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Russia iDeserveMore 
I don’t have any friends at all and I don’t have a job currently I just sit at home most of the time and either watch Netflix or play at PC Even tho I’d like to change something and maybe go out, I don’t have the people to go with and I’m a very shy quiet insecure person and overall I’m not good at communicating with people iRL
2020-01-26 10:05
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go to club and just experience ez, im shy af but i found ways to start convos with ppl throught many previous fails and shyness
2020-01-26 10:06
Canada Confirms First Case of Coronavirus Infection
2020-01-26 10:07
I'd love to move to Canada tbh
2020-01-26 12:25
RUSSIA 1ST WORLDER COUNTRY PUTIN EZ ERDOGAN EZ
2020-01-26 13:39
Canada is very nice man
2020-01-26 14:18
#5
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Russia MURUTA 
it's very useful to communicate with club whores xD
2020-01-26 10:09
was talking about some ppl b4 22nd hour but yea xd but meant to start convo, if u cant go on in convo then hes fucked
2020-01-26 10:11
#70
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Russia MURUTA 
What's "convo" means bro?
2020-01-26 12:43
Conversation
2020-01-26 12:45
#75
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Russia MURUTA 
and what about u talking in clubs?)) only about sex and drugs, good "experience"
2020-01-26 12:49
"before 22nd hour"
2020-01-26 13:01
#91
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Russia MURUTA 
most night clubs is working after 21-22 hours xD
2020-01-26 13:12
#17
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Korea xtkjdtr01 
>club whores Are 12 or smthng
2020-01-26 10:28
>club >normal people
2020-01-26 11:46
#52
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
once you will taste real life EUflaggot 👌😎
2020-01-26 12:13
#59
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Korea xtkjdtr01 
+1
2020-01-26 12:19
#68
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Russia MURUTA 
club shits things xD what u know about real life script fucked up club whores?)
2020-01-26 12:41
if this is "real life", no thanks then
2020-01-26 13:02
#84
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
tbh I just realised you think clubs are the places for fugly, fat british girls dancing to despacito and never been even near a rave 👌😎
2020-01-26 13:03
I checked and it seems even worse
2020-01-26 13:09
#92
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
because you never tasted real life before 👌😒
2020-01-26 13:13
#93
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Russia MURUTA 
are u about this raves where school kids eats dirty pills and nbomes and dancing to "psytrance"?)))
2020-01-26 13:17
#94
COCAINE | 
Mongolia bozgor 
no Im talking about chewing on plants while listening to goa men)))) or dirty pills and techno 👌😳
2020-01-26 13:21
#69
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Russia MURUTA 
22* my ghetto block>any shitty club
2020-01-26 12:39
club is where the 20iq meatheads go
2020-01-26 10:23
thats why u should try to beat ur shyness there
2020-01-26 10:26
#71
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Russia MURUTA 
computer clubs are good, playing with friends in VIP's like microbootcamp xD rly funny shit
2020-01-26 12:44
yea that sounds fun, but the typical clubs where you listen to EDM music and get wasted = trash
2020-01-26 13:09
#2
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Germany MackyGee 
Vom nix kommt nix
2020-01-26 10:06
#3
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Russia MURUTA 
go for a walk if u are from SPb
2020-01-26 10:07
nah men I'm from a Siberian city
2020-01-26 12:13
#129
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North America AlanSmith 
name?
2020-01-26 16:27
dont wanna reveal it
2020-01-27 11:03
#156
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North America AlanSmith 
ne boysya
2020-01-27 13:44
#6
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Germany AYEONV 
read the umineko visual novel or watch gintama
2020-01-26 10:11
#8
Happy | 
Russia Jovik! 
We can be online friends, I like talking and that is something.
2020-01-26 10:11
#19
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Germany Jixxahh_CS 
leave that kid alone you pedo
2020-01-26 10:30
#20
Happy | 
Russia Jovik! 
No, you are a pedo and reported.
2020-01-26 10:31
Have a seat, right here
2020-01-26 10:39
#24
Happy | 
Russia Jovik! 
