Gone as in...what?
EDIT: Ah lol, looked at the text again.
Also, no, suicide is never the correct answer.
There is plenty of girls out there, trust me bro :)
+1 Valuing people is actually so underrated, stay connected, stay compassionate. Making relationships takes long and the end is surely worth it. But what it takes to get there is the best part.
You're only 20 years in, plenty more to recover and make it count. Life is just a lesson to get better anyways.
So, you're heartbroken? You'll get over it, mate, find something to distract yourself. And, definitely tell any fake friends to fuck off; they'll just suck the life out of you. You're 20, your adult life has basically just begun :).
stop doing everything you do and only play video games all day
This "I'll never love anyone like her" thinking is deep but fake, trust me.
You will find someone, even though as you read this now, your mind doesn't want this to be true.
But I assure you it is, and when you realize it, you're already too happy to even notice.
Relax, a cough doesn't mean u have corona
You say you are in your 20s but you write like you are 14