CSGO is the most boring piece of shit that I've ever played
I did it same way. Playing since csgo since 2013 (i played 1.6 before), in 2017 sold all my setup and bought laptop for studying( useless obviously) and i stopped playing itbut somehow i missed it so much i couldnt help myself so since 2018i am playing it again and i am happy.
i think you only like competition.
find another hobby that is very competitive and you'll forget about this shit game.
If i compare it to PUBG ... CSGO is much fair game ... PUBG is all about luck, your skills it all goes in vain
CS takes your soul tbh been playing this shit game for over 20 years on and off, not even a gamer I only play CS nothing else. No matter how long I go without playing could be a week or a month etc I always end up coming back to this shit game and having the same shit experience, almost masochistic. I played 1.6 and Source heavy (I was young/more free time), CS Go I played the least but since closed beta, I watched this shit tier dead game develop into the skin market simulator, constant updates over the years to water the mechanics down and lower the skill ceiling to get it ready for casual play in the f2p market.
Valve literally took a turd, brought it back to life and then ruined it again because of greed, because of f2p. Were all addicted to this shit game anyway and since all other "competitive" shooters are boring after a week or month, literally nothing to fall back on.
Csgo gabens unwanted step child
I bought my gaming gig from a guy through. A mutual friend of ours. Cost much less than it would've otherwise.
To run CS decently you don't need a top end computer
Quarantine making things more difficult. I want csgo :(