Gf cheated on me with my best friend
When my father left my mother for some golddigger plastic bitch
mens when girl friend broked up with me, she said i only play video games (lies) i barely play games didnt even try hard to get lvl 10 xaxa she stupid mens im kiss girls every day)))
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I was round my friends house and went to use toilet and noticed that there were no paper. I had to use bath and while I was cleaning myself her mom has seen me from outside through the window
Friend suicide, breaking up with girlfriend, my grandmother and father dying.
-Real VP disband ending polish CS being somewhat relevant.
-VP losing major final to Astralis after dominating train and then losing somehow.
4 of my grandparents dying 4 years in a row... always during christmas, 5 years ago i had 4 grandparents and now 0 :/ and i regret not spending almost any time with them, playing video games instead of going fishing with my grandpa... :(
Maybe the time I overdosed on 2C-E. Felt like my heart was going to explode for a few hours, had to contemplate my own death and existence while just trying to continue breathing.
getting bullied on Minecraft when I was 10
The girl of my dreams/childhood crush rejecting me ((
I started to question purpose of life including thoughts about the death, why we live, we are not special, after 100 years later nobody will remember us etc.. then I got depressed i felt so depressed about 7 months I couldn't sleep much and eat much nothing was making me enjoy the life and time i spend. I have basically disconnected from the flow of the life mentally. Then I immediately wanted to fight it and change my mental condition. I have gone abroad to work, started going to the gym, I ate well slept well. I cured my mind now I'm better than before . I accept that anyone i love and I will die one day so until i die i will enjoy the life I will keep doing fitness eat healthy and always try to stay and think positive about the life.
My sisters babyboy passing away((
my life is terrible, so i guess i always get some mental pain
testicular torsion, no need to explain, felt like i was about to die
one time my head hurted a lot
The girl, I loved and danced the last school waltz, decided to change me for my best friend and then started dating him and made it all look like it's my fault, not her decision.
When I saw my grandma in a coffin and kissed her forehead for the last goodbye. Was crying like a lil bitch.
Each day is fucking painful 😖
When my mum, dad and grandpa died, strange feeling in my heart (it became empty)
It's funny how the worst is not a death in the family or a close friend.
The worst is by far my first 2 years of university, I started just after turning 17 and was way too immature to deal with the freedom of suddenly not living at parents anymore.
Uni results suffered and my relationship with parents soured really bad. I was on the verge of being thrown out. The constant arguments with parents and especially the feeling after those shouting matches were by far the worst I've endured mentally. I wasn't in a good spot for 2-3 years. Kind of how I became a DatingExpert, was trying to fill the hole in affection with other "holes" nomsayin
Trying to understand transgender logic.
a very hard depression. Hard to explain but it felt cold inside, nothing else than cold. I guess the hell is cold not heat.
Biggest üain I remember when my Grandpa died. He was in a way my best friend and a very cool dude. Never felt such misery again and I hope it stays this way
My mom getting diagnosed with terminal lung cancer was an abysmal feeling.
She recovered tho mens!!!)
well worst mental pain was definitly while trying to argue with this crazy woman who did not use logic.
worst heart broke was probably when l was boy and had crush. then got drunk and fucked up. :/
whenever i watch a liquid vs astralis match
I have mental pain now, because I am still virgin in my 17 years while lots of friends lost it already.
unrequited love, death of my grandma and then grandpa one year later
even though I really loved my grandparents, the pain from love lasted much longer,
I could accept death much faster, accepting the rejection lasted forever
When i realize i got addictive to hltv
2016 i was working and overheard that Lebron james won the NBA finals amd Cavaliers is the new champ. I was waiting to whole day to watch the game 7 and some random news cunt break the news. And the worts part is that never ever Finnish radio havent told any Nba news. Not before and not after.
Unmutual love, once I realised how of a mess my love life is I took myself day off and cried whole day in my crib loading myself with drugs
I am 17yo and when i was born, there was a disaster that makes my speech less understandable. In my whole life, when i go somewhere new, (going new schools or meeting new friends) i realize that people do not understand me exactly. I do not have anything to do until my 18th year of life. People usually don't joke with me about this topic but once i was 13 years old, a boy from other class made fun with me and i felt like i am the weakest guy in the world. While i play CS, some toxic players use it and i feel bad due to this. The good thing is when i read Quran, my sound looks way better than i speak any language. I don't try to make a propaganda but just to show how can a thing be the worst and the best thing for someone at the same time
Dumping my gf felt the worst
When i deranked to SMFC and Faceit Level 9
ITS A NEW DECADE NOW PIMPIMS, TIME TO TURN IT AROUND OR DIE TRYING.
I was doing my militarny service i missed my friend So much that i decided to visit her as soon as i had chance. After 1.5 Month without seeing any friendly face i ignored all invitations i had and party with my militarny buddys Just to See her face. Travveled about 450km (one way) and when i arrived she ditched me without saying anything later on it turned out that she went for a meeting with her ex. Didnt even apoligise
Dog fell into lava (minecraft)
When ENCE kicked Aleksib and became shit
when self loathing reached the maximum
learning my mom had cancer definitely. luckily she survived tho
close second the first and only time i've seen my father cry. my grandfather had passed away a few hours earlier and seeing my dad sobbing over the dinner table was so surreal. it's true what they say, when you're growing up you're thinking of your dad as this superhero, able to face anything thrown at him. you know my father and grandfather were the two strongest people i've ever known, i just thought they would soldier on forever. one dying and one breaking down to this vulnerable and weak mess was by far the most important life lesson i've ever been taught. my heart literally ached for him
Has to be when my dad was arrested for child rape
When i was refused and got cought for stealing
When my friend started smoking weed it fucked him up as a person and now hes just an asshole
Idk how to explain it but that feeling of being already dead and everything being "fake", merely projections of your own memories
When I shot my best friend cuz he married my sister