He's a pedo, you can't read?
2020-01-26 10:40
Have a seat, Jovik
2020-01-26 10:40
#27
Happy | 
Russia Jovik! 
Too late, I'll come back for you, you're done.
2020-01-26 10:40
Have a seat
2020-01-26 10:41
#114
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Thanks I hope you kept it warm!
2020-01-26 14:27
#85
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Ethiopia sexiestuser 
didnt you get drafted and quit hltv?
2020-01-26 13:03
#86
Happy | 
Russia Jovik! 
No, you're crazy.
2020-01-26 13:04
Do you watch anime?
2020-01-26 10:13
no.
2020-01-26 12:12
Whatever, watch "Welcome to the NHK", after that you will either want to kys or finally change your life. :D Or read the novel: rutracker.org/forum/viewtopic.php?t=4354..
2020-01-26 13:07
#119
dephh | 
United Kingdom Leechy 
BIG +1. Great show that definitely put some alarm bells in my head about my life.
2020-01-26 14:35
dead inside
2020-01-26 10:14
Try to get a job, you'll have something to do and earn money at the same time
2020-01-26 10:20
Not possible to get a job that pays well here and working 8 hours per day for like 300$ a month is basically slavery and i dont wanna do that anymore
2020-01-26 12:14
#76
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
what you do? you study? or just jobless? find job men
2020-01-26 12:53
i've had a job but im tired of this shit working for miserable money. i'm studying remotely
2020-01-26 12:56
#79
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
what u mean with remotely. if u want better job, go study and make friends there
2020-01-26 12:57
Studying remotely, working remotely, ordering shit online instead of go to shop and interact with people. No wonder many people are anti-social nowadays, lol.
2020-01-26 13:11
#98
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Romania Anonym20 
you can't change that just by saying: don't be shy anymore lul, it's like i'm saying to a depressed guy: just don't be sad 4Head. It doesn't work like that
2020-01-26 13:33
Replied to wrong comment.
2020-01-26 13:35
yeah +1 exactly
2020-01-26 13:37
you can go to the gym and from there you can make friends.Go and enlist in the army-secure money plus you can make friends too.
2020-01-26 10:23
#113
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Self cucking is bad
2020-01-26 14:26
its better than some random slave job
2020-01-26 15:00
#121
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Both equally bad
2020-01-26 15:06
but he have to eat and survive in Russia-what do you think he can do to earn money in this place?
2020-01-26 15:09
#123
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Suck d*ck
2020-01-26 15:46
The world doesn’t owe u shit. Go out and get it if you want it. /close
2020-01-26 10:22
#77
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
u sound like insecure cuck tryna act alpha
2020-01-26 12:53
#104
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Netherlands Removed 
Where's the lie though
2020-01-26 13:37
#108
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
maybe world doesnt own u shit, but u can be kind to people
2020-01-26 13:56
#109
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Netherlands Removed 
It's kinder to say the truth than to mask it
2020-01-26 14:06
? He didn't say anything against that.
2020-01-26 14:35
This guy is dumb af
2020-01-26 21:51
Nt retard.
2020-01-26 14:32
#117
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Nt means ?
2020-01-26 14:32
... are you for real?
2020-01-26 16:29
#133
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Ofc not
2020-01-26 20:15
#131
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
it means 'nice try' :)
2020-01-26 19:40
#134
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Thanks for your infinite wisdom
2020-01-26 20:16
#132
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
calling people the r-word, being rude for no reason. You are insecure and try to act tough to cover it up.
2020-01-26 19:41
Lmao, you are pathetic
2020-01-26 20:32
#136
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
care to explain why?
2020-01-26 20:49
Because you are projecting your own insecurities on others, in this case, me, mr. Freud for the poor. You are a True Beta
2020-01-26 21:50
#142
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
LOL. You are rude and call me pathetic, true beta, and r-word. Expected from rightist.
