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Saddest Moments in Your Life?
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
Just asking to see what other HLTV users have experience and went through For me, clips.twitch.tv/FineStupidGazelleDendiFa.. The reason is because for countless years, I spent day and night, sometimes restless hours and no food, just watching this man stream. It could be anything, from him playing counter strike, to important discussions about philosophy, history, or just life in general, he would never disappoint, always provide more than anyone could ever expect. He made an impressionable mark on everyone who met him. He was always a controversial figure, but for the better. Many did not understand being in his position, living in a war torn country, with nothing but his pc and counter strike. He instead took a would be depressing life of misery into one that revolved around entertaining many from all over the world. Truly a great gift given to by God himself. This said, for him to one day revive a call to have to move across the country for a new job opportunity was a shock and devastating moment for many, including myself. I had spent years, building new bridges that I hoped would lead me to eternal happiness, which for the time worked brilliantly. So for those to be unfinished, it was just as bad as it had collapsed. I became depressed, suicidal even. "How can this happen?" I would ask myself this question many times, and yet to no answer. Maybe this was a test by God? All a trial for the greatness was to become. But no I thought, too cruel. Would never let this happen. Maybe another hidden force in the darkness told him. Perhaps he was feeling the affects of happiness, it becoming harder to fulfill. I've never ever felt this way in my life. I considered myself to be extremely lucky that I didn't have anything major happen, but then I realized it was not a gift, but a curse. The affects of such a catastrophic event in my life hit me harder than anything could ever have. The only thing that remained now was my acceptance of what life really is, a test to make you the greatest of all time. I accepted the fate of my old life, and I knew as he moved on, we had to as well. As he said, "Its time to move on with our lives, or risk repeating the future of a dark and evil time." Powerful words for such a powerful and influence man. And that's what I did, what all of us did. All the fans who watched him for countless hours. It was all worth it. The pleasure we felt from this alpha of a man. But we all had this unwavering relationship of something nobody could disrupt. We have built one of the soul. Outside it is called a "gang," but we knew greater things. We knew we would last for 1000 years, and if we shall end up in hell, we will still stand, until we conquer hell itself. We had made a pact of blood than none of us could back out from, that would last for eternity. Not like any of us would give up immersive power, brotherhood, and peace for anything else. Its funny though, we all thought it was a sad moment, a moment where we all felt isolated and alone after his departure. But in reality, it was the complete opposite. That alone we are all divided, but spiritually, together. We all watched and started watching the stream to find happiness, and when he stopped, the artificial happiness stopped, but eternally, spiritually, we live on. We are all fulfilled in the soul, which lives forever. This ties into another reason why at first, we all felt sadness. He had taught us so many lessons. From the truth about the global order to the big nose small hatters who wanted us to be exterminated, and many, many more. But the final lesson was silent. It is what we had all been building for all the time we had joined the stream. The connections we made. The bridge was complete, it was only not for us. It was for our afterlife. None of this time was for waste. Just as he once said, "Make the most of your life." Such an underrated quote that everyone overlooks as "corny" but the meaning is so fucking powerful. All of these memories man, its breaking me. Is this sadness or just nostalgia? Its such a great part of my life that I don't know if i'm crying because its gone, or smiling because it happened. Maybe both ;) THANK YOU B**O FOR ALL THAT YOU GAVE AND WILL CONTINUE BRINGING TO OTHERS. OUR THANKS WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH. YOUR SPIRIT LIVES THROUGH US!! youtube.com/watch?v=QTBbOv01KU8
2020-03-28 08:32
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because they pizza become mainstream bullshit, turks celebrate their kebabs becasue there is their only product known.Italy is only known from pizza and they treating clients like a cattle.Massive production 0 heart disgstuing italians dirty hands
2020-03-28 08:33
Seems like New meme has been born
2020-03-28 08:35
who
2020-03-28 08:34
what is that square on his crosshaire
2020-03-28 08:36
#7
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Brazil Night0k0k 
Eye tracker
2020-03-28 08:42
aimlock indicator
2020-04-16 14:59
#5
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Brazil Night0k0k 
i aint reading that
2020-03-28 08:36
#6
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
You should. Its a very powerful message
2020-03-28 08:40
tldr
2020-03-28 08:54
Saddest moment for me probably when i realised i wasn't happy with what i was studying in college and would be miserable if i continued. Well it's n2 actually, n1 is when hunden got kicked smh
2020-03-28 08:57
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Russia Jovik! 
