all my friends are boys. I have certain lack of communication with females
2019-12-20 14:04
just sex her ;)
2019-12-20 14:42
#126
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Russia sasha1608 
you mean rape? Omfg
2019-12-20 14:49
That's normal, I'm 17 and most friends are still virgin
2019-12-20 13:48
#121
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Russia sasha1608 
the problem is that all my friends are boys. I have certain lack of communication with females..
2019-12-20 14:04
#93
oskar | 
Czech Republic skokan 
unrequited love, death of my grandma and then grandpa one year later even though I really loved my grandparents, the pain from love lasted much longer, I could accept death much faster, accepting the rejection lasted forever
2019-12-20 11:41
Im so sorry men((
2019-12-20 13:21
boston major final
2019-12-20 11:48
That was hurt
2019-12-20 14:47
When i realize i got addictive to hltv
2019-12-20 11:52
But that's good?
2019-12-20 13:21
Yes
2019-12-20 13:47
2016 i was working and overheard that Lebron james won the NBA finals amd Cavaliers is the new champ. I was waiting to whole day to watch the game 7 and some random news cunt break the news. And the worts part is that never ever Finnish radio havent told any Nba news. Not before and not after.
2019-12-20 11:59
#119
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Poland Hanse 
Unmutual love, once I realised how of a mess my love life is I took myself day off and cried whole day in my crib loading myself with drugs
2019-12-20 13:54
Retearing my ACL
2019-12-20 14:28
ouch, take care man
2019-12-20 14:30
#129
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Kyrgyzstan Carllos254 
my dog died
2019-12-20 15:03
+1
2019-12-20 15:24
When I got HLTV ban
2019-12-20 17:21
I am 17yo and when i was born, there was a disaster that makes my speech less understandable. In my whole life, when i go somewhere new, (going new schools or meeting new friends) i realize that people do not understand me exactly. I do not have anything to do until my 18th year of life. People usually don't joke with me about this topic but once i was 13 years old, a boy from other class made fun with me and i felt like i am the weakest guy in the world. While i play CS, some toxic players use it and i feel bad due to this. The good thing is when i read Quran, my sound looks way better than i speak any language. I don't try to make a propaganda but just to show how can a thing be the worst and the best thing for someone at the same time
2019-12-20 17:40
I feel you mens
2020-01-08 13:37
Dumping my gf felt the worst
2019-12-20 17:36
When i deranked to SMFC and Faceit Level 9
2020-01-08 13:45
ITS A NEW DECADE NOW PIMPIMS, TIME TO TURN IT AROUND OR DIE TRYING.
2020-01-08 13:55
I was doing my militarny service i missed my friend So much that i decided to visit her as soon as i had chance. After 1.5 Month without seeing any friendly face i ignored all invitations i had and party with my militarny buddys Just to See her face. Travveled about 450km (one way) and when i arrived she ditched me without saying anything later on it turned out that she went for a meeting with her ex. Didnt even apoligise
2020-02-20 09:43
imagine going to military lmao, no girl wants to be together with someone that stupid
2020-02-21 13:37
If u wanna tilt me try harder.
2020-02-21 14:46
#156
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Finland LARSONi 
Dog fell into lava (minecraft)
2020-02-21 13:31
When ENCE kicked Aleksib and became shit
2020-02-21 13:38
when self loathing reached the maximum
2020-02-21 13:40
#162
friberg | 
Sweden günT 
learning my mom had cancer definitely. luckily she survived tho close second the first and only time i've seen my father cry. my grandfather had passed away a few hours earlier and seeing my dad sobbing over the dinner table was so surreal. it's true what they say, when you're growing up you're thinking of your dad as this superhero, able to face anything thrown at him. you know my father and grandfather were the two strongest people i've ever known, i just thought they would soldier on forever. one dying and one breaking down to this vulnerable and weak mess was by far the most important life lesson i've ever been taught. my heart literally ached for him
2020-02-21 13:49
#163
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Sweden DeeColon 
Has to be when my dad was arrested for child rape
2020-02-21 13:47
#170
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United States America! 
...what
2020-02-21 18:32
LMAO
2020-02-21 18:34
Bruh
2020-02-21 18:39
Bruh
2020-02-21 18:39
Gz! You just broke HLTV
2020-02-21 18:40
#185
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Sweden DeeColon 
It sure is an accomplishment
2020-02-22 00:18
#184
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Sweden DeeColon 
Yes, true, not going into too much detail, but he got arrested, awaited trial, and was released after almost 2 months due to "lack of evidence"
2020-02-22 00:00
When i was refused and got cought for stealing
2020-02-21 14:51
#172
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United States America! 
When my friend started smoking weed it fucked him up as a person and now hes just an asshole
2020-02-21 18:34
Idk how to explain it but that feeling of being already dead and everything being "fake", merely projections of your own memories
2020-02-21 18:40
When I shot my best friend cuz he married my sister
2020-02-21 19:41
#186
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United States Nohj 
I guess when my mom died
2020-02-22 00:20
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