2020-01-26 21:54
You started with cuck totally uncalled for, when I didn’t even say anything about being rude or being kind. Did you forget to take your benzos? Holy shit are you dumb LOL
2020-01-26 22:00
#147
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
take benzos?? yea let me just take richest man alive u say word doesnt own u shit (true), go out and get it (rude, u should help him out) and say /closed (cocky)
2020-01-26 22:07
Your English is garbage, you barely understand what I’m trying to say, you assume wrong and you don’t know what benzodiazepines are. Dude are you like 12? Gtfo you little brat
2020-01-26 22:09
#149
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
again you curse me out im done with cocky german users
2020-01-26 22:10
What do you expect? You are a braindead and rude idiot. You want me to congratulate you for being a retarde asshole? Get a grip you fool
2020-01-26 22:12
#151
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
retarded* Who has bad english now mf
2020-01-26 22:13
Autocorrected by my phone. You on the other hand: pasha London school survivor
2020-01-26 22:14
#154
ZywOo | 
Europe vacban 
Survivor means i passed so i got better english than u b****tch
2020-01-26 23:41
if only you made friends in your school
2020-01-26 10:27
#112
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
I did but I don't have friends now (who I see more often than every 3 months) so I don't see how they're interrelated
2020-01-26 14:25
Damn your thread history is depressing
2020-01-26 10:29
#50
f0rest | 
Russia 1.6 FTW 
Ye lol
2020-01-26 12:07
#21
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Poland Adisky 
Find a job
2020-01-26 10:35
#22
Golden | 
Serbia d1ckson 
Drugs and alcohol can be an answer, but it's not for everyone. But you can surely find a friend or 2 to go out with, I managed and I was probably more antisocial than you. I started going to house parties, 17th and 18th birthdays, got into drinking, then into weed. Fucked up my health, I'm sick right now, but I never looked back on my shit lonely life I had. And, I still play 24h of cs per 2 weeks. Also, stop Netflix, the things there take up too much time and skew your view on reality. Gl bro, dm me if you need any help.
2020-01-26 10:37
#26
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Czech Republic VetriX_ 
just find friends lol
2020-01-26 10:40
#29
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Australia 9780593086148 
same lol but at least im not 3rd worlder, wanna hang out?
2020-01-26 10:44
#30
720 | 
Germany felixlulz 
"very shy quiet insecure person and overall I’m not good at communicating with people iRL" so my mind is full of anxiety and insecruties and i think exactly like you. recently i started to ask people i meet what they think about me and give me honest answers, and all said so far i was nice to talk with and so on and they seemed genuine. so lesson from this a lot of this shit is just in our mind. iam clinical depressed and getting help end of february. i been living similar like you and even though i somehow had financial success i felt absolute worthless, so at one point i kinda gave up on life cause i felt nothing will make me happy and lost a tons of money cause all my ambitions were cleared. my suggestion is dont do same mistake like me and destroy everything you have and reach out to parents/therapists. also you can tell your local doc your symptomes/toughts and ask for this en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Opipramol they help very good with anxiety but they eventually make you super tired, i started to sleep 14-15 hours per day and still feel tired all the time iam awake. it feels really unnatural and i dont like it. before i was sleeping 4-5 hours on avg and be tired but at least that felt real. anyways good luck to you my man, not too late for you to fix your problems :)
2020-01-26 10:46
"kinda" xD
2020-01-26 10:47
dead inside 13 y.o.
2020-01-26 11:08
#33
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Korea XigNw0w 
Are there any hobbies you are interested in? Do you actively search for a job? Are you planning to study more?
2020-01-26 11:32
#35
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Finland ozturk93_ 
no
2020-01-26 11:37
#36
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Korea XigNw0w 
I only talk to real Turks.
2020-01-26 11:38
#37
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Finland ozturk93_ 
im half finland half turkey u noob weeb that makes me real turk
2020-01-26 11:39
#38
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Korea XigNw0w 
Do you live in Turkey?
2020-01-26 11:41
#40
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Finland ozturk93_ 
no
2020-01-26 11:43
#41
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Korea XigNw0w 
Then you aren't a real one. Discussion over.