Was he serious with that announcement, or did he really think someone care for him... My saddest moment was when I lost my first love.
2020-03-28 09:01
#11
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
Yeah serious. Hasn't streamed since
2020-03-28 09:45
this guy x))
2020-03-28 10:03
#14
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
L E G E N D
2020-03-28 10:41
I totaly feel your pain, though one must ask himself how it must have been for him to leave his passion and let the community he built left with nothing more than a couple of videos and possible stream VODs...
2020-03-28 10:28
the moment when my best friend leaves me for a bullshit reason. he was my best friend no matter what. and when i just tried to make peace with him, he just ignored me. now i dont have a friend and cannot go outside because i dont have a friend. :(
2020-03-28 10:55
Ok
2020-03-28 10:55
#18
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Malaysia Amerika! 
-1
2020-03-28 10:59
wtf
2020-03-28 11:28
#31
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Peru TheJuan 
-1
2020-03-28 17:29
NT
2020-03-28 10:59
#19
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
youtube.com/watch?v=a7Fo3ci_OGA nothing more hurt than this moment
2020-03-28 11:07
#21
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Europe skrekc 
EZ4TESTO$AMI
2020-03-28 12:31
#22
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
who
2020-03-28 12:33
Easy for testosterone samuel
2020-03-28 13:00
#24
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
xseven noob
2020-03-28 13:10
ok
2020-03-28 13:29
#27
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
Reply needs to have actual content
2020-03-28 14:02
#25
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
xseven noob
2020-03-28 13:11
#32
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
Respect finland wtf???
2020-03-30 02:10
#35
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
How can i respect team that doing stupid reshuffles?
2020-03-30 13:12
#28
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
So sad
2020-03-28 15:03
Very good nickname Alga AdreN!
2020-03-28 16:33
#30
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Russia thatwhodeadd 
Ty mens! Alga AdreN!
2020-03-28 17:28
#33
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Ukraine sodaH_ 
Very powerful speech.
2020-03-30 02:23
#34
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
Thank you, I spent so much time and effort to give good content to the forums
2020-03-30 02:52
#36
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Norway Trip^^ 
Hi Roki i am your biggest fan can you please sign my profile?? steamcommunity.com/profiles/765611981443..
2020-03-30 13:20
#43
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Iran Shia 
No but I can
2020-04-12 22:06
#44
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Norway Trip^^ 
Ty:)
2020-04-16 14:46
my saddest momento is when i realise that toxisity no lose game, bad player do
2020-03-30 13:27
This seems oddly familiar, where is it from?
2020-03-30 13:29
#40
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
Thats a powerful message. I'm glad you finally realized the truth
2020-03-30 23:59
brother died next to me
2020-03-30 13:55
#41
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Bosnia and Herzegovina Roki_Vulovic 
I wish him an eternal life in heaven
2020-03-31 00:44
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France 7RU7H 
Saddest moment is when i realize that one day, people that i love wont be around anymore, i just hope that i will be gone before them my brother, my parents, my dogs, the dogs ive already lost All the pain all beings around the world must go through, humans ,animals, trees, earth, God (even if he is in another world) I just wonder why Why do we have to go through things like these, what did we do to deserve all that pain, couldnt we just live all together in happiness forever ? What would it change if it was 1, 20, 100, 500, 1000, 1000.000 years I believe in a Creator, not the one described by human made religions but i believe in one, what does he want or does he even want anything, is he still there, is he gone, dead, or he just doesnt care Or is it just the absolute principle of this world, the absolute concept of this world, an omnipresent omnipotent symmetry, good/bad, particle/anti-particle, happiness/sadness, pleasure/pain, life/death, left/right, saint/evil so as we are apart of all this, as we are beings of this world, we must experience the absoluteness of this world, maybe even the creator, how do we know he doesnt experience pain, joy, or any other thing in his own world, with their own meanings I just have that weird feeling of extreme absolute sadness and happiness at the same time I love you all, all living beings, earth, galaxies, this world, this universe, God the creator, yes my heart has enough space for all that love, but as the absolute law that makes this world able to exist, the omnipresent omnipotent symmetry, the one looking and finding love must also be prepared to find and live with hate/anger
2020-03-31 01:26
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