You are not so important. Stop worship your feelings. Nobody cares your acne, they have their own shit to go thru.
Think about this way, you got 2 parents, 4 grandparents, 8 grandparents parents, 16 grandparent grandparents. And one generation is 25years, that makes 100yo, can u name even one of them? i doubt so. And you are their offspring.
My point is stop your feelings limit your life, stop your thoughts limit your life. You are not your thoughts and worshiping your feelings only keeps you progressing on your life. And for what? Nobody cares. You are living for yourself! not for them.