2020-01-26 11:44
#42
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Finland ozturk93_ 
am i real finnish then
2020-01-26 11:45
#44
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Korea XigNw0w 
No.
2020-01-26 11:46
#46
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Finland ozturk93_ 
nt
2020-01-26 11:47
I really struggle with finding a passion. I'd like to find a job THAT PAYS WELL but it seems impossible for me in our country and in the city I live in. I'm studying remotely atm.
2020-01-26 12:18
just find a new hobby? mostly friends will follow if u do something for a long period of time. all my best friends i met from my football team.
2020-01-26 11:33
Everyone says "just find a new hobby" but i cant even think of anything
2020-01-26 12:19
#95
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United Kingdom suge 
Why not try a sport or something? Climbing, gym, badminton, anything.. easy to make mates when you have a mutual interest!
2020-01-26 13:23
i used to go to the gym but i barely interacted with people there
2020-01-26 13:30
#97
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United Kingdom suge 
I think a proper 'sport' is probably better in terms of socialising. A lot of people go to gym as a means to an end rather than cos they enjoy it, if you get me. Try a team sport maybe?
2020-01-26 13:31
nah that's not really my thing. When I was a kid I used to do swimming and big tennis but i didn't really like it
2020-01-26 13:35
#102
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United Kingdom suge 
Yeah but unfortunately it's very easy to complain about your situation but then do nothing when given good, healthy solutions to it. Do nothing, situation won't change
2020-01-26 13:36
name checks out. men try playing some guitar, that attracts everyone.
2020-01-26 11:41
Start to study or find any hobby. Friends its for losers :D
2020-01-26 11:47
Go out and talk to people, its okay.
2020-01-26 11:50
I dont know what to talk about and i always struggle with making a conversation or keeping it going
2020-01-26 12:24
Just move on to the next person, those struggles go away with experience, and you can only get experience by talking, so yeah :)
2020-01-26 12:27
it's just experience dude. Although I know a few people who are just awful (they constantly talk about themselves loudly and make everything about themselves lol) you don't have to "know what to talk about", just start off with how they're doing, and how you are doing, you can twist your answer to include something thats been happening. Nobody goes in a conversation thinking of everything they will talk about, trust me :)
2020-01-26 12:47
Its ok buddy wanna ride my 🚗 🚗
2020-01-26 11:56
#111
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United Kingdom Megamo10 
Wanna ride my 🕊?
2020-01-26 14:23
#49
Dima | 
Russia ty1ercs 
uninstall all games and that's it. It would be boring for you to install them again, that's why you gonna go IRL
2020-01-26 11:59
Nice meme.
2020-01-26 13:01
#54
BnTeT | 
Indonesia lukerey 
Try to kill someone. You will get a lot of attention.
2020-01-26 12:14
#56
NEO | 
Norway Skuolfi 
Funny, that sounds like my dream life.
2020-01-26 12:16
#60
Czech Republic Wer_ 
How old are you?
2020-01-26 12:22
#62
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Denmark Howlite 
get a job. atleast try. spend time on that instead of watching netflex. If you dont have a job of course you are bored. a big part of meaning in life is your job.
2020-01-26 12:25
#64
Europe Soec 
Going out and shit practicing something is the easy way. For me, everytime I move to another place I initially start doing language exchange. With the excuse of practicing another language you make friends. If that doesn't work in the end, at least you'll learn something :) And don't worry about not matching with most people, it's totally normal. You just need a couple friends to start having plans at get out of your 'blocking' situtation. And remember that doing the same bring the same result so change whatever in your life, that will bring changes.
2020-01-26 12:26
When i dont have friends to go outside with ill just go to the gym alone or go take a walk men
2020-01-26 12:26
#67
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Australia Slippin_Jimmy 
I was in the same situation as you when i was 17 i was shy, then i turned 18 and decided to go out to a bar with some friends from middle school, met few other cool people there then kept going on some meetings, now im 19 and i have shit tons of friends and im constantly invited so parties and i meet new people. It basically changed my life sure it might be unhealthy but once per week or two doesnt really do that much to you (the alcohol i mean). U must have some friends from school or smh, if not then u could go with your brother or maybe even your father to a bar its always fun experience.
2020-01-26 12:31
#74
flusha | 
Finland ))) 
The only thing hltv can help you with is antisocialnes and shyness cuz everyone here can relate. You've come to the right place for this one.
2020-01-26 12:48
I feel sarcasm. ;-)
2020-01-26 12:59
#125
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Bulgaria kr9ptonn 
he's right tho
2020-01-26 16:05
I know, lol. I'm not saying he's wrong.
2020-01-26 16:21
#99
f0rest | 
Russia 1.6 FTW 
Men i can help u. There is a 2 tips that can help u with ur life. 1st u need to touch some cats. No not pussies, just animals, cats. 2nd im sorry i cant help u u r bed and laser
2020-01-26 13:34
same, men
2020-01-26 13:37
get a job man
2020-01-26 13:39
my life be like ooooooooooooh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah oooooooooooooooh aaaaaaaaaaaaaah oooooooooooooooooh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
2020-01-26 14:28
Have a goal in something big or small goals doesn't really matter for example my goal is to one day be a citizen in a first world country
2020-01-26 16:04
I’m pretty much in the same situation
2020-01-26 16:23
#128
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Spain 19yo_doomer 
read dostoyevski, you will end killing somebody
2020-01-26 16:26
#157
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Austria geschlittert 
Or tolstoi, to die from boredom
2020-01-27 13:53
#158
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Spain 19yo_doomer 
I never read tolstoi, but dosto its funny
2020-01-27 17:08
#159
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Austria geschlittert 
I also loved his books, which ones have you read?
2020-01-27 19:59
#160
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Spain 19yo_doomer 
crime and punishment I DIDNT FINISHHHHH but its prety emocionant
2020-01-27 20:53
#162
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Austria geschlittert 
You should finish it and also read "the demons"
2020-01-27 20:59
#163
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Spain 19yo_doomer 
Ok thanksss matee
2020-01-27 21:04
#164
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Austria geschlittert 
If you ever want a suggestions for a book or can suggest a good one, pm me :)
2020-01-27 21:06
Enlist in volunteeing activities like talking to elderly people, giving food, clothes etc. There's a lot of young people there and you'll make a lot of friends easily. You can also do a team sport in a club like football. People there are young and want to party and go out. You can work with childs during the summer too like boyscouts. A lot of young people your age do that -> friends. Go to the university and take classes by night if you cant do it during the day. Students like to socialize. Drink, go to a club alone, dance, talk to people. Tell them you are shy and dont have a lot of friends. Good people will let you in in their group and you can hang out afterwards. Get in touch with close old friends and explain your situation. If they are good humans they'll make their possible to get you out. Install the MeetUp app. Search for something you like or just join a group in your city. Go take pictues with them, go to a bar. Enjoy. Use your brain. There's countless possibilities to make friends. And the most important thing : be honest with people. Tell them you're shy, don't have a lot of friends. Don't try to be the guy that wants to fake it cause you'll be awkward and it'll repulse people. Hope I could help.
2020-01-26 20:57
How old r u?
2020-01-26 21:52
You have to make friends while you are studying, it's the easiest way I feel sorry for u :c I'd also say to go to parties and bars, join Facebook groups or Discord servers and just talk-talk-talk, eventually you are going to make friends
2020-01-26 21:54
#144
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United Arab Emirates knowledgeAAA 
youtube.com/watch?v=FNGKjjefPd0 best csgo smokes u can learn in this channel, tier 1 stuff this is my channel youtube.com/channel/UCXP8ehZn5rvuIQnQesb..
2020-01-26 21:56
#145
Chem1 | 
Spain mokerz 
thats because you want dude
2020-01-26 21:59
#153
Monkey | 
Poland $o$ 
Go play csgo
2020-01-26 22:14
u need adventure love drugs rock'n roll
2020-01-27 20:55
Go to the gym Get some muscles ez life ez money 💪😎👌🤙
2020-01-27 21:07
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